Beyond the Noisy World: The Long Lost Eight Sects: 117, Awareness of the Devil

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Zhu Shanxian, Tan Hanchuan, and Zhuang Mengzhou also spoke to welcome Xian Hao’s return. Ding Qi calmly followed up with a welcome message in the group, and then immediately sent a private chat to Xian Hao, and found that he was really caught by the other party. I deleted it from my friends list, and I quickly reapplied. After a few seconds, it passed.

Ding Qi: "Are you all right?"

Xian Hao: "The big things have been dealt with, and there are no problems left."

Ding Qi: "When can you come back?"

Xian Hao: "There are other small things to be cleaned up, probably during National Day Golden Week."

Ding Qi: "Come back soon, I miss you."

Xian Hao: "Where do you think I am?"

Ding Qi was stunned when he saw the news. This is not Xian Hao’s language style. It is a bit flirting. He and Xian Hao are of course very close, but Xian Hao belongs to the kind of cold outside and hot inside. The temperament of softness and inner strength always seemed to be faint, and he had never actively flirted with Ding Qi.

Could it be that time and distance have sublimated feelings and feelings, and Xian Hao is also thinking of him? Ding Qi was thinking about how to reply. Unexpectedly, the other party immediately withdrew the message, and then sent another sentence: "What do you think of me?"

Ding Qi smiled and replied: "I want to think about it everywhere."

Xian Hao didn't answer this question, and then said: "For so long, I am afraid that Teacher Ding has forgotten me. Maybe she won't recognize me again when we meet."

Is this acting like a baby? Ding Qi replied: "How long is this, but only two months."

Xian Hao asked immediately: "Then you think time is short?"

Ding Qi: "No, no, no, it feels like a year."

Xian Hao: "If that's the case, it's sixty years, not long ago?"

Ding Qi: "It's not sixty years, fifty-three years to be precise, but it feels like just now, just the first time I saw you."

Xian Hao: "Teacher Ding is very skilled, have you soaked many young girls?"

Ding Qi: "Where is this? You don't understand my situation! Did you investigate it at the beginning?"

Xian Hao: "I heard that, in less than two months, you first went to the place called Da Chi Mountain to find a beautiful woman. That's not even counted, and you received a beautiful female disciple. . If in a few days, would you even have to soak the police flower? If Mr. Ding is not an old driver, who would believe it?"

Ding Qi: "I believe it, and you believe it!"

This style of painting is a bit wrong. Is Xian Hao angry or jealous? After thinking about it, Ding Qisi thought that he hadn't done anything to make Xian Hao angry. It would be normal to say that he was jealous. Ding Qi has seen a lot of women. Of course, this is not what the old driver meant. It means that he has seen a lot in the process of psychological counseling and psychotherapy.

Who is chewing the root of the tongue behind your back? Xian Hao knew all about this recently!

Xian Hao’s words are a bit like finding fault. Usually, if a person finds your fault like this, subconsciously it may be to attract your attention or to declare a certain sense of existence. But this language style is not like the Xian Hao that Ding Qi knew. According to this style, Ding Qi has subconsciously inferred what she will pick up next.

As expected, the other party said: "I can't believe it."

"I really miss you!" Ding Qi did not continue to entangle this kind of unnutritious question and answer, and he directly voiced out the lyrics, and almost didn't sing the lyrics. "Where are you now? I want to see you, if it's convenient. Videos."

Ding Qi sent out a video invitation, but after a long time, the other party did not connect. He couldn't help being a little disappointed but also a little confused. Ding Qi now doubts whether the other party is Xian Hao himself, if not, how can the other party use Xian Hao's WeChat ID, and Zhu Shanxian has no doubt about it? It must be known that they are a bunch of human spirits!

Xian Hao didn't refuse the invitation, just didn't connect, waiting to hang up naturally. After a while, just as Ding Qi's doubts grew thicker, Xian Hao suddenly sent another photo. Obviously it was a selfie that I just took, and she probably didn't use beauty to retouch the photo, nor did she need to retouch the photo.

