Before His Eyes: 145 Didn’t you seduce me?
The sound of splashing water made us both silent. After washing his hands, he took out a paper towel and wiped it carefully. He looked in the mirror and asked me, "When did you learn to smoke?"
"A few years ago."
"Are you addicted to smoking?"
I shook my head: "It's okay."
He turned around and looked at me: "Quit smoking from now on, I don't like women smoking."
I said: "But you smoked for me the first time I smoked."
With heavy eyes, he said slowly: "It's rare that you still remember."
I don't overdo it: "Okay, you don't smoke if you say you don't smoke."
After a few seconds, I heard a crisp sound, and then a smell of smoke drifted through my nostrils, and I suddenly raised my head: "Then why do you smoke?"
He curled up his thin lips and said, "Because you like me, so you have to listen to me."
I shook my head and walked over: "It's not fair."
"What is fairness?" He was smoking a cigarette, looking like a black-bellied ruffian, "When I am interested in you, you are telling me fairness."
I looked at him angrily, and said unwillingly: "How does your cigarette taste?"
He spit white smoke on my face: "Yellow Crane Tower."
I sniffed. Although I don't have much cravings for cigarettes now, but someone smoked in front of me, I was naturally itchy. The smell of cigarettes left in my mouth was like a fish hook. Climb up with my smoke bug.
Lu Junyan saw my patience, raised his thin lips lightly, and said seductively, "Want to smoke?"
I licked my dry lips: "It's okay."
He stared at me with bottomless cold eyes, "If you ask me, I will give it to you."
I looked at him: "Do you think I will betray myself because of a cigarette?"
He didn't care, and I gritted my teeth with a smug expression.
I clenched my fist: "Do you think I can't get it?"
He held a cigarette between his fingertips, thinking that I would grab it, then under my gaze, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and as soon as he let go of his fingers, the cigarette just fell off from his fingertips and fell down.
I was stunned, I didn't expect him to come to this trick at all, what he did was amazing!
I looked at him with wide eyes, Lu Junyan seemed to enjoy teasing me, and his mood immediately improved, his brows lightly raised, sometimes he acted like a child, extremely naive .
He will think that I can't do anything about him, but he still doesn't understand me.
I smiled slyly, and at the moment he frowned, I quickly raised my toes, hugged his neck, and kissed him on the lips.
After four years of absence, no one knows how much courage I mustered up for this kiss. If it weren't for Jing Yi and him meeting suddenly today, I wouldn't have thought of advancing the plan so quickly. I need to develop quickly with him , I need this man to fall in love with me even more, I can't start when he has doubts about Jing Yi's identity, then it will be too late.
Although I feel repelled and disgusted with physical contact, I have to do it this time. I have to take the initiative, and the best initiative is skin-to-skin contact. Even if I am complicated and afraid, if I observe carefully, I My mouth is tightly closed, and my eyes are also tightly closed, but now I try to let my brain empty, don't think about anything, I have to have nothing else to do, otherwise I won't be able to proceed to the next step.
The price is often your limit.
Just like this, with my mouth close to my mouth, I don't know how long it has passed. When I opened my eyes quietly, those dark eyes were looking at me deeply, and my heart stopped suddenly with fright. Suddenly realized that this might be a wrong move.
Lu Junyan looked like Yan Luo with a black face, and his face was gloomy. I could feel his anger welling up in his heart, but he had already done everything, so he would inevitably feel unwilling to leave like this.
Therefore, the two of us were in a stalemate for a long time, and I was very surprised that Lu Junyan didn't pull me off him, but kissing me like this was not an option.
After a few more minutes, I can't compare with Lu Junyan. There is always a huge difference in our stamina. As soon as I moved, my palm climbed up my waist, and then I turned over, pressing me on the sink, the offensive was fierce, the tip of my tongue quickly pried open my mouth, caught off guard.
I was stunned, his slightly cool tongue slipped in, dexterously exploring the tip of my tongue and dancing with him, the sudden attack caused my brain to shut down completely, without any defense, he deepened and substantively This kiss made my whole body stiff, and brought back the tension and fear that I had been suppressing in my heart.
He kissed more and more intensely, and his body was so heavy that I couldn't breathe. My whole body was trembling slightly, and my hands were on his chest, my face was flushed, and my whole body was violently resisting. .
He grabbed my hand, pulled it over my head, and said in a cold tone, "Why, you didn't seduce me, why did you run away!"
I dodged, his domineering and shackles made me feel scared, especially the sense of oppression and terror reminded me of that day, I fell in a pool of blood, helplessly crying and asking for help, and that morning, Will be a nightmare I will never erase.
Probably because I was too scared, I was so frightened that I cried, the tears flowed out so unexpectedly, I closed my eyes, with a pained expression on my face.
Lu Junyan, who was still kissing me fiercely, probably saw my tears, was startled for a moment, looked at me with dark eyes, and then suddenly threw me away fiercely.
I was so kissed by him that I lost all strength, but when he threw me like this, I staggered and fell to the ground.
Subconsciously supporting my body with my right hand, I completely forgot that my right hand was already scarred, so the heart-piercing pain made me wake up instantly, I tightened my eyebrows, and my face was pale.
Lu Junyan looked down at me with loathing and indifference in his eyes, and said, "Shen Qing, do you know what you are now? The appearance of a chaste woman, you are really disgusting."
I felt cold sweat on my forehead, my eyes were dark, and my chest was stuffy. I felt very uncomfortable for his contempt and sarcasm, but I didn't have the strength to refute and explain. After he finished speaking, he just pulled out a tissue again , wiped his mouth vigorously, then crumpled the paper into a ball, threw it into the trash can, then turned and left without looking at me again.
Looking at his leaving back, I knew that this move was dangerous and difficult, but I made a mistake.
I fell on the cold floor, feeling like the scene was reappearing, I thought I was the only one left this time, I closed my eyes in despair and heavy, feeling very tired physically, and right here For a moment, I heard hurried footsteps coming towards me, and then I heard a familiar voice beside me, saying nervously and worriedly: "Mom, what's wrong with you, are you okay?"
I opened my eyes suddenly, as if that voice was the motivation for me to live. The moment I saw Jing Yi, I cried, and I couldn't cry.