Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum Chapter 808: The eighty-fifth bowl of soup (3)
The eighty-fifth bowl of soup (2)
Have you ever had such a friend?
Gentle, strong, upright, willing to give everything to protect you, while fighting and dedicating to human freedom and ideal choices. They give you new life, friendship and warmth, you break away from the loneliness and loneliness of the past, and you begin to feel happiness... But after a long time of happiness, the heart will become more and more unsatisfied.
For the first time, Grace learns that it is not just humans that are greedy, but elves as well.
She is well cared for by the rebels, who don't show covetousness or disgust at her, but respect her as a good doctor. For the rebels, the existence of Grace is indispensable, and the natural healing ability of the elves gives soldiers who have been injured on the battlefield a chance to live again. What's more, Grace was shy and simple, and they didn't dare to be too loud when talking to her.
However, after one gets some, one desires more.
Elsa and Shaw are partners who fight side by side. They are born and die together, and they have experienced countless wars. The fetters and emotions between them are by no means anyone can intervene. Even Grace has to admit that she admires and admires such a great and strong woman as Elsa from the bottom of her heart.
As a result, the unspeakable love for Shaw in my heart became more and more tortured.
For the first time, the naive elf knew what "jealousy" was like. Jealousy was like a worm. At first, it was just a small thread like a thin thread somewhere in the bottom of my heart, but it was very fast. In meeting after meeting, in intimacy after intimacy, it gradually grows, rolls, and grows until it can't be controlled.
Have you ever felt this way?
Even though she is a friend, I am jealous that she is more likable, smarter, better, more beautiful, jealous that her luck is always so good, jealous that I can't catch up with her no matter how hard I try, jealous that she is not only happy, but also hardworking . But such a friend has never hurt you, she helped you to support you and want you to become better - but jealousy, like a poisonous snake, entwines the heart a little bit, leaving no air, only the crowded suffocation, and dark.
The whole world is light, you are dark.
The whole world is good, you are bad.
Grace was overwhelmed by such emotions. She is the only elf among human beings. She is different from their race, so naturally it is impossible to truly integrate. Elsa and Shaw are rebels. The hero in the middle, and she was just an elf who was rescued by them and didn't even have the ability to protect herself. Although she is now a doctor for the rebels, to put it bluntly, she still has nothing. She is very close to them, but the sense of distance still cannot be eliminated. No matter how hard she tried to fit in, she couldn't compare to Elsa.
On top of that, she'll never be able to fight like Elsa and fight with Shaw. She could only worry and wait anxiously at the back, and then wait for Shaw to come back, and show that there is no difference between worrying about him and worrying about others.
But she likes him so much.
While treating him, inadvertently touching his skin with her fingertips would make her blush for a long time.
In order to restrain the evil thoughts in his heart, Grace never gets close to Shore, and even the treatment will try to avoid physical contact. Shaw also joked that she was getting more and more shy, and he still held her to rescue her before.
Elsa and everyone laughed, the atmosphere was so happy and relaxed. Grace also laughed along with her. She stared at everyone in front of her with envious eyes, knowing that if she stayed, she would lose herself completely one day.
She doesn't want to turn into a hideous, jealous monster, and she doesn't want her dear friends to get hurt because of her. But if she stayed, she looked at Elsa and Shaw every day. Their feelings didn't need words, and they had a tacit understanding of every move and every move, which made her even more sad. The best way is to get out of here and never meet again.
This is for everyone's sake.
So, when they rescued a good surgeon, Grace knew it was time to leave. Before that, she couldn't escape for the wounded soldiers, but no matter how powerful the healing ability of the elves, it was only to heal external wounds, and serious injuries still needed professional doctors.
She chose a quiet and peaceful night to leave, and the battle with the Holy Church was temporarily suspended. Everyone had a good time. She brought a little food and water, and left here quietly.
With the dark jealousy in her heart, and all the restraint she could.
