Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: Forty-second bowl of soup (seven & eight)

I don't know why, but my heart is very sad.

The more I've seen people, the more I've experienced the wind and frost, the more I'll think of a person.

But I can't regret it.

Then I discovered that I had made myself him.

Mo Jun found that Yun Jinzi has become more and more murderous recently. She usually sits quietly on the Taishi chair, in a strange posture, as if lying in someone's arms. Most of the time she was huddled, not talking to him, not talking to anyone, and not allowing anyone to approach.

Only when she kills someone does she smile happily.

Yun Jinzi didn't think about it that much. She just felt irritable and couldn't help but think of some memories that she shouldn't think of anymore. She refuses to think about what this uncontrollable memory means to herself. She knows that what she has given up will never be found again. The funny thing is that she can't refuse.

So it's easy to get irritated by the little things. Maybe there is a part of the reason for the magic power practiced, but more, Yun Jinzi knows best in her heart. After she killed that person, she began to miss him frequently.

If I had known that I would have trouble sleeping and eating like this, would I have done it?

If you were given another chance, would you not hesitate to kill him coldly?

Yunjinzi still nods. At that time, she couldn't resist the temptation of revenge. Maybe that person died when he died.

She sat up from the teacher's chair and looked into the distance with hesitant eyes. It happened that a killer brought tea and accidentally spilled the tea. Yun Jinzi slapped him against the wall and hit the ground hard, and stood up. , raised his chin: "Who let you in."

The killer spat out a mouthful of blood and looked at Yun Jinzi who was approaching him step by step with fear. At this moment, the owner of Tingyu Building appeared and stopped Yun Jinzi in time: "Girl!"

"Why, you don't want to live anymore?"

Meeting those **** eyes, the landlord hurriedly shook his head and said, "I don't dare, I just want to ask the girl. The girl promised me that I would kill Mo Jun, why did you keep Mo Jun in Tingyu Tower for so long?"

Yun Jinzi is not guilty, she cares about another point: "Are you questioning me?"

With another palm, even the master of martial arts was not spared, and he was seriously injured immediately. He showed a look of remorse. He thought that with his years of experience in the rivers and lakes, he could form an alliance with this evildoer, and even control the other party in his hands. Who knows that he completely underestimated the other party. Jin Zi controlled it, and even recruited Mo Jun!

God knows how he feels when he sees the enemy appearing in front of him every day. He can't wait to smash the opponent into thousands of pieces, but his skills are not as good as others. This kind of pain is worse than that he can never find the enemy's trace.

Yun Jinzi doesn't care about the love-hate relationship between the owner of Tingyu Building and Mo Jun. It doesn't matter who they live or die. The sword wound in her heart is almost healed. The body has really become a monster, and even if it is injured, it can heal itself in a very short time.

Then why can't you join your heart to become a monster? That way, she won't think about those who have or don't. Since people said they didn't like her, why should I continue to care?

This makes Yun Jinzi extremely annoyed. She wants to vent when she is in a bad mood. There is no better way to vent than murder.

Just as she was about to kill the two, Jun Mo appeared. The first thing he did was to separate her, even grabbing her hand: "Jinzi."

"Why are you here again?" Yun Jinzi looked at him irritably. "I don't want to see you at all."

Mr. Mo said: "I can't let you go wrong any more—"

"Shut up!" Yun Jinzi annoyed him the most to preach. As for his determination to bring himself to Xianren Mountain, let him see if Yun Jinzi in this body is still the disciple he misses. Bar. "Let's make a bet to see if I kill more people or you save more people."

After she finished speaking, she swung her palm away, but before Mo Jun could react, the owner of Tingyu Building and the killer were photographed as flesh.

The cruelty and ruthlessness in her bones shocked Mo Jun, but he still didn't want her to make mistakes again and again, but Yun Jinzi left Tingyu Tower first, and Mo Jun was anxious and quickly followed. But the leopard stood in front of him.

This leopard is Yun Jinzi's favorite thing, and Jun Mo doesn't kill, so he spent a lot of effort to entangle him, but when he found Yun Jinzi at Tianjianmen, there were mountains and blood everywhere.

None of the disciples of Tianjianmen were spared. Only the head, the elders, and the eldest disciples survived, but they were all seriously injured. When he arrived, Yun Jinzi was pinching Qingqian's neck. .