I saw Xian Hao standing in front of the window, wearing a light-colored silk pajamas, with her hair curled up on her right shoulder, and the distance outside the window was a full moon. Ding Qi deserved to have assisted the instructor in contacting the authentication work of the public security department, and also received Zhuang Mengzhou's spiritual guidance on the street scene. He immediately downloaded this photo and enlarged it, and concluded that it was indeed taken just tonight.

The shooting location should be in the living room of a hotel suite, and the hotel's quality is quite high. Although there are no hotel objects in the photo, Ding Qi can still tell what kind of room it is, including the general layout and furnishings, based on the faint reflections on the glass.

The floor of this room is not low, it's almost on the 20th floor. This conclusion may not be accurate, it is judged by the comparison of the background outside the window. The city where Xian Hao is located is very close to here. Ding Qi put the photo to the largest size, distinguished the neon lights and signs on the roof of the building in the distance outside the window, and found that she was in Nanjing.

There is no trace of PS in the photo. There is a full moon outside the window. Ding Qi can see a big clock hanging upstairs in the distance, and the time can be correct, just now. There is not much information that can be reflected in static photos. Of course, her expression, posture, appearance and even the temperament revealed are Xian Hao.

Ding Qi left a message: "Are you in Nanjing? It's only half an hour's drive from the high-speed rail. Why not come back and stay in a hotel?"

Xian Hao: "Teacher Ding is so amazing, you can tell at a glance. Has the small building been decorated?"

Xian Hao always called him Teacher Ding, which made Ding Qi a little uncomfortable. When he suddenly asked about the decoration, he obviously changed the topic and didn't want to answer. Ding Qi replied: "I haven't installed it yet, wait for you to come back and discuss it together."

Xian Hao: "Well, wait. Our country celebrates. It's late today. Let's take a good rest. See you in a few days!"

Xian Hao took the initiative to end the chat and let Ding Qi rest well, but how could Ding Qi sleep? Looking at the bright moon outside the window, he was full of distracting thoughts. Ding Qi can't ask what Xian Hao has experienced during this time, how can he feel such an indescribable change?

Xian Hao was chased by an enemy, did she get rid of the opponent, and how many people were killed this time? There is no way to say or ask these things. Ding Qi knew exactly when he should control his curiosity. Once something is said, if something goes wrong in the future, it may become some kind of evidence.

People are not telling themselves that they can be free from distracting thoughts. Fortunately, Ding Qi is very good at self-regulation. When he realizes that his thoughts are messy, he simply does not sleep, but sits in bed. Ding Qi is not a monk in the traditional sense. The secret method he created was only to discover the unknown world, contacting other secret techniques of various disciplines, and only served as a confirmation and reference.

He usually does not meditate in the middle of the night, sleeps normally, and usually sits in the early morning. He feels the state of empathy with the world and practice Kungfu at the same time, which is also what Zhu Shan talks about to nourish the energy and mind, or It is what Tan Hanchuan said about conserving the air and cleaning the furnace. There is no certain rule in the secret method, and in essence it just cultivates the xinxing directly.

In the past month or so, Ding Qi has not settled down in the morning because he has to practice piling fist and cudgel skills. His time and energy are limited. He usually has to go to work every day, and he has to be busy on weekends. As far as the matter with Wei Fanting. But unknowingly, his cultivation of the external secret method has been diligent. I must sit down today, take my mind and let go of my thoughts, and I will soon sink into an unprecedented state.

It is no longer empathy with the world, but like a kind of forgetting, forgetting everything about the outside world, forgetting that I am still breathing, and even gradually no longer thinking about my own existence, as if it is a pure and pure consciousness State, and then he hallucinated. This is not a state of sleep. If it is in sleep, this experience is dreaming, and in meditation it is an illusion.

What is an illusion? It is subjective perception without objective stimuli. What is the difference between it and illusion? It depends on whether the stimulus exists. For example, a hunter sees the woodcutter in the grass as a wild boar. This is an illusion, and the illusion also has psychological reasons, which leads to a misjudgment of the objective stimulus. But the illusion is different, it is created out of thin air.

