Before His Eyes: 238 Wait until you think about it
Since Lu Junyan found out that I was pregnant, he has changed me a lot. He almost responded to my requests and pampered me to the point of lawlessness. Come to clean, come home from work every day, cook for me with my own hands, I look at his back busy in the kitchen, and think why I didn't realize that this man has so many advantages before.
Now I can understand why Qu Suyan insisted on fighting for me. No one would be happy to give such a good man to me.
But what can I do? Lu Junyan just likes me, so he spoils me!
After pregnancy, apart from Lu Junyan's obvious changes, I can even feel that it's my own changes.
My mood became very volatile and sensitive. One night, Lu Junyan and I were sitting on the bed, and I made a clear contract with him.
"First, you are not allowed to have any physical contact with Qu Suyan, nor with other women."
"Okay."
"Second, I miss you and you have to come back immediately, no matter how far away."
"Okay."
"Third..."
I frowned and thought, Lu Jun said "Huh?" and leaned in front of me: "What is the third?"
"I haven't thought about it yet, I'll talk about it later when I think about it."
He hugged me in his arms, then lay down, moved his palms to my stomach, and softly agreed: "Okay, let's talk about it when you think about it."
I buried my head in his chest, now is not the time to talk about the house...
Lu Junyan personally called Ji Nanxin and Yuan Qi about my pregnancy. I could hear the pride in his tone. He was very proud, as if he had waited for a long time.
Neither Ding Fei nor I have any experience in pregnancy. On the contrary, Gu Yu, the youngest among us, is already the mother of two children. Lu Junyan was afraid that he would not take good care of me, so he took me to learn from Gu Yu. Unexpectedly, they happened to meet Yuan Qi and Ding Fei.
It seems that they all thought of going together.
Originally, the three of us could discuss this matter, but Lu Junyan had to get involved. I don't know when he actually got the habit of carrying a notebook and pen with him. He listened to Gu Yu's words while Holding a small notebook, Ding Fei and I felt ashamed of his earnest study, as if he was the one who was pregnant.
Yuan Qi looked dumbfounded, and touched Ji Nanxin with his shoulder, his eyes seemed to say, "What are you doing, Brother Jun?"
Ji Nanxin hooked his lips with a look of seeing through, and then patted Yuan Qi. Yuan Qi had an inexplicable expression, looking very innocent.
This is probably the first time Gu Yu has seen Lu Junyan like this. He always answers Lu Junyan's questions. With him around, the three of us basically didn't say much. Come over, Ding Fei also gestured to me with his eyes, and asked me to walk Junyan, I understood it, turned my head and said: "Okay Lu Junyan, you go over there!"
"But..."
I frowned: "You are a big man staying with a few women, we still have something to talk about, so you go first."
He was a little reluctant, like he kept asking the teacher questions in school, but was annoyed by the teacher, I said: "You have remembered enough, it's time for Gu Yu to rest for a while, go."
He glanced at Gu Yu, then put away the notebook: "Okay, then I'll go there first, and call me if you're hungry."
I closed my eyes and nodded, sighing.
As soon as Lu Junyan left, Ding Fei and Gu Yu came up to me. Gu Yu said with an incredulous expression, "Oh my God, this is the first time I've seen Uncle Jun like this. Awesome!"
Ding Fei also said: "Lu Junyan really cares about this child."
I smiled, and Gu Yu asked me again: "Since you have a child, has Uncle Jun told you about getting married?"
Ding Fei and I frowned at the same time, and I said to Gu Yu, "Not yet, but he has said that he will get married when he has children."
Gu Yu pouted, as if he was not satisfied with the answer: "What does he mean by that? Now that you have a child, you have to hurry up when you get married, otherwise it won't look good in a wedding dress with a big belly."
I haven't thought of going there yet.
Ding Fei explained for me: "It's okay, you can get married after the baby is born, wouldn't it be nice to have a family of three?"
Gu Yu raised his eyebrows: "That's right, hey, you two are such a coincidence, if a boy and a girl, let's make a baby kiss!"
"Hahaha yes!"
Before dinner, Ding Fei and I went to the bathroom together. Ding Fei looked outside the door and asked me: "Have you figured out what to do? I think Lu Junyan cares about this child very much."
I washed my hands, feeling the reality of the rushing cold water, and sighed: "I don't know either."
"Since Lu Junyan cares, you might as well take this child to make a deal with him. The child is in your womb now, so he has to listen to you no matter what."
I dried my hands with a paper towel: "I thought so too."
Ding Fei whispered to me: "Then what are you waiting for!"
I felt a little irritable in my heart, I leaned on the sink, closed my eyes and took a deep breath, "I'm just waiting for an opportunity."
Ding Fei gritted his teeth and said: "You can wait but Jingyi can't wait, Shen Qing, you can't be so selfish and hesitant, it's not like you!"
She reminded me over and over again, just to let me dispel the hope that was emerging from my heart, because since that idea sprouted, I never thought of killing it in the cradle, but Ding Fei saw through my thoughts.
Her words were like a slap, and she slapped my face fiercely. I immediately felt my face was burning hot. I think this belongs to the guilt towards Jing Yi.
During the meal, Lu Junyan felt that I was not concentrating, because I didn't eat a bite of the food he brought me, and I felt that my mind was messed up, like a ball of wool, and I couldn't organize it at all.
"Shen Qing." He called me, over and over again, after I don't know how many times he called me, I finally regained my senses.
"What's the matter with you?" He took out a tissue and wiped it for me. Everyone looked over, and I realized that I was not in good condition. I quickly smiled and said it was fine.
Gu Yu explained to Lu Junyan: "I don't have much appetite in the early stages of pregnancy, and my spirit is a little trance, you don't have to worry, Uncle Jun."
Hearing Gu Yu's words, Lu Junyan heaved a sigh of relief and looked at me: "If you feel uncomfortable, let's go home."
I do feel a little uncomfortable, and now I am afraid to be in the same room with Ding Fei, because she will force me, force me to make a choice.
So I said, "Okay, I want to go home."
After returning to the villa, Lu Junyan immediately picked me up and put me on the bed. After covering me with the quilt, he frowned and said, "Why are you so pale, why are you uncomfortable?"
I shook my head: "No."
He stretched out his hand to touch my forehead, "Is the cold still not healed?"
I just looked at him and said in a daze, "Lu Junyan, why are you being so nice to me?"