Harry Potter and the Secret Treasures Chapter 1423: Ordinary and abnormal humans
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Ms. Ravenclaw was also present when those things happened in Albanian forest just now?
She must be there, but why did n’t she stop Baron and watch Helena killed?
Also, Ivan feels that feeling on the crown, what's going on in the state without emotion?
Is it really because there is no emotion, so she will calmly accept the death of her daughter ...
Ms. Ravenclaw seems reluctant to say more, to figure out that this has nothing to do with how to defeat evil god(s) and Ivan to come back this time, but he is emotionally unacceptable, even if he already knows that Ms. Ravenclaw has no "feelings", Knowing that all her ideas are absolutely rational, but Ivan just feels very uncomfortable and unacceptable, just like he was determined to risk his life to save Malfoy, use friendship to redeem Ron, give Pettigrew · Peter a chance of confession, etc. .
Ivan feels the opposite of Ms. Ravenclaw who possesses "absolute wisdom". He is too sentimental!
Especially at those critical moments, his IQ quickly went offline.
Instead, he is more dominated by the thoughts and feelings of a disorderly mess in his heart, and he is even willing to take great risks to do something to verify an idea in his mind or practice himself. A certain belief.
Scientifically speaking, it would be completely naive to have these thoughts and behaviors, but Ivan just ca n’t let go.
He also did a lot of "stupid things", so it may never be a powerful wizard(s) like Ms. Ravenclaw, Professor Dumbledore, but Ivan thinks this is his true self, not what others think he should be ...
He never thinks he is different from other people. He is an ordinary person who is full of various contradictions and willing to believe in goodness, but Ivan never feels that he is so bad. Anyway, this is him.
Good or bad, what Ivan needs to do is to accept themselves, not to hate and change themselves.
So, he is now very stubbornly trying to figure out what Ms. Ravenclaw really thinks.
Even if these things do not make sense.
"Professor!" Thinking of this, Ivan raised his head and fixed his gaze on Ravenclaw, "Are you just in that forest? Did you see Helena being Baron ... that thing? Why don't you stop it ?! "
"Why don't you think I didn't stop?" Ravenclaw asked back, his voice still calm.
"Because ..." Ivan paused, and then said his thoughts out of his mind, even if he knew these words were impolite, it would offend Ms. Ravenclaw, "Because you have no emotions, you ca n’t feel emotions, only I will use that cold absolute wisdom to think about the gains and losses, so the death of Helena will not make you feel sad and sad, even if she is your daughter. To put it bluntly, you do n’t care about her life and death at all, so she will want I tried everything to escape from Hogwarts. I heard her talk with Baron. Hogwarts made her feel pressure and pain. She hates this place. I think, I think this is wrong. "
Ms. Ravenclaw stared at Ivan in quiet, and there seemed to be no special response.
"You are right, Ivan, I also think this is wrong!" For a long time, she said softly.
Ivan froze for a moment, but did not expect Ms. Ravenclaw to answer this way.
He thought that the other party would avoid it, not to talk about this unpleasant topic, or to explain to him, for example, in order to achieve a certain greater good, there must be sacrifices, Professor Dumbledore generally said so, but Ivan did not expect , Ms. Ravenclaw will admit frankly.
"I am not a competent mother, not even a normal person. The departure and death of Helena are all related to me. I caused this result with one hand, and I am sorry for her." Ravenclaw continued, in the ethereal voice There is no slight wave, it seems that she is not talking about her own things, "I always used to think about how to get the best results, and always thought that how to do it would be good for Helena, but never considered doing so. The pressure on him has never considered her feelings, because I have no feelings, so I never thought that many things are not the most wise decisions and choices. "
"Everything in the world, gain or loss, I have gained absolute wisdom, the price I paid is my feelings. From childhood to age, I have never felt emotions, no joy, no pain, do not know what is Love, also know what is evil, not even the normal sweet and sour or bitter or hot and cold itching, I feel like a bystander watching this world, a soul is stored in the body named Rowena · Ravenclaw, regardless of this world What happened has nothing to do with me ... "
Did you even have a sense of taste or touch?
Ivan didn't expect it to be so serious. He originally thought Ms. Ravenclaw was just not emotional.
It seems not only that, but all feelings, including feelings in a broader sense.
“Unlike those patients who have lost their self-consciousness, I ca n’t feel emotions, but I have gained absolute wisdom. This is really a bad combination, because without emotions, I can use myself without restriction and influence. The wisdom is not only in the study and research of magic, but also in life, I can easily understand other people ’s ideas, know why they react to those reactions, without deliberate training, this is a kind of With my innate talents, I can easily understand people ’s hearts and know how to control them, even if those feelings I have never felt before. ”Ravenclaw said,“ I remember very clearly, that should be when I was four years old After a short observation, I started to learn to imitate other people, remember how to react correctly when encountering different things, so that I do n’t look so special, but more like an ordinary person ... "
"I try to imitate other people and try to integrate into the world in my own way. Although my soul has been watching with cold eyes, I know that no matter what happens, it will not touch my heart, because I There is no heart. "Ravenclaw said," The blood magic of the Ravenclaw family is the strong root of this ancient pure blood wizard(s) family. It is both a gift and a curse. Every member who inherits this talent will be cultivated as a patriarch. Heir, everyone in the family believes that this talent will make the Ravenclaw family more and more prosperous, but they are afraid of the family members who have inherited this talent, even if they seem to be so concerned and happy on the surface, but these Emotions and me can be performed at a glance. These people, including my parents, are actually afraid of me, thinking that I am a monster ... "