Drunkenly Resting Head Against Rivers and Mountains Chapter 30: I want to eat 1 more bowl of rice
Yang Fan heard a very heavy mood. He knew that the reason why Tian Ainu repeatedly emphasized her father ’s frustration and repeatedly stressed that she did not hate her father was precisely because of the damage she suffered in childhood, especially from relatives. Abandoned, this is like a nightmare, lingering. She didn't want to hate, but she couldn't forget, so she had to hypnotize her mind over and over again in this way.
Tian Ainu's eyes were faintly tearful, quietly and authentically: "But, it's just because I have food for three days, I actually have some strength, I woke up, climbing the brick in the well The stone peeling out of the hole crawled out, and a person walked through the county with the fleeing crowd, wandering around, and later ... I was taken in by a miller. "
Tian Ainu smiled and said, "The miller said to his lady that he should be raised as a child labor first, and when I grow up, he will give his stupid son a mother-in-law and pass on the line to his family. He said these When he talked, he did n’t carry me. He knew I had no choice. Actually, I was very happy, at least I could eat enough.
At that time, I was n’t as high as a millstone, and as thin as a wood, the miller gave me only the food to live. I had no energy and was accidentally knocked down by the grinded donkey, but I had no strength to get up. The blindfolded donkey was still pulling the grind round and round, stomping me dying.
It costs money to heal the wound, and the miller thought I could n’t make it, and threw me out of the village. The hungry people came up with green eyes and wanted to eat me alive. At this time, there was a sudden sound of horseshoes. The people on the horse looked very spirited and their clothes were neat. Because the plague was rampant, their faces were covered. The thick towel only showed a pair of eyes.
One of them looked at me coldly. Maybe they had seen all kinds of human tragedies along the way. I did n’t see that he wanted to save me. I think, I ’m going to be eaten by others soon. But he clearly drove past me, and suddenly turned back.
The hungry people rushed at me with Bai Sensen ’s teeth and wanted to eat my meat raw. At this time, the man waved his whip, and the weak hungry people looked like papers under his whip. The ambiguous person fell down, and I was saved. He healed me and gave me food ... "
Yang Fan asked: "Why did he change his mind and would like to save you?"
Tian Ainu was silent for a moment, and replied: "Later, he told me that he saw too many dying people along the way, and some people watched them passing, and there would be a begging color; some people would fear death and howl Cry; some people are numb and indifferent to them ... "
Tian Ainu took a long breath and said: "And I ..., he said that in the eyes of this six-year-old girl, he saw the peace of liberation. A six-year-old kid could have this Beyond the eyes of life and death, he felt very unusual, so ... he saved me ... "
Tears, spinning in her eyes, Tian Ainu looked up, after a long time, when she slowly lowered her head, although the eyes were moist, the tears had disappeared, and she did not let the tears flow down after all. She stared at Yang Fan and said literally: "My name was taken by myself. Tian Ainu, people don't love slaves, Tian Ainu."
When she said these words, she was still holding the hand of Yang Fan tightly. Yang Fan could feel that in that hell-like day, the blow she suffered was not only from drought, locust plague, plague, not only The victims who witnessed the tragic death and robbed the fire also came from her biological father.
Yang Fan softly said: "In any case, everything is already past, don't always keep in mind."
Tian Ainu gently withdrew his hand. The palm was silky like a piece of silk. The hand was drawn out, and the smooth and delicate feeling still rippled at his fingertips. She used a sword, but she didn't have a hard cocoon in her palm. This can only be done by talents who have taken care of her hands after conditionally practicing martial arts.
Yang Fan is more curious about this girl whose identity is a mystery, but he did n’t want to delve into it, just like he also has his own secret, he understands and respects the secrets of others.
Tian Ainu's mouth is gently raised, with some sarcasm said: "You don't understand, although your family is not good, but at least, you have a stable life, at least a food and clothing, how can you know what I suffered Everything. "
Yang Fan was silent. In fact, he also had a misfortune, but compared to the torture suffered by Tian Ainu, he felt that he suffered at least a sudden blow. Far from the day and night, the pain of despair is deeper, so he did not refute Tian Ainu. If anything, he was silent for a moment, staring at the eyes of Tian Ainu and said: "Do you know, what does it feel like I heard your story?"
"What does it feel like?"
"I want to have another bowl of rice."
Tian Ainu: "..."
Yang Fan softly said: "In any case, everything is already in the past. The past misfortune is not the biggest misfortune. The biggest misfortune is to indulge in the memories of misfortune and not extricate yourself, let that misfortune affect you forever. Alive, live well, this is happiness!
You know what kind of pain you have suffered, then you should live better now, rather than blindly indulging in the painful past! When you miss the dead, you should cherish the living! This is what an old man over 100 years old told me. I have been doing what he said, so I live happily. "
Tian Ainu raised his eyebrows slightly, and said, "Does it make sense for him?"
Yang Fan showed an unusually respectful look on his face, saying: "He said it, I will believe it! Besides, the old man lived to such a great age, far more lives than we have experienced, his words are not the most in this world. If it makes sense, it must be more reasonable than mine. Anu, God cares for you, lets you survive, and you are still alive in this world, so you should strive to find happiness in this world, and do n’t let God live up to you! "
Looking at Yang Fan's unusually sincere eyes, Tian Ainu's heart throbbed, Yang Fan's tone of truth revealed no trace of hypocrisy, she was more suspicious of her judgment, but she was still unsure. After all, what she did was too big to be touched ...
When the miller took her and left her with half a steamed bun, she was more moved than she is now.
Tian Ainu said softly: "I will ~ IndoMTL.com ~ Tian Ainu's fine eyes slowly raised:" I want to ... eat another bowl of rice. "
The two people looked at each other and laughed. That smile was like a quiet midnight, and a lantern lit by Youyou, at that moment, they illuminated each other, and their hearts were warmed a lot. This is her second laugh, she The smile is very good, Yang Fan thinks that she really should smile like this often.
Tian Ainu Yingying got up and said, "You have eaten all the dishes. I'll get some more. What do you want to eat?"
Yang Fan said: "I want to eat vegetables, very light dishes, such as ... wild vegetables dipping sauce!"
"This is simple, it will be fine soon."
Tian Ainu wears an apron and walks to the kitchen in every style, her gait ... very woman.
Yang Fan chased a sentence: "The sauce is going to be fried, put a chicken!"
Tian Ainu replied: "Okay!"
Her shadow disappeared in the kitchen. After a while, the scent of egg fried sauce flew into Yang Fan's nose, Yang Fan closed her eyes, sniffed deeply, and tasted the taste of the fried sauce when he When he opened his eyes again, his eyes were bright.
This time, Yang Fan ate very slowly, no longer like the reincarnation of the starving dead ghost. He was eating while looking at the way Tian Ainu was eating. She ate slower, her movements were elegant, and she looked good.
vegetarian hand-made soup, tasting shy tasting. No matter how precious the soup is, if the latter sentence is not used as a foil, you will lose the view of enticing. The fireworks in the world must always be accompanied by a fairy-like woman, and that blandness produces an unspeakable taste, so people are more beautiful and the food is more fragrant.
This is beautiful.
The calmness and warmth were soon broken, and a sudden burst of footsteps sounded in the courtyard. The two of them had not responded yet, and the man broke into the door ... P: In the morning, I sincerely recommend a ticket!