Dawn Infinity Chapter 54: : Courage

This dark ocean is not a drop of liquid, but a condensation of countless negative emotions, with pain, numbness, itching, and discomfort. In addition to these negative physiological, There are also various negative emotions, such as fear, depression, anger, and even negativity. These negative emotions will accumulate in it.

Ikari Shinji is looking for that ray of light in this sea of ​​negativity, yes, there is not even a little light in this darkness, the only light is his own light, that is, a person's consciousness is here In this sea of ​​negativity is the only light, because even the most vicious person has a little bit of kindness and positivity in his heart, and this is the light in this dark sea, although very few, very small It is very small, very dark, as if it will disappear completely in the next moment, but in this completely dark, negative ocean without even a little light, this kind of light seems to be the light transmitted from heaven. [Pig] [Pig] [Island] Novel www.huhu.m like.

Ikari Shinji relies on this bit of peripheral vision to keep diving in search of this dark ocean. These negative states are constantly eroding all his perceptions. The external manifestation is that his own light is getting more and more powerful. It was dim, and even the entire surface was stripped off, revealing a body with internal strength and light, but it was as red as flesh and blood.

"There... Asuka, you are there..."

Ikari Shinji's eyes have never been so resolute. Even at this moment, he is so painful that he just wants to escape here, but the sudden burst of courage in his heart makes him dive into deeper negativity.

In fact, Ikari Shinji has never heard of what this place is, but he vaguely remembers that Miss Misato said that when people drive EVA, when the synchronization rate is too high, they will sneak in here. This is life. The deepest layer of the soul is also the place where the AT force field is produced, and it is also the so-called sea of ​​life.

If you know it, you will know that this is the place where the light of the soul bursts out. It is the deepest place of the essence of life. It is deeper than the subconscious, the deepest consciousness, even the instinct, and even the soul. This place, there is great terror here, there is the existence of gods and demons for life, there is great power, and at the same time there is great destruction, this is an invisible place in the darkness, but at the same time, it is also a place where life bursts out Where the light of the soul emerges, in this darkness, the light of the most primitive essence of life bursts out, and this is the beginning of detachment and the beginning of immortality, this... is the light of the soul, the light of the soul.

At this moment, Ikari Shinji is bursting with such light, lighting up this dark sea of ​​negativity, whether it is because he relies on EVA, or the courage in his heart, or luck. Well, anyway, relying on this light, he dived into the extreme depths of this dark ocean, where he saw a tiny bit of light that was about to be extinguished, which was... Asuka.

Ikari Shinji immediately sneaked next to Asuka, and seeing Asuka crying there with her legs hugged, he immediately yelled while diving: "Asuka! Asuka! Can you hear my voice?"

Asuka seemed very confused, raised her head slightly, and saw Ikari Shinji trying to dive from top to bottom, her eyes gradually widened from the dazed state, finally, she showed a surprised expression, and then After Ikari Shinji sneaked up in front of her and reached out to her, Asuka slapped Ikari Shinji on the face.

"Stupid Shinji! Big stupid Shinji! Why did you come in here? You don't know where this is? You... you won't be able to change back to human form!"

Asuka slapped Ikari Shinji one by one, but the palms became lighter and lighter, and the tears on her face became more and more, until the end she could only touch Ikari Shinji's face and weep silently, just saying idiot in her mouth Shinji's words.

Ikari Shinji was surprised at first, and then he became warm, and the courage in his heart became more and more surging, and inexplicably, he thought in his heart, if he came to rescue Ling Boli, then Ling Boli would probably Saying that she won't leave because there is nowhere to go...

And in front of me is Asuka, Asuka's character, Asuka's words... It's great, I found her.

Because of the courage in my heart, because of the sudden excitement, because of the slowly fermenting feelings, because of the unspeakable emotions, I don’t know why, at this moment Shinji Ikari hugged Asuka all at once. What Asuka said, he already said: "I said I will save you, I will definitely come to save you, no matter what other people think or plan, no one can stop me from coming to save you! We agreed Alright...we will go on a trip together when peace is established, I still remember this promise!"

Asuka was stiff when Ikari Shinji hugged her, and she just wanted to resist, but when she heard Ikari Shinji's words, her heart was filled with an indescribable softness, that kind of being covered by negative emotions, lonely Nowhere, no light, no hope, the pain of losing everything was melted unconsciously, so she hugged Ikari Shinji softly, and just whispered for a while: "You finally came to save me ...You finally came to save me, I was so scared, staying here alone, I was so scared..."

"Well... I know, I'm here..."

"There are negative emotions everywhere here, so uncomfortable, so painful, I can't feel life, I feel that I am slowly decaying, and I don't know anything..."

"Well... I know, I'm here..."

"A lot of memories flooded up. I remembered when I was a child, when I didn't drive the No. 2 aircraft, and I remembered many things I didn't want to think about. They all came out by themselves, and I was crying all the time..."

"Well... I know, I'm here..."

"Stupid Shinji...help me, I'm so scared by myself..."

"Well... that's for sure!"

Ikari Shinji listened to Asuka's unprecedentedly weak words, the courage in his heart became more and more surging, as if it was about to turn into substance, he roared out loudly under this emotion, even more forceful He hugged Asuka tightly, and then began to float up to the surface of the sea crazily, but it was difficult to float up when diving. When he floated up, the negative sea water around him seemed to come alive, squeezing him and entangled him. , This is to keep him and Asuka here!

The only thing that can fight against these black negative emotions is the light on the two of them, but the light on the two of them is very dim at this moment, the light on Asuka is about to go out, and the light on Shinji Ikari is slightly better, but it is also dim As if it would go out at any time, the two embraced each other and struggled upward in this dark ocean, but the light was about to go out, and they became more and more powerless to break free from this negative ocean.

"Idiot Shinji...you will stay here forever, you idiot..."

"I don't regret it."

Ikari Shinji suddenly smiled, looked at Asuka and said seriously: "Uncle Roger taught me one thing, and that is courage... If you don't have the courage to face all this, then the result will definitely be sad. Yes, I never understood before, no, I understand, it’s just because I’m afraid of being hurt and I don’t have the courage to take on all of this, so I’m running away every time, running away from difficulties, running away from you... But I want hope, I want more Good tomorrow, whether it's you, Miss Miri, Ling Boli, or my father... I want you all to be happy, and I want to be happy too, so I must have the courage to talk to Roger It’s the same as my uncle told me, waiting for other people’s charity, waiting for others to change, so is the result really what I want?”

"I tell my heart like this~IndoMTL.com~I have the courage to face everything, I have the courage to overcome it all, I..."

"Have courage! No matter what you face!"

When Shinji Ikari said these words, from his already dimmed body, a ray of light slowly rose up like a small flame, and a little bit of light burned from his chest. It is so weak, as if a negative wave hits and can extinguish it, but it is such a little bit of light that blocks the countless negatives and surrounds the two of them. It is warm and heartfelt. The light, the fire from the heart, the courage from the heart, this is...

In an instant, the light surged violently, violently and vastly, as if it had turned into a star, into an infinite amount of light, illuminating this pitch-black ocean, transpiring and drying up this endless pitch-black ocean, Ikari Shinji and Asuka rose up amidst the light, and gradually moved upward.

This is the flame that bursts out from the darkest part of the heart, this is the light that bursts out from the most hidden part of the soul, this is courage, faith, persistence, and the deepest understanding of one's own essence. This is...

The light of the soul!