Doomsday Wonderland Chapter 2308: Image letter left to Lin Sanjiu (5)
Remember [new] in one second! As I said, at that time my adoptive mother and I lived alone in the remains of our old house. Death
There was no radio, no TV, no cell phone signal; she couldn't walk, so when the entire city was abandoned and fled, we still lived in isolation among the ruins.
Because of this, I had no idea what was happening to me.
When I was at a loss and still running for survival day by day, no one told me that the previous social rules had collapsed and another completely different rule and order had come.
From the ruins of the old world, a new world emerged that I was at a loss for at first.
I did not tell my adoptive mother about my changes. what can I say? Suddenly I could see clearer and farther, my strength became stronger, my speed became faster, and I also developed wonderful abilities? "Superman fantasies" were a classic symptom of psychosis - to be honest, at that time, I didn't quite believe I was still sane.
After evolving, nothing changes for a while.
As before, I get up at four or five in the morning every day and cook some breakfast on the camping stove. Sometimes it's expired canned beans I find (even I won't find them taste bad anymore), and sometimes I just soak compressed biscuits in water and cook them into a small pot of paste. I eat less than half, and the rest is my adoptive mother’s daily ration—until I come back, or never come back. Death
No matter how early I leave home, my adoptive mother will always wake up one step ahead and watch me pack my bags and prepare to leave. I have seen countless subtle or weak human emotions, but since then, you have never seen the forbearing, worried, simple fear and hope like in the eyes of an adoptive mother.
"You're afraid that something will happen to him and he gets hurt inside, and someone will take care of him and help him; you're afraid that he will suddenly realize that he can't leave you alone; you're afraid that you'll never see him again, but you'll never see him again. I also know what happened underneath him."
Same as his degenerate ability, whose rules and usage are clearly written, your initial ability is just a vague feeling. Often, you will be distracted by that feeling and end up failing to achieve your original goal.
Outside that hospital, such a huge and rich human tragedy was condensed, the despair and willingness to lose physical functions, the fear and powerlessness of dying in life; the joy of separation and death, and the joy of being abandoned by relatives. It's another common occurrence... All the misery and misery that happened outside the hospital area were like scenes in an open-air movie, with one audience.
Every drop of our greed, violence and desire, before the illusion is shattered and when we finally realize what fate we are facing, turns into fear, regret and joy that are dozens of times weaker (he sees, The fact that we regret it shows that we are the same kind of people as you). You even had the freedom to open the window, taking the risk of being discovered by the fallen species, and enjoying the living human **** behind you almost comfortably.
No one else is around except you. The man's usual wails and cries accompanied you through the entire corridor.
[Search "Spring Gift" on Xiaoxiang APP and new users will receive 500 book coins, and old users will receive 200 book coins] You threw on your bicycle, followed the pulse radiating from the hospital, and walked out of the half-collapsed corridor. You walked through the small hall, passed the consulting room, and saw the drug room that had been looted. The medicine for your adoptive mother has long been gone; you thought about it and decided to try your luck in the inpatient department. Death
This day is the same.
The two degenerates paused for a moment, perhaps because they were full, or perhaps for some other reason, then turned around and left.
You will think you are crazy when you are finished. Unfortunately, you cannot take a photo of the fallen species (you still knew they were called fallen species at the time) as proof. What exactly are these things? They don’t have any habits, and they take time to grow. Apart from a strong entrance door, there is almost no barrier that can stop them. Tomorrow you have to find wooden boards to cover the windows and loopholes. Seal...
...You are still surprised that such a stupid and manipulative person is the same human being as your adoptive mother.
You are still very cautious when you have just degraded, thinking that you may be able to fight against eight women at the same time, so you wait until we have finished everything and the people have left for the time being, and then quietly walk into this stinky room house.
It turns out that your ability to evolve does not allow you to perceive the tragedies and joys that are happening to human beings. It often allows you to "hunt" for human evolution by following various subtle hints from outside the universe.
Yes, it is like watching a documentary for you. Although it is true, it is not a unique and fresh food; after all, it has been empty outside the hospital for a long time. Death
You are not 40% sure that it was your emotions and thoughts at the time; the reason why you vaguely know it is because that indescribable simple mood is torturing you and making you feel long-term and joyful. .
"Kill...kill you," you said loudly, "please him."
You gave them a smile.
Since you evolved, your chance of success when going out to find supplies has been slightly reduced. That's a really annoying and unexpected twist, right? You think that before you have worse eyesight and slower skills, life will become a little more difficult... The result is really shocking.
Although I didn’t mean it at all, it was a day of success for me in every aspect.
You are looking at this half-open door from across a corridor. Except for some figures shaking and limbs interlacing, what do you actually see? The sound coming from inside the door is completely human-like - the man's howling and crying may not last long. Became dying.
Basically every store is empty outside, but you notice that the first pharmacy is connected to the apartment on the seventh floor, and it is very unlikely that it is the residence of the pharmacy owner; you walk back with a sense of luck, and sure enough, there is Stockpiles, including painkillers and inhalants, were recovered from the residence whose roof was ripped off by the shell. Death
So happy.
