Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: Forty-second bowl of soup (Five & Six)

"Accept me?" Yun Jinzi felt amused. "I don't need anyone to accept me. You are here today without hesitation, but because I survived and became stronger, so powerful that you can't stand it. If I were dead, you would never Guilt or regret, you are still your respected senior sister, but I found this old hatred today, and you are afraid."

Today, she has white hair and **** eyes, her magic power has been completed, and no one in the world is her opponent, so she can make such a statement, but if it was back then, she was expelled from the mountain as Qingqian hoped, because she was born beautiful, Being abolished from martial arts and unable to protect herself, who knows where she will end up in the end? If the humble self came to the door, would Qingqian also have this attitude?

Impossible.

The world is afraid of the strong, and they are used to bowing their heads to the strong, and they are accustomed to praise the high and the low. The good words are all false. Only when you become stronger can you crush all enemies.

Tears slowly formed in her shallow eyes. For so many years, she had trouble sleeping and eating day and night, dreaming of her uncle's indifferent face, and dreaming of Yun Jinzi staring at her covered in blood. , but it was dawn, and she was still the role model for the younger generation of Tianjianmen disciples, and the elder sister who was admired by the younger brothers and sisters.

Yunjinzi is the secret she hides in her heart, which is unknown to everyone, and even she herself is forcing herself to forget it.

At this moment, Yun Jinzi's words pierced the scars in her heart, and exposed all her self-deceiving words. The most despicable and unbearable self was exposed to the sun. She didn't even dare to look up into the eyes of the disciples and masters, as well as the uncles and uncles, for fear of seeing shock and disappointment in their eyes.

Actually, she was just afraid of losing such glory, shedding such a halo, and turning from a big disciple of Tianjianmen who everyone admired to a narrow-minded shrewd villain. That kind of life was not what she wanted.

"I think it's scary to kill everyone and be cast aside, isn't it?" Yun Jinzi licked the maltose, "What about me? I, who was abolished in martial arts, will encounter something when I go down the mountain, you shouldn't be It's clear." At that time, the sixteen-year-old Yun Jinzi was as beautiful as a flower and didn't know the world, and there were always more bad people than good people in this world. "When you've done something wrong, you feel like you can't survive. What about me? What did I do wrong? I deserve to be framed by you? Big sister, I'm not happy when you say that."

She slowly stretched out her hands. She had already achieved magic skills and didn't need weapons at all. Just this pair of pure white weeds could tear a person's chest directly, which was extremely brutal.

Qingqian leaped off the high platform, drew his sword, and stood in front of Yun Jinzi, with a spirit of sacrificing the ego for the greater self. She took a deep breath and said, "Today you are either dead or I am alive. Miss Yun, you killed 17 of my Tianjianmen disciples, murdered fellow martial artists, and killed indiscriminately

Innocent, everyone gets it and kills it! I am sorry for you in the past, but I will never allow you to continue to commit murder! "

"The tone is not too small." Yun Jinzi chuckled, no one knew she would be so fast, but in the blink of an eye, she grabbed a disciple, ripped open the other's chest with her backhand, and took out the still trembling sink. Come red hearts. The speed was too fast, the heart was pulled out, and the eyes were still blinking.

The warm blood splattered on the ground, and Yun Jinzi's snow-white skirt was not spared.

Qingqian was the first time she had seen such a brutal and **** killing method. She took a breath and couldn't help but take a step back and dared not look directly into Yun Jinzi's eyes. At this moment, she was truly conscious. Now, the person in front of him is no longer the simple and deceitful Yun Jinzi, but now he is the big devil who kills without blinking an eye.

"You're scared, but you actually backed up." Yun Jinzi smiled even more happily. "It's really funny, didn't you just say that you are a senior and sister, do you want to set an example for the juniors and juniors?"

At this time, the headmaster said, "Are you a disciple of Mo Jun?"

Yun Jinzi ignored him, just jumped off Leopard's back and approached Qingqian step by step. It was this woman who ruined her whole life, and it was this woman who made the real Yun Jinzi fall to that level.

If the female ghost wasn't around at the time, Yun Jinzi would probably go down the mountain like before, living at the foot of the mountain, waiting for Mo Jun to find her. However, the good times did not last long, and she always had to eat, live, and travel. With such an appearance, as soon as she entered the WTO, she was coveted.

Become the ban of a group of men, and in the end can only commit suicide in despair. Qing Qian probably never thought of the Yun Jinzi who was expelled from the school, right?

In order to make Yun Jinzi choose to jump off the cliff, the female ghost spent a lot of effort, which made her whole body cold after being possessed, and there was no way to save herself, otherwise she would not hang on the cliff for so long.

She was about to reach out to grab Qingqian, but a long sword stabbed out from the side. Rao was Yun Jinzi hiding in time, and a small piece of the sleeve was cut off.

