Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum Chapter 1032: The Ninety-ninth Bowl of Soup (4)

The Ninety-ninth Bowl of Soup (4)

My aunt is getting old.

Her disease is a heart disease. For many years, she has been terminally ill, and the medicine and stone are ineffective, so she doesn't want to toss any more. She has lived her life to the end, so she doesn't have to live to make people suffer. Although she had a bad first half of her life, she really enjoyed the second half of her life, and now she can rest her eyes even if she closes her eyes.

Her hair is gray and sparse, and her face is full of wrinkles. The torture and pain in the past few decades have made her age faster than ordinary people. When Qing Huan saw her, she was actually so old that she could not tell who was coming. who is. Only the young slave who has taken care of her for many years is still familiar.

Her room is clean and simple, and she is clearly well looked after. Ding Yangyang looked at the person who came for a while, and then he realized that this was the eldest son. When he was about to salute, he was stopped by Qi Fuming: "don't be too polite, I heard that you are not feeling well, I will take my sister to take a look. You, Qing Huan, come here."

Hearing this name, Auntie raised her head madly, and what caught her eye was a small and beautiful face, and her brows were even somewhat similar to her Qinghuan. Qing Huan sat on the edge of the bed and held her aunt's hand: "Hello, auntie, I'm Qing Huan."

"Good boy...good boy..." My aunt couldn't stop saying that she was a good boy, her eyes fixed on her brows and looked over and over again. Even Qing Nu was a little surprised. The child of the little princess was really similar to Qinghuan girl. Could it be that she was reincarnated?

Qing Huan touched her aunt's wrinkled face, the painful look on her face slowly subsided, and she fell asleep after a while. Qing Huan could see that her aunt was dying soon. There is pity and sympathy in her heart, but to her, the events of her life are like passing by. There is no difference between the aunt and any world she has been to, any mother who loves her.

Because my aunt was ill, Qing Nu was afraid that she might get sick at a young age, so she asked them to sit in the side hall and serve tea, while rambled: "My aunt is getting worse and worse recently. She always called out the girl's name, and after so many years, the slaves thought that the auntie had seen it."

"Mother and daughter are connected, how can my aunt be good." Qing Huan said lightly, and took another look. "But it doesn't matter, people die like lights go out, and she won't be sad any more soon."

After reincarnation, even the name "Qing Huan" will be forgotten, and naturally she will not remember that there was such a mother-daughter relationship. Everyone who remembers her will eventually forget, and only she will live forever with the memory.

There's not much she can do for her aunt, other than to make her feel pain free for the rest of the time, and nothing else.

At this time, the servants came to report, saying that the prime minister had returned to the mansion. Hearing that the prince was here, he specially invited the prince to talk about it. Qi Fuming knew in his heart what the Prime Minister was looking for him to do. It must be for those mysterious people, but his sister was here and brought it over, for fear that she would know the content of their discussions, so if she didn't bring it, even the Prime Minister would not see it again. A little rude. In the end, he decided to go there by himself, and asked Aunt Qingnu to take her around in the Xiangfu.

The environment of the prime minister's mansion is quiet and peaceful, and there are not many servants. Qingnu told her that the prime minister is very withdrawn, never interacting with people or making friends. Because he does not form gangs, nor does he form parties for personal gain, he is alone, without a wife, no children, and no worries.

Bamboo is the most planted in the Xiangfu. The lotus pond and koi swimming are clearly visible. The entire Xiangfu is quiet, except for the birds and cicadas. There is no other noise, which is very suitable for self-cultivation.

Aunt Qingnu is very nagging. She is used to worrying about it. She says that she still doesn't understand. Xiangye is such a talented person. , Could it be that her fate is not good, affecting the master?

Qing Huan comforted her a few words, Qing Nu seemed to feel better, but quickly began to babble. It is said that Xiangye has taken care of his aunt for decades, and is more filial and considerate than his own son. He is the only one who can see him smiling occasionally in front of his aunt. The aunt always feels that she is a drag on Xiangye. Xiangye is in a high position and is born again. Fengshen is handsome, and there are many women who like him, but he is like a monk with few desires. He was the only one left in the Jing family, and he didn't plan to leave any incense.

Qing Huan quietly listened to Qing Nu's nagging. She was probably depressed for a long time, and no one could tell her. It was rare to meet Qing Huan who had a good temper and was not afraid of leaking secrets, so she said a lot of things uncontrollably. , and also mentioned that the prime minister once had a ghost marriage, and that Mrs. Ghost is still supported by him in the room. Furthermore, Mrs. Ghost is actually a childhood sweetheart, but it is only God's will to trick people and make hatred ruin each other's lives.

The beautiful woman has passed away, the news is vague, and the living Xiangye is burdened with remorse and sin, tortured himself day after day, and lived like an ascetic. He is already in the year of destiny, and most of the other officials of the same age as him have returned to their hometowns. He still does his best to deal with things day and night until the **** crowing. He eats vegetarian meals for three meals a year. During the festival, every family is reunited, and the Xiangfu is always deserted.

Alive as if dead.

Qing Huan sighed softly, no relatives, no friends, no wife and children, isn't life almost the same as death, but the dead person has family members who are thinking about burning paper money, but he is so alone.

After talking for a long time, Qing Nu realized that the quiet little girl beside her was not just anyone, but the beloved Chang'an County Master. She quickly pleaded guilty and murmured that if the girl If you are still alive, everyone will be happy.