Seeing Jun Mo, Yun Jinzi showed a creepy smile, turned his head and said to Jun Mo, "I thought about it for a long time and felt that this person made me what I am today, so today I am here to seek revenge, Jun Mo should No comments?"

Gu Qingfeng coughed out a mouthful of blood, and wanted to stop Yun Jinzi: "Don't...Miss Yun, stop, you wouldn't want to do this, you're not such a person...cough, cough—"

"But I am such a person." Yun Jinzi shook his head and sighed. "Why can't you see through, I have changed."

As I said before, she doesn't want to be a good person. Being a good person will only be trampled and humiliated by others, suffering in life, and jumping off Wangchuan after death, enduring the torture of swallowing loneliness for thousands of years, in exchange for a chance. She can't miss it, absolutely can't miss it!

Mr. Mo is good too! Gu Qingfeng is also good! Even a king! No one can stand in her way, no one can! Yun Jinzi suddenly seemed to have figured out something, she looked up to the sky and laughed, she has always been very sad, not for Mo Jun, not for anyone in this world, but for the man who had been killed by her long ago.

But now she understands.

The man dies and never comes back.

Since she won't come back, why should she think too much? As long as she achieves her own goals, what does the life and death of others have to do with her? She couldn't be a good person, let alone sacrifice herself to save others!

Qing Qian was pale and unable to make a sound, Yun Jinzi slowly gathered his fingers and asked Mo Jun: "How can this be, Mo Jun? Kill me, or just watch me kill her?" /

Jun Mo hasn't answered yet, but Gu Qingfeng can't stand it any longer, so he stands up and stabs Yun Jinzi with his sword. Yun Jinzi didn't hide, grabbed his sword body with one hand, and slowly moved his eyes to this man: "Do you think I'm different from you?"

Gu Qingfeng shook his head: "Miss Yun, stop now, you can't make another mistake!"

"This is the correct me." Yun Jinzi said. "The Yun Jinzi you liked is dead and will never come back. Since you miss her so much, let's accompany her together." After speaking, with a little force, he broke Gu Qingfeng's long sword and stabbed his chest with his backhand. . Gu Qingfeng spat out blood in his mouth, fell down with convulsions, his dying eyes still looked at Yun Jinzi, and he still didn't seem to understand why such a good girl could become such a big devil.

Qing Qian was so frightened that his body was like a sieve, and he couldn't say a word. She was crying, knowing that she was doomed today, and now facing death, she knew how afraid of death she was. What will the world after death look like after all the glory has been removed? Nobody knows. But she couldn't stop being afraid, as if she was standing in front of the abyss, and the abyss was looking back at her.

What kind of mood did Yun Jinzi jump off the cliff with? How much suffering did it take to become what it is today?

Yun Jinzi didn't talk nonsense with Qingqian. What's surprising is that she didn't kill Qingqian, but broke her limbs and discarded her martial arts skills. It was like throwing a piece of trash. Then she slowly walked up the steps from the pill furnace in the center of the Nine Sun Palace, and sat on the splendid seat that only the Sect Master could sit on.

She tried to lie down as she did in Ting Yulou, but she found that she never wanted to lie down because she was no longer confused.

She won't think about the man anymore.

This discovery makes Yun Jinzi very happy.

The roar of the leopard could be heard in the distance. In the blink of an eye, the leopard entered the hall, rushed to Yun Jinzi like lightning, and rubbed her head on her calf with attachment. Yun Jinzi smiled slightly, touched the head of the leopard, and said to it, "Do you like to eat human flesh?"

The leopard purrs.

"But the meat of these people is stinky and hard, and it's not tasty at all." Yun Jinzi said, the smile on his lips deepened. "If you want to eat it, I'm afraid you can only eat my meat."

The leopard also seemed to remember the scene when it ate her flesh back then, and couldn't help lowering his head, Yun Jinzi lowered his head and whispered in his ear: "If one day I die before you, you will eat me, chew my bones, It's better than drifting around and turning into dust in this world."

The leopard growled, as if resisting the words. Yun Jinzi laughed again, this time her smile was genuine. "What should I do, Lord Mo, kill me, or watch me kill them?"

She asked again, already grabbing an elder beside her in front of her, one hand slowly sinking into the other's chest, with a gesture to dig her heart out. She has a question that has never been clear. There are so many people in the world. Is everyone's heart red?