Ding Qi had memorized these contents when he was studying for undergraduate, and he had also taken the test during the exam. Sometimes it is difficult to persuade a person with hallucinations to tell him that what he sees and hears does not exist, because the other person has actually heard and saw it. For example, someone stubbornly claims that he can always hear the voice of God.

In this situation, either God is really idle, or there is something wrong with his perception. Sometimes hallucinations do not indicate mental illness, but most of the time, hallucinations are related to mental illness. If you want to distinguish hallucinations, you must rely on the experiencer's own rational judgment, because others cannot experience it on his behalf.

Ding Qi heard a gunshot...Xian Hao fell into his arms, and the shooter was Ye Xing outside the door. She handed the knife to Ding Qi's hand and said, "Yin'e won't die, I will come back. When you see me again, don't forget to return this knife to me..." Then Ding Qi was chopped by Tan Hanchuan. fainted.

In the scene presented by the illusion, Ding Qi should have lost consciousness, but he could still see and hear, and his consciousness remained awake in a strange and incomprehensible way, as if it were everywhere.

Zhu Shanxian asked in a low voice: "Sister Xian, what else do you want to confess?"

Xian Hao: "Fan Yang once said that I have a secret, which is true. I am not alone. I also have a twin sister. She also used the name Xian Hao. I got rid of a lot Enemy, she is covering up my identity a lot of times. Others don’t know that we are actually two people. The target of attraction is her, and it’s me who did it...

She has always wanted to cover me, and I have always wanted to protect her. I don't want her to continue to participate in this kind of thing. It is a terrible experience and she should have a better life. I can't continue to protect her. I want to entrust her to you. I hope Ding Qi can take care and protect her, and Ding Qi will not be too sad. "

Zhu Shanxian: "Teacher Ding is stronger than you think."

Xian Hao: "He shouldn't experience this anymore, she shouldn't wander like that anymore. Mr. Zhuang... Mr. Zhuang said that if I refuse to go, that knife... That knife is me... Let Ding Qi hand it over to her. Even if he finally knows, he will understand what I mean."

Sit in the illusion, it seems that there is no active consciousness involved, and it is closer to a state of self-hypnosis. If there is active consciousness to participate, either the illusion will be broken, just like the dream will wake up; or it is equivalent to the subconscious being modified, unknowable changes will occur, and even mental disorders will occur.

Ding Qi didn't know when he woke up. In the illusion just now, he seemed to be indifferent to everything that happened. He was just watching with cold eyes. At this moment, he covered his cheeks with his hands and realized that tears were streaming down his face. He has experienced all this, he has really experienced it, although the memory has disappeared, but the heart-wrenching feeling is still there.

Ding Qi is very clear that it is an illusion. He is so sane. It is impossible to experience all that while sitting in the apartment just now, but the illusion also has its causes. It is likely to come from a disappeared memory or subconscious imagination. . Whether this is a memory or a conjecture, Ding Qi himself cannot tell, and the experience in the illusion is so real.

When the sun rose, Ding Qi wiped away his tears and rinsed. He moved slowly and carefully, as if he was afraid that something might break if he was not careful. After washing, he thought for a while and sent a WeChat message to Zhuang Mengzhou: "Mr. Zhuang, will there be illusions in the sitting down?"

Zhuang Mengzhou should be sleeping, and may not reply until the afternoon. Unexpectedly, Zhuang Mengzhou replied immediately. Maybe he was awakened by him. He left a message saying: "Yes, of course, many people have said this. Maybe congratulations, you have finally reached this point in your cultivation, but be careful, this is The test of mood."

Ding Qi: "Is the illusion real?"

Zhuang Mengzhou: "This kind of thinking is very dangerous. If it is an illusion, just ignore it. Teacher Ding is a professional, so I don't need to explain more."

Ding Qi: "Is there a possibility that the illusion presents the experience of forgetting, such as things that have been forgotten in Xiaojing Lake."

