Before His Eyes: We meet again at 25


I darkened my eyes, he seemed to think that I, Shen Qing, knew nothing, I showed displeasure on my face, then straightened my back, and said in a nonchalant tone: "It's okay."

He seemed to be interested, raised his eyebrows slightly, and then stretched out his hand, I sat on his lap, he held the mouse in one hand, and put the other hand on the edge of the table, and I was caught by the whole body. He was locked in his arms and could not move.

Slightly cool thin lips slid across my face, and his mellow and deep voice sounded faintly: "Come on, tell me again, what is written on it?"

The self-esteem that didn’t come came to my heart, and I didn’t want to be looked down upon by Lu Junyan so much that I even put my shyness behind me, so I leaned closer to the screen, exhausted all my life’s knowledge, and translated it word by word.

It took me one minute and forty-five seconds to speak the full screen of English in Chinese. Although some parts are not satisfactory, I have tried my best. After all, a woman who has given up her studies for four years is still It is really not easy to be able to do this.

Lu Junyan didn't praise me, he just let go of his hands, and I stood up.

He leaned his whole body on the swivel chair, his dark eyes stared at me, the contemptuous look disappeared, replaced by a slight surprise and a little light in his eyes.

"The pronunciation is not bad, but the speed is slow." He commented lightly.

I didn't expect a few words of praise from him, but now he can recognize my pronunciation. I am a little flattered. If the woman is better, it means that this woman still has charm, but she has not made it shine.

Looks like it was a complete mistake for me to quit my job because of my marriage! I should think that if love is gone in the future, I will at least have a career, which is better than my current situation where I have no money, no love and no career. This is a lesson, a blood lesson!

I closed my eyes deeply, and my heart was filled with regret. I regret that I was dazzled by love at the beginning, and completely forgot that Lu Junyan was still by my side.

"Learned?"

The cool voice pulled me back from my thoughts, I opened my eyes suddenly, just happened to bump into those bottomless eyes, and subconsciously shuddered.

"Study, I have learned." My voice was trembling, and I secretly bit the root of my tongue.

Lu Junyan just laughed lightly: "What are you afraid of, will I eat you?"

I licked my dry lips and said nothing.

He then asked: "Which university did you graduate from before?"

"Foreign language."

He raised his eyebrows lightly: "No wonder."

I pursed my lips and said nothing.

The atmosphere was silent for a few seconds, and he suddenly said: "If you don't leave, do you want me to eat you?"

I panicked, turned around and left quickly, walked to the door, I suddenly remembered something, then turned around and said: "Can I go home this week, my mother celebrates her birthday."

Brows twisted, I don't know if it was my illusion. After saying this, Lu Junyan's entire expression changed, and the temperature around him plummeted. After a long time, his thin lips faintly spit out two Word: "No way!"

I don't understand: "Why?"

He didn't look at me, just stared at the screen: "Not this week, you have something to do."

"What can I do?"

He did not answer, and then asked: "Since the day you jumped off the building, have you contacted your parents?"

Thinking about it, it's true, I'm so busy these days, I forgot to tell them about Lu Mingfeng and I, if I want to say something, I really don't know how to say it.

I shook my head and said frankly, "Not yet."

He nodded slightly: "Don't contact them yet. You will accompany me to a party this week. I will ask someone from your parents to tell you that you are honest at home and don't go anywhere."

I'm very skeptical about his actions, "Lu Junyan, are you hiding something from me?"

He looked up at me with distant and steady eyes: "If you think you can handle things like divorcing your husband and marrying your uncle, I don't mind if you contact your parents."

One blow is fatal, he can always easily grasp my seven inches, leaving me speechless.

I'm really not very good at solving and explaining this kind of thing, so it's undoubtedly the best way to leave the burden to Lu Junyan.

I let out a long sigh, the feeling of being overwhelmed by Lu Junyan made me feel powerless, I exited the room and closed the door: "Okay, I see..."

A few days later, I ran into Qiao Ying again on the street.

Although Lu Junyan warned me not to go out last time, I always had a thought in my heart, I must find a job, I can't let a man support me!

What is the fate of a woman being raised by a man?

reaching out to him for money every day, bowing to him every day, and centering on him every day, all women's hopes are pinned on this man, but as long as we lose this love, we women will be nothing, Even scrap copper and rotten iron can't compare, I have a deep understanding of this kind of life!

So in order to avoid this kind of tragedy from happening again, I can no longer entrust my life to Lu Junyan! I have to find a job and make plans for the future. Even if Lu Junyan parted ways with me, at least I won't be so pitiful that I can't even afford to eat. I'm already a woman who is almost thirty years old, and I can't reach out I don't have the face to ask for money from home.

So, work is a must!

How can it be so easy to find a job? I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t been in this industry for a long time. , I don’t even consider the test at all, just OUT!

So after one morning, my family hit a wall, even if I graduated from a prestigious university, even if I was so good, but in today's world, my four years of vacancy is not worth the experience of being a waiter for one year .

I wanted to contact my old classmates to help me introduce them, but I just remembered when I took out my new phone. I never remember my WeChat and password. Except for my parents and Lu Mingfeng, I have never remembered anyone else's phone number I'm used to it, this mobile phone is obviously not as real as a brick in my hand, I have no other choice except Lu Junyan, the only one in my contacts who is lying down.

But Lu Junyan absolutely can't do it. Now I eat, live in, and use his, even if he gave it to me, but this kind of life always makes me feel very uneasy and uncomfortable. Practical, if Lu Junyan helped to find the job, then if we break up, the job will be lost as usual. Living a humble life, I don't want to be deprived of even this only bit of dignity.

Furthermore, I thought of a problem. When I was married to Lu Mingfeng, he asked me not to work, saying that he was here to support me. Do all men have this kind of thinking, they don’t want their wives to have a job, they think it’s not good for women to be independent, if Lu Junyan thinks the same way, then if I take the initiative to speak up, I’ll hit the muzzle of the gun, how will I die then? Do not know at all.

Forget it, let me look for it again, the big deal is that I can't do it, just be a waiter, and it doesn't necessarily have to be a professional, as long as I can support myself.

I put the phone back in the bag and sighed heavily.

Just as she was about to get up and continue searching, a woman came up to her face. Her tall figure was slightly smaller due to pregnancy, but she still couldn't conceal her natural charm.

Qiao Ying approached me, her red lips slightly curled up, and said with a smile, "We meet again, Shen Qing, what a coincidence."


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