Absolute Choice Chapter 466: : Because she is a goddess, she loves humbler than mortals (10,000 words!)
Chapter 466: Because she is a goddess, she loves humbler than mortals
Herrat is smirking because he is a single dog full of longing for love that he has never experienced before.
Hanli saw this scene but didn't know what kind of expression to make, because one of her loved ones was showing off her life with her boyfriend.
Normally, for an "old monster" who has lived for 10,000 years, the so-called "boyfriend" may be more like a dessert that is occasionally tasted-"change the variety once it gets tired, Discard it if it tastes bad ".
But if the "old demon" who has lived for 10,000 years still retains her virginity, and the boyfriend she is dating at this time is the first love in her long life, then this "dessert" will of course Become reluctant to share with others, and even think twice about tasting.
The feeling of Huali at this time is like a cake that has been stored for ten thousand years before it is too late to be enjoyed.
"Well, how can this be?"
"It's my first!"
Hua Li bulged up her cheeks, feeling aggrieved like an angry daughter-in-law.
Most of the time, this beautiful elf, like a goddess, behaves like a teenage innocent girl before the first experience of love.
I still remember that at the night of Lizi's house, when Shi Xiaobai "accidentally" touched the softness of Pear's chest during the test of her power, she felt sour vinegar in her heart.
To confirm his "sovereignty", he kissed Shi Xiaobai's lips shamelessly.
Although it was just a one-touch kiss, it was her first kiss.
As a first kiss, this kiss is really lacking in atmosphere, too hasty and full of regrets ...
But because it is imperfect, it is beautiful and memorable. Even if she lost a small part of her power because of this first kiss, she is still worth it ...
Well, it's just Huali's self-consolation, and she has to admit it—the kiss was so impulsive.
The impulse based on the "jealous" that she didn't realize herself made her pay a little regretful first kiss and part of her power loss. This is the real reality.
So,
You can't be jealous!
No jealous!
You must not be jealous!
"How could it be done ..."
Hua Li sighed slightly, but felt that her chest was a little sour, her throat was a little astringent, and her heart was uncomfortable.
On the one hand, keep telling herself-she may lose her life when the fourth doomsday arrives, what right does she have to stop those who chase his opposite sex? Even if the woman who eventually accompanies him is not her, as long as it can create a world that will make him happy, that is the perfect ending.
On the one hand, I felt more and more bored. When looking at the blood-stained earth and the **** dusk, I hugged the teenagers and girls who had not been separated, and my eyes became more and more "sullen".
"The power of love is really great, the slaves are very envious. But the slaves are a little bit distressed and betrayed by the fancy boy. How do you now see this beautiful scene in a tragic mood?"
The spiked voice suddenly sounded.
Huali suddenly remembered that she was "projecting" on the glass chessboard in front of the back of the demon. Her resentful eyes and bulging look at this moment had already revealed her inner taste.
For a girl who is jealous, the Queen's "taunt" has undoubtedly hit the key.
Unfortunately, Huali's jealousy is more because she feels regretful because the heroine in the picture is not herself, but she doesn't have much jealousy about this beautiful scene.
Although the elf girl who was still in Cardamom time is not big, her heart is very big, big enough to accept everything she loves, beautiful, ugly, bright, dark ... all , All can be laughed into his arms.
Even if the real goddess has a little girl emotion because of love, after all, it is still the goddess who can never fall into the vulgar.
The queen's provocation has not had much negative effects, but has calmed Huali's mood.
"My mood is indeed a little bad, but I ca n’t say 'miserable'. Rather, I am just a little unwilling ... It is clear that my mind is not less than that girl at all, no, no, I am definitely better than She loves deeper ... obviously, but at this moment, the person who touched him with 'sacrifice of disregard for life' is not me, and I can't do it ... I'm a little unwilling to stop ... "
Hanli's calm voice slightly shakes.
What she said was from the heart, she did not deny that she was in a bad mood, and even admitted that she was unwilling to cause the taste of sour and vinegar in her words. This way of looking directly at her heart was full of pride and pride. Goddess attributes that run counter to each other.
