Cover The Sky With One Hand, Beat The Ground With The Other Chapter 38: (complete)

I was in a coma for two consecutive days. When I woke up, I still couldn't see Song Langsheng.

The men and horses dispatched from the mansion chased for a few days along the small road outside Beijing, but they all returned without success.

He disappeared without a trace.

At the beginning, I had a bit of luck, but after the empty guard, I became more and more disheartened. When the prince came, I also urged him to return to the palace to manage government affairs. He wanted to pay more attention, so I turned over. Gai was buried in the cotton wool by his tears.

Everyone just thinks that I can't see my concubine's worries, and the only one who knows the details, Zhou Wenyu, who gives me acupuncture every day, sees me in a trance, and can't find any words of comfort, only a long sigh to accompany her.

The news of the last breath spread like wildfire, and the court was shocked. Although it was not clear whether it was shocking or exciting, officials who came to the Princess Mansion to visit the hospital continued to flow.

Uncle Liu stopped them all outside the door.

The courtiers were even more suspicious - what was the illness of the Princess Jianguo that made the imperial physician helpless? Where did the Dali Temple Minister Song Concubine go and haven't shown up for a long time? The emperor is still in a drowsy state. In the long run, can the crown prince alone carry the burden of the country?

Some odors of eagerness and anxiety diffused into the public from the temple, and rumors spread all over the place, and people panicked.

Of course, this is what Azuo Ayou told me.

Since that night, I've been lying on the bed like a living dead day and night, and I'm about to die. How can I worry about what is going on?

I can't wait to die from the poison immediately, so that my ears don't have to hear these troubles.

However, my shadow guard, Azuo, is a chatterer. He sees me lying on the couch without making a sound. Huo, everything is lifelike.

On the seventy-eighth time he interrupted my sad thoughts about my husband, he finally managed to force me to speak.

"I asked you to monitor the honey collection. Are you taking this princess's words on deaf ears?"

A Zuo, who was hanging upside down outside the window, poked his head dazedly, "Princess, princess...you won't be so depressed anymore..."

I closed my eyes and said, "I count three..."

A Zuo disappeared very obediently.

I rolled over and lay on the bed, rolled up my sleeves and glanced at the blue veins, and scratched my head weakly.

Ayou walked out from behind the shadow of the side door, looked at me carefully, opened his mouth, and didn't say a word for a long time.

I slowly glanced at her from the corner of my eye and asked, "A Zuo didn't hear what Zhou Wenyu said to me that night, did you hear it?"

A's right eye moved slightly, as if she was about to wring out the water. I gave her a sideways look, "You've been looking at me with a sad face these two days, don't think I can't see it."

Ayou was stunned, "Princess, haven't you been..."

I sighed for a while, then slowly climbed out of bed, walked to the window sill, and asked, "Ayou, how long have you been in Mingjian Division?"

Ayou never thought that I would suddenly ask this question, but he was stunned for a moment, then answered neatly: "My subordinate joined the company at the age of seven, and it has been thirteen years since then."

"Thirteen years..." I said slowly, "The most beautiful years for a woman are spent here, do you ever regret it?"

Ayou raised his eyes and looked at me: "Ayou has been an orphan since he was a child. If it hadn't been taken in by Mingjian Division, how could he have survived to this day? Since Ayou chose this path, why would you regret it?"

I smiled slightly and saw the pink, white and red flowers outside the hospital, especially the strong stamens, "If you are poisoned by a strange poison, your life will not be long, will you still protect me when you see me in trouble?"

Ayou said resolutely: "As long as Ayou still has a breath left, he will try his best to protect His Highness."

The breeze brushed the corner of the skirt, I looked at her, "So, Ah You, how can I not do what you can do? Waiting for death because of fear of death is the most stupid thing in the world. "

There was a confused expression on her face, and she seemed to understand what I meant, "Could it be that... Your Highness's sluggishness these past few days is all fake?"

I shook my head, "Not really."

That night I was wet with tears, I was thinking about falling into a dream, thinking in my dream, and thinking about it when I woke up, but no matter what, I couldn't figure out why the clusters outside the house were still blooming, but I was about to wither.

It was so easy to remember that Song Langsheng was the eldest brother, and the reunion was so close...

Everything started to get erratic after Piansheng's appearance.

Although she looks like she's just recuperating in the mansion and hasn't moved her hands or feet, if she really doesn't do anything, why am I doing this?

