Adorable Food Goddess: Fan Wai 1 (Liu Li Chapter)

Tianbao's ninth year of winter, and a few days later it will be the eighteenth of the twelfth lunar month. Snow has fallen one after another. The whole world is covered in silver, saying that Ruixue is a prosperous year, but in the eyes of some people, But it seems like heaven and earth are cherishing the empress dowager who has been dead for ten years.

This is the day of the Queen Mother’s sacrifice, and the imperial decree was passed in the palace early. On this day, the Queen will go to Ciyun Temple to pray for the Queen Mother’s spirit in the sky.

Zhao Liuli got up early and took the broom to sweep the snow with the nuns in the nunnery. Although she was still a princess, the emperor did not deprive her of the title of princess, and even sent some palace snacks during the Chinese New Year holidays. Therefore, the hostess took special care of her. The cost of food and clothing was different, and the work was also better. Others want to relax, but today the emperor's prayer for blessings is the top priority of Antang, and everyone is assigned to live.

Zhao Liuli was sweeping the snow mechanically. I thought he had been in Ciyun Temple for eight years. Every day, the ancient Buddha of the Blue Lantern was indifferent. I figured it out, but today because the queen is coming, he hooks There are some dusty past events, and the mood is not peaceful.

The queen of today, the princess of the year, she used to look down very much, because the princess's family was not a prominent nobleman, but a lady from the third-rank official family. The queen mother was opposed to it, but she was the first queen. With the eyes of the prince, she became the prince princess. For this reason, the queen mother ignored the first queen for a while. It wasn't until the crown prince gave birth to the grandson, and she was always cautious and flattered with the queen mother, that the queen mother's face gradually improved. People were willing to give her some face, but the queen still had a lot of criticism, but now, people Has become a queen, the mother of the world.

The world is really fickle, but there were too many people she looked down on back then. At that time, she was the queen mother’s apex, wind to wind, rain to rain, no matter what she did or who she teased, The queen mother tried her best to humiliate anyone, because the emperor meant to blame her, and under the strong protection of the queen mother, she had to give up.

She was spoiled in this way. She felt that everything she did was right until Ye Jinxuan appeared, the person she hated the most in her life and her greatest rival.

However, at that time, she also looked down upon her in the heart, fighting against each other again and again, and defeated again and again. At that time, she seemed to be trapped in a demon, and the ground was about to trample this person under her feet and step into the mud. Here, never stand up. It is ridiculous that she is the one who fell into **** in the end, and she is the one who can't turn over again.

In the first year of praying for the Queen Mother in the palace, she thought every day and night, if she could see a little bit better, maybe everything would be different.

Unfortunately, I can’t see it! For the first time in his life, it was in the hands of Ye Jinxuan to deflate. Then there was jealousy, hatred for such a mediocre woman and humble cook, and won Xia Chunyu's heart; every time I see Xia Chunyu look at Ye Jinxuan's eyes, he is gentle and loving, as if There are no other women in this world except for her Ye Jinxuan; I hate every time I hear others praise her for how capable Ye Jinxuan is, and I hate everyone around her to Ye Jinxuan; I hate every time she complains to Chunfeng, Chunfeng always It's Ye Jinxuan's kind words...

Yes, jealous. I hate it because I am jealous. She is jealous of Ye Jinxuan. She is obviously not as good as her. But she lives more wonderfully than her. She respects her in-laws, loves her husband, and loves her. My friend, the famous heavenly residence in Jinling...

Finally, she finally had a chance to exaggerate and beat Ye Jinxuan. Unfortunately, her child was gone.

So, she began to calculate, but after calculating again and again, in the end, the retribution fell on her.

I was scolded by the Queen Mother for the first time because of Ye Jinxuan.

The first time I was cold-eyed by my in-laws because of Ye Jinxuan.

Because of Ye Jinxuan's separation with Chunfeng.

Losing Xiaoya because of Ye Jinxuan.

