Dreadful Radio Game Chapter 19: The cause of Su Bai’s mental illness!

The picture gradually transformed from the stillness of the photo to the dynamic state. Naturally, the fluctuations in the human heart began to change.

Su Yuhang's gaze was not at the camera at this time, but at Su Bai's back;

The feeling of thorns on his back still exists, but Su Bai has deliberately stabilized his heart.

I still remember the past, every time I took a peek at my previous memory scene by chance, and every time I was stared at by Su Yuhang, Su Bai began to panic, and then had to force this memory scene out.

Of course, there was some shock that Su Yuhang was able to see him, but the bigger reason should be that Su Yuhang completely occupied his past memory and regarded it as his home, so he drove Su Bai away After all, with Su Bai’s disposition and experience after becoming a listener, it’s understandable to be frightened by Su Yuhang once, and to withdraw from the memory screen, but it’s a little weird to be scared out several times in a row. Su Bai is not so. Fragile.

This time, if you compare the forces of several parties, it is a bit like Yuan Shikai who stole the fruits of the revolution after the Revolution of 1911. If it were not for broadcasting to get rid of the former Su Bai, Su Yuhang would not resist, but when the two sides confronted each other. At that time, Su Bai successfully grabbed what he wanted, otherwise, it would be difficult for him to have this kind of opportunity.

Envy, incomprehension, at a loss

This is the inner activity of a young child at this time. He is looking forward to standing with his parents to take a family portrait, but he does not know why he has to kneel here motionless, which makes him very at a loss, he does not know I did something wrong, and I don’t know what I should do, because my parents didn’t seem to tell me what I should do. They liked it, they never consulted their opinions, and even they used to be in the house. When wandering, they often ignore themselves.

There is still no hate, there is still no hate,

Su Bai slowly savored the feeling at this time. In the first picture, he was still a baby without hatred in his heart. Now the young man who is kneeling here still has no hatred in his heart, and he even hopes to be able to and The couple stood together to take a family portrait, and their hearts were filled with this desire.

At the beginning, Su Bai still couldn't understand it, but slowly, when Su Bai was completely replaced by himself at that time, he slowly became relieved. For a child of this age, how much do you let him understand? The meaning of love, hatred, and freedom is indeed a bit too unrealistic. He only cares about what he can see before his eyes.

For example, why can’t I stand with everyone when taking a family portrait?

Su Bai took a deep breath. Perhaps, if there is no such experience, it would be difficult for him to really understand himself. I think that whether it is me when I was a baby or when I was a child, his heart should be filled with With infinite hatred and resentment, even he was ready to accept this kind of emotion, but he didn't have it at all, it really didn't!

This picture began to shrink, and then another picture appeared in the surrounding empty area. In the picture, a young man floated slowly up and down in a glass container containing a culture solution in a room.

The glass is very transparent, and because of this, the teenager deliberately sees things clearly in the room.

Su Bai's figure appeared out of the glass. He saw a black cat crawling on the opposite table, and he turned the scrolls for a while.

This is auspicious.

It’s just that Jixiang obviously can’t see itself like Su Yuhang. It’s still doing its own thing. A picture scroll is a story and an experience, and the theme of the picture scroll is mostly about the children being with their parents. Happy moments.

Some people practice calligraphy with their fathers, some practice piano with their mothers, and some travel to the Nurgai grassland with their parents. As the sun sets, the grassland is stained with orange brilliance, and the teenager rests on his mother’s back , Watching the sunset, watching the grassland, watching the herds of cattle and sheep.

When Su Bai saw this picture, his heart began to twitch uncontrollably. In fact, the experience of being held by Su Yuhang under the faucet when he was a baby and kneeling in the corner with talisman paper is completely Not comparable to this picture.

Tortured and humiliated abruptly, Su Bai can accept it, but this kind of beautiful deception is the most torturing and hurting. Su Bai still remembers that he just learned that his childhood was completely in the painting. When it was drawn, the whole person seemed to be drained of all energy, so distressed that he couldn't breathe.

Jiangsi is still continuing his work. It seems a bit boring. It will look at the scenery in the scroll for a while and Su Bai in the glass petri dish.

It still looks like a breezy, high b-frame, as if all this has nothing to do with it. If the calculation is correct, it is not a few years since Jixiang was brought out by Su Yuhang by Su Yuhang.

So, the reason why the later generations of Jixiang will like the little guy and take care of it meticulously is because Jixiang has been infected by the world?

