Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum Chapter 1018: The ninety-ninth bowl of soup tea (11)
The ninety-ninth bowl of soup tea (11)
Qing Huan didn't talk to the old man for a long time. She only went in for a while and then came out. Chu Yao sat down on the sofa and waited for her. When she saw her coming out, she immediately greeted her. The old man followed Qing Huan out of the study. He seemed to be a lot tired. He waved to Chu Yao and said, "Come and see me more in the future. I am so old that I can't treat you any more."
Chu Yao didn't answer. Will he come back or not? Now he just wants to take Qing Huan out of here.
From the beginning to the Chu family and now preparing to go back, from the beginning to the end, Chu Yao has not spoken to anyone other than the old man, but the old man's attitude is here, everyone actually understands - the real heir of the Chu family is back , everyone else has to step back, including the three aunts with the same surname Chu.
Not happy to do it? The decision is in the hands of the old man.
This is doomed to the conflict between Chu Yao and the three aunts. If the old man wants to watch the happy family drama, it is estimated that it will not be possible. Even if the three aunts are willing to act, Chu Yao will not cooperate. He has no feelings for the old man, how could he wrong himself in order to make his old man happy.
"What did he tell you?"
Qing Huan took out a fruit candy from the bag, peeled off the candy wrapper and sent it to Chu Yao's mouth: "Guess what?"
"I can't guess."
Chu Yao doesn't like candy very much, but Qing Huan likes it very much. She always gives him a piece of candy, as if eating candy will make a bitter life sweeter. But sweetness is short-lived, and the bitterness is even more memorable after tasting luscious sweetness.
"I didn't say anything, I just wanted me to take good care of you and walk with you. Probably because his son and daughter-in-law touched him, and the old man knew he had repented?" Speaking of which, what happened to Chu Yao's parents? Wrong, sticking to the right of the family, the husband and wife are forced to die, do they have to make the same decision again at this age? Chu Yao must be able to choose a girl with a better background, but what's the use of a good background, what he likes is the most important. When the old man sees Chu Yao, he will think of his son. Chu Yao does not have the same deep feelings for the old man as his father, so he is in a dilemma. If the old man wants to break up the two of them, Chu Yao is definitely not as easy to talk as his father.
As early as before Chu Yao came to the capital, Qing Huan's net worth background information had been put in front of the old man. He knew that this girl was smart, beautiful, and very good. Although her family was average, her father was capable. Since the grandson likes her, why does he have to beat the mandarin ducks, it will just make Chu Yao hate him a little more.
When people are old, they long for their children and grandchildren to wrap their knees around their knees and to have a happy family.
However, the old man still knows very well that the three daughters and Chu Yao are in the same situation and cannot be reconciled. Now he is still there, and everyone maintains the surface peace, but one day he is gone, it will tear his face. I came back sooner or later this day, but the old man looked away - then he closed his eyes and stretched his legs and didn't know anything, so let them figure out what happened behind him. In his lifetime, he still has to support Chu Yao, which is what he owes to Chu Yao's father and Chu Yao's mother.
It can be said that the death of Chu Yao's parents has changed the domineering and authoritarian part of the old man's character. Otherwise, if it were him before, Chu Sangu wouldn't get married? He was the first to get an arranged marriage. Change is good, but for someone who has passed, it is meaningless.
Because people are dead, they don't know anything and don't need anything.
Qing Huan felt that Chu Yao should understand this, but he listened to her words but did not respond, he just looked out the window quietly, with her soft little hand in his palm, he held it and squeezed it tightly, refusing to release.
"The matter of the Chu family has nothing to do with us, and the three daughters of the old man can't do anything to me." After all, the old man's attitude is there, even if they don't like her, at most they can say a few words in a strange way. Don't dare to do anything to her. When the old man is gone, what will they dare to do, by that time - Chu Yao has already become stronger, and he is not afraid of them. Qing Huan sees it very openly. She has never had any desire to be competitive. She does everything according to her original intention. She came here to save people, and naturally she will not leave halfway.
"Don't be afraid of anything, I'm right here." She scratched Chu Yao's palm with her finger, and the handsome young man turned to look at her with a deep color in his eyes, which was a long-standing emotion, and a given destiny.
It's okay not to be greedy.
Whoever is greedy is a puppy.
Chu Yao smiled at Qing.