Stay still...doesn't it just look like it doesn't move?

The emperor once said that if you can't find out where the enemy starts, just imagine how things will evolve if there is no enemy.

On that day, I was about to tell Song Langsheng that I was the little sister... If I explained it clearly, many suspicions could be dissipated, then why would it be hard to tell?

The sudden appearance of Honey Picking made me afraid that Song Langsheng would not trust me, so I wanted to find the book of Tang Xin. However, when I found the letter from my father beside the book, I dissuaded me from confessing.

I am afraid that Song Langsheng will misunderstand and hold all the secrets alone, and only wait for the investigation to be clear before making a long-term discussion.

But Xiao Qitang, ah Xiao Qitang, why did you forget that the bright yellow envelope was so striking, you should have noticed it long ago, how could it just come out at that stall?

I clenched my fists, and I just felt cold and sweaty.

The man behind the scheming, honey gathering, knows everything about me, including the way I do it.

In the past few days, the princess' serious illness has caused the whole city to be troubled. If Song Langsheng knows something, it is impossible to ignore it like this. He didn't come back to find me, either he couldn't come, or he was in a dangerous situation where he couldn't know the outside world.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but turn my head and asked Ah You: "It's the twenty-seventh day of the twelfth lunar month today?"

A right nodded.

"Has Wu Pingting come to see me these days?"

Ayou nodded again, "Steward Liu saw that the princess was ill and did not report it."

I hugged my knees and walked around the room for half a circle, thinking deeply: "I will let Uncle Liu send someone to invite her to the Princess Mansion, before that... Ah You, please confirm one thing for me first. "

The blue sky is like washing, the bamboo curtain of the lake center pavilion is half-rolled, and the stove burns charcoal and burns incense, which is a wonderful world.

Wu Pingting was sitting at the stone table, the person in the peach shirt was more beautiful than Hua Hua, I leisurely poked the tea cover, "This is Taihu Lake Biluochun, Miss Wu doesn't have to be polite."

She raised her sleeves to drink, and when she put down the teacup, she said, "It was rumored in Beijing that the princess was suffering from a strange illness recently. I thought..." After a while, "I wonder what your Highness openly invited me into the palace today, what is the purpose? "

I didn't answer her right away, "Do you remember what day it is today?"

Wu Pingting's eyes flashed a trace of hatred immediately after hearing the words, "The people's daughter will never forget her death."

Seven years ago today, on the 27th day of the twelfth lunar month, the case of the escort's annihilation shocked the imperial city. It was the day Wu Pingting lost her close relative.

I sighed and said, "I invite you to enter the manor and have a long talk with you in front of everyone's eyes, not for anything else, but to draw out your enemies."

Wu Pingting was perplexed, "Didn't the princess say that Feng Li is insidious and cunning, and it is difficult for him to be tricked by ordinary lures?"

I took a sip of tea to moisten my throat and said, "It turns out that we underestimated him... In short, now, let's not talk about seducing the enemy, he is probably watching our every move..."

Wu Pingting looked around vigilantly after hearing this, "This—"

"Since what Feng Li wants to know most is Jun Jinzhi's secret, it's better to use this as bait."

Wu Pingting was shocked, "What does the princess mean by this?"

"If you go to the secret place that your father told you before he died, Feng Li will appear, and the people in this palace will help you and bring him to justice."

Wu Pingting stood up suddenly, "My father would rather die than reveal the secret, how can I easily tell others?"

I raised my cheeks and asked, "Your father didn't tell me because he knew that he would die if he didn't tell me, or he could keep you if he didn't tell me... Besides, this secret was originally what Jun Jinzhi wanted to tell his son. , over the years, do you know whether the son of Jun Jin is alive or dead, and where is he?"

I will never tell you that he is the current concubine. Anyway, Song Langsheng has married me and entered the door, even if the secret is known to me, it is not considered to be in the hands of outsiders.

Wu Pingting thought for a while, then looked at me suspiciously: "How can I know if His Highness has other intentions, just like Feng Li, just to confuse me to reveal this secret place?"

I sighed helplessly, "Could it be that Miss Wu would rather not take revenge on her father and brother and keep a stranger's secret?"

