Before His Eyes: 148 The accident of losing everything

Xia Shansi said that during this period of time, my mood fluctuated greatly and was unstable, so he asked me not to think about these messy things for the time being, and he also hoped that I would not pay too much attention to Qiao Ying's accident, and don't get confused, he said, Otherwise, it is very likely that the enemy will turn the defense into an offense.

He is the second person I listen to in this world, the first being my mother.

Speaking of my mother, in the past four years, Ding Fei and I would go to see her on time when it came to her memorial day. Once I was unlucky and I saw my father.

We met in the year before last or last year, and Ding Fei and I were taken aback because we never saw anyone else on the festival day every year, and my dad never came.

When I saw an elderly figure squatting in front of the tombstone, I froze on the spot. The first sentence that came to my mind was, it's rare that he still has a conscience, come and have a look.

My dad has a new family now, and I have severed the father-daughter relationship with him a long time ago. In the past four years, whether I have died or not, and whether I have lived well, he never knows, and has never heard of him Who to ask, my dad is a heartless man, he is like this to my mother, and he is also like this to me.

But I'm different from him, I follow my mother's temper, some things flow in my body, no matter how much you hate him, there's never any feud between relatives, let alone father and daughter?

Although I blame him for being cruel to my mother, not remembering old feelings, disgusting that he cheated on me, I'm sorry for my mother, but I can't deny that when I see this man again with his body getting older and more wrinkles every day , I immediately burst into tears, the softness in my heart that I don't know where was hidden, was just found out so easily.

I hate myself, it turns out that I am not so hard-hearted and hard-hearted.

And that was the first time my dad and I met in the past five years, and I only dared to hide from him secretly. Ding Fei said, did I miss him?

I tried my best to say that I didn't have any, and then turned around resolutely. Ding Fei saw me crying, but she didn't say anything. Especially family affection is the hardest thing to talk about.

After coming out of Dr. Xia's consultation room, I unexpectedly ran into Gu Yu, which made me turn pale with shock.

Gu Yu was also surprised, why am I here?

I faltered and found an excuse to deal with it: "A teacher in our school asked me to ask about the psychological counseling here, but she didn't have time to come."

"What's wrong?"

I said stiffly: "Teacher, taking care of children will definitely be a bit stressful, but it's okay, you don't have to worry too much about it."

As if he believed my reason, Gu Yu suddenly realized: "That's true, being a teacher is very hard, but it seems that Auntie is very competent!"

She just likes to tease, I smiled and said, "Then what are you doing here?"

Gu Yu rubbed his swollen belly: "The second child, I don't know if it's a boy or a girl. I want to have a son. Although Nan Xin doesn't care, their Ji family can't stop their incense, so I think about it every day. There, the pressure was a little bit high, and then Nam Shin said that I might have prenatal depression, so I asked a friend to come over to help with counseling."

"Friend?"

Gu Yu smiled and said: "Yes, I can introduce you. If your colleague comes over, just go to him directly. He is very professional. Look, he is here."

"Xia Shansi, Doctor Xia."

When I saw Xia Shansi standing in front of me, I was stunned for a moment, this... is this world so small! ?

Xia Shansi didn't expect that I actually knew Gu Yu, and his expression was surprised for a moment, but the tolerance of psychiatrists has always been different from that of us ordinary people. In just one second, his surprised expression was fleeting.

Only I still have a mouth, and I didn't take it back in time.

Gu Yu saw my reaction, and asked me suspiciously: "Auntie, what's wrong?"

I quickly waved my hand: "It's okay."

At this moment, I dare not look into Xia Chuansi's eyes.

Gu Yu introduced himself to us, and Xia Chuansi cooperated very well, as if he didn't know me, said nice to meet you, and then shook hands.

I feel that the atmosphere is extremely weird, and I can't tell the feeling.

Gu Yu chattered endlessly, talking about Auntie and Shan Si. At that time, I just felt embarrassed, and felt that the fate in this world was too coincidental!

After waiting for Gu Yu to finish speaking, Xia Shansi asked curiously: "Why do you call her auntie, she probably didn't hit you much!"

A string in my brain snapped suddenly, and alarm bells rang.

Gu Yu: "Oh, you don't know, because Auntie and Jun..."

The rest of the words were swallowed in my throat, because I covered her mouth in time.

I just realized it now, if Gu Yu and Xia Shansi know each other, then Gu Yu will definitely tell him about my past, then it will be over, because he is my psychiatrist, so I have nothing to do with it Unreserved

Told him, although he didn't tell the exact name of the other person, but he is so smart, if Gu Yu said it, he would definitely be able to guess it, so, in fact, in all the plans, Xia Shansi and Gu Yu were the ones. My Biggest Vulnerability!

I...

This is true. I never thought that one day the world would be so small. Why do people around me have relationships with Lu Junyan and the others? No, I absolutely cannot let Gu Yu speak out, let alone Xia Shan Si guessed that the most important thing at this moment is to get out of here, and get out of here with Gu Yu!

I took Gu Yu's hand and pulled her out without saying a word. Gu Yu felt inexplicable, so I could only explain: "I have something to do, tell you right away, follow me!"

Before I left, I didn't dare to turn my head to look at Xia Shansi's expression. He is the only outsider who knows me best, so he can tell what I'm thinking right now with just one look. I just realized it now I realized that Xia Shansi may be the biggest threat to me, because he knows all my secrets.

I brought Gu Yu to a coffee shop, ordered her a cup of milk tea, and then went straight to the point, "Gu Yu, are you familiar with Dr. Xia? How long have you two known each other?"

Gu Yu looked up and thought for a while: "It's been a long time, at least four or five years."

Four or five years! ?

I was taken aback. I didn't expect their relationship to be so deep, so it's even more unreasonable. If Gu Yu told Xia Shansi everything about me, he would put them in the same place based on what I said in the past. Based on their relationship, he will definitely tell Gu Yu, then Gu Yu will definitely tell Lu Junyan, if I let him know, then my hard work for so long will really be in vain.

I will not be reconciled!

I never thought that in a game of chess that was played well, there would be new changes. If it is true, life cannot be planned and calculated well, because there will always be some accidents, and these accidents are enough to disrupt the whole game situation.

When the milk tea came, Gu Yu took a sip and said she liked it very much.

My heart was fluctuating, and I was extremely nervous, "You were going to tell your friend about me just now, weren't you?"

Gu Yu didn't understand what I meant at all. He just smiled and said, "Dr. Xia met when I was pregnant with my first child. Back then, I had an awkward fight with Nan Xin, and I couldn't eat well or sleep well every day." Well, it’s almost the same as now. I have prenatal depression, so I heard someone introduce it. Dr. Xia has a good temper and a good personality, so we became friends. I hope that my aunt can get to know more people, so I plan to introduce it to you two. .”