After Dawn Chapter 24: Male Queen (4)
Qing Ran stood in front of Song Chen's courtyard with a complicated expression.
Zhou Jingwen suddenly remembered what she said in the dream.
"My brother died..."
——Song Chen was staying well in the palace.
When he arrived in the capital and got more and more accurate information from the spies, Zhou Jingwen discovered that Song Chen was not the one he thought was forced by the emperor's power to put down the dignity of a man to be his favorite, but was willing to do so Like a woman, she crouched under the emperor's body, without any resistance from beginning to end. When he was young, he used to like Song Chen, his younger brother. He felt pity for him who lost his mother when he was born, and he often took care of him like an elder brother. Hearing that he was the champion, even at the border, he sent him gifts, and I was very happy for him.
In addition to being happy that Song Qingran finally had a support outside the palace, I was also sincerely happy that this younger brother was able to become famous.
I just didn't expect that, as the champion, he didn't think about serving the country and dedicating himself to the people. Instead, he entered the palace to treat the king with serenity.
—It was a disappointment to him.
In Song Chen's room, there are many small things that her daughter's family likes. When Qing Ran saw it, she felt a little irritable and turned around and went to the study.
The time-travelling girl Song Chenchen is a student of the ancient literature department of a famous school, so after she possessed Song Chen, no major abnormality was noticed. Even relying on the accumulation of wisdom far surpassing that of the Great Zhou Dynasty in the next thousand years, and relying on the "vision and insight" far beyond ordinary candidates, he stood out in the imperial examination and was personally named the champion of the year by Zhou Jingsheng.
But when she was in the Song family, she almost never came to Song Chen's study.
The Song family is a century-old scholar family. Many things in the study are ancient books handed down by our ancestors. These things are obscure and incomprehensible. , Although the former Song Chen was not quite like Song's pedantic temperament, he also liked to study these things like him, but he was not very interested in things like being an official.
So this place is the most well-preserved place after the time-travel girl came, and it has not been transformed beyond recognition by her.
Push the door and enter, the smell of books is fragrant, and the layout of the study is very clean and tidy. The books on several large bookshelves are neatly arranged by category, which is pleasing to the eye at first glance.
The Song family does not restrict women from reading, so Song Qingran often used to be in this study when she was a child. In the corner of the bookshelf were several books such as "The Commandments for Women" and "The Instructions for Women". Although Father Song was pedantic, he was not very strict with Song Qingran, and these books were just pretending.
On the other hand, Song Qingran's two brothers and sisters secretly hide some books that Song's father thinks are crooked, such as talking books, legends, and supernatural stories. Back then, the two were not tall, so these books were placed on the bottom layer of the bookshelf, but now when they want to take them out, they have to bend down to take them out.
Qing Ran wanted to take it out to see if there was still a script in it, but a letter floated out.
"My sister-in-law."
……
Zhou Jingwen looked at Qing Ran's face becoming more and more ugly. She frowned and glanced at the stationery in her hand.
"Pop", a tear fell, and the font on the words was smudged into a ball. Only then did she wake up from her thoughts, and in a panic, she wiped the soiled area with her sleeves, but tears fell one by one.
Zhou Jingwen snatched the stationery from her hand, not caring that it was Song Qingran's *, and began to read it carefully from the first page. The more he looked at him, the expression on his face was the same as Qing Ran's, his brows furrowed, and the expression on his face became more and more serious.
When Zhou Jingwen took away the letter, Qing Ran didn't react much, but was stunned, the expression on her face was indescribable powerlessness and sadness.
She was very quiet and silent when she cried, but the tears fell like broken beads.
"It's all my fault," she said suddenly.
Zhou Jingwen didn't care about the difference between men and women, he held her in his arms, and his big rough hands gently stroked her smooth and supple long hair: "It's not your fault..."
Qing Ran didn't resist, she stayed in his arms obediently, and even leaned her head on his shoulder, hot tears fell into his neck, making him feel a burning pain.
"It's my fault..." Qing Ran said in a choked voice, "I should have found out earlier..."
"I could have found out earlier..."
"If I had found out earlier..."
"Enough." Zhou Jingwen lowered his voice and wrapped his hands around her body, "It's not your fault!"
……
In the seventh year of Song Qingran's marriage, when Song Chen was fourteen years old, he realized that something was wrong with him.
In the letter, he said that he often fell into a coma for no reason, ranging from an hour or two to a day or two, and the coma became longer and longer. When he woke up, he asked his close servant what happened during his coma, but learned from him what he had done during the coma.
He thinks it's absurd. He obviously doesn't have any memory of those things. Why would the little servant who is close to him swear that he did that thing.