Unfortunately, the Queen of Hearing these words is not the object of genuine conversation.
The queen did not give up the useless provocation, and once again made malicious speeches.
"The slave family can fully understand your unwillingness. As long as you are willing to control even the world, you have poured all your heart and soul into a mere mortal person, but in exchange for his carelessness and betrayal ... I already have you. Such a great lover, but still shamelessly so close to other women, how can this be ... Well, your unwillingness, the slave family fully understands ... "
"Enough."
Hua Li finally interrupted the words of the demon and said, "You have chosen the wrong direction of misinterpretation, so don't continue this kind of childish provocation. Think about Huaxin's slander, think carefully, even You ca n’t seduce you if you take off your clothes. It ’s better than me to know how careless he is? ”
This sentence is almost equivalent to anti-general, and the face of the demon became ugly.
In the appearance of this peerless stunner, standing naked in front of the young man, not only did not fascinate him, and even made him useless.
At this time, the immature blonde girl touched his "heart" with an image of unfeminine menswear.
This kind of thing ... whatever you think ...
It's quite uncomfortable!
The Queen's heart was a little hurt, but she didn't mind continuing to hurt each other. She sneered: "Indeed, the young man's fixation was extraordinary, which made the slave family doubt whether he had a distorted (sexual) orientation or (sexual) function Question ... But even if the body is not derailed, as long as you have someone in your heart, it is also a heart of heart. With your perfect lover, but also sincerely moved other women, do you think this is not a betrayal? "
Hua Li chuckled: "If such a good girl and such a stupid effort can't make Xiaobai tempted, then I have to doubt whether he really has‘ heart ’.”
The Queen of the Queen laughed and said, "Isn't your statement the most commonly used excuse by the man of Huaxin? Think about it, such as," It's not my heart, but the girl is too good, so good that any man will be tempted. " What's the difference between the hypocritical words of "I don't want to overthrow her, but she strips herself off and throws me on the bed, I am just making a mistake that men will make"? The teenager did not commit The sin of the latter, but isn't it the fault of the former? Why not just blame him for his carelessness, but find such a vulgar excuse for him? "
Heart and flesh are about love, an eternal topic.
From the perspective of the demon, "the passion of the mind" and "derailment of the flesh" are equally bad things.
"She took off and then pushed Shi Xiaobai down. Shi Xiaobai couldn't stand the temptation to turn over the clouds with her" and "Li Chenxi was foolishly paid, Shi Xiaobai couldn't bear the infatuation and moved her sincerely." There is not much difference between the two things, the only difference is that she failed and Li Chenxi succeeded.
However, in Huali's view, these two things cannot be confused at all.
Huali raised her eyebrows and said, "The way you look at things really fits the superficial nature of 'procedures.' The reason for you to equate the two is left aside, but have you ever thought about it, ' What is the difference between a slightly attractive woman who seduce shamelessly and a girl who has no future in her life? What is the difference? You just undressed and opened your legs, but the girl was willing to How could he confuse his life sacrifice? Perhaps for some scumbags, your approach is more pleasing. But for Xiaobai, your 'cheap flesh' and her 'valuable sincerity' Compared to it, it's a completely different cloud. "
Different values have led to vastly different judgments about the same thing.
Huali's view is completely opposite to that of the Queen.
The queen couldn't help but bit her lower lip, and took a sigh of indignation at heart. In this "harm to each other" argument, judging from the current situation, her frequent attacks have ended up in a 'scarred' situation.
A woman with a slight appearance?
I do n’t know how to seduce?
Cheap flesh?
What irritating accusations but no way to refute!
Yes, she did take off her clothes easily, and opened her legs to the teenager casually, but as a being who has lived for thousands of years, can she still feel ashamed of such things?
Why is it so cheap to belittle such a natural thing?
The queen smiled impatiently and said, "You're right. For our almost eternal life, it's really not difficult to take off your clothes and spread your legs, but it is impossible to give your life. It ’s true that your understanding is correct, but is it too general to take our special existence as the basis?
"No no no, it's not 'we' ..."