Their life has not changed because of the Chu family, how they lived before, and how they live now. Chu Yao desperately wanted to become better, but he didn't know when the end would be because he always felt that it was not enough. It's like the days when you and Qinghuan are inseparable, one day less after one day, one day earlier when we live.
He doesn't even know where this panic comes from. Obviously they are all healthy, safe and happy, but his heart is like a bridge on the verge of collapse, swaying here, unstable there, not knowing what It will completely collapse in time. As the days passed, the feeling deepened. But the most frightening thing is not panic and anxiety, but his subconscious obedience and acceptance of himself. It seems that he already knew how the ending would end and he was ready for it, but because of this, the days before the ending came, the more difficult it was to wait.
How can a lifetime be so long and a lifetime so short.
This is obviously the beginning of a beautiful story, and it should lead to a happy ending, but when the story unfolded, he was overjoyed, but in the process he got the opposite emotion of happiness. Is there anything wrong? What is wrong? What is wrong with this world, this story? Shouldn't they spend this life together until old age? With no one standing in front of him, why is it so difficult for him?
How can people live so happily, and how can people live so sadly.
Qing Huan has always been by his side, no matter where he goes or what he does, she is always there, looking at him gently and tolerantly, accepting his love, accepting his apology, and accepting his unreasonable uneasiness and anxiety . In this beautiful story, Chu Yaoqi was in a panic, and she kept watching, as if she was the only one who knew what the final outcome would be.
Later...
You ask what happened afterward?
Later...
It was probably good later on. They grew up together in their teens, went to school, graduated, got married, had children... No, without having children, it is impossible for them to have children between them. you ask why? Chu Yao couldn't answer, because he didn't know why, but he knew it was a true fact. The whole world seemed to have collapsed in front of him, the false and the real, the real and the fake, looking at the flowers in the fog, he couldn't tell the difference, and he didn't want to tell the difference.
If everything is figured out, this illusory love will be shattered, and all memories will return to the beginning, which must be something he doesn't want to touch or know.
So then what?
There was a beginning and a present, but then what?
Where did you go?
They got married and lived happily ever after. Whether it was Xu Jiao or Chen Lan, they finally began to realize that they and Qing Huan were not from the same world. Some people are born like this, some people go through ups and downs, some people are hard-hearted, and some people go through the most difficult times and still maintain their inner tenderness and strength.
After a long time, Chu Yao wanted to understand.
There is no later to this story.
Because that's enough, if the story is not a dream, if the story is told with bright and strong colors from the beginning, then the love between two people is the climax of blooming, and when a flower is finished, it is It will not be opened again, stop loss in time, click until it is reached, and stop like this.
Chu Yao vaguely thought about a lot of things in the chaotic time, until he finally turned into a soft light group, and slowly dissipated in this world brightly and dazzlingly, and some plots in his memory did not change. He clearly realized that neither he nor Qing Huan were the protagonists of a love story, even if the story seemed simple and reasonable, as if it was going to a perfect ending.
He has no ending.
Because he can only get here.
His consciousness was ups and downs, and he vaguely saw a road of black dirt. This road was very long, leading to a place where he could never come back. Under the feet is the soft soil, the body is surrounded, and bright red and slender petals grow, spreading little by little, beside this road, fluttering in the wind, no leaves, only flowers.
In the deep blackness, there is a bridge head, a series of bells jingling at the bridge head, it seems that there are laughter and crying, his consciousness gradually becomes lax and dull in these sounds, the perfect story in front of him is like The colored old photos suddenly began to peel off, layer after layer, seemingly endless and without results.
The murmur of water.
He wanted to walk around to see, but his feet were stuck in the soil. He wanted to breathe, but only the stamens trembled. He wanted to open his eyes, but there was only bright red. Scene after scene appeared in front of him, like a revolving lantern, he watched quietly, watching them disappear little by little.
Can't catch it.
What should I do?
What should I do?
There seemed to be a gentle skirt brushing the petals between his breaths, and he stretched out his body longing to touch and meet, but the skirt was fleeting and soon disappeared. What happened, he couldn't remember more and more. He was still a little bit conscious just now, but now it is gradually fading away. Maybe soon, no, maybe soon, he will no longer have memory, no soul, no thinking and no memory, only this sea of flowers is left. Rui, this little petal.
Everyone.
Meet someone you love.
But I'm still terrified.