Seeing her clenching her teeth and not answering, I simply stopped quizzing, "If you don't want to say it, that's fine... I just want to remind you that the only person in the world who can compete with Fengli is this one, except for me. I may not be able to wait for the second person... If you want to go to the meeting alone, that will be what Feng Li intended, and your father's heart will be chilled."

Her body froze unnoticeably, and she said in an instant: "He can see everything in his eyes, even if he lays an ambush, how can he be hooked?"

I smiled suddenly, "He will."

"How can I see it?"

"He was able to quietly monitor you for seven years, which shows how important this secret place is to him. Now that I finally wait until you have made a move, and Ben Gong has to take advantage of it, how can it be so easy to give up?" I said: "Don't talk about ambush, even if there is a net, he will try his best to break through."

Wu Pingting nodded and clenched her fists, her expression unpredictable, and she seemed to be struggling and trying to compromise. I was bored and played with the white porcelain tea bowl, only to hear her say: "The people have a condition..."

I paused and looked up at her. She didn't avoid my eyes, "If Your Highness and the women can go to the secret place together with the enemy, I will tell Your Highness where the secret place is."

I rubbed my eyebrows in a rather melancholy manner.

Isn't it because I'm afraid I'll be slapped when I cross the river and demolish the bridge?

If you want to hold me as a hostage, just say so... How can I share the enemy with that pineapple with my weak kidneys and frail appearance?

I smiled and said, "Thank you for your trust and happy cooperation."

The western sky was already dyed red, and Wu Pingting appeared as soon as she left Ayou: "Return to the princess, everything is as the princess expected, what should I do next?"

I said: "Wu Pingting has already said that the secret place is above the Qinglin Mountain."

Ayou was startled, "Qinglin Mountain? Isn't that the continuous hill of ten thousand graves on the edge of Lingshan?"

I nodded and said, "I have promised Wu Pingting to go with her, just tonight."

Ayou paled in shock, "This... is absolutely impossible, how can His Highness, with the body of a thousand gold, be in danger?"

I spread my hands and sighed, "Miss Kewu said that she would be afraid if she was not accompanied by Ben Gong, and she might not remember that the secret place was in that tomb."

"Your Highness, that Wu Pingting cannot be trusted!"

I smiled, "You've been with me for so long, don't you know that this palace's plans are as good as God?"

"Even if what she said is true, according to the princess' current body..."

"This palace has its own considerations." I cut her off. "You quickly find Director Tao, and order the thirty-eight shadow guards of Mingjian Division to complete this operation."

Ayou seems to be unwilling to take orders, and whispered: "If you want the thirty-eight shadow guards to pour out, I'm afraid that Chief Tao may not..."

I took out the token of Mingjian Division from my cuff and handed it to her, "Take this and tell him that this is the last order from this palace as the master of Mingjian Division."

Ayou lowered his head and didn't answer, and asked me with trembling shoulders: "Why did you choose the shadow guard of Mingjian Division to protect His Highness... His Highness can mobilize Jingzhao troops and horses to surround Qinglin Mountain, so that the thief is Even with his monstrous abilities, it's hard to hurt His Highness in the slightest..."

I touched my nose and said, "Do you know who the thief is?"

Ayou was stunned and didn't understand the situation, "Ayou doesn't know..."

I said, "If you don't know who the enemy is, anyone can be the enemy."

Yes, since I have the power to command the army, I can tell the prince's younger brother, Rangdu, to command the envoy, and this trip will be safe.

But back then, that pineapple, who was able to enter and leave the penal department freely, dispatched troops to hunt down and kill Jun Jin's pedestrians, obviously had a place in the court, and its strength should not be underestimated.

If I rush into an ambush and reveal the secret place ahead of time, so that the pineapple can get there first, then it will be difficult for me to use my strategy.

I think Pineapple should have expected this, so no matter how I deploy it, he is sure that I don't dare to mobilize the crowd, and will naturally let go of his hands and feet and attack me directly.

And what I've been waiting for is this head-to-head match.

Ayou asked again: "Then why are you in a hurry tonight... Since we are going to ambush, it is more secure to let the subordinates go to investigate the topography of Wanfen Mound first..."

This time, I didn't answer Ah You's words.

Only a smile appeared, "A shadow guard has already overstepped by asking so many questions, Ah You, listen to the order."

After I went back to the bedroom, I called Uncle Liu and asked him to order the pantry to get some food. He must have been frightened when he saw that I couldn't eat in the past few days, so before I could finish my words, he said with tears: " This old slave will definitely live up to his mission..." Then he stomped and disappeared.