She didn't know where she was going after leaving, and when she returned to the forest, she would always remember the days she spent with Shore Elsa. They are fighting for the peace and freedom of mankind, so how could she escape by pretending not to know? Grace put on a loose long dress, hid her wings, and dyed her unique long blue hair into the usual golden color. In this way, she looked like an extraordinarily beautiful human girl.
She travels around as a doctor, helping others to the best of her ability.
But one day she met a pregnant woman who was seriously injured and was about to die. Grace's rudimentary medical skills could not save her, so she used her elven powers and left before the woman woke up.
But Grace didn't expect that the woman witnessed everything. I saw her wings that radiated light when she healed, and her long hair that briefly returned to its original color. Not only that, but Grace was captured by the soldiers of the Holy Religion the next day and dedicated to the priests and the royal family.
She was pinned to the wall with pierced wings, chains around her limbs, collars around her neck, and watched over like a beast for their amusement.
The news of the extinct elves being rediscovered spreads rapidly across the continent.
During the day after day of toying and humiliation, Grace has long been desperate, but she doesn't know why she didn't commit suicide. A pure elf should not be alive after experiencing such a dirty thing. insult.
But when Shaw, Elsa, and the others came to her rescue, she realized that maybe she just wanted to see them again. Not just the beloved Shore, but Elsa, Miss Vampire, and others who have taken care of her, or been taken care of by her.
But she soon realized her stupidity! So stupid! Simply stupid! It shouldn't be like this! She should have died sooner! If she died, Shaw and Elsa wouldn't die!
The holy religion the rebels have seen is just the tip of the iceberg. They still have an extremely terrifying power that can destroy everything! The rebels infiltrated the Holy Religion with the intention of taking away the elves, what a rude thing to the arrogant priests who pride themselves on being noble!
Just in front of Grace, the companions caught them one by one.
The first to die is Miss Vampire.
They crucified her, then sprinkled her body with salt, opened the curtains, and the moment the sun came out, Miss Vampire turned to ashes.
Elsa and Shaw frantically struggled and shouted. In the eyes of the priests and the royal family, it was just a senseless performance by a ridiculous clown.
If only I had died sooner.
If only I had died sooner, it would have been great.
The thought reverberated in Grace's mind. It was jealousy that burned her soul, and she was too stupid to kill her friends. People like her should die so that they won't affect the world. Just like the perished clan, she should not live! Since there are no elves in the world, then she should disappear into this world with her clan!
Run away! Run away! This is the last thing I can do for you!
The wings were completely torn, and the shimmering wing fragments scattered all over the ground. Grace used his last strength to release all the energy, broke free from the cage, and flew to the sky with Elsa and Shaw.
But she's too weak to take them out of the Holy Church.
The journey ends here.
Grace hugged Shore tightly. This was the first and last time she approached him so desperately. From the beginning to the end, she never wanted to tell anyone her love for Shore. She hoped that she What they remembered after death was Grace as a warrior and companion, not as a powerless elf swallowed by jealousy.
I'm going to lead them away. In the future, run away by yourself.
Elsa reaches out to grab, but only catches a shimmering shard of a wing.
Grace died in the wrath of the priests. Their magic was able to tear her to shreds, leaving no bones behind. But elves are precious races, especially since this might be the last one. So after Grace died, they took her body back, searched for scattered wing fragments, and made her into a taxidermy, which they left in the shrine of the holy religion forever for them to admire.
In this way, beauty will never fade.
It's a pity that a small piece of the wing is forever missing, no matter how hard they try to find it.
Grace's eyes are open, she looks lifelike as a specimen, and even has a gentle smile at the corners of her mouth, just like when she was still with the rebels, when she saw their wounds, she always endured Keep scolding gently, and then use your own power to heal them. When the wounds are too severe and cannot be healed, her pure tears will fall on their wounds. This beautiful and lovely elf finally no longer exists in this world.
Even dead, Grace is still worried about them, she hopes that Shaw and Elsa can live, lead their companions, liberate this continent, save all the oppressed people, and then put their The flag is planted on the shrine of the holy religion.
At that time, she will definitely not be jealous anymore.