Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: Forty-fifth bowl of soup (1&2)

When she appeared beside him, she was careful and long, and when she left him, it stopped abruptly like a heavy rain in summer.

Qiao Han sat in a pitch-dark room, only a tiny amount of light came in through the gaps in the thick curtains. He sat there for a while, until he was convinced that he really had a body, and then gently He smiled, turned the wheelchair to the window, and pulled the curtains open.

The sun suddenly dazzled and shone on his face. He looked at the mirror behind him. The mirror reflected a good-looking but extremely pale man. His cheekbones were raised, and the whole person looked extremely thin. and gloomy. The wide nightgown is very empty on his body, and it can be seen that there is no flesh on his body.

Compared to the once strong physique, it is simply unimpressive.

But for Qiao Han, he used to have nothing in the Wangchuan River, even his body was in pieces. Although his legs are paralyzed now, he is indeed alive, which is enough.

He couldn't help but want to laugh, but he tried to practice smiling in front of the mirror, but found it scary ugly. Obviously it is such a face, so good-looking, but it looks like a ghost when it is funny.

He thinks he should practice hard and learn to put on a smiley mask.

At this time, there was a sudden knock on the door, and Qiao Han put away his smile, "Who?"

"Master, it's me."

"Come in."

The person who came in was Qiao Han's housekeeper, who is currently in charge of his food, clothing, housing and transportation. Since his legs were paralyzed, Qiao Han moved out of the bustling city and chose to live in a house in the suburbs, not to heal, but to escape , to escape from all the sadness and embarrassment in the past. His anger is nothing compared to the past. A person as arrogant and arrogant as him can't stand the contempt and insult of others.

Even though he's still rich, even though he's still handsome, his disabled body fills him with low self-esteem. He used to ski and rock climb, but now he can't even walk. He didn't even want to do rehab, so he resolutely gave up on himself. So now these legs have begun to show signs of shrinking, and if the trousers are rolled up, they will reveal a sickly white.

"Master, why are you..." The housekeeper was a little excited when he saw the curtains being drawn open. Could it be that the young master doesn't want to continue to waste his life? Recalling the high-spirited young master in the past, and looking at the gloomy and unpredictable young master now, the butler felt very sad. He looked at Qiao Han with anticipation in his eyes.

Qiao Han took a breath and said, "The room is too dark, I want to bask in the sun."

"Good, good, good..." The housekeeper said repeatedly, and it could be seen that he was really happy for Qiao Han. With tears in his eyes, he stepped forward to push Qiao Han's wheelchair and said, "Then the young master will go to the study to meet the new nurse first, and I will ask someone to clean the room again." No one is allowed to come in, let alone to be cleaned. The housekeeper has always been worried. Now that Qiao Han can figure it out, he is happier than anyone else.

After all, he was a child who grew up watching him from childhood, and he was reluctant to hurt Qiao Hanshou even a little bit.

Qiao Han nodded and said, "I can do it myself."

The housekeeper stood there and watched Qiao Han turn the wheelchair out of the room by himself. He quickly wiped the tears from his eyes with his hands and called for someone to clean up.

Qiao Han found the study room based on the memory of the original owner in his mind, opened the door, a girl sitting on the sofa waiting immediately stood up, she was a little cautious, and did not dare to look at him, put her hands on Twisted in front of him, looking nervous.

Once Qiao Han was full of disgust when he saw this girl, and felt that she was disgusting everywhere, but now the male ghost sees this girl, but only feels good.

After staying in the Wangchuan River for a long time, the beautiful things can be seen at a glance. Unlike himself, who is full of filth and on the verge of madness, this is a clean person, without any darkness, like a delicate flower.

"Hello, I'm Qiao Han."

"Mr. Qiao, you, hello, my name is Luo Xi." The girl bowed to him, raised her head and glanced at Qiao Han quickly and then lowered her face immediately, with a moving blush on her little face: "I , I'm the nurse who came to report today, and I'm here to be in charge of your rehabilitation."

Qiao Han nodded: "I know."

"Eh?" Luo Xi was taken aback. "You, you know?"

"Yes." Qiao Han turned to the desk, "The housekeeper told me."

"I see." Luo Xi was a little nervous. "I will try my best, please, Mr. Joe, you must believe me."

Qiao Han hummed again and glanced at her lightly. The girl was so clean, it reminded him of who he used to be. Although he couldn't remember it clearly, he still remembered that the person he loved scornfully said that he was not clean enough.

Not clean enough.

