Before His Eyes: 100 I want to give birth to a child

After pushing open the door and coming out, I was completely confused. Uncle Bai approached me and said anxiously: "How, did you tell Yaoyao, did she promise to be obedient!"

I shook off his hand and walked straight forward, but Uncle Bai shouted loudly from behind: "Shen Qing!"

As soon as I stepped out of the gate of the prison, a cold wind blew around me. Before I knew it, it was already winter. I felt very cold. With arms crossed, he dragged his exhausted body forward step by step.

The heart that had countless hopes for Lu Mingfeng was completely broken, and then stayed in that cold and damp room forever.

When I got home, I went straight to the bathroom. Ding Fei kept calling my name, but I turned a deaf ear to it.

I locked the door, turned on the faucet, and poured water on my face over and over again, trying to calm myself down. I feel that I am in a mess and panic now. I need to pour cold water on my heart With all that rage, I need to calm down.

Ding Fei was very worried about me, and kept knocking on the door outside, "Shen Qing, what's wrong with you, open the door!"

I leaned on the sink, looked up at myself in the mirror, and felt very sad.

I opened the door in time before Ding Fei almost broke in, and she was already ready to hit the door. Seeing me wiping my face with a towel and standing in front of her safe and sound, she breathed a sigh of relief and began to scold me. Said: "You are sick, close the door!"

I smiled bitterly: "It's okay, I'll wash my face."

Ding Fei knew that I would not tell the truth, so she didn't ask too many questions. Seeing that I was fine, she gave a cold snort, then turned around and left.

She sat on the sofa, "From now on, without my permission, you are not allowed to lock any doors. This is my house, you must guard it!"

I put the towel on my shoulders: "I see."

She ignored me and continued watching her TV.

I thought about it for a long time, and finally said: "I plan to give birth to this child."

Ding Fei was stunned, and then immediately turned to look at me: "Why are you crazy!"

I looked down at my belly, then smiled: "I'm not crazy, I've decided, I want this child."

"Shen Qing!" Ding Fei sat up straight, "Did you think that what I tried to persuade you last time was all bullshit? What provoked you!"

Yes, I was stimulated. What Bai Yao said today made me more sure that I can't just let it go. As long as I give birth to this child, I can threaten Lu Junyan to marry me , and then I will be able to enter Lu's house again, this time I must make him pay the price, I will return him double the damage he did to me!

Ding Fei saw that I had made up my mind, and no matter what I said, it would not work, so she was discouraged and said: "Do whatever you want, you will regret it one day!"

I said coldly: "No."

Since I decided to have a baby, I also called the hospital to cancel the operation. Ding Fei was very angry, "You can have a baby, but once the baby is born, you have to move out!"

She thought that if she threatened me, I would shrink back, but I just nodded and said, "Okay."

Ding Fei looked like she hated iron and steel, and she didn't want to talk to me anymore when she saw me. In her eyes, I was like a mentally retarded and lunatic, purely sick.

Although Ding Fei disliked me in her words, she was very speechless, but she has a knife mouth and a bean curd heart, and she still cares about me in every possible way. She bought a bed online and put it in the living room, because the living room is very big. There was still a large free space, which she partitioned off, screened with a curtain, and put the bed in.

When I came back, I was shocked when I saw this battle. Ding Fei rolled her eyes at me and clapped her hands: "You will sleep here from now on. If you still sleep on the floor and the child falls, then blame me I can't afford to take a life."

I was stunned for a moment, and before I could speak, Ding Fei gave me a back view.

I walked over, and the bed was very soft, like cotton candy. I don't know if she chose it on purpose, but it is undeniable that my heart is warm.

During dinner, I said to Bai Yao: "Thank you for the bed, I will return the money to you."

She didn't speak, she ate with her head sullen, I pursed my lips, and then I heard her voice say, "Are you sure you want to be a single mother?"

I nodded: "Yes."

She had nothing to say, and it took a long time to hold back a sentence: "After the child is born, if you regret it, then you will have no place to cry!"

I dispelled her worries: "No."

Ding Fei sneered: "Shen Qing, I'm waiting for this day."

I said: "Okay."

Ding Fei was furious, then threw the chopsticks away, got up and went to the bedroom.

I sighed, and looked at the food in the bowl and felt that I couldn't eat it anymore.

This has been planned for a long time. Why am I not in a hurry to tell Lu Junyan directly? It is because I am afraid that he will let me kill the child. I am not sure that he will marry me because of the child, but I know that if this child is born, he will have something on me, and it will be impossible for him to renege on the debt.

So I have to hold my breath and wait until I get pregnant in October, then I will have enough confidence to stand in front of Lu Junyan.

My belly usually shows up in two or three months, but now it is winter and I wear a lot of clothes, so I plan to stay at Qiyan for another three or four months before leaving the job.

Why did I leave my job? First of all, my vacation is gone, so I can't ask for leave at all. If I can't ask for leave, then I will go to work with a full stomach, and Lu Junyan will definitely know about it. In addition, Qiyan The salary is very high, and there is a lot of money for one or two months. Since my stomach will not be seen during this period, why don't I earn some money for milk powder before leaving?

It's just that I have to be extra careful these few months, and be more careful.

The workload is about the same as before, but I heard that Qiyan has won a big deal, and all the high-level staff of the company are busy preparing for it. The low-level staff like me are not important at all, so I still have a leisurely time.

Staying in the department every day, dealing with all kinds of documents, Tang Jing is busy in the office, but we can't help her work at all, my colleagues are going to ask Tang Jing if we can help, Tang Jing directly refused: "No need, you just do your own work well."

The colleague curled his lips, but the flattery was unsuccessful, and he retreated dejectedly.

A colleague asked him, what did Minister Tang say?

Colleague shook his head: "We don't need to worry about it, just do our own thing well."

"I really don't understand what the big moves are going on these days. I heard from people in other departments that all high-level personnel above the minister have a lot of things to do, saying that there is a big project to be done. Start, the chairman pays special attention to it!"

"But it's too discriminatory to pay attention to it. Ordinary employees are not qualified to participate at all!"

"Yes, yes, it feels like we are not part of the company."

Another colleague whispered: "Don't you know, I heard that there are traitors in our company, so many things will not be known to too many people."