She lowered her eyes, then slowly raised her to look at the purple-robed youth who appeared beside Qingqian. The young man looks very handsome, and there is a faint bookishness.

Bookish.

Yun Jinzi somehow remembered another man who also looked very bookish, but had **** eyes. Soon, she disgusted herself for being so restless, and strangled the young man's neck, "I like heroes to save beauty, don't you?"

"Stop!" Qing Qian yelled. "Yun Jinzi, you are crazy! That is Qingfeng! Gu Qingfeng! The best Gu Qingfeng for you!"

Gu... Qingfeng?

Yun Jinzi squinted her eyes and thought for a long time, then vaguely remembered the rainy day when she was expelled from the teacher's school. Only a teenager comforted her and helped her. When she was crowded out and framed by Qing Qian and others, only Gu Qingfeng Pray for her.

It's that gentle boy.

Just now a gentle youth. Yun Jinzi tilted his head and looked at the sadness in the other's eyes. "Why are you crying?" Are you afraid of death?

She slowly released her hand. "I won't kill you, just get out of the way."

Gu Qingfeng shook his head: "I can't let you kill anyone again. You were not like this before." One line, it's just this love that he has always kept deep in his heart. He still remembered that kind girl, she didn't even eat meat, and the small animals in the mountains would get close to her.

A girl who was like a fairy many years ago would definitely feel sad if she knew that she had become like this many years later.

"But now I am like this, what should I do?" Yun Jinzi approached him step by step, and Gu Qingfeng stepped back. There was a sly smile on her lips. "Do you like me?"

Gu Qingfeng's handsome face suddenly turned red. When Yun Jinzi saw that there was a show, he stretched out his hand to squeeze his chin, and in full view of the eyes of everyone, he teased the mature and stable fourth senior brother of Tianjianmen: "If you admit that you like me, I will take you out of here after I have dealt with these people later for the rest of your life. Come with me, would you say okay?"

Before Gu Qingfeng could answer, she said again: "Think about it, you only have this chance in your life."

The wind outside the hall blew her snow-white hair, and her blood-red eyes were rippling with cheerful colors. Gu Qingfeng looked at Yun Jinzi as if he was looking at a dream that he could never touch in his life. Over the years, he always saw her in his dreams. "If I promise you, will you let Tianjianmen go?"

Yun Jinzi expressed regret: "No, you promise me or not, it's just the difference between your life and death." After speaking, she said loudly, "Today I will **** the Heavenly Sword Sect!"

At this moment, a cold voice came from behind: "Jinzi."

Yun Jinzi slowly turned around, holding Gu Qingfeng's chin in one hand.

"Uncle Shi!" The Sect Master and the elders were overjoyed.

"Master Uncle!" Qing Qian and others were also very happy.

"Mr. Mo!" The disciples who had never met but heard the rumor even more felt that they had escaped death!

Mr. Mo, the youngest and most mysterious elder in Tianjianmen. He was extremely talented since he was a child. After he became famous as a teenager, he could not escape from the world. He only lived in legends, but today they have seen them alive!

Gu Qingfeng was filled with joy and sorrow. The joy is that with Lord Mo, Tianjianmen can escape the catastrophe today, but the sad thing is that he can only look at Miss Yun from a distance. If Lord Mo is there, Miss Yun will not see anyone.

"I'm here to find you, Jinzi, go back with Master." Jun Mo stretched out his hand to Yun Jinzi, who was also white-clothed and white-haired. Compared with Yun Jinzi, who was full of demonic aura, he was like an exiled immortal. God is handsome and compassionate. At this moment, his expression was indifferent, but his eyes were very gentle.

Yun Jinzi looked at the hand for a long time, just when everyone thought she would accept it, she suddenly turned her head and asked Gu Qingfeng: "If I don't wash Tianjianmen today, let you follow me, you Would you like to?"

Gu Qingfeng replied without thinking, "I will."

Yun Jinzi regarded Mo Jun as if nothing, hooked Gu Qingfeng's waist, and fell on the leopard. The leopard roared, the animal roared loudly, everyone covered their ears, and then jumped over Mo Jun's head and walked away. Instantly disappeared.

Mr. Mo turned around to catch up, three people and one leopard, and they couldn't see anything in the blink of an eye. The people who left Tianjianmen stood there, looking around, dumbfounded.

Although the leopard ran faster, Mo Jun was faster, he always followed behind them, Gu Qingfeng trembled with excitement, his hands tightly hugged Yun Jinzi's waist, he just didn't dare, after all men and women No, but Yun Jinzi thought he was annoying, because the leopard had no pommel and could easily fall off, so he grabbed his hand and let him hold it.

At this moment, Gu Qingfeng's face was red, and he couldn't say a word.

