Divine Doctor: Daughter of the First Wife Chapter 891: Feng Jinyuan, Shang
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Feng Yuheng came into the room, personally changed the young soldier, and then helped Feng Jinyuan back to the bed with Wangchuan.
During the process, Feng Jinyuan stared at her blankly, watching her daughter carry herself onto the bed with the maid, cover her with a quilt, and sit down quietly beside his bed. His face was not as sharp as before, and although he was not close to him, he looked very much like the indifferent person he was before he was sent to the northwest. No closeness, no alienation, is the best outcome for him, Feng Jinyuan.
Feng Jinyuan turned away, raised his hand and wiped it on his face. It was a little moist, but he could also feel how skinny he was now. He said: "Aheng, you are here!" Then he looked back, and his eyes were filled with a father's love that Feng Yuheng had never felt since he came to this Dashun Dynasty.
She was also in a daze, and suddenly wanted to ask Feng Jinyuan if he was sick and confused, and if he thought she was Feng Chenyu. But seeing that this man's life was exhausted, she sighed softly in her heart, and did not say anything too harsh. She just nodded and said: "Yes, I'm here."
Feng Jinyuan was a little embarrassed. Even though he had thousands of words to say to his second daughter, he still didn't know where to start or how to start the conversation with her. He can no longer remember how the father and daughter got along when Feng Yuheng was still the legitimate daughter of the Feng family before sending Feng Yuheng to the northwest. He only remembered that the second daughter's temperament at that time was indifferent and she was not interested in anything. I don't have much interest, and I don't have much affection for anyone. And when Feng Yuheng returned to Beijing, the communication between them was nothing more than choking, quarreling, and not liking each other.
"Alas." Feng Jinyuan sighed, not knowing what to say.
It was Feng Yuheng who spoke first and said to herself: "I paid homage to my mother before her death. As a daughter, I didn't even make it to her mother's funeral. I'm afraid she will become the daughter of my mother in this life. Regret and guilt. But I still want to thank you for taking care of this matter personally. The feng shui of the cemetery you chose also looks very good. The desert is far away from Kyoto and far away from the right and wrong. Mother will like it."
Feng Jinyuan quickly said: "No need to thank me, your mother is my first wife, these are what I should do."
Feng Yuheng shook her head: "It doesn't count as getting married anymore. They are all divorced and have nothing to do with the Feng family." As she spoke, she held Feng Jinyuan's wrist pulse, and then let go again after a moment. When he came down, he did not say anything about his condition, but said: "I took Xiangrong to Ji'an County, and Aunt An will live there in the future. The house is well arranged, so you can rest assured. As for Fendai, there are five princes taking care of her. With her temperament, it is useless for you to worry about her. Whether it is a blessing or a curse depends on her own choice."
When she said this, Feng Jinyuan sounded as if she was arranging his funeral arrangements and telling him everything about his family at the end. I knew in my heart that my pulse condition just now was probably not good. But this ending was also what he expected. As he told the young soldier, he knew his own body well. He would not be able to hold on for at least two days. Fortunately, he saw Feng Yuheng before he died, and he no longer had any worries in his heart, so he opened his mouth and said bitterly: "I am a failed father. I failed to the point where I am about to die. I don't know what advice I can give you." .You don’t need my advice, because you do everything better than me as a father. In contrast, I have never done anything serious in these years. I am not qualified either. I beg your forgiveness, but Ah Heng, there is something I have to tell you. Your mother left a message before she passed away. She said she was no longer confused. She has always recognized you in her heart. She knew you. It is her daughter, not that Fu Ya, who makes you feel at ease."
"Yes." Feng Yuheng was not in a good mood, feeling very depressed. Even though she has no feelings for Feng Jinyuan, her body is in the same line as Feng Jinyuan, so there is always some pull. So now that I see this man dying and suffering so much, I can't even say anything unpleasant, no matter how unpleasant. She just said: "Now that you remember me, I feel at ease! Speaking of which, no one in this world would not want a father to be kind and a son to be filial. Father, have you ever thought that if you had treated me well back then, the Feng family would never It might have turned into what it is now! As long as I am around, the Feng family will continue to be glorious. Unfortunately, things did not go as I wished."
Feng Jinyuan was very happy to hear her take the initiative to mention this, and still had a lot to say. He coughed for a while and then said: "I know I was wrong. I didn't know what was wrong back then. I felt that if the Feng family didn't express its stance on the Yao family overnight, they would definitely suffer the same fate as the Yao family. How can I It was easy to pass the scientific examination, move up the official career, and climb up to the position of Prime Minister Zuo. I finally brought your grandmother here. Maybe this huge honor made me so dizzy that I couldn't even make the most correct judgment when the incident happened. . In the end, everything has come true. Even if we want to go back to the beginning, we can’t go back. Ah Heng, the only thing I’m glad for as a father now is that you can live such a wonderful life. After all, one of the children of my Feng family is promising. No matter whether you hate me or blame me, I hope you live well now. Ahheng, I’m sorry."
After saying sorry, Elder Feng Jin burst into tears. No matter how much he didn't want to cry so shamelessly in front of his daughter, he couldn't hold back the tears. The Feng family, what a glorious Feng family it was! But it was destroyed step by step in a single thought. Thinking about it now, this second daughter had given him the Feng family several times, but he still couldn't see the situation clearly.