So when I moved to the side hall and saw three tables full of delicious dishes from all over the world, I suddenly had a premonition that I would die when I saw pineapples.

Fortunately, I still have some sanity, and I only ate half a bowl of rice, half a drunken chicken, half a roast duck, and two Qingfeng salamanders and closed my mouth in time.

Then my stomach was so bloated that I couldn't even drink the medicine that Zhou Shenyi prescribed for me, so I secretly took it back to my room to water the flowers.

At present, the enemy still cannot be lured by food.

I think that when Xu Fang first became Nie Ran, I was on a dead end because I ran out of silver taels. How could I repeat the same mistakes again.

Thinking of this, my writing hand trembled. Although I have a wealth of experience and actual combat experience in the face of death, I never knew that the suicide note was so difficult to write that I couldn't write it for half an hour. After explaining what I wanted to entrust to the younger brother of the prince, in the end, I could only scribble the ending with "Sister's voice, face and smile will always be around for three days, don't think and don't be afraid", I just hope that the younger brother of the prince can patiently read to the end.

If I knew today, when I was learning to write articles with Wei Qingheng, I should have asked more about the format of a will, and I wouldn't even know where to start a letter to my husband.

I don't know if I should tell the whole story. If I don't say anything and die like this, it's hard to imagine if he will hate him for life; but if I tell him I'm here to get rid of Feng Li. No way, will he guess my true intentions?

Sitting in front of the book desk, I felt a sense of impermanence in the world, and I couldn't write for a long time.

At the end of Hai Shi, Ah You returned as scheduled.

She said that the thirty-eight shadow guards were ready to go, ten of them surveyed the terrain in advance, plus she and Azuo, at least thirty people would hide in different positions to protect me, no matter what emergencies happen. It is their duty to protect me.

As soon as she finished speaking, Ah Zuo jumped in from the window and said, "My subordinates have obeyed the princess's orders to tie the nectar and five flowers to the dungeon in the mansion."

I glanced at him and said deeply: "That's good. Tonight, all the shadow guards of Mingjian Division are here to protect me, so don't be too nervous."

With my back to them, I pushed open the wooden windows of the mansion's pavilion.

At night, the lights of the capital gradually fade away, and it is impossible to see the ups and downs through the dark night.

It is rare that the night sky is clear, and the starlight sprinkles on the long bluestone road, adding a bit of tranquility.

Ran Fang looked forward, and there was a long row of bright lanterns hanging in the air. Those lanterns, those lanterns that Song Langsheng said he looked at when I disappeared, I was inexplicably suffocated at this moment.

When I look back, the bright red light falls into my eyes, and the flashing memory gradually becomes clear——

In the early morning two years ago, I woke up early, and the Ministry of Rites, which was mobilizing people, hung thousands of lanterns on the streets and alleys designated by the capital.

That day was Song Langsheng's birthday.

I painted for him, built a spectacular stage for him at Jade Dragon Villa, and decorated the entire Kyoto for him.

But I still remember that I wasn't in a good mood.

A few days ago, he seemed to have a conflict with his father and suddenly became estranged from me. He even moved out of the Princess Mansion to live in the Dali Temple and did not return for half a month. No matter how sad I am, he still looks at me like a floating cloud, and his indifference is even worse than when we first got married.

I can't figure out why he snubbed me.

Since the day we escaped from the fire in Chenjia Village, our hearts have been resolved, and we wish we could stay together all the time. How could the sweetness of those days be gone overnight?

It's a pity that at that time I was all focused on investigating Xia Yanghou and Qing Gu. When I realized that something was wrong, I had no way of knowing the source of the problem.

I can't sleep through the night, but I don't know what to do.

It wasn't until I opened Tang Xin's book and saw the palm-sized paper maple that I suddenly recalled that when I was thirteen years old on the top of Lingshan, I watched the maple red gradually wither and yellow, and blurted out sadly for a while: "Hua Wubai The sun is red, and no one is better than a thousand days."

It's rare that my big brother who was with me at the time didn't have a poisonous tongue to refute me. Maple leaves are not flowers.

Just before returning to the palace, he grabbed me, spread out my palm, and placed a piece of lifelike paper maple on it.

He said: "There is always a heart that never goes back after a thousand turns, and the same is true of flowers and people."

