Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum Chapter 801: The eighty-fourth bowl of soup (6)

The eighty-fourth bowl of soup (6)

There is nothing wrong with devoting yourself to your beliefs and ideals, but there is nothing wrong with wanting to live.

It's simple, isn't it?

Qing Huan's attitude is frank and sincere. As soon as she finished speaking, Owen jumped in front of her, with his hands in love: "It really is my favorite Miss Qing Huan, but she is different from others!"

Qing Huan was not frightened by him, but smiled: "I am relieved to see you so energetic."

Owen made a moving expression: "So Miss Qinghuan has always been worried about me? Ah, is it that Miss Qinghuan is ready to accept my love?"

The blue eyes seem to reflect the sea and the blue sky. Of course, Qing Huan knows that this is just Owen's habitual behavior, just like he said, he likes women, only women, and at the same time extremely hates men, and he was very young. That experience is irrelevant. Of course she likes him too, but it's a liking between friends, not a relationship between a man and a woman. In fact, she felt that Owen's feelings towards herself were not necessarily a relationship between men and women, but rather a yearning and obsession with something beautiful—probably because in his life, all the people who hurt him were men.

Before Qing Huan could answer, Owen was carried away by Nick pulling his collar from behind. He also maintained a cool expression when he taught the crew, nodded to Qing Huan, threw Owen aside, and then lay down again not far from Qing Huan. Owen was afraid that Nick didn't dare to come over, so he had to cover his heart with Qing Huan and make a **** expression, and then was called by Lance to the cabin to discuss the next route.

Only Qing Huan and Nick were left on the deck. She looked up at the sky, the seagulls hovered above her head, the sea breeze blew her long black hair, the skirt fluttered in the wind, the boundless sea was mysterious and beautiful, and it was inexplicable.

"Afraid?"

"...Huh?" Qing Huan was stunned for a moment before realizing that Nick was talking to herself. From the time she got on the boat to the present, the two of them spoke only a handful of times. Sometimes when they met on the boat, Nick would just nod to her. Joe asked her to chat. On this ship, the only person Qing Huan couldn't understand was Nick. It stands to reason that he is a wanted criminal who is extremely wicked and treasonous and tries to assassinate the king. Although he used to have a prominent identity, he is now just a desperate dog on the sea. ...not at all what I thought.

It's like they passed through a small island before and met a shepherd whose farm had been seized. He was being beaten by the landlord's thugs because he wanted to return to the farm. In fact, there was no need for them to meddle in this business at all, but Nick not only taught the group a lesson, but also helped the shepherd to get his farm back, and in the end, he didn't take any payment and returned to the boat like a normal person.

Unfortunately that day, it was Qing Huan's turn to disembark with him to buy daily necessities. She was by his side, but when he returned to the boat, he didn't say anything, as if this kind of thing was as simple and natural as breathing and drinking water.

Qing Huan told Qiao later, Qiao smiled and rolled her eyes, telling her: Our captain is a good man at all.

Although he may look ferocious and unapproachable, he is actually a truly gentle person on this ship. It was he who took in Owen, who escaped from the snake ship and was bruised and bruised; it was he who rescued Lance, who was driven out of his hometown as a monster and drifted on the sea in a boat; at the same time, it was he who kept Joe, who was homeless and alone, by his side. .

But about himself, he never said anything.

The origin of the scar on his face, his power, the infamy he bears...he doesn't say any of that.

I really want to say it, Lance is a notorious traitor, the most despised kind of person who wanders at sea because he can't live in the country. .

Qing Huan was fascinated for a moment, but it took a while to realize that Nick was talking about the fear that should be referring to the scene where they murdered before lunch. She smiled slightly and said, "I haven't seen it with my own eyes, so what's there to be afraid of."

"Aren't you afraid of getting on a pirate ship?"

She laughed out loud, "If I got on the pirate ship, I wouldn't be alive, but am I not living well now? The captain is a good person, so don't scare me on purpose."

Nick put his hands behind his head, his eyes staring at Qing Huan, Qing Huan realized that his black eyes seemed to have a little purple light under the light, deep and distant. At this moment, these extremely cold eyes were staring at her, meaning unknown. She moved a little uneasy, the corner of Nick's mouth twitched slightly, and Qing Huan suddenly seemed to have discovered a new world: "You laughed!"

"I don't."

"Yes, I see it!" It was fleeting, but it was a smile. "I don't understand, why are you laughing at me?"

