Doomsday Wonderland: I want to say sorry to everyone

The moment I found the cat last night, and when the editor of the publishing house told me that I would be able to see the physical book soon, I really felt as if the dark clouds were about to lift. I rushed home excitedly last night to finish the last chapter, and secretly vowed to keep updated during this period.

But I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't do it today. I’ve written over eight hundred words, but I really feel like I have to break my promise today.

I know it’s stupid to be affected by such nonsense, but after reading Weibo once, I still feel a little depressed.

I want to say something off-topic, but don’t think I talk too much. When I was writing this leave request, I somehow suddenly remembered the copy of the fairy tale in the Black Tower. I almost drove myself to collapse when I wrote the answer to it. I still remember it vividly. At that time, I was sitting in the living room of my former apartment, surrounded by four walls, staring blankly at a small black side table at home. I looked at it for dozens of times. Minutes later, it felt like it was over. The book was about to collapse. It couldn't go on. Even the author didn't know what the answer was. It was a trap. The wallpaper in that corner, the side tables, the floor tiles, and that imprisoned mood... I can still recreate it whenever I close my eyes. Finally, do you know how the three-layer timeline came about?

Because the small black side table is made of three layers.

Just when I was going crazy with irritability, inspiration suddenly came to me.

There were many places in this book that pushed me into corners. The Mirror Room, Harry's Farm, and the Olympic Games all produced pretty good results. There were also some places that drove me crazy, but the results were mediocre and I wasn't very satisfied with them, such as the data flow management library (completed book). It must be changed later!). After several years of ups and downs and procrastination, I feel that writing a book is really a painful thing. Really, if I don’t push myself to the point where I don’t even know the answer, there is no way to attract more knowledge. wide readership. But once you successfully reach the other side and find the most logical solution, the sense of accomplishment is so sweet. It is the sense of accomplishment that comes from knowing clearly that "everything in front of you is the result of your own intellectual activities."

... When I was writing, I never imagined that something like this would happen.

The funniest thing is that I was accused of plagiarizing Thriller Paradise. There are many people who have written about Infinite Flow, but I have never seen anyone write in this way.

Being wronged is definitely wronged, it is human nature. I have tried hard to adjust my mentality these days and keep up to date. However, it is the first time for me that I have suffered a lot and have been slandered like this one after another, so I really can’t hold myself back today.

I hope I can take a day off and I will try to resume updating tomorrow. I am so sorry.