Such love words are overwhelming. I couldn't restrain the emotion in my heart for a long time, and finally said: "This is the first gift you gave me."

He hummed, "Just consider it a dowry."

I raised my head in surprise, and he turned around as if nothing had happened, but his ears were flushed.

The setting sun elongated his back, I stared at it for a long time, and said softly: "One day, I will return to you the biggest and brightest red maple in the whole capital."

That was a promise when I was young, Feng is still the same maple, and the person is still the same person, but after a thousand turns, the love can't return to its original purity.

I am determined to give him that many years late gift for his birthday.

On that day, I asked his colleagues at Dali Temple to give him the letter of invitation.

I want to let him see the most beautiful maple in the world at the place where I first met, and tell the love that I have hidden in my heart for many years.

I waited and waited on Lingshan Mountain until sunset, and finally saw the familiar red shadow on the winding mountain road not far away.

He didn't even have time to take off his official robe, so he came here to accept the appointment, which shows that he still has me in his heart.

I ignited the fireworks in my hand, and the lanterns in Yamashita Jingzhong were lit for a while as the colorful flames bloomed in the night sky.

The fiery red light of the cage is winding into a line, pouring out like a waterfall, and looking at it from here, it just paints a huge maple. In an instant, the world turns crimson.

At that moment, I somehow felt like I was back when I was young, stroked my pounding heart, turned around in confusion, and turned my back to him.

Wait for the sound of footsteps to approach and stop within a few minutes.

I looked at the lanterns under the night, "I knew you would come."

He didn't say anything. I thought he might be annoyed that I had invited him here for no reason, so he said: "Today is the birthday of the concubine. I think everyone is waiting for the birthday in the villa at the bottom of the mountain. Some words are in front of so many people. I can't tell, so that's why..." I paused and looked up, "I just wanted to be here with you for a while."

He still didn't say anything, I said softly: "I haven't seen you for a long time, I don't even know how to tell you a word, from now on... will you and I become strangers like strangers?... Really I'm not reconciled, I've liked you for so long, longer than you think."

"Do you know where you and I first met?" I looked up, "It's here..."

The person behind me moved slightly, I tugged at the corner of my clothes, and said with a gust of energy: "...I wouldn't mention these pasts. Although I occasionally hope that you will think of me, after all, after many years, I am afraid that even if you After listening, you may not be willing to stay for me, I am afraid that you have never cared about it at all, then the past that I cherish the most will become empty..."

"Originally... After you and I separated, I met another person and was almost shaken..."

"But when you and I reunited in Chenjia Village, you risked your life to save me, you didn't even remember that I was the girl back then, but you were able to say those words to me..." I used my fingertips Wiped away the tears, "At that moment, I really thought that as long as I could survive, even if the father and the emperor objected, even if I was criticized by the whole world, even if I was asked to abandon the status of the princess, I would not hesitate..."

I stopped and took a deep breath, "...I once said that one day, I will return to you the biggest and brightest red maple in the capital..."

"Can't you remember who I am when you look at this scene at this moment?"

With that eloquent question, no matter how slow he is, it's not hard to guess that I'm a little sister, right?

If only the person behind me who heard this sentence was really Song Langsheng.

Only, when I turned around, I saw another person.

Xu Fang.

It is the Xu Fang who has not yet remembered that he is the prince of Xia Yanghou.

I opened my mouth in amazement: "Are you Xu, Xu Fang? How, how could it be you?"

He is dressed in a purple robe and is elegant, and he is no longer the way he used to be in Chenjia Village. At this moment, he stared at me dazedly, but he didn't answer me. I didn't know what to do, and just now I saw Song Langsheng in official robes, how could he change his head at the same time?

I was so anxious that I was going to bypass him to find someone, but I heard Xu Fang lightly say: "He's gone."

I stopped.

Xu Fang slowly turned his eyes, "When you were talking, he was listening by the tree behind us, but he left halfway after hearing it."

I looked at Xu Fang in disbelief.

If Song Langsheng really left without listening, it only means that he thought my words were for another person.

I asked in a trembling voice: "You know I'm not talking to you, why don't you interrupt me?"

Under the shining moonlight, Xu Fang Qingjun's face was cold.

Is this person the same Xu Fang who saved me in Chenjia Village?

I was in a trance for a moment, "Why did you come to the capital, why are you here... You are, you deliberately misunderstood the concubine?"

