Drunkenly Resting Head Against Rivers and Mountains Chapter 118: She is my concern
Yang Fan sat there quietly for a long time before slowly saying: "When I was a kid, I lived in a small mountain village without any worries. I never thought about how big the world is outside the mountain village. m (I will read it when I read the novel.) If there was no subsequent **** incident, I think I would grow up there and marry a girl in the mountain. I may have my own baby now.
Many years later, my children and grandchildren will bury me in the graveyard among the wild grass on the hillside of Xiangyang. When it is clear every year, they will come to my grave and put a few fresh fruits on them. Burn a stack of paper money for me before coming to the grave. From life to death, I was there, except for Shaozhou City, I would never go anywhere else in my life, nor would I know anyone else.
Perhaps such a day is boring to others, but people are alive, sooner or later they will die, and sooner or later they will turn into a piece of loess, whether you are an emperor or a general, or you are a trafficker, all the same result. Is the grave head magnificently repaired or not? What do you see in your eyes are related to you? The calm of the village is not a kind of happiness. "
Ma Qiao doesn't know why he talked about it in a hurry, so he looked at him definitely, puzzled.
Yang Fan continued: "However, it is not what people want, my village is destroyed, my loved ones are dead, I have to leave, looking for a new life, while bearing the grievances of the loved ones, the debts of the loved ones Kok, this is just a responsibility, not all of my future life. When I finish all this, I always have to find my own way and start my own life. Do you know how I plan? "
Ma Qiao couldn't help but ask: "How did you plan?"
Yang Fan smiled and said: "I plan to find my Niu Niu after clearing the debt ..."
Ma Qiao said: "In terms of age, she has grown up now and is working as a maid in a big family, and in another two years, she might be accused of marriage by her master. The servant is the wife. The sea of people is vast, where are you going to find? She saved you, but you also saved her, you do n’t have to bear so much responsibility for yourself. (Just read the novel) ”
Yang Fan said seriously: "Is she responsible for me, I don't know. But she is my concern!"
"Worry?"
"Yes! Worry! Although we are not related by blood, we are even closer than our biological brothers and sisters. If I ca n’t find her, make sure she is living well now, I ’m not at ease, so I ’ll find her! Become a pro, her man is very kind to her, and I can safely leave to live my own life.
If she has n’t married, her master is not good to her, if she is willing to go with me, then I will pick her up and treat her as my sister, I will be responsible for finding her Lang Jun, who can be happy, prepares dowry for her and marries her beautifully. "
"What about you, what are your plans?"
"Maybe I will go back to Nanyang, my master is now the master of the country, my brother is the young master, I am there and I can live well. Of course, if I meet a girl, I like it She, and she likes to live in Tang Dynasty, I will stay with her. No matter where, as long as there are fields and houses, and have their own things to do, let my wife and children live a stable life.
"Simple, isn't it?"
Yang Fan looked at Ma Qiao with a smile, and said: "Every man grows up, he must marry his wife and have children, must have his own family, and must have his own children and grandchildren. The pawns are all born to be humans, born to adults, married to a child, and turned into loess.
The same road, there is no difference, even if you have the whole world, in fact, the road you have traveled is no different from what I said has been living in a small mountain village. The whole world is just a bigger one. Village, nothing more.
However, if you have the opportunity to be a prince, you may wish to strive for it, because in this way, your hut will be wider, your yard will be bigger, and your home ’s fence wall will be stronger. At night, you can sleep more prudently, and do n’t worry about the weasel getting into the fence wall of your house to steal chickens. []
Yang Fan smiled and said, "If you don't have the ability to be a prince, you will take another step back, be a dignitaries, a gentry businessmen ... In short, how much ability you have, you must strive for What your ability can win, because this way, your parents, wife and children will live better. "
Yang Fan turned to Ma Qiao, sat face-to-face with him, and asked seriously: "I am seventeen this year, you are nineteen, I am two years old, and you will soon be at the crown ceremonies. Do you think In the future, how to look after the elderly lady? How to get married and have children? What kind of 'mountain village' and what kind of fenced yard are you going to give them? "
Ma Qiao froze.
Yang Fan stared at him and asked again: "You never thought about this, right?"
Ma Qiao's face swelled a little, and he was speechless.
Yang Fan said: "Auntie tries hard to do business and saves money for you to marry a wife. Although she ca n’t do anything right and loses everything she does, she at least knows what she wants to do and why she wants to do it.
