Harry Potter’s Book of Sin Chapter 750: At least feel relieved

Sarah once said that she is a defective product.

Since she was born in this world, she has no emotions, a kind of incomplete thing that looks like life but is not life.

Yes, in fact, it can be said that she is just an "item" that she has a chance to have a self-awareness, nothing more.

Maca doesn't know how Sarah views the world over the years. But from the unfamiliarity at the beginning to the familiarity later, it should not be much different from the gradual growth of a child.

At least, it should be like this on a spiritual level.

It's hard to imagine how she thinks of herself...

"Wait!"

When Maca pulled the energy of the Bewitching Stele back into the gems and disconnected his supply of magic power to the rune array, he suddenly thought of a question and couldn't help but ask.

"Speaking of which, why do you want to get emotions?" He was a little puzzled. "If you have emotions, but are hidden for some reason, I still understand Some, but..."

"Reason?"

Sarah stood in the formation, after a moment of silent thought, she shook her head again.

"I don't know, I just think...I want to have emotions," she said in a confused manner. "That's what I lack. I want to get what I don't have. Isn't it... normal?"

"It's normal?" Maca looked at her and repeated the word.

"Isn't it?" Sarah stroked her cheek and said softly, "For example, when I think of Phillips, I should be sad... But I even feel sad. I don’t understand. Even after watching other people’s crying, I don’t understand what it feels like."

She said, as if she felt the slap that Phillips slapped on her face again, and the subtle touch made her unforgettable in her life.

"In this case, I would really like to really experience it-even for a moment."

At this moment, however, Maca's finger was immediately pointed at Sarah.

"Yes, that's it!" He frowned, "I just mentioned it? Emotion is the appearance of sex, and your desire for emotion itself, isn't this kind of thinking just a kind of sex? ?"

After pointing out this key, Maca recalled and continued: "You know, I lost emotions for a while. At that time, my thinking pattern became very big. Change...really, if I had never had emotions, I might not even know what to do at that time!"

Now that I think about it, that feeling is still terrible.

But Maca clearly remembered that at the time, she didn't even realize she was afraid. There is only a sense of disharmony that secretly drives him, allowing him to discover through self-analysis, that state is most likely to be bad.

So, after understanding the status quo, he began to imitate his past self as much as possible, and found a reason for himself to move on.

Otherwise, it would be hard for him to imagine what he would look like now.

Speaking of which, he looked at Sarah again.

"And you," he analyzed, "you didn't have any past as a reference from the beginning, how did you find the motivation to move forward in this world?"

"Let alone want to get emotions."-Maca didn't say this, but what he wanted to express was already passed on to Sarah.

"The motivation to move forward..."

Sarah was thinking hard with a very incomprehensible expression, and Maca could see that she was quite incomprehensible about these things that were very close to the root of the problem.

In fact, if a normal person is replaced, it is difficult to find an answer to this kind of dialectical discussion.

For Sarah, this is the key-if she can figure it out, then she may be a big step closer to the "emotion" she needs.

As far as Maca is concerned, she actually wants to help Sarah. Because now, Sarah's gains are completely tied to his research on the soul and the monument of Bewitching.

It's a pity that only in this step, there are very few places he can help.

"Oh, Sarah," Maca seemed to have thought of something in silence while the other party was thinking, "I have one more question for you...probably this question will be easier to answer than the previous one. "

"What?" Sarah lifted her eyelids slightly.

"I want to know, how do you understand your own existence?" Maca asked, "As I know, I am a'human'... This answer may not be accurate, but it is My perception of myself."

"Me?" Sarah thought for a while, "I have thought about this problem many times before, I think...I should be regarded as an ‘item’... right?"

Obviously, she is still very uncertain about her answer, but this is no wonder.

"Really?" Maca nodded, "Then look at this--"

As he spoke, he took out a heavy book and threw it at his feet. Then, as he waved his staff, the book immediately swelled.

It can be seen that under the control of Maca, the book changes its appearance rapidly. In the blink of an eye, it turned from a book into a clump of irregular matter, and it continued to refine its outline.

Not long after, in the open space between the two, a girl who was almost indistinguishable from Sarah appeared.

"Look at her," Maca said, "Do you think there is any difference between you and her apart from the self-recognition?"

This is actually like an ordinary person analyzing himself in a mirror, but the sense of reality created by the transformation technique like Maca is incomparable by looking in a mirror.

In the previous Defence Against the Dark Arts class, Snape's Bogut training course had also caused Sarah to encounter a similar situation. But now, with a purposeful self-examination, the effect is definitely much more significant.

When Sarah was attracted by the girl who was exactly the same as herself, Maca was also carefully observing all her changes, and this might be a good time for him to find a breakthrough.

However, if he could know what Sarah was like when facing Bogut, maybe he wouldn't have to be so troublesome...

"No..."

Just for a moment, Sarah took a half step back subconsciously as if she felt something incomprehensible.

"I...I don't understand," she took a deep breath, and then took a half step back, seeming to want to stay away from something extremely similar to herself, "I feel... very uncomfortable, I don't want to Seeing her, can you get her away?"

"Is it true?"

While Maca nodded secretly, he swung his stick again to turn the "doll" that resembled Sarah back into a book.

In fact, when he saw Sarah's performance, he understood that Sarah didn't seem to have no emotions. Because when she sees someone who seems to be the same as herself, she feels strange because of the subtle difference between the other person and herself.

And that strange feeling is undoubtedly a faint fear.

"Sarah," Maca couldn't help but smile after pondering for a while, "I have to congratulate you first. It turns out that although the experiment failed, my guess seems to be wrong... Well, or at least it’s not quite complete."

He paused, then continued: "You may not lack emotions, but... your emotional changes are too weak compared to ordinary people."

"I have emotions?"

Sarah blinked, then lowered her eyes to look at her hands, seeming to be looking for a sense of reality. On Maca's side, seeing her seemed to be both puzzled and a little relieved, she felt a little more relieved.

After reaching this conclusion, Maca himself was actually a little disappointed.

Because he originally thought that if Sarah really has no emotions, he might take this opportunity to let Sarah prove another conjecture for him.

And that guess involves the root of the power of the Bewitching Monument.

Yes, he has already decided to accept the next test of Rowena Ravenclaw.

It's just that if his conjecture is confirmed, it won't be him who really masters the Bewilderment Stone—but Sarah in front of him.

As for Maca himself, he will try to be the only one who can control Sarah just like he had tried to control the alienated eight-eyed giant spider.

If Sarah can live peacefully without doing what he wants after getting emotions, then he won't interfere with anything Sarah does. If not, he will take on the responsibility he should take.

However, even Maca didn't expect in advance that Sarah actually had emotions normally.

It's just that her emotions are very weak.

"...In this case, does Ravenclaw's test have to be put on hold?" Thinking about this, Maca, who was somewhat hesitant about the matter, couldn't help but shook his head, "That's fine ..."

"Professor McLean?"

Seeing that Maca seemed to be thinking about something, Sarah suddenly called him after waiting for a while.

"Oh," Maca immediately regained his mood~IndoMTL.com~ and then said, "Anyway, today's attempt is here first... Actually, we have gained a lot, right? ?"

Through some insights just now, Sarah has also felt some very subtle doubts. Under Maca's reminder, she summarized the doubts and made herself aware of it-that might really be an emotional trace that only belonged to her.

"Yes," Sarah nodded, "Thank you, Professor McLean."

After hearing this, Maca did not say anything like "no thanks". Although his gains are far less than what he expected, it doesn't mean there is nothing at all.

But...

"The Bewitching Monument...Do you really want me to come by myself?"

　　

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