So she likes to dig people's hearts one by one. What disappoints her is that everyone's heart is red. The good guys are, and so are the bad guys. If so, what is the line between good and bad? She doesn't want to think about these issues anymore, she just wants to live unrestrainedly and freely, and no one in this world can restrain her.

Justice, morality, emotion... She doesn't want or care about any of these things.

Jun Mo closed his eyes, he slowly approached Yun Jinzi and said, "I won't kill you, and I won't hurt you."

Yun Jinzi looked at him with interest.

He's approaching. "I just want to take you back to Xianren Mountain, Jinzi, put it all down, if you hate me, kill me, don't anger others."

He knelt down on one knee in front of her, exposing the most vulnerable parts of the entire piece to Yun Jinzi, but there was no fear in his eyes, he didn't know whether he regarded death as home, or was sure that Yun Jinzi would never hurt her.

All survivors watched this scene with bated breath. If Yun Jinzi can't make a move, then Tianjianmen will not be wiped out today. If Yun Jinzi can make a move... Impossible, she will never make a move.

No one knows better than Qingqian how much Yun Jinzi loves Mo Jun. Yun Jinzi could die for Mo Jun without hesitation, she was sure. So when she saw Mo Jun appeared, she was relieved, knowing that she and her master and others were all saved.

Yun Jinzi looked at Mo Jun, this man was very close to her at the moment, a pair of eyes as cold as water were staring at her, so close and yet so far.

Even if he was in his arms, he couldn't touch this man.

Then, in a shallow scream, Yun Jinzi sent the dagger into Jun Mo's chest. He slowly lowered his head and looked at the dagger that was immersed in his chest, showing a puzzled expression. I don't know if I'm asking Yun Jinzi why, or I'm asking myself.

Yun Jinzi smiled at him and said, "I said I don't like you anymore, but I really don't like you anymore, Master."

She had called him Master twice, once for him to wash her dress, and once when she was killing him. Before Mo Jun died, Yun Jinzi approached his ear and said softly, "Master, I don't need you anymore."

Yun Jinzi never thought of going back to the past.

Everyone got it wrong.

Without that touching drama, she would never let her go, she would not turn her back on her wrongdoing, and she would never turn back. She was in the far and far away Wangchuan River, and she had long forgotten a lot. Since Jun Mo was begging for his own death, she naturally wouldn't refuse.

Without the only Mo Jun who can compete with him, who else can stand in front of her and become her stumbling block?

Mo Jun fell to his knees and closed his eyes.

He seemed to want to say something, but Yun Jinzi was not interested in listening.

Qingqian was so frightened that she kept shaking her head and shaking her head again and again. When she saw someone approaching her, she screamed for help, and then rubbed forward on the ground. Yun Jinzi looked at her condescendingly, feeling very happy. She took a deep breath of fresh air, and she was so happy just to avenge others. If she avenged her own revenge, she would not be afraid of losing her soul.

At the end of Tianjianmen, only one survivor survived, and that was Qingqian.

At the foot of the mountain, there is a crazy female beggar. The female beggar can't walk on all fours and can only crawl on the ground. She barely survives on the porridge and water donated by people. However, whenever she saw the white-haired person, she would always make a strange scream and run away desperately. When naughty children put white cloth on their heads to frighten her, she screamed and the children laughed crisply.

Since then, Tianjianmen disappeared from Jianghu, and was replaced by a new sect. This sect has no name. People in Jianghu call it the Demon Sect.

They're not interested in anything, money, power, status...they don't care. Here gathers a group of extremely bad people, here, you can release your nature. Cannibalism is okay, fighting with each other is okay, or if life is too comfortable, it is up to you to challenge the status of the leader.

If you win, you get everything, if you lose, you die.

There are many dead people here. In order to prevent the rotten breath from polluting the nose of the leader, someone in the church developed a drug that can instantly separate and corrode human flesh and blood, so when they entered this mountain, the first thing that caught my eye was countless Spotted white bones.

No one has tombstones, no one knows who these dead people are, this is the devil's paradise.

Do you know what real **** is?

It is said that there is a mysterious place called the underworld in the deep, deep underground, where human beings cannot explore. After a person dies, the soul will be hooked away by black and white impermanence, and then he wanders to the underworld, there will be a road with no end in front of him, and he steps on the blood-colored soil under his feet.

Walking along this road, there will be bright flowers on the other side to guide you along the way, you just have to keep walking, keep walking - there, it is said that there is another karma stone, and your past and present life will appear on the karma stone , and then you crossed the mountain of swords and the sea of ​​fire, overcame all obstacles, came to Wangchuan, and stepped on the Naihe Bridge.

