Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: Sixty-sixth bowl of soup (3)

Sixty-sixth bowl of soup (3)

Ren Wusi is really good-looking, this kind of good-looking is different from the people Liuli has seen so far and has an impression in his mind. He is a person who can endure and wait. After all the truth is made public, he is like a desperado. At this moment, his eyes are pure tenderness. For Liuli, who can see through hypocrisy, she cannot refuse such tenderness. .

But at the same time she felt something was wrong. So she grabbed the pipa, and the pipa trembled slightly under her hand. She seemed to feel something, but her brain so far did not allow her to do the difficult behavior of "thinking", so she just slowly used her fingers He wiped off the dirt on Ren Wusi's face, and the handsome young man smiled at her.

The servants of the imperial censor's house have all changed, and the tenderness when treating Liuli is in stark contrast to the cruelty when treating others. In fact, Ren Wusi also knows that there are countless women who adore him, but who can accept him with all his heart like Liuli. Seeing his bright appearance is on the one hand, his dark heart is riddled with holes, and he has long been unable to live like an ordinary person.

He has so many things on his back that he is beyond recognition.

He is Ren Wusi, calling this name, doing what "Ren Wusi" should do, and his soul and body are locked in a poisonous oath, unable to break free.

Carrying over the medicine bowl on one side, the smell of soup and medicine made Liuli subconsciously frown. Ren Wusi scooped a spoonful of cold air and brought it to her lips, coaxing her: "Would you like a drink?"

She turned her head away, it tasted weird and she didn't want to drink it.

Ren Wusi has no choice, the real him is like this now, but he has long forgotten.

If he hadn't pretended he didn't have hatred for each other when they met, maybe he wouldn't have been like he is today.

The most beautiful in the world, but love at first sight. The most terrifying thing in the world, the most unwilling to let go, is also love at first sight.

He raised his head and took a sip of the medicine. Liuli felt scared because of the light cloud and wind, but Ren Wusi was the most cruel to himself. He was going to be numb with pain, and then he squeezed Liuli's chin and kissed her.

Her strength is similar to that of a small milk cat, and Ren Wusi forced her into it even if she didn't drink. Liuli felt wronged inexplicably. The person in front of her was very gentle, but that gentle gaze did not look at her, as if her soul was in this body, but she was not who she was.

Also because she has never had this kind of tenderness.

Children wiped away her tears, sobbing and choking as if she had never grown up. Seeing Ren Wusi feeling distressed and smiling, she held her in his arms and coaxed her softly. Liuli held her pipa tightly, Putting her face on it, the cold bones seemed to be warm, and she seemed to hear the bones talking to her.

Ren Wusi doesn't care about the origin of this pipa, nor why Liuli holds it. If she likes it, then keep it. If she doesn't like it, throw it away. It's such a simple thing. He doesn't want to continue torturing each other in hatred. After he died, it should be enough to go to the underworld and see his father.

One is not much, one is not much, what do you think about him? Is it not enough to sleep and eat for so many years?

"Open your mouth."

The sweet candied fruit was stuffed into her mouth, and Liuli's eyes were still full of tears. She stared at the smiling young man in front of her. His slender fingers were beautiful and warm. relying on.

One sip of the candied fruit and one sip of the medicine. Later, Liuli learned to be obedient and held the medicine bowl. She didn't want to get close to Ren Wusi, and she didn't know why.

But he was really kind to her, and the kindness was sincere and without hesitation.

After raising her body for two months, she was finally allowed to get out of bed and move around. During this period, Ren Wusi insisted on sleeping in the same bed with her every night, taking care of her and never pretending It was made of meat, and Liuli naturally accepted him. But if anyone other than Ren Wusi tried to approach, she was still very alert, with that look as if everyone was an enemy.

The imperial censor's mansion covers a very large area. I heard that it was originally the mansion of an idle prince. Later, the prince died, and the mansion remained deserted. Until Ren Wusi gained power, the emperor gave it down and wrote The three characters of the Censor House are mentioned. The emperor has high hopes for Ren Wusi, as long as he continues according to the current situation, one day he will be able to establish a new prominent family.

Ren Wusi doesn't want this. He was not someone who was craving for fame and fortune. All he wanted was poor food, wine, mulberry, a wife and several children, and a happy and peaceful family. That's enough.

But how did he end up being such a terrible person?

He was terminally ill and there was no cure.