So he negotiated a code with the little servant. If the little servant mentioned the code and he couldn't match it or answered incorrectly, then it means that the real him may fall into a coma, and the little servant secretly observed the situation at this time" He's different than usual.
After a few days, although Song Chenchen, who was attached to her, carefully imitated his actions, the servant who had been with Song Chen for more than ten years discovered the abnormality. Zibuyu is eccentric and confused. This matter is really hanging in the air. If it hadn't happened to him, he'd probably just listen to it as nonsense.
Song's father is an atheist, and Song Chen didn't dare to tell him about it to make him worry. He could only go to the Huguo Temple outside the city in the name of praying for the eldest sister's blessing. He couldn't even see that there was a resentful spirit hidden in his body, and he couldn't help it.
Later, as time went by, he was in a coma for longer and longer, and the time he was awake for shorter and shorter periods of time, and the number of times he found that he could match the code became less and less. Can't get it right all day.
……
"I was afraid that this demon would hurt my relatives and friends, and my neighbors and friends, so I took typhoid fever powder every day to hurt my body..."
Shanghan powder is a common folk medicine for treating typhoid fever, but it should not be taken for a long time, otherwise it will cause physical loss or even decline, and it is similar to March fireworks to some extent.
People who use Typhoid Powder all year round will have fair and transparent skin. Although it is not as exaggerated as the effect of March fireworks, this change is better than silent. Due to premature birth, Song Chen was in poor health since childhood, so he took tonics all the year round. After Song Qingran entered the palace, he often gave a large amount of precious medicinal materials in the palace to his only younger brother at no cost.
Song Chen mixed Shanghan Powder into his daily tonics. Song Chenchen, who had crossed over at the beginning, was originally reluctant to drink the bitter, astringent, and strange-tasting tonics, but was watched by the servant and bit his head. After drinking for two days, I found that although my weak body did not get better, my skin became more and more delicate and fair.
It is said that one white cover three ugliness, Song Chensheng is already handsome, but after taking the typhoid powder, his facial features become more and more delicate. Although Song Chenchen was very unhappy at first, even a little desperate, that he did not transmigrate into a lady but became a man, but when he found that his skin was getting better and better and his waist was getting softer and softer, There is a growing trend towards Xiaoshou in * novels, and gradually relaxes his mentality.
Ancient is not a person without good masculinity. Broken sleeves is still a beautiful story. How could she, a modern person, find her wishful husband in ancient times. What about men and men, true love has nothing to do with age, let alone gender.
……
"Of course, don't cry." Zhou Jingwen let go of her and wiped the tears from her face with rough fingers, "Song Chen made a good choice."
According to what he said in his letter, Song Chenchen had already taken an excessive amount of typhoid powder. It seemed that his body was fine, but in fact he was completely depleted. Even if she discovered the secret of typhoid powder now, the rest of her days would not be enough. Only three or five years.
At that time, Song Chenchen himself will die because of his broken body without anyone needing to do anything.
This is also true in the full version of the story that Qingran got.
After Song Chenchen and Zhou Jingsheng got married, their happy and sweet life only lasted for a year, and Song Chenchen suddenly fell ill. gate of hell.
At this time, Zhou Jingsheng had a deep-rooted love for her, and he searched all over the world for famous doctors to treat his beloved male queen. Unfortunately, Song Chen's poison was to hollow out her body little by little over several years, and when it finally broke out, Even if Hua Tuo were to die again, there was nothing he could do.
Qing Ran patted his hand away, stepped aside, wiped away the tears on his face, raised his head, the hatred in his eyes shocked Zhou Jingwen: "If it weren't for your Zhou brothers, what would happen to my Achen? Will I die? If I don't enter the palace, Achen will definitely tell me about this time. Even if I travel all over the world, I will find an expert except the monster! If I don't enter the palace, my happiness The child will not die..."
Huan'er is the baby name of the deceased eldest prince.
"Do you know why I entered the palace back then?"
Zhou Jingwen nodded with difficulty.
"Haha..." She suddenly burst into laughter without image, her eyes turning red, and more tears fell from her eyes, "You don't know anything..."
"Zhou Jingsheng married me just to prevent you."
"You are the only son of the king of the Northwest, and you will inherit his military power in the future. If you marry me, you will have support in both civil and military affairs."
"You said, how could Zhou Jingsheng watch you sit up?"
The toxicity of the fireworks in March surged up with her intense emotional fluctuations, and the pain swept through her whole body, and even Qingran couldn't resist, curled up and fell to the ground. But she still had a crazy smile on her face.
"Haha, you're stupid."
"You were tricked by your dearest brother and didn't even know it."
"You can't even protect the woman you love the most."
After being stunned, Zhou Jingwen stretched out his hand to help her, but was opened by her palm.
"Go!"