An old woman surnamed Meng will be at the bridge head. She has a small shop and cooks a pot that is always boiling. The soup in the pot is colorless and tasteless, but when you drink it, you will forget to be together, like a newborn baby.

And then comes the beginning of a new life.

But Yun Jinzi knew that wasn't the case.

Naihe Bridge is not actually underground, it exists in a place beyond the sky and the earth. There is no old woman on the bridge. Meng Po is a young and beautiful girl. Everyone's Meng Po soup tastes different. The soup made of tears and emotions of a lifetime, whether bitter or sweet, no one knows.

She was sitting in the chair of the Demon Sect, and she didn't find it interesting after a long time like this. She knew that someone wanted to worship her as a teacher to practice magic, but she didn't plan to teach it.

She doesn't even know how long she can live in this world. This body can no longer be called human, and there are some small problems that prevent Yun Jinzi's body from rotting and dying.

So even the female ghost couldn't leave.

She sits here every day, looking into the distance, and then the leopard will lie down at her feet, and the two of them will be together like this for a lifetime.

The female ghost opened her eyes and found herself floating in mid-air, surrounded by nothingness.

After she woke up, she slowly landed. Her body was filled with disgust that she couldn't see clearly, and for a while, she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.

Oddly, the first thing she did was to touch her waist to see if the dagger was still there. Just touched for a long time, nothing.

"Are you looking for this?"

A delicate and soft voice came, and the female ghost lowered her head, only to see the little doll who appeared in front of her at some point. Her lips moved, remembering that this was the child on the Naihe Bridge. At this moment, he was holding the heavy and expensive dagger studded with gems, tilting his head slightly and smiling at her.

This child is really cute, white and tender and painful, with big watery eyes. The female ghost stared at it for a few seconds before she reached out her hand and said, "Can you give it back to me, thank you."

The little doll smiled: "Aren't you lost?"

The female ghost nodded.

"I came to see you to tell you that now you have two options."

The female ghost was taken aback.

"You have completed the tasks of the four worlds, and there is the last one. As long as there is no problem, you can return to your world." The little doll pretended to be serious with an invincible cute little face. "I won't appear after the fifth world, but will send you back to your world directly. As for when, it depends on your fortune." This is random, he is used to it.

"What do you mean?"

"You'll have a new life then." The little doll raised the dagger, he was too short and needed to tiptoe, but his serious expression didn't match his movements, forming a cute contrast, but despite this , he still tried to speak to the female ghost. "You will remember almost all of your memories in the fifth world. As for whether you want to take revenge or do something after returning to your world, that is your freedom, and you can make any decision."

"You said just now that there are two choices, what is the second choice?" the female ghost asked.

"The second option is that you can choose to revive a person after completing the task of five worlds."

Resurrection... a person. When the female ghost heard this, her eyelashes trembled. "What do you mean."

"That's what you think it means." The little doll doesn't look like much, but she is quite gossipy. "I've been watching, haven't you been thinking about that person, in this case, in the spirit of humanitarianism, I must give you a chance."

"If I resurrect him, I can't go back, can I?" the female ghost murmured. If that's true, she doesn't know how to choose. She was no longer confused because she ordered herself not to think of that person again, but if she was given a chance to resurrect him, would she do it?

She wants an answer.

"No, you can still go back."

The female ghost widened her eyes.

But the little baby's next words made her bit her lip: "Going back is going back, but because you resurrected a person, you can't take revenge. That is to say, you must let your enemy hurt you. , and live like this for a lifetime."

The female ghost's facial muscles twitched. After a long time, she chuckled: "Do you know which one I will choose?"

"You don't have to tell me now." The little doll waved his hand quickly, with an old-fashioned look. "My master said that you can't do business at a loss, but we will give you those who have great merit some opportunities based on the principle of fairness, justice and openness. But you know, if you want to get something, you have to give something, there is no such thing in the world. What about the free lunch, isn't it?"

"You can think slowly, and in the end, what you have in mind is the answer."

The little doll glared at her again and disappeared in front of the female ghost in an instant. The female ghost looked at the empty front, and her heart was turbulent.

Suddenly, she felt some pain, and when she lowered her head, she realized that she accidentally poked her finger. In fact, the soul body is bloodless, but for some reason, she suddenly felt a lot of pain.