After hearing this, Huali quickly waved her hand: "It's not 'us', but it's easy for you. For me, I would rather die than do such a shameful thing. Understand? It ’s not that the two things of “paying the body” and “paying the sincerity” are not equal, but that the degree of giving is not equivalent. In short, your cheap body is not comparable to her precious heart— If a devoted woman has retained chastity for 10,000 years, then she can certainly be regarded as a "valuable body".
After Huali finished speaking, there was a hint of blush on his cheek.
Because for some reason, I could not help but think of the scene of her dedication to Shi Xiaobai. The so-called woman who retains chastity for ten thousand years naturally refers to herself, but this shameful scene, even if you imagine It made her feel unacceptable.
It's not that she is too "simple" to dare to imagine such things, but because "chasteness" means too much to her.
Once the "chasteness" is lost, the power given to her by the holy tree of the world will collapse and disappear, and her strength will be greatly reduced. For her who has taken on the responsibility of revenge for the elves, she has now More precious than life.
So in Huali's view, "giving chastity to Shi Xiaobai" is much more difficult than "giving life to Shi Xiaobai".
There is no essential difference between the giving of heart and flesh, but its importance to the giver determines its value.
This is Huali's understanding.
However, it sounded like naked taunt after the demon.
Why does it sound so annoying when she takes a ‘cheap’ body?
It is true that for her who gave birth to a will in a program without "heart", "mating behavior" is a normal thing, there is no need to entangle it, but, but ...
"Slaves are not as casual as you think!"
The queen said something that didn't sound convincing at all.
A sense of unexplainable boredom rushed to her heart, which drove her to speak out about this thing she didn't care about.
"The slaves will use their bodies to seduce the boy, just to avenge your overbearingness."
It's just that Huali is too powerful, so powerful that she can't think of other ways to get revenge, so she chooses the best strategy of this kind.
"But for slaves, mating is not fun at all."
Although she has the will of herself, her essence as a "program" has not changed. Unlike other beings, she does not have all kinds of desires, so for her, mating is not needed, and she cannot get from mating. Nothing fun.
"So, this is the first time a slave family has done such a thing!"
Although she doesn't mind mating behavior, but since she doesn't need to mate and can't get pleasure from mating, she certainly won't be bored to find other creatures to mate.
Mating as a means of revenge, although it is a trivial matter for her, but so far, she has no need to do so-as strong as Huali, but love the weak and weak The existence of creatures, she was the first time.
So, this is really her first time doing this!
"Also, and this body has not been dyed, it is a genuine virgin ..."
So ...
"So the slaves have never done any mating. According to you, the slaves still retain the so-called" chasteness ", not a" cheap body "!
The queen does not know why she made such a "boring" explanation, but only feels that she is inexplicably relieved after speaking.
The irritability is probably because you have been vilified by what seems to be the truth?
All in all, if "chasteness", which is unconcerned, becomes an indicator of value, she should never fall into the abyss of "cheapness", and proving her "chasteness" is not a meaningless thing.
The queen thought so, and there was a calm smile on the corner of her mouth again.
Hua Li didn't expect that the "unscrupulous" queen would explain this intentionally, for a moment, shook her head and laughed: "Well, just when you still have 'chasteness'. But even so, I am right Your evaluation will not change. Because your cheapness does not depend on whether your body is clean or not, but that you do n’t care who you do with ... mating. Just to make me angry, you can give your body, this How can this kind of "chasteness" that you don't even care about yourself be "precious"? What you pay may be "chasteness", but no matter how you think about it, it is only "cheap chastity."
The smile of the queen suddenly froze, and her fierce argument, in return, was so light, but so heavy that she couldn't refute it.
Hua Li just changed the "cheap body" to "cheap chastity."
As if a sharp knife pierced straight, stabbing the false city wall built with "chasteness".
Not reconciled!
I have never been so reconciled!
It has never been so weak!
"So ..."
The queen is confused: "So ... then if" chasteness "is considered as important as" life ", isn't it ... no longer cheap?"
Hua Li froze slightly and nodded: "Oh ... you can understand that."