The eight women looked at your finger and were stunned for a moment. Soon, they all showed the expressions and reactions you expected. "It's been a long time since I've seen something so clean and beautiful." One of them didn't even bother to look at you, and walked slowly inside, "I'll give him something to eat when he catches you."
At this time, your degenerative abilities are also whispering to you.
You saw several pharmacies down the road and took the time to search each one.
We ridiculed and insulted you unexpectedly; there is nothing new about that kind of person. After we were about to go down and do it, you said: "You are willing to trade your boyfriend."
Have you ever thought about it, you must not have any ability in reality, everything is your illusion, and you will be in trouble next time. However, you were not afraid at all at that time. You pointed to the open space in the sun and said, "This is not Lily."
He saw that you had not done any research or made any bad plans at that time. Everything that happens one after another is just an idea to you, and you know it is going to happen rationally. However, in terms of the function of degenerative abilities, you are like a beast that is part of the natural environment. , it requires thinking, and you only need to follow the rhythm of the environment and climate to catch prey. Death
"You go first, he takes care of himself." You said politely to the man, "I hope these eight people will come again."
Of course we plan to give you something to eat, and you nodded gratefully.
He sees that you have always thought that you came to the conclusion out of reason and logic, and that you should go to the inpatient department where medicines may be hidden; but in addition to reason and logic, it turns out that your degenerative abilities have also been there all along. Whispering to you, asking you to follow some potential possibility and go in this direction.
You said that you are disgusted by the primitive, complex, crude and inferior physical torture in every aesthetic sense.
This man—let’s call him a bad man, it’s really hard to see the human form. After all, he would think that the human body has no limits and is allowed to be bent and opened into a certain shape—it took him a few bad seconds before he recognized it. You are one of these eight people.
When the eight of us formed a circle and surrounded the open space next to the bicycles, you stood in front of the window in the corridor and looked at the giant flesh-colored shadow that gradually came up from under our heads. You were both very surprised and surprised. Nothing is true.
You didn't kill anyone, so it's considered a violation of the foster mother's rules. It can only be considered as taking advantage of a loophole. Besides, you can be regarded as helping the man in the inpatient department. The adoptive mother will probably be upset after hearing this. Death
This day is very ordinary. Even if it is a long-lost, weak sense of satisfaction, it has not made you forget the purpose of this trip. You found a lot of food and some weapons outside our lair, but unfortunately, no medicine. You unload some of your things out of the bicycle basket and tie some of them under the front seat. As you walk, you think about how to tell your adoptive mother everything about today.
It's like you made a promise with your destiny after you were born, and you just temporarily forgot about it before you were born.
This is your first "hunt" outside the post-apocalyptic world.
"That's right," you replied: "You can kill people."
"Where are you?" The clear hunger and greed on the leader's face became even weaker and more obvious before I realized that you are indeed the type that men would hate. "His big white face is very open-minded. Let's go and take you to see him."
Before everything went back to normal, these two fallen species looked at each other.
Before briefly feeling such fresh and rich despair for a while (you need to explain that a small part of your happiness is not caused by you, so there is only this little despair caused by your answer. It is direct and weak), you remember that your adoptive mother told you that you should help others according to the situation when you can. Death
"I'm sorry, do you have good intentions?" You said politely, "You're just too hungry and wanted to ask if they had any food they could share with you."
The despair you suddenly felt at this moment didn't surprise you at all. Although it was not your intention to make you despair - "you can kill people" is the most relaxed rule of the adoptive mother - but you are welcome to this despair, but you are not.
It was very late when you got home, a full two hours later than Dachang. Before you even approached the small door, you felt it——
The intense joy in the adoptive mother's heart when she is regressing.
You were even sure about whether we could see the illusion of "Lily", and you even knew about the existence of the fallen species, but everything was completed smoothly.
On this day ~IndoMTL.com~ you rode a bicycle you found on the road for two hours before arriving at a small hospital on the other side of the city. Since the war came, this is the first time you have traveled such a long distance; but it is so small, you think no matter what, there should be some storage medicine left - the adoptive mother's medicine was not used up for a while , your every day seems to be getting doubly difficult.
You didn't realize what the other reason was that summoned you from afar until you got in the car. Death
You led us back to the small hall on the first floor, pointed at the bicycle you threw on the ground through the window, and said, "Look, this is the bicycle you were riding when you came here."
Eight women, and one man whom we know when to capture.
You followed the traces of these people and found us outside the hospital cafeteria. We must have killed a lot of people out there. There was no fresh blood stains and the smell of joy everywhere, which gradually faded over time. When they first saw you, several people jumped up and put their weapons in their hands. killed his subordinates.
That's what you think you would have said if your adoptive mother hadn't had the chance to tell you.
Look, you have never told anyone about your degenerative abilities.
The inpatient department is the stronghold of eight women.