At this time, it is actually similar to Ruyi in the Land of Enlightenment. Ruyi will not take care of children or even bite fresh milk.

Su Bai hesitated for a long time and hesitated for a long time. He looked at himself in the petri dish. He didn't dare to close his eyes to establish an inner connection, because Su Bai could guess what he was in the petri dish. What kind of emotion.

Taking a deep breath and exhaling it heavily, Su Bai paused. The slight trembling of his palms indicated that Su Bai's heart was not calm at this time.

At this moment, the teenager in the petri dish suddenly thumped, and the culture fluid shook for a while, and Su Bai was startled. Looking over, he saw that when he was a teenager, he naturally placed a pair of hands in the petri dish. With his legs slightly spread out in front of him, this posture is a bit like the horse-riding dance once popular all over the world.

Turning back and looking at the picture scroll, in this picture Su Yuhang and himself are riding horses, nestling themselves in front of Su Yuhang, holding the reins in both hands, looking forward with excitement.

The wind is very light, the clouds are very light, and the sun is pleasant. It is definitely enjoyable to ride a horse at this time.

The horse’s turbulence from time to time makes you a little scared, but then you feel the stalwart and warm embrace of your father behind you, and you suddenly feel extremely peaceful inside. This is out of trust in your father. At this age, almost every In the eyes of a boy from a normal family, his father is the first idol in his life.

He can take himself to buy toys, he can tell himself stories, he can give himself pocket money, and he can sit high on his neck and shoulders.

It's just that Su Bai knew in his heart that he couldn't stand too much hesitation, because if he missed this opportunity, it would be difficult for him to get rid of the fate of being a chess piece.

Sighed, Su Bai stretched out his hand and pressed it against the glassware. Slowly, Su Bai's heart began to build a connection with himself in the glass petri dish.

Joy,

Happy,

Satisfied,

Proud,

Good,

Wonderful,

All kinds of gratifying emotions began to pass to Su Bai through the self in the petri dish,

It's just that these beautiful emotions did not bring any happiness to Su Bai. On the contrary, Su Bai's heart was as uncomfortable as being twisted.

Every joy, every satisfaction, every pride, and every worship is like a sharp needle piercing Su Bai's heart.

Su Bai is still holding on, continuing to accept these beautiful emotions, even if they are poison, but Su Bai has to face it.

Because this is my lost self, my previous memories, and now, I must find them back, otherwise I will not be complete, or I will have shortcomings.

In a trance, Su Bai raised his head. He suddenly found himself in the glass petri dish with his entire face attached to the glass container, looking at him calmly.

Su Bai panicked, because this gaze made him feel that his heart was suddenly hairy. Yes, when facing the past self, he actually felt a emotion called "fear".

What is going on here?

The other party changed from the horse riding state he had dreamed of before, with his face pressed against the glass surface, looking at him motionlessly, with a gloomy look in his eyes, as if a resentful spirit was watching you at the top of your bed .

Su Bai was a little afraid to face the opponent's gaze.

"Ah ah ah ah!!!!!!"

"Ah ah ah ah ah!!!!!!"

"Ah ah ah ah ah ah!!!!!!"

The young man in the petri dish began to howl madly, tapping the petri dish with his hands and legs, making a hysterical cry in his mouth, as if everything in front of him was the object of his vent, himself Everything in front of him is a catharsis for his violence.

He is angry,

He ranted,

He is crazy,

He is like a madman, thumping like a mental illness, he is struggling, he wants to leave the petri dish, he is thumping up, he is like a drowning man desperately wanting to put his face Get out of the water to breathe a handful of fresh air, even if you only have one, I can’t wait!

This scene makes Su Bai very familiar,

This ~IndoMTL.com~ is clearly the self when I was sick!

The self who was thrown here to fill the memory when he was young was not ignorant. Every time it found that all of this was false, it would be angry and roar. The better the picture in the picture, the more beautiful his roar and The more struggling is!

At this time, the door was pushed open, and a figure of a man walked in. His gaze first fell on the young man in the petri dish, and then looked at Su Bai on the side, but his movements did not stop. , He directly reached out and grabbed the teenager in the petri dish, flicking Su Bai's forehead with his fingertips, the body of the teenager in the petri dish trembled, as if being hit hard, his violent eyes disappeared instantly, and the rest was just confusion.

Then, the confused teenager, his attention began to gradually fall on the beautiful scroll ahead.

A beautiful and happy look appeared on his face again,

Like crazy,

Drunk

Let's rest for a while, the fifth one should be written after zero. (.)