What is clean? It was probably as pure as water like Luo Xi, as clean as a piece of white paper, without any ink stains. For the sake of the person he likes, he keeps going forward, only asking for sacrifices and not in return. Such beauty... Qiao Han narrowed his eyes, as if he couldn't bear the strong light. The lighting in the study was very good, so he couldn't see clearly, and his eyes were a little uncomfortable, so he took a piece of tissue to wipe his eyes, but Luo Xi hesitated for a few seconds, took out a small bottle of eye drops from his bag, and timidly Said: "This is what I usually use, Mr. Qiao, do you want to try it?"

Qiao Han glanced at her and shook his head: "Thank you, no need." It's just that he hasn't been exposed to such strong sunlight for too long, so he's a little uncomfortable, and it'll be fine in a while.

Luo Xi was not unhappy when she was rejected. She just blinked her beautiful eyes and looked at Qiao Han. After Qiao Han's eyes became more comfortable, she had time to look at the girl.

Luoxi is not beautiful, but she is also a very delicate girl, with harmonious facial features, very attractive, fair skin, and very slender body, the most important thing is that she gives people a very comfortable feeling, unexpectedly 's eye edge. Qiao Han said to her: "Let's just meet. Let's start rehab this afternoon. The housekeeper where you live has already prepared it for you."

Luoxi nodded quickly: "Okay."

Just after she finished speaking, she couldn't help but secretly glanced at Qiao Han. When she realized that the other party was also looking at her, her face turned red again, and she lowered her head in embarrassment.

The emotion of liking is so strong and obvious, who can't see it? Qiao Han sighed softly in his heart and said to her, "Miss Luo, can you do me a favor?"

"Ok, what's up?"

"Help me tell the housekeeper and tell them to clean up the training room now. I'll start rehab in the afternoon. Although I don't know if I can still walk, it's good to be able to stand up."

"It's definitely possible!" Luo Xi blurted out, realizing that Qiao Han's face flushed slightly when he looked at him, and he began to stutter again: "

I, I mean... as long as you work hard, you can. Your injury is not particularly serious. As long as you recover properly, you will definitely get better. Although you can't do strenuous exercise like before, you can't tell if you walk or run slower. I'll take notes. Yes, it will definitely help you! “

Her young and kind face is full of seriousness, Qiao Han looked at it, and her heart softened unconsciously, "I see, then I will ask you to give me more advice from now on." Sitting in a wheelchair, she couldn't bow, He nodded lightly to express his thanks, made Luo Xi blushed again, and quickly bowed.

After she walked out of the room, Qiao Han relaxed.

He stretched out his hands and stared intently at the lines on his palms. It was so real and beautiful. In fact, he wanted to laugh out loud. After staying in the Wangchuan River for so long, he finally had an entity, and even had An opportunity to return to your own world.

It's just—he seemed to suddenly remember something, there was a computer on the desk, he first turned on the computer, then clicked on the web page, and when he was about to enter a keyword to search, he was stunned—what was he searching for?

At that moment, he seemed to know what he was going to do, but now he forgot. Qiao Han stared at the search engine in a trance, and after a while, he let go of his hand holding the mouse.

Forget it, forget it if you can't remember it, and will always remember it slowly in the future.

Qiao Han turned the wheelchair and left the study, and the housekeeper came over, saying that she had brought Miss Luo to her room. For the convenience of rehabilitation, she lived next to Qiao Han's bedroom, and the housekeeper talked to Qiao Han He was always careful for fear of angering him, or accidentally saying something wrong and making him sad, but Qiao Han didn't care, he was very happy to have the entity, and the leg was not good, so he couldn't Understand why the original owner of this body is so dark. The little girl specially came to give him rehabilitation. He first satirized people with cold words, and then passively resisted and refused rehabilitation. No wonder he couldn't stand up until he died.

The male ghost received all the memories of the original owner when he possessed this body. In fact, this is a very simple story. Qiao Han accidentally had an accident when he was climbing with his girlfriend. He was only concerned with saving his girlfriend, and he fell down. When he woke up, his legs were paralyzed, and his girlfriend left him because of this. He became passive and pessimistic, and he was completely different from his former self, and he lived a muddled life every day.

Not only did he move to a quiet suburb, but he even locked himself in his room every day complaining about himself. He didn't want to do anything or listen to anything. He was immersed in sadness and low self-esteem and couldn't extricate himself.

When Luo Xi broke into his world, he was full of disgust and hostility towards her. He felt that the other party was here to laugh at him, so he made things difficult for Luo Xi, but Luo Xi didn't say anything and kept thinking hard to help him.