They entered the Tingyu Building, but the Tingyu Building did not allow Mo Jun to enter without authorization. These killers are not easy, and Mo Jun, who did not want to hurt people's lives, took some effort to find them. Looking up layer by layer, I saw Yun Jinzi sitting on the main seat on the top floor. There were thousands of words in his heart and he didn't know how to say it, so he took a step forward: "Jinzi..."

"You and I have long since broken our relationship, so please don't call me so intimate."

Gu Qingfeng was sitting on the main seat, while Yun Jinzi was sitting on his lap. The young Junxiu's face was flushed red because of this. He didn't know where to put his hands and feet. Yun Jinzi felt his trembling and couldn't bear it He touched his face and said, "My dear, I won't eat you, I'll just let you be a chair for a while." This large chair was originally used by the owner of the Tingyu Building. Men are not so particular about it, so it's very hard. Jin Zi didn't like to sit on hard chairs, so he threw Gu Qingfeng inside.

Gu Qingfeng was nervous for a while before he hummed, swallowed, and looked at Yun Jinzi and Mo Jun. He knew in his heart that he would salute when he saw his uncle, but he didn't want to part with Yun Jinzi, she was so slender and small, sitting on his lap so obediently, he could even see the swirl of hair on top of her head.

It is pity that she suffered such setbacks at such a young age, her hair was white, and Gu Qingfeng felt full of pity.

Mr. Mo stepped forward and looked at Yun Jinzi firmly: "Jinzi, in the past, it was because of the teacher that you should not treat you like that. You and Master should go back to Xianren Mountain. We will still be like the past, okay?"

Yun Jinzi shook his head: "I don't go back, I don't like you anymore, Master."

She suddenly called him Master, and her voice was still sweet and sweet, but she no longer had the affection she used to have, and her eyes were no longer coquettish and foolish. "I will never go back to Xianren Mountain. It's not my home. Yun Jinzi died when he jumped off the cliff. You can't find her again."

Mr. Mo closed his eyes and opened them again: "I must take you back."

"You can't beat me." Yun Jinzi said mercilessly. "My magic power has been completed, and I am no longer a living person, and no matter how powerful you are, you are still an ordinary person. Do you think you can force me back?"

"I will make you willing to go back with me." Mo Jun said lightly.

Even when he was asking for Yun Jinzi, he was still so noble and cold.

Yun Jinzi always felt that he was very far away, even if he was within reach, it was still far away. Such a man should not be moved, and there is no woman in the world who can match him, so he should be out of reach, but because of this, if she says she doesn't like it, she really doesn't like it anymore.

Gu Qingfeng felt a little light on his body. It turned out that Yun Jinzi left his thigh. He didn't speak, quietly watched her walk towards Mo Jun, thinking that she was still going back to Xianren Mountain in the end.

That's the best way to go.

Back to Xianren Mountain, she is still the Yun Jinzi of the past, and she can live with her uncle for the rest of her life, even as a teacher and apprentice.

Yun Jinzi walked up to Mo Jun, he was very tall, and he had a cold scent of flowers and plants, far away, so far away. As if she couldn't have him even if she held him.

How can a person be so far away after living together for so long? Yun Jinzi chased this man countless times in her dreams, but she couldn't catch him even though she shed tears.

I don't want to get close to him, I don't dare to hope, but it's impossible to even look at him quietly. She doesn't want to be a good person anymore, she's done enough. She was bullied to the point of despair, her body and mind were broken, and she could not survive, so she chose to commit suicide.

"Do you believe people can do it all over again?"

Mo Jun didn't speak, just looked at her.

"I have dreamed many times." Yun Jinzi stood on tiptoe and raised her head, as if to kiss Mo Jun, but no, she just approached his ear and said to him, "I always dreamed that I didn't dance. I, who was on the cliff, went down the mountain with my crippled body and lived at the foot of the mountain. Later, a group of people took me away, and I was pressed by many men. Night after night, it was a dream like this. Real or fake? I can't tell."

"I don't want to live anymore, I think it's really hard to live. I dreamed that I kept calling Master, but Master never looked for me. I called Master to die. After I woke up from the dream, I didn't like you anymore. ."

After she said these words, she suddenly saw her clothes, seemingly innocent: "My skirt is stained with blood, please wash it for me."

Like it used to be in the mountains.

Mo Jun quietly took the skirt she took off and walked out.

Yun Jinzi stood on the spot, she still felt sad, her eyes were sore, but there were no tears. The sadness that Yun Jinzi left in this body is still there, but the female ghost doesn't want to cry. She looked up at Gu Qingfeng who was sitting on the main seat and asked him, "How much do you like me?"

Gu Qingfeng's face turned red again, but he couldn't answer the question.

Yun Jinzi smiled, pulled him up, and nestled himself on it. This Taishi chair is very large and empty. She is a small one, curled up in a ball on it, looking petite and lonely.

