Before His Eyes: 97 children must be destroyed
It is impossible to keep a child. I am a woman who has been divorced twice. If I have another child, how can I get married? Which other man will want me, and what will I do when the child is born? Explain to him, more importantly, I don't even have a home now, and I can't afford to support him.
Although Lu Junyan gave me a million dollars, what is the use of this money? How much effort does it take to support a child, including food, lodging, and schooling? My entire routine of life will be broken. , and having a child will make me and the Lu family inextricably linked. I will always live in the shadow of the Lu family, and I will never get out.
This is undoubtedly terrible, so there are various reasons to prove that this child can't be kept, but I still haven't had the operation for a long time. ,Not in a hurry.
Ding Fei was undoubtedly the most anxious one. Seeing that I hadn't gone to the hospital, she urged me in various ways. I always pretended that I would go tomorrow, but this tomorrow will never come to an end.
Finally one day Ding Fei broke out, walked up to me, and said coldly, "When will the child hit you!"
I dealt with it as before and said: "Tomorrow, tomorrow."
Ding Fei became angry all of a sudden, turned off the TV, and said angrily: "Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, I think you just don't want to beat this child, Shen Qing, it's been almost a month, if you don't beat it, it will be too late!"
Ding Fei's words made me feel relieved for a moment. It turns out that a month has passed. I looked down at my lower abdomen, there was no obvious change, but the morning sickness got worse, and I couldn't eat greasy food at all. Other than that, I was the same as usual, so I didn't expect the time to pass so fast.
"Ding Fei, I..."
She sighed and sat in front of me: "Are you afraid, I will wait for you at the door then, don't worry."
I shook my head, a person who can even jump over stairs, why worry about this.
"You know what, I feel the kid kicking me."
She gave me a blank look: "Fart, the child who is only one month kicks you!"
I also knew that I was just thinking about it, so I gave a wry smile.
Ding Fei said: "If you feel wronged, we will go to that man and make him responsible, or give him a sum of compensation. We can't lose ourselves!"
Hearing this, I firmly shook my head: "No need."
"Shen Qing, you just suffered from being dumb? You didn't make this kid alone, he should take responsibility!"
I refused without thinking: "No need, go to the hospital this week and abort the child."
Ding Fei didn't expect that my weakness turned out to be this man, she despised me: "Shen Qing, you are really promising!"
I smiled helplessly and did not refute.
Since having a child, I have been unable to sleep all day and night. When I woke up the next day, I was worried that I would run into Lu Junyan, but fortunately, I haven't seen him since that day.
Lack of energy, decadence, and some high tension caused me to often feel headaches and pains when I went to work, and then I couldn't stand still.
Seeing that something was wrong with me, Tang Jing asked, "What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?"
I smiled and waved my hands: "It's okay, I just haven't had a good rest."
She glanced at me: "If there is nothing wrong, send this document to Manager Chen's office for his approval."
I nodded and took the folder over.
There are so many people in the elevator, I was worried that the crowd would hurt the children, so I took the stairs instead, but I forgot that I have to go up twenty floors to Manager Chen's office.
If you were already physically exhausted, when you gritted your teeth and walked through the twenty floors, you were so tired that you couldn't breathe, your legs trembled, and you almost knelt on the ground.
After Mr. Chen signed, I said thank you, and then withdrew.
I leaned on the wall and walked forward slowly, feeling as if something was slowly flowing out from my lower body, just as I was about to look down, a cold voice suddenly came from behind: "Hurry up."
My pupils dilated, and I turned around quickly. Lu Junyan looked at me expressionlessly, and said coldly, "The company is very busy, so I don't have time for you to be lazy."
Just as I was about to explain, his eyes moved to my lower body, his eyes were slightly cold, "Take care of your aunt, don't let her run around and embarrass the company."
After finishing speaking, he didn't even look at me, and passed me directly, even the air was chilly.
I immediately lowered my head, only to realize that there was blood on my leg, but Lu Junyan thought it was just my aunt.
The doctor said that I was emotionally unstable and bleeding, so there were signs of threatened miscarriage.
I touched my stomach and said to the doctor: "When can I arrange surgery for me?"
"Are you sure?"
I lowered my head and felt that the things in front of me became a little blurry, as if they were covered with fog, and my voice was unconsciously hoarse: "Sure."
I went back and told Ding Fei the time of the operation. Ding Fei praised me for doing well, patted my shoulder and said, "I will be with you, don't be afraid."
I thought of something and handed her the phone: "Take a picture of me!"
Ding Fei probably understood my thoughts, so she nodded and took a picture of me from various angles, from the side, the front, and the back. I read.
She flicked her finger lightly and said, "This one looks good, the proportions are good, and this..."
I smiled, and then the phone rang suddenly, and we were both taken aback, especially me.
Bai Yao handed me the phone, I looked at the displayed phone number suspiciously, it showed that the location was in Nancheng, but I didn't make a note, it was an unfamiliar phone number.
Bai Yao got up to go to the bathroom, after thinking about it, I picked up the phone and gave a hello.
After a few seconds of silence, the familiar voice of a middle-aged man reached his ears.
"Shen Qing?"
I froze for a moment, "Well, it's me, who are you?"
"I am Bai Yao's father, Uncle Bai."
I suddenly realized: "Uncle Bai, what's the matter?"
He didn't seem to be able to open his mouth. After thinking for a long time, he said, "Our Bai Yao is very sorry for you. I know about that. I hope you can forgive her."
But several months have passed since Bai Yao was imprisoned, what does he mean by calling me now?
"Uncle Bai, this has nothing to do with you. You don't have to do this. She has already been punished accordingly. As for asking me to forgive her, it is probably impossible for me to forgive her."
"Uncle Bai knows, Uncle Bai knows, Yaoyao did something wrong, but for the sake of the two of you getting along for so many years, Uncle Bai begs you, don't worry about it anymore, okay?"
I sneered, she did something sorry for me, I can't care about it?
"What do you want to say, don't beat around the bush."
Uncle Bai said nervously: "It's Xiaoqing like this. Seeing that Uncle Bai treats you well, the relationship between our two families is so good. No matter how many wrong things Yaoyao has done, she also has no intentions. The loss is just a moment of dizziness, you have to believe that she has no malicious intentions."
I let out a sigh.
"I have established a relationship now. As long as Yaoyao behaves well inside, I can come out earlier. If she develops like this, I really don't know when she will be able to come out, and Uncle Bai also thought about it for a long time before planning to beg you."
"So?"
"Xiaoqing, you should know that Yaoyao is less than 30 years old now, she has already learned a lesson, and if she comes out a few years later, this will have a greater impact on her, Yaoyao has been arguing in the prison He said he wanted to see you, but no one else could see him. Uncle Bai had no other choice, so he thought about it for a long time before calling you. I beg you, take a look at Yaoyao and persuade her to be quiet. She can come out sooner."