Later Qiao Han was finally moved by Luo Xi. After several months of uninterrupted rehabilitation, he was finally able to stand up. He even had a lot of ambiguity with Luo Xi. Luo Xi liked him, and Qiao Han knew this. , but he doesn't know what his feelings for Luo Xi are, so the two of them are just wasting away.

Until one day, his ex-girlfriend came to the door and asked him to lend her a sum of money. Qiao Han was unwilling to lend her money and kicked the other party out. Afterwards, he lost his temper and no one could persuade him. .

And then, not long after, Luo Xi accidentally gave his ex-girlfriend to Qiao Han, and the statue of Qiao Han carved by the other party was broken, which made Qiao Han furious, without saying a word to Luo Xi dismissed, and asked her not to show up again in the future.

Luo Xi stood in front of the villa for three days and three nights, pouring rain, thunder and lightning, he didn't feel bad, it was the housekeeper who sent umbrellas and food, but Luo Xi was useless. Just stand there.

She kept her head up, and from where she was standing, she could see the window of Qiao Han's bedroom on the second floor. Their relationship was already very good before that, and they even exchanged a kiss. She liked this man so much that she was reluctant to give up no matter what. How can she leave him especially when he hasn't fully recovered yet?

So she thought, she had to keep an eye on her, what if he looked at her but was ignored by him? She liked Qiao Han so, so much, she didn't even hope that Qiao Han would come down to find her, after all, his legs were not yet healed, and it would be aching in cloudy and rainy days, as long as he glanced at her, it was enough.

In that case, she would have the courage and reason to convince herself to keep going.

For three days and three nights, the curtains in the bedroom on the second floor did not move at all.

In the last night, it rained amazingly, Luo Xi turned around and left.

She was aggressive, and when she learned that he was injured, she rushed over, bringing happiness and sunshine to everyone living in this villa, giving Qiao Han hope and happiness for life, such a girl who loves to laugh and make trouble Child, so quiet when he left him.

Since then, Qiao Han has never seen Luo Xi again, even though he spent the rest of his life looking for it.

It wasn't until a long time later that he knew that Luo Xi had left country Z and went to a dangerous war zone to help the children and women rebuild their homes, became a doctor without borders, and later died of a terrorist organization because of protecting a child In the hands, suffered a lot of torture.

Luoxi has no family, so Qiao Han personally brought her body back. The girls of that time are no longer young, but more beautiful and dazzling.

This has become his lifelong regret and heart disease, so he hopes to make Luo Xi happy, even if the person who gives her happiness is not himself.

The male ghost looked at the picture of himself in the window, with a very shallow smile on the corner of his mouth. He would not fall in love with Luo Xi, even if the other party was a good girl, Qiao Han's wish was to make Luo Xi happy, so that It doesn't matter whether he is the one who gives Luo Xi happiness or not.

In the afternoon, with the help of Luo Xi, he tried to stand up with a cane, but it was not an easy task. Luo Xi was a very good girl, but Qiao Han didn't know why the other party liked him , At that time, he was useless, irritable and inferior, still unwilling to let go of his ridiculous pride, obviously hope was in front of him, but he refused to reach out and grab it, so he was alone all his life.

I managed to stand on crutches. After standing for a few minutes, my unconscious legs began to sway. This frustration made the male ghost in Qiao Han feel competitive, but Luo Xi came to stop him. , It is said that do not take too long, it is not good for the body.

He sat back in his wheelchair obediently and wiped his sweat with a towel. Luo Xi poured him a glass of water, considering that he was sitting in a wheelchair and it was not polite to speak by himself, he squatted in front of Qiao Han, put his chin on his hands, and said with a smile: "Mr. Qiao, you have worked hard, every day. If you both recover for an hour, it will be very helpful for your body." He said as if he remembered something. "Ah yes, you have to massage your legs every day. Call me after you take a bath later."

Qiao Han nodded: "Thank you."

Just now Luo Xi, who was very serious and dedicated and looked very reliable, suddenly blushed, waved his hand and said, "It's nothing, it's all I should and should do."

She was afraid to look at him again.

Qiao Han sighed, he could see that this girl liked him, but he didn't know why. This kind of love had better fade away quickly, he couldn't give Luo Xi happiness, she should find someone else.

Although he is attached to Qiao Han's body, it will not take long for him to leave. At that time, this body will naturally die, and that child will not give himself the opportunity to stay in Qiao Han's body for the rest of his life. After all, such a thing is too precious.