Hua Li always feels strange, but the understanding of the queen does not seem to be wrong. Although from a normal person's perspective, life should be more important, but "chasteness" is regarded as "life". Women are not without in the human world ...
Forget it, if you understand this kind of creature with no ritual control, it should be good for nothing.
Hanli thought so, and said seriously: "Only when you meet a loved one who is willing to give his life" can you offer your own "chasteness". Such "chasteness" is 'precious' Yes, you understand? "
The Queen nodded thoughtfully, remembering Huali's words silently in her heart, and the corner of her mouth regained the calm and charming smile.
Then a drop of cold sweat suddenly burst from her forehead.
Hey, wait!
What the **** is going on now?
In the beginning, wasn't she borrowing Huaxin who attacked Shi Xiaobai to deepen Huali's "wound" caused by jealousy?
Why is this weird situation she's been taught so much now?
In the final analysis, is her body and chastity cheap and Shi Xiaobai's fancy? Isn't it related at all?
Since when has the topic been quietly shifted?
The more and more depressed the queen wanted, the more beautiful face reflected in the chessboard, the comforting expression of "a **** to teach", almost immediately made her cry.
I'm so angry!
Say good to each other?
Why only she was injured!
The queen's red lips twitched slightly, and said in a stiff tone: "The slave family understands that compared with the true heart of the blonde girl, the nakedness of the slave family was really worthless. But! But what about Like? Is it true that she gave her sincerity, and it is taken for granted that the young man was tempted? Would n’t you be sad even if the young man ’s love was divided into two halves? Did n’t you look at him tightly with her? Hugging tightly, haven't been separated until now, wouldn't you feel sad? Isn't it ... "
No longer worry about logic or wording, the Queen began to fight back with a large rhetorical question of "Don't" in "shame and anger".
As the Queen asked back, she saw Huali's expression gradually getting colder and colder.
This is completely beyond the expectation of the sorceress. She didn't expect that this unreasonable rhetorical question actually produced results.
The blue eyes gradually faded.
This is not an illusion!
The Queen smiled suddenly.
So, she chose the wrong method from the beginning.
This elf, who is almost "saint", can indeed tolerate everything of the young man, but because she loves so deeply, she cannot be completely "exclusive".
She must also hope,
I hope that teenager belongs to her.
The previous jealous expression was not an illusion.
The queen smiled charmingly, and she finally found this near-perfect elf girl, which might be defeated.
"Even if Shi Xiaobai and that girl ... mate, you don't care at all?"
Speaking out the two sharp words "copulation" in a gentle tone, the queen relentlessly gave the cruelest blow.
"How is it possible ..."
Hanli's dim eyes flashed a sorrow, pursed her lips, and murmured in a low, inaudible voice: "How could you not care ..."
The smile on the corner of the queen's mouth suddenly became stronger.
Her original purpose was not to “promote alienation”, because she knew that the probability of successful provocation was too low, and she just thought that if she could make the blue eyes of the star-like sea overflow with even a trace Sorrow will be very relieved.
But she didn't expect that God would show such a distressingly weak posture.
This ...
It's almost ...
It's so cool!
The sorrow of the goddess almost made the queen drowned by this twisted pleasure.
I want it!
I want to tear the mask of the goddess even harder!
I want to beat the girl's innocence more violently!
—— Such a twisted desire is suddenly, naturally, born in the will of a program that should not have produced desire!
The queen said with a charming voice, like a cry and a complaint, filled with emotion.
"It's so pitiful, you're ... so pitiful! You don't want his body to be touched by other women, but you can only watch them as if they are hugging together as if they are about to become one .... .. Obviously want to be his only, but can only confess to accept another girl into his heart ... Obviously you retain 'precious chastity', but he is likely to be with other women in the future Mating, leaving you only a 'cheap body' ... Ah, this is too sad, it's not worth it! "
The voice of the queen is as full of sadness and sorrow as it feels.