He wanted to hold Feng Yuheng's hand, but after talking for so long, he exhausted his energy and even after lifting it several times, he had no strength. When Feng Yuheng took the initiative to hold his hand, her **** were still pinching her pulse, and there was a faint sadness between her brows.
"I'm going to die." Feng Jinyuan said, "I'm holding on to this breath just because I want to say I'm sorry to you in person. Now that my wish has been fulfilled, I can finally swallow this breath." He breathed a few more times. Next, he tried very hard to swallow this breath, but he should have suffered more when he was about to die. It was obvious that he had run out of gas, but this breath was still hanging on him, no matter what he did. It feels uncomfortable and refuses to go away.
Wangchuan felt it was too painful to see him like this, so he said, "Miss, let's talk to Mr. Feng. I'll wait outside." He hurried out of the house.
Feng Yuheng looked at him for a while, frowned and asked him: "Would you like me to help you make it easier for you to go?"
Feng Jinyuan nodded repeatedly, "Yes, yes!"
Feng Yuheng did not hesitate anymore, reached into her sleeves, and took out the euthanasia injection from the space.
"Actually, your daughter has died in the mountains of the northwest a long time ago. She was given an overdose of drug by two vicious villagers and thrown into a mass grave to die."
As she spoke, she fiddled with the injection, but Feng Jinyuan didn't take a second look at the injection. He was just surprised by her words and said in a trembling voice: "No wonder Qianrou said you weren't, it turns out you really aren't... …”
Feng Yuheng shook her head, injected an injection into Feng Jinyuan's body, and said at the same time: "No, I am, but I am not." Looking at Feng Jinyuan's expectant eyes, she still shook her head and said : "The secret must not be leaked."
Feng Jinyuan stopped asking. His eyelids were heavy and he was about to close them. He just murmured: "Why do I feel so sleepy?"
She pulled out the injection and whispered: "Go to sleep if you feel sleepy. There will be no pain when you fall asleep."
Then he watched Feng Jinyuan close his eyes little by little, as if he said something else before closing them completely, like "I'm sorry", but he couldn't hear it clearly.
Finally, there was no breath, and there was no pain in euthanasia. This was the last thing Feng Yuheng could do for him as his daughter.
She stood up and felt a depressing atmosphere in the room. Under the influence of this depressing atmosphere, the individuals in Feng Mansion began to flash in her mind like a movie replay. Pass. The old lady, Mr. Shen, Mr. Feng Chenyu, Mr. Feng Zihao, Mr. Jin Zhen, Mr. Han... these once-living people all flashed back in front of her eyes in their most distinctive manners, and then brought the past with them. , with Feng Jinyuan's death, he completely disappeared from her world.
"From now on, there will be no more Feng family!" Feng Yuheng raised her head slightly, her nose was a little sore, and her eyes were actually sparkling. She thought it was ridiculous, "Ban, why do you think I'm crying? Is it because of the Feng family?"
In the darkness, Ban Zou appeared in a flash and stood behind her, accompanying her silently but not speaking.
Feng Yuheng smiled bitterly, "It's for the Feng family! After all, my surname is Feng. If the whole family can live a good life, who would want to end up like this? Do you really think that I like betrayal and separation? Do you really think that I like it? No father, no mother, no brothers, no sisters? As long as they treat me with a little sincerity, I will repay them several times, and this family will not end up like today."
She sniffed and turned to look at Feng Jinyuan again. This father looked nothing like the old man. He was as thin as a bamboo pole and as old as an old man in his fifties or sixties. In fact, , Feng Jinyuan was only around forty, in his prime.
"I heard that he wanted to be buried with his wife." Ban Zou finally spoke, but he told something he heard from the soldiers, "He said more than once that he could not be treated well when he was alive. Madam, even after she dies, it would be good for her to be someone who waits before and after the horse. I even mentioned to His Highness that I wanted to be buried with Madam, but His Highness didn't agree."
Feng Yuheng laughed, "It's okay if I don't respond. I don't want to have any involvement with the Feng family after my mother passes away. If he can send his mother off for the last time, it will be the end of their fate." . If we can’t be together well when we are alive, why should we continue to be entangled after we die?”
"Then how to deal with Feng Jinyuan's body?" Ban Zao asked: "Shaping City only has the east part of the city where people can be buried. If the wife is buried there, he can't go there anymore."
Feng Yuheng thought for a while and said: "Burn it! Burn the ashes and put them in a porcelain jar. Send them back to the capital and then... give them to Fendai."
Ban Zou was stunned, "Is that the fourth young lady of the Feng family? She still has to spread the ashes? She hates Feng Jinyuan so much that she looks forward to crushing people's ashes every day. If this is given to her, it will be done on her own initiative. Delivered to your door."
"If you raise it, raise it." Feng Yuheng did not mind this kind of thing as much as the ancients. In later generations, there are many people who choose to raise their ashes into the sea. "If Fen Dai is buried properly, the relationship between father and daughter in this life will be considered complete. If it is really carried out, it will be the last good deed done by Feng Jinyuan for his fourth daughter! The ashes will be carried away and the knot in the heart will be resolved. , From then on, I also understood the grievances and grudges of the Feng family in this life... or not."