Cover The Sky With One Hand, Beat The Ground With The Other Chapter 19:

Once upon a time...

I have fantasized about reuniting with Nie Ran countless times.

When I first saved my life from the turbulent waves, I remembered that on a dark and windy night, I suddenly stood beside him in white clothes, and said with a sinister smile: "I didn't expect that I would come again. Let me find you, I have a debt and a master, I have come to ask you for my life." Then, scared him to death.

In the days of wandering after that, I thought that I had seen all the warmth and affection of human beings, and I only hoped that one day even if we met on the road, I would just calmly curl my lips and smile, "Forget it, the tenth of life's unsatisfactory things, often Remember one or two, from now on, treat it as a stranger." After speaking, he turned around handsomely, and he, looking at my back, fell into deep self-blame.

When I was taken back by Song Langsheng and found out that I was a princess, I liked to lie on the bed and close my eyes to imagine: When Xia Yanghou brought his son to attend the court meeting, I would lean on the phoenix chair in Chinese clothes and watch Seeing Nie Ran's stunned expression, he raised his eyebrows evilly, "Long time no see, Xu Fang... Oh, no, should I call you the prince?" Then he knelt down and begged "Princess for mercy", and I pointed, "come here, take this traitor to me." Then he raised his head and laughed wildly, and the laughter rippled incessantly on the hall.

I admit I'm a little bit whimsical, but...

When I was soaking in a hot spring on a deserted ridge, someone suddenly asked you who was next to me... Wouldn't this kind of reunion be more outrageous...

When I was in danger for a moment, I lowered my head and said solemnly: "The student is the supervisor of the Guangwen Museum. I came here to soak in the hot spring to activate blood and drive away the cold because of the cold..."

The person behind him didn't speak immediately, and seemed to be thinking about the credibility of my answer. I waited and waited, and seeing that he still didn't speak, I said, "I wonder why Sir Siye is here at this time?"

Nie Ran snorted, "I don't remember ever going to the Guangwen Center to teach my class... You can tell who I am just by hearing my voice. Are you familiar with me?"

I broke out in a cold sweat, "Master Siye's teaching at the Biyong Hall on the day he first came here has benefited the students a lot, and the voice of the adults should be remembered in their hearts."

Nie Ran said: "Okay, there is no need to talk about these false words. You go ashore and put on your clothes and talk."

Go ashore...dress...naked in front of you...

I shrank into the soup pool and said, "Students are not used to being naked and naked with adults, can you ask adults to avoid them first?"

"A man is so arrogant?" Nie Ran chuckled and heard his footsteps drifting away. When he turned his head, he saw his back. Under the moonlight, he was as pleasant and cold as ever. Not far away, he stopped and sat on a piece of bluestone with his robe up, quietly staring into the distance.

I was busy getting up from the hot spring pool. I didn't care to wipe my body. I put on my underwear as fast as I could, and kept paying attention to his direction. Only slightly relieved.

Nie Ran never looked back. I don't think he has much interest in a prison student who sneaks out to take a hot spring in the middle of the night.

I said: "Master Siye, if there is nothing else, the students will retire first."

Nie Ran hummed, saying that it was all over the place.

My mind was chaotic, and I didn't dare to stay any longer, but at the moment I left, I heard the sound of the flute.

My whole body froze, and I turned around in a mysterious way. I saw his profile in the clear moonlight. It was like an ink painting scroll, plain and elegant. The flute he was holding in his hand was the jade flute I gave him. , Bad Yu Lexiao, the piece he played was the piece he gave to me, Xu Feng He Yue.

On that morning more than half a year ago, Xia Yanghou's servant came to look for him. He chased them away but looked back and saw me crying silently.

That night, we were sitting under the big locust tree in Chenjia Village. I listened to him play this song to me, and I asked, "Why is this song called Xu Feng and Yue? It's a bit like our name, but also different."

He hooked the tip of my nose and asked with a smile: "Then you know...why did I name myself Xu Fang and you Hefeng?"

I thought about it for a while and shook my head, "Let's listen to you."

He smiled slightly, and smiled wistfully: "When I first came to Chenjia Village, I liked to sit on the side of the mountain and watch the sunrise and sunset. I often guessed the various possibilities in the past, and I was at a loss as to where to go in the future. I don't know where I am, so I hope this name can lead me to find the answer. Later, I met you. You are very troublesome, amnesia is messy, squeamish and self-willed, I save you because of compassion , I hinted you to leave several times, but you can't feel it, it really makes me feel miserable."

Hearing this, I gave him a displeased look, and he said, "It wasn't until one day that I came back from hunting and found that you were not in the room, and then I panicked and looked for you everywhere, and I didn't realize that I was so nervous about you. Your illness is very strange. You slept today and forgot about it tomorrow. How can you run out alone? I finally found you. You sat by the river without saying a word. I stayed with you for a long time before you smiled. When you say 'Am I your burden, or am I causing you a lot of trouble', although the corners of your mouth are smiling, your eyes are full of tears."