Huali sighed softly and said slightly coldly: "You're right, I don't want him to be touched by other women, want to be his only, and also care about his" chasteness. "But ... .... I will never let my longing turn into ugly selfishness, because what I am more unwilling to accept than this is ... because of this ugly monopoly, he turns into a nasty look . "
Once again, the purple-haired elf girl did not lie stubbornly or escape the ground, but rather generously acknowledged her desire and then directly expressed her moving voice.
It's more important than his desire-not wanting to look like he hates.
This love ...
It's hard for the Queen to make a channel: "You ... you're probably too humble to love?"
Too humble.
Compared to the "sublime" of a goddess,
This love is so "humble"!
Huali smiled and shook her head: "The two sides in love are unequal, and one of them will love more deeply. At the moment when Xiao Bai" robs "the fallen evil from me, this love I ’ve been completely defeated ... from a good name called 'Like' to a fear of 'I do n’t want to be hated by him, I do n’t want to lose him', this candy with glass slag, except for Carefully, humblely, there is no other way.
Love cannot be all good.
It is the first time that the elven girl in love has the consciousness that most couples lack. Because she lost her family and people, she was very important for her loneliness of ten thousand years. , Even a little loss may feel fear.
Even humble love,
I don't want to hate him either.
"Stupid!"
As for the elf girl's concept of love, the queen angrily gave these two bad words.
"How can there be no way!?"
The queen does not know why her heart has raised an inexplicable irritability again, and this time the irritability seems to be boiling, it seems to burn the chest.
"You are so stupid!"
Changed from "you" to "you", and the Queen finally lost even the last pretended respect.
She said angrily: "As long as you stay by his side, swore your sovereignty to everyone, with your looks and your strength, no woman in the world has the courage to fight with you! With your charm, as long as you live with that young man, he must be obsessed with you and cannot be tempted by others! In your so-called 'love contest', you can always turn defeat into victory, why is it so simple Give up? Why? Are you a fool!?
Oh, I see why I'm so angry.
Because the elf girl in front of her, everything is so perfect except her immature body. She ca n’t even copy her as a “program”, she can only look up and be jealous!
Her beauty, her strength, her smile, all make her doubt the Creator's partiality.
But she was so favored by the Creator that she showed such a humble gesture for such a weak human being!
This ridiculous fact is too outrageous!
For the anger of the queen and the aggressive tone, Huali only smiled slightly, but did not refute it.
As the Queen said, if she can stay with Shi Xiaobai, even Li Chenxi will not have any chance.
Unfortunately, she can't do this.
"He and I should be two parallel lines that can never intersect ... any accidental intersection is unreasonable. If I selfishly entangle him, when I have to What will his fate be when he leaves? So, now, that's enough. "
The obscure metaphor actually tells a simple and straightforward truth.
The puppet of the goddess and mortal looks good, but the fate of intersecting each other is cruel.
If a mortal falls in love with a goddess, it becomes obsessive, dependent, or even possessive. The goddess left the world because of the mission that she had to undertake one day, so what will the fate of the mortal become after that?
No matter how sad you are, it doesn't help, no matter how painful you are, you can only hate your weakness and abandon your humbleness. Because it is impossible to find a substitute for the goddess, she spent her lonely life in good memories-this is the fate of mortals.
So ...
Keeping the illusory distance, treating the goddess as a bubble-like beauty that may be broken at any time. For mortals, the moment of loss is easier to accept and not so sad ...
Hua Li does not want to be a goddess, but she and Shi Xiaobai have not been residents of the same world since the beginning.
She will one day leave his world and return to her own world—and the world that belongs to her is how he pursues and cannot reach the world.
So, in order to reduce the grief he has to endure at that moment.
To reduce that doomed pain, she can't add even a little ... sweet memories between them.
For him, that's fine.
This is enough now.
"I'm happy enough to look at him from a distance."
This is probably the sweetest love story in the world, and also the bitterest love story in the world.
Even the goddess,
No, because it's a goddess,
So she loves humbler than mortals.
"Really? Is it really enough?"
The Queen can't understand, and can't understand Huali's idea at all.
Because she was born of an icy "program", she simply cannot understand what this warm "sacrifice" is for.
So she only felt angry.