That's why Liuli looked into his eyes and even felt scared at night. She is never afraid of anything, even if she has no memory, she gradually wakes up with the help of Pipa, but at this time, when Ren Wusi stared at her with his dark eyes, she was afraid.

Ren Wusi firmly covered her and took her small hand covering her chest away. Although he did not speak, his eyes told her that he would not change his mind. As if she had lost her soul, Liuli let go of her hand and let him peel her off a little bit before putting down the red curtain.

It's not really true. People like Ren Wusi will have no problem even if they don't relieve themselves all their lives. He is like a warm sun and a cold blade. It's just that he thinks they are husband and wife, then How can a husband and wife not live up to their name? To put it bluntly, this is the obsession in his heart.

He lives as if he were already dead, and his every move is driven by a deep desire in his heart, and his reason has long been unable to control his emotions.

Liu Li trembled gently in his arms, the pipa lay quietly on the table outside, occasionally a few strings tried to break away from the violin body, struggled for a while and then failed again.

It is one with Liuli, if she has no memory, then it is a dead thing. Even if the souls devoured by the first few worlds barely gained some strength, it was far from enough, and they still couldn't get out. It is trapped inside and can only live by clinging to Liuli.

Because it is different from Liuli.

Liu Li had a dream.

When she woke up from a dream, she couldn't tell whether she was in the dream or out of the dream.

In the dream, she was Fu Liuli, the daughter of the Fu family. The young man was very gentle. He squatted down and carried her back when he saw her crooked foot, but his expression changed and changed after learning her name. She couldn't describe the feeling it was, but it wasn't always a good one.

Later he sent her home, turned around and was about to leave, she stopped him, asked his name, and then asked his address, little girl, she was really not ashamed at all.

The young man didn't want to have any contact with her at first, he just said that he came to the capital to study, and now he is studying in Guozijian. She was overjoyed when she heard it. Although she didn't know his name, she could find him if she knew where he was.

The second time we met, she disguised as a man and sneaked into Guozijian, right in front of him. The young man was astonished, and he was afraid of being discovered by her husband, so she covered her up in every possible way.

After coming and going, I am familiar with it. Fu Liuli didn't understand why Brother Wusi liked him so much, why he always had to restrain himself and keep his distance.

How could she know the deep hatred that Ren Wusi couldn't express, just because every time she saw her eyes, heard her voice, and even thought of her in her heart, she was full of joy. I was willing to say it, but in the end, I didn’t dare to say it.

Fu Liuli didn't have so many worries. She told her father directly that she had a sweetheart in the year of Jijia, and she insisted on dragging her father to see it. The girl was so affectionate and joyful that she didn't even notice Ren Wusi's complicated and indistinguishable eyes. .

How much I trust him and love him, how heartbroken and hopeless when I learn the truth.

It's a dream, but my heart hurts like a knife.

The Fu family is ashamed of the Ren family. This is a sin that should be paid back. It would be better if they never knew each other--Fu Liuli thought so. But she was so sad and reluctant to part, the pain of her family's loss and the unforgettable love were intertwined - she resented why she could see Ren Wusi's sincerity even when she was crazy, and she hated each other for being so entangled, and even more hated herself for why Immortal.

Reluctant to die.

Don't want to die.

You can still see him alive, but when you die, you'll have nothing.

It is a fact that my father cooperated with the enemy and betrayed the country. Even if there is no Ren Wusi, it will eventually be exposed one day. Killing the nine clans is the law of the country, and Fu Liuli knows all this. But so what? Later, she didn't know whether she hated God or man.

Maybe this is fate.

Inescapable, irresistible, everyone must accept.

She saw Ren Wusi's heart struggle and pain, saw him tear open the scar with blood dripping, and hardened his heart again and again to fulfill the poisonous oath. When he loved her, he vowed eachother, saying that if one day she would be sad and cry, You will have to endure a thousand times the pain.

He did. In the crazy three years, there was no Shaoyan between them to have fun. He never took off his clothes, but she could still see the wounds he accidentally exposed.

Ren Wusi, the handsome and jade-like son, is actually covered in scars and unsightly.

What's better than paying Liuli?

Such two people desperately want to be together, but they keep their true heart hidden in their hearts, and they finally rot into dust, and their souls gradually become distorted and uneasy.

Can't say.

He won't tell her the truth.

She can't tell him her sincerity.