I said quietly: "These...I don't even remember..."

"Yeah, how can you remember? Even if my attitude towards you was not good the day before, how can you remember it after a night?" Xu Fang's eyes glowed, "I only knew then that although you lost your memory, But the heart is so sensitive and fragile, who is good to you and who is not good to you, you keep it in your heart, if you don't say it, it doesn't mean you don't want it in your heart. I don't pay attention to you... I'm sad, I regret how I can treat you like that. Later, I took you home, I made a promise to you under the moonlight, I'll be where you are, warm, warm, warm Follow He, wherever the wind blows is my direction. Your name is Hefeng, and I am Xu Fang.”

I asked, "Xu Feng and Yue, Xu Fang and He Feng's promise under the moonlight, is this what it means?"

Xu Fang nodded, I wiped my tears and said, "But this is Xu Fang and Hefeng's promise, not Nie Ran's."

"Can I not be Nie Ran? I prefer being Xu Fang." Xu Fang turned back and smiled, "Actually, that day, I remembered everything, and suddenly I realized that my previous life may have been about waiting. For a person like you, I am very fortunate that God let me go through hardships, made me lose my memory and let me meet you, although I don’t know if I will encounter obstacles in the future, I don’t know if I can get through those difficulties smoothly, the only thing I can be sure of Yes, as long as I think about being able to be with you in the future, I'm already very satisfied."

"I think..." I looked at Xu Fang, "Even if one day I can't eat or sleep well, I can't go anywhere, and even my grandson and great-grandson can't tell the difference, but I don't I will forget what you said today, remember it from time to time, and use it to smile."

Nie Ran's xiao stopped halfway through.

Stopped in the bamboo forest that day, I sang him blowing, I stopped where he stopped.

He tried to keep playing, tried a few notes but couldn't pick it up anyway and had to start over.

I am at a loss again.

Has he really lost his memory? Because I can't remember the past, I can't play this song completely, I can only stay at that time. Or... I remembered the situation that day, and I can't play anymore? Why is he playing tunes here at such a time?

I stood looking and thinking, my whole soul flew out of the sky, and when I came back to my senses, I realized that Nie Ran had already turned his head and stared at me dumbfounded.

We kept a distance and looked at each other, he didn't step forward and I didn't step back.

I thought I was going to turn around and run, but I couldn't move. The moonlight is so bright tonight, I can see his face clearly, and the same is true for him.

In the quiet mountain forest, he stood so calmly against the wind, his expression was so unbelievable, he wanted to approach but dared not approach, "You... still alive?"

How should I answer? Should I be indifferent or ridiculed, is it that I don't know you, I'm just someone who looks like your friend? Or am I alive and well, are you disappointed?

I heard my voice say, "Yeah. I was rescued after being swept away by the flood. I can't believe I'll see you again."

Nie Ran took the first two steps and stopped, as if I was a ghost who would swallow him, "Why are you here..."

I said: "I came to the capital and met an old friend. He brought me to play in the Imperial College, so I disguised myself as a man. Tonight is just a coincidence."

Nie Ran nodded, "You..." You didn't write for a long time.

I smiled, "Do you still hate me?"

He didn't respond, "What?"

"At that time, I took Zhao Yanran into the river..."

"I know." Nie Ran's eyes looked into mine, "The arrow you blocked to save me, the river you jumped to save Yanran..."

"Did Zhao Yanran tell you, she's really a good girl." I smiled, "I always misunderstood her, thinking she would say nothing, but now that the misunderstanding is resolved, I'm not dead, You don't have to feel guilty, everyone is fine, it's fine."

Nie Ran stood quietly, silent for a long time, and hummed softly.

I exhaled, "It's so late, let's go back first."

"The Japanese Girl."

I stop again.

"Should I call you that?" Nie Ran said, "Yan Ran told me about the two years I lost my memory, the whole year I was with you."

I closed my eyes and tried hard not to let the tears flow, but the tears still leaked from the crevices of my eyes and dripped.

Nie Ran said calmly, "Yan Ran said that at that time I took you to Suiyang, and went back to the manor to beg my father to cancel the engagement with the Zhao family, but my father would not allow me to lock me in the room. What happened later, She doesn't know, my dad doesn't tell me, and I don't remember..."

I nodded, "So that's how it is..."

Nie Ran said solemnly, "I'm sorry, I couldn't believe you at that time. After the accident, I always sent someone to look for you, I thought you..."