Forced to move out of Hou Mansion because of Ye Jinxuan.

The reputation is discredited because of Ye Jinxuan.

……

Now think about it, it's not so much because of Ye Jinxuan, it's better to say that she is making her own.

Xia Chunyu had scolded her a long time ago. In the Lantingxuan teahouse that day, Xia Chunyu said: When you bully others, you feel happy. Have you ever wondered how others feel? Do you think bullying others is a matter of course? You can't bear the slightest grievance...

At the time, she only felt angry. Of course she was right to bully others, because she looked unpleasant to those people.

Later, when Ye Jinxuan and Lu Xiaotian were framed, Xia Chunyu criticized her for committing crimes and not living.

Chunfeng's eyes were getting colder every day when she saw her, and she was still complaining that Chunfeng didn't help her, didn't look at her, and even doubted what Chunfeng and Ye Jinxuan thought.

Now I want to understand that it’s not that Chunfeng likes Ye Jinxuan to be disappointed with her. Ye Jinxuan is his sister-in-law and his family. He is disappointed because she repeatedly caused him to be embarrassed and embarrassed in front of his family. Guilt, Chunfeng is a person who values ​​family affection.

Unfortunately, she understood these truths too late, too long proud, and didn't know how to lower her noble head.

Chunfeng...

She was chanting the name silently in her heart, as if her heart was pricked by a needle, and it hurts slightly.

Chunfeng, do you still hate me?

You must still hate me, otherwise, for so many years, why have you never come to see me? Even if it is for someone to take a look, let me know that you don't hate me anymore!

Chunfeng, do you know that in this life, I have only given my heart to one person, and that is you; do you know how much I regret now; do you know how much I miss you...

Zhao Liuli raised her head, looked at the still dull sky, and forced the tears back.

Chunfeng, do you know that now I only have this little thought left, I hope I can see you again in this life, even if I look at you from a distance.

At last it dawned, and the queen's honour came to Ciyun Temple.

Zhao Liuli was mixed in a dry Shani while chanting, and then hid in her room, she didn't want to see the queen.

Seeing the people I looked down on in the past, so glamorous, I can't express this feeling.

However, after the queen prayed for blessings, she specifically asked her and asked her to meet.

If she was the former prince, she would never go, but if she saw that she was a queen, what the queen said was a decree, and she couldn’t disobey or dare not disobey.

The queen and the hostess were drinking tea in the incense room, when Zhao Liuli, who was dressed in a blue monk's clothes, came in, she didn't recognize it at first glance.

In fact, when she was chanting before, she was looking for Liuli's figure in a crowd of Shani, but everyone was wearing the same monk's clothes, and they all wore hats, with their heads down, and couldn't tell.

I’m surprised to see it now. I haven’t seen it for many years. Liuli has become a lot thinner. The original round face has now become a standard face with melon seeds. With a pointed chin, her eyes are especially big. She was empty.

When the queen saw her look like this, she was filled with emotion for a while. The Princess Liuli, who was once glorious and unparalleled, has now become like this.

As long as she can be a little more tolerant and tolerant, she won't fall into the field like today.

Previously, she also asked Master Wife how did Liuli live here? The teacher said that Liuli was quite quiet, and she didn't talk much, and would never object to what she asked her to do.

The queen sighed silently and signaled everyone to leave. She wanted to say something to Liuli alone.

The room was quietly surrounded by sandalwood.

The queen pondered and said: "Liu Li, would you like to follow me back to the palace?"

Liuli raised her head, her eyes lowered in surprise.

She has been here for so many years. This is the first time someone has asked her if she wants to return to the palace.

The queen smiled slightly and said: "Before coming here, the emperor specially mentioned you, saying that you have prayed for the queen dowager for many years, and your filial piety is commendable. Now you are still a princess. If you are willing to go back to the palace or remarry, the emperor Will decide for you."