That girl is a scar on everyone's heart. It doesn't matter if you don't ask about it. When you think about it, it hurts. Qing Nu's eyes became sore as she thought about it, and she murmured, "...The slave can live until now, it's the girl who replaced me..." Otherwise, those crimes should have been suffered by her, but she was plainly told to suffer by the girl. Over the years, the young slaves have been remorseful. I hate myself for being too unprepared, and I didn't even notice that the girl had moved her mind back then.

Qing Huan smiled slightly and said, "That's what she is willing to do, not to mention, in that situation, she is the most suitable candidate."

Qing Nu remembered that there were countless things to say back then, but Qi Fuming had already come to bring someone, Qing Huan told Qing Nu before walking towards his brother: "That girl has never regretted, she has already accepted her destiny , why can't Aunt Qingnu be relieved?"

Qi Fuming took her little hand, Qing Huan walked to his side, and saw a man with a cold look and a gray robe. He is old, and the corners of his eyes are wrinkled, but he is not old, but still handsome and tall. The growth rings of the years only add to the extraordinary and remarkable bearing in his eyes. It's just that he stood there, it was a cold and clear painting, like a pool of icy lake water, without the slightest ripple.

When I saw her, I just glanced at her lightly and turned away.

Afraid of her misunderstanding, Qi Fuming quickly explained: "Master Xiang has such a personality, and he saw the same with his father when he saw Sheng Shang." Even when his mother came, Master Xiang was the same.

Qing Huan smiled: "I don't mind."

That's fine. Qi Fuming touched her head: "let's go, don't disturb Xiangye Qingjing." Anyway, things are almost over.

Qing Nu sent them to the entrance of the prime minister's residence. After getting on the carriage, Qi Fuming let out a long sigh. Qing Huan looked at him, and he showed annoyance: "Sister Huan, how can there be a prime minister like this in the world? What about the person who is a man? No matter how serious the sin, the good deeds he has done over the years should be worth it.”

Worrying about the country and the people, doing everything personally, Dasong became strong because of him, and the people prospered because of him, but he still trapped himself and refused to come out. Unlike Qing Wang and others who had experienced the events of the year, Qi Fuming, who knew what had happened, did not think that Xiangye had committed a serious crime.

He said this, and also asked Qinghuan: "Do you think he is really unforgivable?"

Qing Huan didn't answer, but instead asked, "What do you think, brother?"

"In that case, whether to choose the country or the woman I like, if it were me, I would also choose the first one." Compared with the country and the common people, the individual's selfishness has to be put back, and more What's more, the grandfather didn't care.

Qing smiled happily: "You can't have both."

"It's this ceremony." Qi Fuming nodded.

Qing Huan asked again: "If I were that Qing Huan, would my brother still be so relaxed?"

"Then..." Qi Fuming thought about it seriously. "I'm afraid it won't work. Even if I know that choosing a country is the right one, I'm afraid I will hate that person to the core."

"That's why my mother and aunt hated him for years, didn't they?" Qing smiled happily. "I really want to say it wrong, he is wrong, but he is wrong because he shouldn't hurt innocent people, let alone rely on that girl's love to act recklessly and repeatedly hurt her with words." Even if his behavior is always duplicitous and malicious It's cold in June, and it can be frustrating. "Intellectually, he was controlled by hatred, and emotionally he struggled constantly, and it was fate that he finally reached the end."

Up to now, Qing Huan has been able to calmly and rationally look at the events of his life. Compared with the person who is outraged for her, she thinks that person is wrong, but it is not as exaggerated as wrong.

"If you exchange a country for a person, if it is your brother, will your brother do it?" Qing Huan poured herself a cup of tea. "What's more, with the actions of the Hu people back then, even if they succeeded, they would not let the girl go. By handing over the army plans and provisions, hundreds of thousands of troops will be destroyed in one go. When the enemy invaded, all the people who died were the people of Limin. , Xiangye will bear even greater sins, how many families will be destroyed overnight, and everyone will become a slave to the subjugation of the country, is it right? The most important thing is."

She laughed. "The girl has already let go, why are the living people still obsessed?"

"It was the inhumane enemy who tortured that girl, not the Xiangye. If you really want to hate the enemy, you should hate the enemy, right? Xiangye was conceited when he was young. , he has a clear conscience."

It's just that after a great change, there are too many trends that are beyond the control of human beings.

The author has something to say: I've always thought so. He made a mistake emotionally, refused to face it honestly, refused to admit that Qing Huan was innocent, and said some cruel words to hurt her. The fault is only in dealing with feelings. You always say that he is a scumbag. I don't think he is a "scumbag" in the true sense. After all, he didn't play with his feelings, and he never tried to get anything from Qinghuan. He even I haven't even kissed her before (it's probably because I forgot if I didn't kiss her). If I hadn't been locked up, the editor asked me to add one and only one male protagonist to Kuai Chuan. Qing Huan's story shouldn't have him again, but since I was asked to write a "male protagonist" to ensure that this article is not NP , so I still choose him, otherwise I really don't want to add drama to him.

But in the article that mentioned Qinghuan's life, all choices were made by Qinghuan herself. When she was still a weak woman, she possessed the qualities of courage, strength and gentleness, which the "male protagonist" did not have. , Set him hard-hearted, because of his youth and hatred, so he can't regret it. But from Qinghuan's point of view, she has been able to look at the things before her death in a correct way. She has already forgiven her, but she will never accept the other party's remorse, because she has always been such a person. I am sure that when I write that When the house was fighting, Qing Huan committed suicide without extreme resentment and regret. For her, it was actually four words after her death that summed up everything "inhuman". Everything that matters is the past. She doesn't care anymore, but Some people are addicted to it and cannot extricate themselves.

I think that's about it.