But what about you? Everyone praises your filial piety: you are filial piety, but have you ever thought about how you and your family should live a year later, and how to live with your family ten years later? Have you ever thought that your mother is already old, and if she suddenly becomes seriously ill, how can you ask her for medical treatment with the money in your pocket? Have you ever thought about how to arrange your future life? "
Ma Qiao is red-faced and red-eared.
Yang Fan is unkind and sullenly says: "You don't have it! You just live awkwardly, open your eyes every day, fill your stomach, and deal with the errands in the workshop, even after a day. Evening Going home, filling up my stomach, and crying out to sleep, your longest plan for life, Dashi only considered things after three days, right? "
Ma Qiao red-faced and red-eared: "I ... I ..."
Yang Fan said: "You and Bao Yinyin are right or wrong, but you can come forward later and let innocents die for you. Not only do others praise you for your loyalty, but also you are responsible, and you must be quite in your heart. Sorry, do you think you are a hero? This thing, I do n’t tell you, no matter how smart you are, you may be confused, but how about Cuju?
Chu Zhuge was kicked out of Imperial Guard at that time. Returning to Imperial Guard was his biggest dream. It was related to the destiny of his life. You said, is this just a game of playing a ball? And this is not an opportunity with you? Brother Chu wanted to use this to make a contribution, and let the abbot protect him from returning to Imperial Guard. Why can't you think of it?
Are you going to go back to being a squarer after calm, or are you going to be a monk for life? In my opinion, you never thought about how to live in the future! There is an old lady in your family waiting for your support. You still have decades of life. Such a good opportunity is in front of you. You are still confused. You do n’t want to think about it! "
Ma Qiao was scolded with heat and sweating.
Yang Fan said: "I just asked you, what is a picture of a person living? A person is alive, it doesn't make any sense in itself, and it is no different from a pig, a dog, a insect mosquito! The important thing is, what do you give it, What are you fighting for! This is the root of mankind's spirit! It doesn't matter if you throw someone a ball. What I want to know is when will you find your own destiny! "
The footsteps of Yang Fan are getting farther and farther away, gradually disappearing into Tallinn.
Ma Qiao sat there alone for a long, long time without moving.
It was getting dark, and Ma Qiao was still sitting there, looking exactly like the stone tower that stood for thousands of years.
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In the early morning of the next day, when Yang Fan took a group of players to the Cuju field, they saw that Ma Qiao was cleaning the court seriously. The spacious court is about to be completely cleaned up, and I don't know when he got up.
The monks were surprised, but they did n’t say anything, and Yang Fan did n’t say anything. Of course, he hoped to wake up Ma Qiao, but the same remarks can be a great drink for some people. It ’s just three days of heat. Whether Ma Qiao really feels regretful, you have to look at it again to know.
Today, we have to wait for the Imperial Guard juju players to come, so they still have n’t done too much violent luck, mainly to move their bodies. A group of monks were practicing slamming. Suddenly, the side door of the temple's backyard was wide open, and dozens of horses galloped in. The monks on the court stopped at once and looked at the group of people.
These people are in their thirties and younger than 20. They wear short sleeves of various colors and crotch tall horses. Although they are young, fat and thin, they have different heights and clothing. The color of the clothes is different from the color of the horses under the hips, but their movements and manners are awe-inspiring.
If only one of them appears to be in the horse ~ IndoMTL.com ~ may still make people guess their identity, but so many people appear at the same time, and the spirit is generally resolute, Yang Fan suddenly understands that these people It is their long-awaited Imperial Guard Juju team.
Chu Kuangge strangled the war horse and looked at the group of people. His body suddenly shuddered, and he was a little distracted. Among those people, there are two faces that he is familiar with. Those people looked around and looked at this monk, they were quite disdainful, but they soon noticed Chu Kuangge.
The Chu Kuangge is tall and tall, standing among the monks in this group of monks. It would be difficult to notice him. At first glance, when he saw him, two of them were startled, and the two looked at each other. Whispering, he seemed to want to confirm the identity of Chu Kuangge, and then he twitched his horses and greeted him.
The two went to Chu Kuangge and looked at him up and down. One of them was a little surprised and said: "Under my feet ... but is the surname Chu?"
Chu Kuangge ’s face was a little red, and there were tears in his eyes. Hearing the two of them asked, he could n’t help laughing: “Li Da and Wei San, if you do n’t see you in a few years, you will Did you recognize my Chu mad song? "
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