But how can I make Luo Xi not like Qiao Han? It's hard, knowing that Qiao Han made things so difficult for her, she was infatuated with him.

Enough rest, Qiao Han contacted for a while before returning to the bedroom to take a shower.

Originally, he couldn't get into the bathtub, and his legs were completely unconscious. Many daily chores needed the help of others to complete, but the male ghost was unwilling. He could do it all by himself, never needing anyone else's intervention - the stupidity of having the driver carry him into the bathtub was terrifying to him.

Shame and ridiculous.

But because of this, he used more than twice as much in the bath than usual. Most of the time was spent on dressing and undressing. The most troublesome thing was putting on socks. By the time everything was done, Qiao Han was already covered in sweat.

He sat on the bed, pressed the inside line, and soon the housekeeper brought dinner. This was carefully matched by the nutritionist, and it was very important to cooperate with Qiao Han's rehabilitation process.

Luoxi went to Qiao Han's bedroom after dinner, ready to give him a massage. In fact, as a rehabilitator, she doesn't need to do this step for the patient, but this is the person she likes in front of her, and she doesn't trust others to do it anyway.

But the two legs have long since lost consciousness, and Qiao Han can't feel it no matter how hard she presses it. No one knows better than him what will happen to these legs in the future. What Luo Xi said is all obedient, and the male ghost is very clear. After Luo Xi left, Qiao Han has been working hard in rehabilitation, and wants to rely on his own strength. Legs to find her, but unfortunately he never got up in his life.

No matter how good the rehabilitation is, at most he can walk a few steps with a cane. It is impossible to stand up and walk like an ordinary person.

Even so, Qiao Han did not express disbelief in the words of Luo Xi comforting him, but nodded with a smile, indicating that he had listened.

Luoxi said while massaging his acupoints: "Senior really hasn't changed at all."

"What?" Qiao Han asked. "Senior?"

It was only then that she realized that she had slipped her tongue, and she immediately said embarrassedly: "No, nothing..."

"Do we know each other?" Qiao Han asked, but he quickly rummaged through the memory, convinced that there was absolutely no Luo Xi in the memory of the original owner.

Luo Xi shook her head and said, "I know you, but you don't know me." She raised her head and glanced at Qiao Han, distressed that the man was so thin, and then said, "I only decided after knowing you, senior. I have to go to that university." She was a little embarrassed at this point. "Well...when I was in junior high school, the senior helped me once."

She looked at him with some anticipation, and after a few seconds she was downcast: "As expected, I don't remember..." But she did not get discouraged, and quickly cheered herself up: "Senior was so handsome back then, he was a bully. All my men were beaten away."

She is a single-parent family, her father died when she was very young, and her mother worked hard to raise her up by herself. At that time, the male classmates in the school liked to bully her small and introverted, and laughed at her. Without a father, I would often be stopped and bullied after school. In order not to worry her mother, Luo Xi never said anything.

It was really bullied that time. Those boys not only laughed at her, but also tried to take off her skirt. Luo Xi cried in fear, but they were laughing. At that time, Qiao Han passed by. He was already a college student at that time. In front of her, a group of junior high school students who were his opponents fled around with their tails between their tails.

After Qiao Han chased away her bully, he patted her head, asked her where her home was, sent her home, and told her to smile more.

But he left the tote bag at her house with several brand new reference books with his class and name written on it.

Luo Xi glanced at it and never forgot it again. Because this man has become a person who loves life and works hard, she wanted to take care of him as soon as she heard that he had an accident.

"...So it is." Qiao Han murmured. The original owner never asked, and Luo Xi didn't mention it. It turned out that there was such a bond between the two, no wonder he couldn't find the memory, because the other party didn't link this matter with Luo Xi at all!

At that time, the little girl he helped was timid and crying. She would cry without saying a word if anyone bullied her. That's why Qiao Han asked her to be brave and smile more. Now Luo Xi is bright and sunny. It is also an irony. The optimistic self in the past has become gloomy now, but the little girl who loves to cry has become laughing and laughing.

Luo Xi gently pressed the acupuncture points on his legs to promote blood flow and activate muscles and bones: "I don't know what to call you, so I have to call you senior." His smile and the hand rubbing his head that day were It was so warm, Luo Xi never forgot. And now, although something happened to the senior, he is still the kind and kind senior.

She showed a shy smile to Qiao Han, and in Qiao Han's mind, she gradually merged with the crying little girl back then.