He still didn't answer me. Although I had doubts in my heart, when I thought that Song Langsheng might have misunderstood me and left with anger, I didn't bother to ask any more questions.

But Xu Fang grabbed me. I think I probably knew why he did this, and my heart softened, "Xu Fang, I thought you would support me in pursuing what I want."

His dark eyes flashed, "It's what you said, being good to someone, not letting her mind condone her thoughts."

I was stunned and said, "So letting the people who were originally in love separated due to misunderstandings is the way you treat people in a good way?"

"But he, he didn't mean it to you!"

I was annoyed: "You are just an outsider with no memory, why do you say that?"

"He's actually—" Xu Fang hesitated, "In short, he can't, you can't be with him... Now, now, you must stay by my side, you can't chase him, otherwise, otherwise... "

I see that his thoughts are very confusing, "Although I don't know what your intentions are, you saved me after all, I don't blame you, we...let's just let it go."

"Fang Cai!" Xu Fang raised his voice, "You said you met someone who almost shook you, is it... me?"

For a split second, I looked straight at him.

The original intention of saying this was to make the concubine feel jealous, but Xu Fang listened to it unexpectedly.

Now I don't know where to start.

In the dark sky with a lonely moon, he lowered his eyes and asked, "If I had rescued you one step earlier than him on that day, would you have been shaken for me?"

I don't know why, the look in his eyes made him feel like he was swallowing gold.

Admittedly similar questions, he seems to have asked me more than once when he was in the village.

Unfortunately, the answer has never changed.

"This is the last answer." I wrestled Xu Fang's hand away: "There is no if in this world."

Xu Fang's voice echoed empty in the howling night wind, "Really?"

The memory blurs again, but if I think about it a little more, the splitting headache will get worse. I hold the window coffin with both hands, and close my eyes, trying to catch more fragments that happened after the scene——

In the dim light... I seem to have been imprisoned in a dim room, with my hands tied, someone approached step by step, pinched my chin and fed a pill into my mouth... But who was that person? ? Why can't I remember what that person looks like anyway?

And after that? Alone... I ran for my life on the mountain road, and a group of masked killers chased after me, forcing me to the edge of the cliff, I retreated step by step, and jumped—

The feeling of weightlessness at high altitude is the last memory.

And then there's the overwhelming darkness, and I can't think of any more.

The dull pain in my heart spread all over my limbs.

A Zuoyan quickly picked me up: "What's wrong with Your Highness? My subordinates will immediately send Imperial Doctor Zhou to come..."

I raised my hand to stop, "No need..."

"Your Highness!" Ah You is obviously anxious, "It's better to cancel tonight's trip..."

I was saddened in my heart, but smiled, "They worked so hard and played such a good game of chess, how could this palace not accompany me to the end?"

Ayou doesn't know why, "They...?"

There's something I've always felt wrong, but I can't remember what's wrong.

I went missing two years ago on the birthday of the concubine. The birthday of the concubine coincided with the plum season in January. At that time, someone saw me fall from the cliff above Lingshan, but the body under the cliff was not me.

Afterwards, I lost my memory once a day because of the lost soul in my body. The first impression was that I was picked up by Xu Fang in Chenjia Village as a Hefeng.

It was the peak peach blossom season in March, which lasted for two months.

The journey from Chenjia Village to the capital would be exactly two months.

But if I followed my previous expectations, it would have taken me far longer than two months to wander to Chenjia Village after losing my memory.

Then there is only one last possibility left.

After I lost my memory, someone took me out of the capital day and night and kept my name incognito in Chenjia Village.

And this person, only him.

The one who rashly appeared on Lingshan that night, Xu Fang.

——(End of this chapter)

The author has something to say: I'm sorry everyone, I originally planned to update it on New Year's Eve, but no matter how I write this chapter, I'm not satisfied with it.

The previous suspense was too much, and there was too much to explain. No matter how hard you try to speed up the progress of the plot, you will not be able to see the concubine in this chapter.

Writing this chapter, I have too many feelings that I can't understand, the princess's mood, the princess's feelings, the memory interspersed back and forth, I don't know if everyone will not understand.

Although I really hope I can get back the joyful writing and make it easier, I really can't seem to make the princess smile and laugh in this kind of plot. I don't know if everyone will be bored.

But no matter what, you can't stay forever, you have to keep writing.