Best Actor Wants To Stay With Me Chapter 1839: Untitled (4)

Xia Siyu drove the car and took him forward all the way. The Qingcheng apartment was originally in the center of Yancheng, but Xia Siyu took him directly west and north, and even got on the expressway out of the city.

Along the way, Xia Siyu was also taciturn. You don't need to look at Xia Siyu's navigation and positioning, just look at her face, look at her expression at the moment, and know where she is going and who she is seeing.

The car went farther and farther, and at dusk, the sun shone down from the winding mountains in the north. In autumn, the maple leaves on the mountain are already red. With this **** sunset, there is a particularly desolate feeling.

Get off the expressway and walk a small road. After driving for a while, the car stopped in a parking lot. Bo Yan got off the car, and sure enough, he arrived at his destination - "Yancheng Cemetery".

I want to know, Xia Siyu is usually used to being heartless. Even if she was suppressed, she didn't react much. But there is only one person who can affect her mind - her mother.

No wonder this guy burned incense and bathed last night and didn't eat meat and fish today, all to see her. So this guy wanted to take pictures before, and took pictures of the two trophies he won, just to show her mother.

Speaking of which, they've been together for several years, but Xia Siyu never brought him over to see her mother, and she didn't even mention it for a long time when they got back together. This doesn't mean she doesn't care, it's precisely because she cares the most, so she doesn't want to share it with others, and even mentioning it feels blasphemous.

In addition, she herself was "not good enough" back then. Ten years into the industry, I only got a female supporting role the year before, and this year I only got a female lead. For the past eight years, it was a complete mess. Some people will say that some stars have been in the industry for 20 or 30 years, but they still can't win half of the awards.

It can only be said that the pursuit is different. Xia Siyu's goal is one and only her mother. Until now, she didn't think she could surpass her mother's ability back then. After all, my mother was a genius who won two actresses before the age of 30, and who can also win gold medals in dancing. If it weren't for the public opinion turmoil, maybe she would not quit the circle, maybe she would continue to shine, maybe her achievements would have been limitless.

This is also the reason why she didn't come to see her mother for several years, because she felt ashamed to see her. It was not until today, after winning two shadows by herself, that she felt that she should be qualified to see her, so she dared to come over.

Bo Yan walked in with her. Today is not a weekend, nor is it a day of Qingming and Chongyang, so there are not many people in the cemetery. Especially now that it is close to dusk, it is even more inaccessible.

The entire cemetery is surrounded by mountains and rivers, with winding mountains to the north, and a moat flowing slowly away not far away. Feng shui is good, but the people in the tomb can't enjoy it, no matter how good it is, it is for the living.

When the location was reached, Bo Yan didn't know why Xia Siyu said that there was no need to buy flowers.

Because there is no tombstone at all, Xia Siyu planted a tree in the place of the tomb.

The tree is a green pine tree, and the year of the transplanted tree also happens to be the year of my mother's birth and death. Over the past few years, the tree has grown well and is very green. Although Xia Siyu hasn't had the face in the past few years, he has been taking care of him very well. There are special people pruning and fertilizing, not the gloomy feeling in the general cemetery, but a little more solemn.

The piece of land that Xia Siyu chose was not bad, it was on the highest point of this hill. The trees stand proudly on their own, overlooking the cemetery area below, and if the canopy is located, you can see the edge of the city.

The environment is quiet and there are trees, so there are many birds in this area, and the birdsong is constant. Autumn is the season for pine cones to ripen, and there are even squirrels, hopping between the foliage.

Xia Siyu took a step forward, and Bo Yan followed her. I have been observing her expression, afraid that she will be angry or sad. Xia Siyu walked under the tree, stretched out his hand, and gently touched the trunk. The bark has a wet and rough texture. She raised her head and looked at the green pine needles above it: "Actually, I also violated my mother's last wish. She thought that people died when they died, and they were burned into ashes and sprinkled into the rivers. On the mountain, how did you get here, and how do you go back. She doesn't want to see the rest of the Qin family, including my father. Anyway, at the end of life, everything has been experienced. There are times of suffering and times of happiness, and in the end, I only hope that I will be well. I don't want to be a burden on me, and I don't want me to make a special trip every year for her."

Actually, she understands that it's not just the people she doesn't want to see that her mother doesn't want to see. My mother quit the circle because of the discredited "**", and later she was looked down upon by the Xia family for a long time because of this. Although she didn't say anything on the surface, she must still have grudges in her heart. If this happened to Xia Siyu, she would not feel ashamed at all, but she would call the police and send the person who wantonly spread her private photos to prison.

But my mother is different. After all, she is still an older generation, and she is strong, so she is always hard to let go.

In other words, Xia Siyu's attitude of disregarding black fans at all is because of her mother's experience. It has also been a coincidence that she has been scolded in the entertainment industry for many years, but she has always been a firm character in her heart. Otherwise, she fell into a trough twice, and was under the overwhelming darkness for many years. Most people are not strong enough to bear it, and she may not be able to recover until the day she is "rehabilitated".

Bo Yan was silent. There are many painful experiences that take a lifetime to heal. It cannot be cured in a lifetime, and it may fall on the next generation. Xia Siyu's strange personality all stems from her childhood. Although her parents love her very much, they cannot give her a complete family. Living in the two countries added to the sense of division in her character. Her mother's experience also reminded her to be firm and be herself. Don't care about other people's comments.

So she is confident and inferior, arrogant and sober, enjoying a lot of love but lacking it.

But all the way to the present, she seems to finally understand that people's life should not be limited to the shackles of childhood. Her world can actually be very broad. The Tong family, who originally hated them, and the ruthless Xia family, regarded them as mortal enemies. But looking at it now, I suddenly feel that those people are a bit ridiculous.

One by one, benevolence, righteousness and morality are on the lips, but in the end, they are still fighting for property, why bother?

Competing with these people, she is the one who dropped the price.

Similarly, she has found her career goals. Not only a PK with Shang Feier, she also wanted to stand higher and farther. Let people from generation to generation remember that there was a particularly awesome actor in the past. She was from China, the daughter of Wen Qunxiao, and her name was Xia Siyu!