Mr. Mo settled down in Tingyu Building. What troubled him was that the landlord wanted to trouble him every day and tried every means to kill him. He hasn't wasted as much time with Yun Jinzi as the killer of Tingyulou. The only person who accompanies Yun Jinzi every day is the purple-robed youth named Gu Qingfeng.

On this day, while Mo Jun was stumbled by the killer again, Yun Jinzi took Gu Qingfeng and rode into the city on a leopard. The townspeople screamed and fled when they saw her, and soon the whole street was empty. Yun Jinzi enjoyed such a peaceful atmosphere, and from time to time he would take a candied haws from this stall and a roasted sweet potato from that stall.

Unfortunately, someone stood in front of them again, and it looked like they were here to kill Yun Jinzi again.

When those people attacked her, Yun Jinzi didn't fight back. She just looked at Gu Qingfeng beside her.

Gu Qingfeng said that he liked her, but he couldn't do anything but kill these righteous people. He followed her, apart from his liking when he was young, he just wanted to influence her to stop killing innocent people.

Yun Jinzi's right chest was penetrated by a sword, she slowly lowered her head and pulled out the sword in her chest, grabbed the man, before opening his chest, Gu Qingfeng grabbed her hand: "Jinzi, don't hurt him."

He was anxious and worried, but not for her, nor for her. Yun Jinzi asked him, "He wanted to kill me first, didn't you see it?"

"You'll be fine, but if he takes your slap, he will really die!" Gu Qingfeng said eagerly.

Blood was still flowing from Yun Jinzi's chest, but Gu Qingfeng said, "You'll be fine, but if he takes your hand, he will really die."

Yun Jinzi threw the man aside in frustration, the leopard roared and threw the man down, biting the opponent's throat fiercely, killing him with one blow. Gu Qingfeng's face was pale: "Jinzi! You can't kill people indiscriminately any more!"

Is it good for her?

Maybe so.

I don't want her to be killed again, I want her to turn back.

But she wasn't happy at all. Yun Jinzi walked up to the leopard and touched the leopard's head. Only the leopard that ate her flesh was her partner. She let her chest bleed and sat on the leopard's back without turning her head: "Go back, if I see you next time, I won't be merciful."

Mr. Mo was on his way to find her. Yun Jinzi waved off the hand he intended to support, found the Taishi chair, and lay down in a nest. She lay there quietly, like a lonely beast.

Mr. Mo found a hemostatic medicine, but Yun Jinzi refused to approach him or talk to him.

She just lay there quietly, not talking or moving, her white hair hanging on the ground, the leopard lying on the side, and the air flow formed by her breathing made her white hair flutter.

Mo Jun said: "The clothes are already dry, Jinzi, change your clothes."

Yun Jinzi didn't reply, no one knew what she was thinking, no one knew what kind of moody person she was now, and no one knew what she would do next.

She was lying here like a simple child, but her hands were already full of blood. She is unreasonable and ruthless, and anyone who opposes her will eventually die at her hands. She was not a real Yun Jinzi, but she never wanted to be a good person again.

The leopard noticed Yun Jinzi's depressed mood, and hummed to rub against Yun Jinzi. Yun Jinzi held its big head and saw the golden vertical pupil. She touched it, and the leopard licked her face.

Yun Jinzi wanted to laugh at first, but she couldn't laugh at all at this time. Behind her stood Mo Jun, that man was like a fairy, but he had no idea what she was thinking, and he didn't care what she was thinking, much less what she wanted.

He just wanted to take her back. He wished to go back to the past, thinking that everything could be done all over again, and that even if Yun Jinzi changed, the heart that loved him would not change. He traveled thousands of miles to find Yun Jinzi, but what he was looking for was never Yun Jinzi.

It's the phantom.

It's the past.

It's the Yun Jinzi before the age of sixteen. Before the age of sixteen, Yun Jinzi was innocent, kind and lively. No one will love or accept the current Yun Jinzi.

They would only fear her, resent her, curse her behind their backs, but see her full of fear.

Jun Mo is not afraid of her, but he just wants to find her from her. But can she come back alive? Impossible, even if it is not a female ghost, but a real Yun Jinzi, he deeply understands that he can never go back to the past. Even if she forgets the unbearable memory, her body and soul will always remind her and tell her. You can't go back, your nature is like this, you are full of filth and cannot be washed.

No one is willing to open their arms to accept, no one will understand, you can only be alone, silently, to pay homage to your former self.

The Gu Changfeng who likes you doesn't really want to protect you. He is just afraid that you will hurt his classmates and elders; Mr. Mo, who raised you, didn't really love you. What he loved was never coming back, the past you.

There is only one king in this world.

Only he does not care about the eyes of the world, only he is not afraid of your fear, not afraid of your fear, stretches out his hands and embraces you who are covered in filth.