The Queen laughed angrily and said, "Should you say that you are stupid or naive? Unaccompanied love will one day lose its original flavor. If you continue to watch from a distance, then one day, when memories become blurred That day, he won't love you anymore! Now, he just cares, but if you go on like this, the distance between you will cause him to change heart completely ... at that moment, you will really lose He! "
Too humble love, will make the most fearful thing happen, but will he really lose him?
Hua Li never thought about this possibility.
However, each loss of grief lost her does not mean that there is more possibility that he does not love her?
Ah, why didn't she think of such simple logic?
No,
If it is Shi Xiaobai,
It won't change my mind so easily!
But ...
But even Shi Xiaobai may change his heart, right?
Huanli's eyes flashed confused.
Worry that made him sad,
And the fear of losing him,
Intertwined, it's hard to tell which side is heavier.
"Enough ... enough ... this is something between me and him ... has nothing to do with you."
Hua Li said so, and refused to retreat, refusing to continue the conversation that finally shaken her.
The Queen's pupils shrunk slightly, and she couldn't help but clenched her fists.
She caught the loneliness that flashed in the girl's eyes.
To end the argument in a tough but irrational way "don't care about you" is the weakest surrender.
In this "harm to each other" debate, it appears that she has won the final victory.
But why?
Why not even a little pleasure?
Why is it full of anger?
"Shouldn't ... be like this?"
The queen lowered her head and smiled stiffly, "Now, can't you talk anymore?"
"Yeah ... that's it for the fun chat."
Hua Li sighed softly, and suddenly her voice was cold, like frost and snow, and spit out from the lightly opened red lips: "Return to reality, the stupid cow you kept in captivity, reproduced after ten minutes It will be completely restored in another ten seconds. I think it's time for your pranks to come to an end? While no one is hurt now, ending this excessive joke, you and I may be able to become 'friends', otherwise .. .... "
Huali's words brought the Queen back to reality.
This apparently peaceful conversation is, in fact, in a dangerous situation that could explode at any time.
At this moment, in the valley of the dead and wasteland, seven testers from the human world can't move because they are caught by the shadow ghost.
Although the ground yawning against the stone wall, Yasha has not hit the killer for the time being.
But Niubi Marshal, who was almost chopped into meat sauce ten minutes ago, is finally about to return to a perfect posture after a slow self-regeneration!
10 minutes of horror brewing, coming soon!
How much humiliation and anger the Niubi Marshal that he has treated so cruelly, and how cruelly torture the seven testers who are allowed to be fish, especially the young girl in Tsing Yi who cut it with a knife— This horrifying scene happened very quickly, even if you bite your head and couldn't imagine it.
This is already the cruel situation closest to despair.
Hua Li can't save them, because once she hits, the queen will be able to start the self-destruct process, and Shi Xiaobai, who is in the world of formations, will escape.
Shi Xiaobai can't save them either, because he is "the devil with silver hair" at the moment, and even the girl who restrained herself from killing her arms has done her best.
Li Chenxi couldn't save them any more. At this moment, she didn't even want to leave the arms of the teenager. Where else is there to return to this world?
The friendly forces on their side have been unable to reach out to them.
At this moment, the only thing that can stop tragedy is the Queen of the enemy!
Hana is helpless, all she can do is to persuade the demon to end this "excessive joke" and to "become a friend" as a sincere persuasion.
However, after plotting this conspiracy with your own hands, will Huali and the newcomers be desperate, will they compromise so easily?
"Becoming a friend with you ... it's an irresistible temptation ..."
The queen smiled charmingly. The sincerity of her friend called her really made her tempted.
But unfortunately, she is very angry now, very angry!
So ...
"Please forgive me, the slaves refuse!"
"Because ... rather than being friends with you, the slave family wants to know more ... What kind of expression will you use to face him if you have no way to save that young friend."
"The slaves think that it must be the most interesting picture in the world."
......
The anger caused by jealousy, unwillingness, and longing,
Tear the peaceful ending into pieces,
The debris is flying like snowflakes.
Pale and cold,
It's also about to happen,
No one can stop it anymore,
The cruelest tragedy.