Zhuang Mengzhou: "Of course it is possible. For example, Tu Zhi thought he had dreamed of Wei Fanting, but he actually did."

Ding Qi: "Based on your experience, what should you do?"

He didn't say what kind of illusion he had experienced, and Zhuang Mengzhou didn't ask, he actually sent an ancient text directly with the title "Awareness of the Devil." Ding Qi was inexplicably angry, and even wanted to scold someone, who would give him a reading card? Does this treat him as an illiterate idiot? This ancient essay comes from "The Essentials of Cultivating Zhanxi, Vipassana and Sitting Meditation", which he had read many years ago, and he could even memorize it.

Don't talk about "The Essentials of Cultivation of Zen Buddhism", he has read the related "Paramites of Buddha Zen", "Six Wonders of Dharma", and "Maha Zhijing". How could Ding Qi only read the exam textbooks? There are many interdisciplinary readings about psychology. Of course, he is not for practicing Buddhism, but for studying various states of consciousness and experience.

After a second thought, Ding Qi realized that he shouldn’t be angry again. Ding Qi also understood why he was angry just now, because he thought that Mr. Zhuang did not tell him the truth, and now he has no plan to tell him what happened.

He also understood what Mr. Zhuang meant. The illusion in the seated position is an illusion. Whether it is a real memory or an unreasonable conjecture, the key lies in Ding Qi's own physical and mental state. How to deal with it?

Ding Qi looked down at the text on the phone again: Knowing that falsehood is neither worry nor frightening, nor reluctant to give up... If you don’t stop it, you should look back. The heart of seeing can’t see the place, why is it bothered? In this way, when you look at the time, you should stop thanking you.

Regardless of whether the illusion is real or not, Ding Qi must also understand in his heart that it has nothing to do with the illusion. What he has to face is the real life. This is not a problem that can be solved by sitting still. The fact is just the opposite. This is the problem he wants to solve. Ding Qi was silent for a long time, then put away the phone and went out with the stick. Today he is going to send Tu Zhi into Da Chi Mountain, the time has come.

In the Da Chi Mountain, Ding Qi once again took out the two-world ring for sacrifice. Today's feeling is a bit special, as if the Fang Wai Secret Method has suddenly improved, at least his mana or spiritual power has greatly increased, and his self-consciousness has become extraordinarily strong. After the divine sense cuts into the two circles, he has a feeling or impulse to crush the will left by Wei Fanchao into powder, with a certain sense of destruction.

Of course, Ding Qi didn't do this. He immediately realized something was wrong, his state was not right, and his mood was different from before. He had long known that sacrificing the two circles is a water milling process, and he cannot be infected by the will left by Wei Fanchao, and ultimately restore it to a pure and pure state. Even if the cultivation base of the secret method is more advanced, it is impossible to have this kind of crushing impulse and destruction-like pleasure.

This emotion is the will that Wei Fanchao left behind. Ding Qi was still affected unintentionally. Fortunately, he realized in time that he must calm his mind again and find his clear and bright self. Sometimes this kind of influence happens unconsciously, and people don't realize it at all, thinking that it is their own mind, just like hallucinations are difficult to self-diagnose.

Ding Qi's experience at this moment is a bit of a saying "wipe away from time to time, don't get dusty". As for the other sentence, "There is nothing, where is the dust", the realm is indeed higher, but in most cases it is impossible to do it. It often feels that it is not painful to stand and speak. For other people, that is. It's purely pretending to be used.

Ding Qi put away the two circles and stopped practicing, what he wanted to refine was his own state of mind. After returning from Da Chi Mountain that day, Ding Qi once again went to the small building of Nantuo Community and Zhushan Xianjia. He hasn't been here for three weeks, and there is no one living here. After Ding Qi put down his things, he first cleaned up and downstairs.

It seems that someone has been here. It's not like it was completely unoccupied for three weeks, but no one has come back. No one is in Jinghu City except him. Who has been here? Ding Qi took his lying cow-shaped Jingwen Stone and walked into Xiaojing Lake again.