Nick closed his eyes: "Nothing."

I can't talk to such a person at all, so Qing Huan doesn't force it, and still looks up into the distance. At this moment, it seems that the whole world has become quiet. She closed her eyes and felt all this, feeling that the world is quite troublesome. There are not many normal people in this boat, including her.

"I have a few questions, may I ask?"

Nick still closed his eyes, snorted as an answer, and didn't say yes or no.

Qinghuan is the meaning of being able. She turned to look at him and put one hand on the deck: "Are those people just now Owen's enemies?"

"Yes."

In fact, even without asking Qing Huan, she got the information from the words she heard, but she still couldn't bear to believe it. "How old was Owen when you met him?"

"Hmm... Eleven or twelve years old, I don't remember clearly, I didn't ask. It looks like a thin gust of wind can blow away, but his eyes are bright." Long string of subwords. Qing Huan thought to herself that all the words he'd said to her since she realized it might not be as much as it is today. "He doesn't remember who he is or where he came from. He probably belonged to a boy or girl who was kidnapped and sold. His parents have already been sold."

It's self-evident what will happen to a place like that, who looks so good.

"I have escaped countless times, been caught back countless times, and suffered countless injuries, but I still want to live." Nick said word by word, "Isn't that what people should be like? To live."

Owen is now twenty-two years old, about ten years ago. Qing Huan stared at Nick for a while, unable to imagine what he should have looked like ten years ago.

"At that time, I was lying on a small boat, drifting with the wind, no matter the waves, I would die wherever I wanted. If I hadn't met Owen, I would have died." Because at that time he had completely lost hope of living.

"Yes, yes, Miss Qinghuan, in fact, if you want to know, you can ask me directly, what did you do with Nick? He is as puzzled as a wood." Owen came out from the side resentfully. , startled Qinghuan, and glared at Nick by the way, "Don't speak ill of me in front of Miss Qinghuan, thank you. Do you think you were very temperamental when you rescued me? With such a scar on your face, He was horrified to look at his blood and flesh, he couldn't see what he looked like, he was lying on the boat half-dead, and half of his body was still dragged in the sea - it was a blessing from God that he was not killed by a shark."

Nick has never been a good-natured person, and when Owen exposed his appearance ten years ago, he just snorted and didn't speak, and the snoring sounded after a while. Owen took a seat beside Qinghuan, held her soft little hand sincerely, and said while wiping: "It's all about old sesame seeds and rotten millet, it's just that I'm afraid of death, and I struggled for many years to survive until the eleventh Sui actually escaped and then nearly drowned when I met Nick and he dragged me lazily into that little boat and killed the man who came to get me and that's how I became his crew to this day ."

Then Owen showed the expression of wanting to cry without tears: "Miss Qinghuan, do you know? How small is that boat?" Can you understand that feeling? How much trauma will it cause to a child's heart to escape from the **** on earth and meet a **** ugly murderer in the blink of an eye?"

He spoke of those days of despair as a lighthearted past, because his hatred was gone, and he wanted to live a better life - a real happy life. He has experienced such a past, not for the rest of his life to be haunted by hatred and self-loathing, but to live upright and honest and not wrong himself.

Qing Huan glanced at Nick, um, indeed, the wound is healed and it still looks scary. I can imagine what it would have been like when I was injured. Think about it again, Owen just escaped, and he was still in shock. Going on the boat to see such a terrifying and strange looking guy - it is really too exciting for children, there should be mosaics here.

So she gave Owen a pitying look: "Thank you for your hard work."

Owen was immediately moved: "Ms. Qinghuan is really gentle and considerate. To stay on this ship, I think God must have blessed me to meet Miss Qinghuan! Otherwise, with such a captain, I should have jumped off the ship long ago. !”

Speaking and kicking Nick.

As soon as this kick went down, Nick, who was snoring a second ago, immediately punched him, and then Qing Huan watched helplessly and funny as they fought on the deck, Lance and Joe came out with fishing tackle to find her Fishing together, she no longer pays attention to the two people who are playing happily.

When the fishing was over and dinner was settled, Nick and Owen were lying on the deck with bruised faces, Nick still staring at Owen, and Owen pitifully hugged Qinghuan's thigh, crying for comfort begging for caress. Qing Huan bent down and rubbed his blond hair. He learned to meow as a cat, and he didn't want to be disciplined at all.