In fact, Ye Jinxuan mentioned this to her. She told the Queen Mother and the Emperor. The Queen Mother thought, Liuli is the only daughter of the Seven Sage Kings. Even if she does something wrong, the punishment for so many years is enough. , Can't really be called Liuli's lifetime green lantern ancient Buddha. The emperor is a filial piety. If the queen mother said so, the emperor naturally had no objection.

A wry smile pulled out from the corner of Liuli's mouth, back to the palace? As everyone knows, the palace is the place she least wants to stay. She spent the most beautiful time in the palace. She asked to come to Ciyun Temple, but she didn't want to stay there and be cold-hearted.

As for the re-marriage, a notorious princess, an abandoned wife, who is willing to marry her? Even if she had to marry due to the royal majesty, she would not treat her sincerely, so why bother to provoke her?

Unless this person is Chunfeng.

Liu Li hesitated for a long time and asked: "How is the Jing'an Marquis Mansion now?"

The queen knew that Liuli was missing Xia Chunfeng! I couldn’t help but think of Ye Jinxuan’s words: saying that Liuli did so many wrong things, but she was sincere to Xia Chunfeng, but she was young and vigorous, and she was accustomed to being arrogant, even if she wanted to be nice to someone Know how to do it. Of course, Chunfeng is very happy now, and it is impossible for him to continue his relationship with Liuli.

The queen said slightly: "The old master of Jing'an Houfu has passed away. He has a leisurely life at home with sweethearts and grandchildren. Now Xia Chunyu inherits the title."

After a pause, the queen said again: "Chunfeng is now a general, guarding western Sichuan, and has two sons."

In Liuli's heart, he couldn't tell whether he was happy or lost. What is happy is that Chunfeng is so promising. In fact, when the queen mother asked him to go to Dali Temple, he didn't like it very much. He wanted to be like Laohouye and his second brother Xia. Chunyu went to battle to kill the enemy, and now he got his wish.

What was lost was that Chunfeng married another and had two sons.

I couldn't help thinking again, if her child had been kept, maybe, there would be no more things behind.

"I wonder which girl is so blessed?" Liuli smiled, but her heart was extremely bitter.

The queen also hesitated~IndoMTL.com~ said: "It's Chen Ya, the son of a scholar of Longyuan Pavilion."

Liu Li is startled, Chen Ya, isn't that Xiao Ya? Xiaoya was the child of a criminal, and she was not in the palace as a slave. Could it be that her father's case was vindicated?

The face is hot, and the complex emotions in her heart are rolling. She thought it would be a daughter, but it turned out to be her former maid, Xiaoya, a dumb. Xia Chunfeng is really righteous and righteous to marry a dumb. He also helped her family rehabilitate.

Is it ridiculous? It’s ridiculous. She, who was once so noble, has now become a disciple of the lay family, and the once humble girl has become the daughter of the Longyuan Pavilion scholar, the wife of the general, it is really ironic!

The queen looked at her with blue and white expressions, her expression complicated and difficult to distinguish, she didn't expect Liuli to still care about this after so long.

"Liu Li, as long as you want to drive and figure it out, you will still have a bright future." The queen persuaded.

Liu Li smiled miserably: "Thank you the queen for still remembering me, but I think this kind of life is very good. I am very quiet here. For the rest of my life, I just want to pray for the queen mother and the queen."

The only thing she thought was shattered. What can she hope for?

"You don’t need to rush to answer me, you are still young, and there is still a long way to go in your life. You should consider it carefully, think clearly, and let someone send a letter to this palace, and this palace will arrange it for you. "The Queen He said.

Liu Li bowed her head and said nothing, is she still young? It's almost thirty, there can be a few thirty in life, one step wrong, wrong step, she can't look back.

Three days later, Zhao Liuli officially lost her hair, became a nun, and did not regret her title.

In this life, she has too many regrets and regrets, and I hope she will not regret it again in the next life.