"Actually..." I said with a harsh voice, "It's not your fault. You woke up from a serious illness and believed in your relatives and your childhood sweethearts. I'm just a stranger, and I kidnapped your fiancee, anyone. People do that under those circumstances... Sometimes the truth is there, and even if it is emotionally unacceptable, it has to be recognized."

I tried my best to make my laughter sound more cheerful, "It's not written in a fairy tale book, I still miss my heart when I lose my memory, I myself have forgotten the past, and I can't feel any feelings at all. Ah... so you really don't have to do this..." I caught a glimpse of the jade flute in his hand and fell silent, he followed my eyes and looked down, a soft look flashed across his eyes, "This is your legacy. Falling Yuxiao, that day you asked me to play a piece of 'Xu Feng and Yue', it is really a very good piece, it sounds just like the Xu Sun Fengyue, I have been thinking about how to play the later part of this piece..."

I suddenly said, "This is a song you wrote."

Nie Ran frowned in confusion, then there was a flash of clarity, and he hesitated, "I honestly don't remember the past..."

I nodded dully, I have been nodding tonight, I don't know if I'm persuading him or persuading myself, "Because you told me when you wrote this song, Xu Feng and Yue are Xu Fang and..."

“Miss Hefeng.” Nie Ran interrupted me and said slowly, “After that, I have seen many doctors and even famous doctors, and they all said that I had no blood in my brain and no signs of poisoning on my body, and the sudden loss of that memory was a pain in the ass. It's unbelievable, I'm afraid I can never remember it again..."

I turned around and looked at him in a daze, before repeating after a long while, "I can't remember anymore?"

Nie Ran handed the Yuxiao back to me and said gently, "I know, those memories are very deep for the girl, but since things have passed, the past cannot be recalled, and it is not a good thing for anyone to be deeply involved in it. , Nie hopes that the girl can forget like me, it's a good thing for the girl and for Nie, isn't it?"

My heart hurts, it hurts unexpectedly, even my breathing hurts. I took the jade flute and said with a smile, "Don't worry, I won't pester Mr. Siye again, maybe it's always been my fault, you are you , he is him, from the moment you wake up, Sir, Xu Fang has disappeared." I held the Yuxiao, "However, I will not forget those memories, remember those memories are my promise to be with Xu Fang. , it has nothing to do with Young Master Nie, does it?"

Nie Ran looked at me in surprise, "Since the girl thinks so, I have nothing to say."

I looked at him for a moment, and I don't think my whole heart has ever been calmer than it is now, "The thing I regret most is that Xu Fang left so suddenly, I didn't have time to say goodbye to him. Nie Young Master, if you don't mind, can you close your eyes and be quiet for a while, don't say anything or do anything?"

Nie Ran blinked in confusion, but he didn't ask any further questions. He lowered his eyes and stood quietly in front of me. I wiped away more tears and let myself look at this face calmly. Such soft lines belong to Xu Fang. I gently stretched out my hand and painted it through the air, recalling every scene from the past, as well as the phrase "Be cosy and cosy, be cosy, follow and be harmonious, wherever the wind blows is my direction."

I'm such an idiot.

A person like that, who can cry and laugh, blush, get angry, sweat nervously, and tremble with fear. How could such a person be disguised by the person in front of him?

At the end of the day, I just don't want to believe that such a beautiful party will never be seen again. However, just like the stars in the sky are fleeting, as long as I remember the beauty of that moment, I will be very happy and happy, right?

Xu Fang, goodbye.

"Okay." I stepped back and said, "From now on, we will not owe each other."

Nie Ran opened her eyes and said, "The girl's words are too bad. If the girl needs anything, Nie Ran will try to help if she can..."

"Lord Siye, I think you underestimate me too much. I still have some skills with Feng and I." I laughed loudly, "However, maybe I still don't have such a big belly for you. Don't be too surprised to see you elsewhere, as you said, you must forget about these rambling entanglements."

"Okay." Nie Ran curled the corners of his lips bitterly, "It's getting late, why don't I send the girl down the mountain."

"No need." I took two steps back and handed over my hands, "Lord Siye, let's go back first, I have no problem myself."

Nie Ran was about to say something, and I said, "It's better to separate the boundaries at this time. Please don't embarrass me."

"Then you take care of yourself, I'll go first." Nie Ran sighed imperceptibly, turned around silently and walked forward, step by step, until he disappeared into the vast darkness.

I rubbed the jade flute, but unfortunately I don't know how to play it, otherwise I can listen to Xu Feng and Yue one last time as a final goodbye.

I raised my hand, intending to throw the flute under the cliff.

"click".

I was taken aback. Well, of course it wasn't the sound of Yuxiao falling. Besides, the sound came from the rear. I turned my head to look, and walked away from a dark shadow in the jungle.

I snapped: "Who?"

"It's me." The shadow moved forward and turned into a bright one. "Sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop on your conversation, princess."