Blade-dance of the Two Lovers Chapter 133: ：The decision of life

"Does she know?" Jiang Feng asked after being silent for a long time.

"Although I know her brother didn't tell her, I think she already guessed it." Anna said softly.

"Yes, she is a very smart little girl." Jiang Feng sighed: "I want to visit her more in the next period of time, and I want to spend the only time she has. Make her happy."

"Well, it should. We will visit her too."

After logging off, he lay on the bed, but Jiang Feng didn't feel sleepy, his mind was full of Fei Xin's delicate appearance.

The night was dark and silent, without a single star.

Kumiko is already sound asleep. She has to go to school tomorrow, and Jiang Feng can't bear to wake her up.

Gently removing Kumiko's hands and feet, Jiang Feng got off the bed, walked to the small bed he bought for Kumiko, but she had never used it, and sat down.

Lighted a cigarette, and the smoke was lingering.

The cigarettes are at least half a year old, but there are still more than half a pack of them.

Jiang Feng usually doesn't smoke. He only smokes one or two cigarettes when he has serious worries, which is why the pack of cigarettes is so old.

Smoking is not a great enjoyment, he just thinks that the pungent smell of shredded tobacco can make him temporarily forget his thoughts, and of course he will not feel troubled.

The smoke stained the dark night sky with a hint of gray, but was blown back into the room by the night wind. The strong smell of smoke finally woke Kumiko up.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?" Kumiko sat up, rubbed her eyes, and asked softly.

"I'm sorry for waking you up." Jiang Feng turned his head and saw that it was Kumiko. He didn't know that it was the cigarette in his hand that woke Kumiko up. Kumiko woke up, and quickly apologized to Kumiko.

"Brother..."

"Oh, I'm fine, you don't have to worry." Jiang Feng smiled at Kumiko, but there was endless sadness hidden in that smile, which made people unable to be happy no matter what.

Seeing that Jiang Feng's behavior was so different from usual, Kumiko couldn't help feeling worried.

She crawled out of the bed, sat on Jiang Feng's lap, put her arms around Jiang Feng's neck, and gently stroked his eyebrows with gentle and slow movements.

"Brother, although Kumiko is a little girl who doesn't understand anything, as long as my brother is willing to tell Kumiko, Kumiko will definitely understand. Kumiko wants to share the troubles in my brother's heart."

Kumiko exhaled like blue, she leaned her head on Jiang Feng's shoulder, and said quietly: "Why doesn't my brother want to tell Kumiko, doesn't my brother like Kumiko?"

Jiang Feng laughed out loud, and threw the half of the cigarette **** in his hand out of the window, fearing that the cold wind at night would make Kumiko sick, so he closed the window. He hugged Kumiko tightly, resting his chin on Kumiko's hair.

"Don't think too much, little beauty. My concerns have nothing to do with you. How can my brother not like you? You are my brother's favorite person...."

Kumiko struggled to raise her head, and said softly, "Then why didn't you tell Kumiko what's on your mind?"

Although there was no light, Jiang Feng could not see Kumiko's expression, but from her voice and tone of voice, Jiang Feng could also imagine the concern on Kumiko's face, she must be unhappy.

"My brother is thinking about what is the purpose of living alone in the world? Is it for his own happiness, or for others' happiness?" Jiang Feng sighed.

"Kumiko lives to make her brother happy." Kumiko said softly.

She was originally sitting in Jiang Feng's arms, and now she is talking to Jiang Feng with her head up, so when she was talking, Jiang Feng could even feel Kumiko's soft and delicate red lips under his chin , as long as he lowers his head slightly, he can taste Kumiko's soft lips that seduce the soul.

But now Jiang Feng's mind is full of Fei Xin's illness, so much so that he has forgotten how close his lips, which should be full of temptation, are so close at this moment.

Jiang Feng knew that Kumiko said this, and felt that she was not just trying to coax him, she had never lied to him, and she was speaking from her heart.

Maybe the meaning of her life is really just to make me happy.

Although Kumiko only said a few short sentences, she undoubtedly expressed her heart to Jiang Feng. Jiang Feng felt that there was still someone in the world who was worth dedicating his whole life to, and at the same time, the disappointment and pain in his heart disappeared.

"Well, my brother lives to make the little beauty happy." Jiang Feng squeezed Kumiko's chin and shook it gently.

"Brother, can you tell Kumiko what brother was thinking just now?" Kumiko's voice was full of longing.

She longed to enter Jiang Feng's heart, to understand what Jiang Feng was thinking and what kind of pain and sorrow he was having. She didn't like to see Jiang Feng sitting beside him, thinking sadly, but she could only watch, but couldn't help Jiang Feng in the slightest.

"My brother met a girl in the game~IndoMTL.com~ a very, very kind girl." Jiang Feng began to speak slowly, and Kumiko listened quietly, without asking questions such as: This girl What is her name, how did she meet, and such questions, because she knew that Jiang Feng would tell her everything, and she just had to listen carefully.

"The girl is about seventeen or eighteen years old. She should have lived a simple and happy life like us. But when we were happy, she was suffering from illness and couldn't walk. She can only sit in a wheelchair every day, and sometimes when she gets sick, even sitting in a wheelchair is a luxury, so she can only spend the whole day in the hospital bed."

"That sister is so pitiful." Kumiko finally interjected. Although she didn't know who Jiang Feng was talking about, she felt that the girl he was talking about was really pitiful.

"This is not the saddest story. I have seen that girl. She was supposed to be as beautiful and beautiful as you, but because of her illness, her hair, which should have been black and beautiful, turned into nothing. Dull off-white. And her face is pale, she can't be sad, even if she is very happy, she will get sick."

Jiang Feng couldn't go on anymore. In his heart, Fei Xin was just like his sister. But they were tortured to death at the same time. The difference was that his younger sister was tortured, while Fei Xin was tortured by illness.

"Brother, then we should go and see that sister." Kumiko seemed to be making up her mind for herself, and seemed to be reminding Jiang Feng.

"Yes, we should go see her, because her days of happiness are numbered."

The voice is long, and the sadness is long, passing through time and cutting through space, and what remains on Jiang Feng's face is only this decision to live tomorrow.