Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: Sixty-third bowl of soup (6)

Sixty-third bowl of soup (6)

The two were newly married Yan Er, naturally they were mixing oil with honey. Prince Su was worried that Xiao Rong would come to the palace again, so he specially strengthened his defense. , if Xiao Rong dares to come... if he doesn't die, he will have to peel off his skin.

He is looking forward to Xiao Rong's arrival now, and then he can teach this ignorant guy a good lesson. Now Feng Jin is Prince Su and has nothing to do with Xiao Rong anymore. If Xiao Rong is delusional, he doesn't mind taking care of him.

Let's not say anything else, as a prince, especially a prince who has a good relationship with the emperor, Prince Su has about a hundred ways to make Xiao Rong uncomfortable.

In the past few years, I have dealt with Prince Zhongsu and Xiao Rong in the past few years. I know that this person has a firm character, is full of talent, and is loyal to the emperor of the country. He has been married for many years, and he has no concubine by his side. Ask, who doesn't say that Xiao Rong has a good character.

But it is such a person who has lost the most important memory in his life, but now he remembers it again.

But what if I think about it? If I think about it, can everything go back to the way it was before?

Xiao Rong has too many things to consider and is entangled by too many things, so it is impossible for him to be with Feng Jin at all. Even if they are together, there will be many problems - they cannot be happy, As early as when Xiao Rong took on other responsibilities and forgot the past, this was doomed.

It is best for Feng Jin to stay by his side, and it is best for the two of them to never see each other. Prince Su firmly believes in this, so he guards Feng Jin firmly and will never let her leave him. One step, of course, will not let Xiao Rong see her again. The water around the Prince Su's mansion was impassable, and if Xiao Rong could come in, there was a ghost.

But for Xiao Rong, this is a kind of torture. He was entangled in the memories of the past all the time. Every night, as long as he closed his eyes, what appeared in front of him was the appearance of Feng Jin when he was a girl. One second they were embracing each other and talking about growing old, but the next second, Feng Jin told him to turn around and leave without looking back.

Can't be together anymore, let go.

How can Xiao Rong do it? He was in a daze all day long, his spirit was extremely poor, and his whole body was soulless. His wife saw everything in her eyes, but said nothing.

No one knows you better than your bedside. Mrs. Xiao didn't understand what was going on at first, but day and night, Xiao Rong's dreams, his ravings, and his strange behavior on weekdays all made her understand one thing - Xiao Rong loved something else, He had lost his memory for a period of time, and she knew that, but Xiao Rong, the high-spirited champion in high school at that time, rode on a tall horse with a handsome appearance, which made her very moved.

My father saw his thoughts and also intended to recruit Xiao Rong as his son-in-law. When he arrived at Xiao Rong's hometown, he found out that he was neither married nor married, so they became husband and wife.

Everything was supposed to be fine, but why?

Why is the memory of the lost period of time like this?

Mrs. Xiao refrained from saying anything. She couldn't lose her husband, and her children couldn't live without a father. Before Xiao Rong recovered his memory, they were the happiest family. Xiao Rong is a loyal and generous husband, a serious and loving father to his children, filial to his parents-in-law, and has a promising future.

But now he suddenly remembered, which means everything could change. The woman who has been buried in her husband's heart for a long time, I don't know how beautiful it is.

It must be beautiful, otherwise how could he be obsessed with her?

Mrs. Xiao pretended to know nothing, she could only do this, if she had a showdown with Xiao Rong, what would the result be? It's better to pretend that you don't know anything. In this case, it's better than the embarrassment of having nothing to say in the future.

She loves her husband deeply and doesn't want to lose him.

So Mrs. Xiao remained silent all the time. She saw Xiao Rong's weight loss day by day.

She doesn't even know who the man he loves is.

Until one day, the palace held a banquet, and all the female relatives of the capital came to join in the fun, including the Su relative who had been living in seclusion since he married Prince Su, who lived with Prince Su. princess.

The second Princess Su appeared, Mrs. Xiao knew who her husband had been missing.

Eyes can't deceive people. When Xiao Rong saw Feng Jin, his eyes lit up and his whole person came to life. But Feng Jin didn't look at him from beginning to end, just like she said, they met only as acquaintances.

She was held by Prince Su in his arms, and after saluting the emperor and queen, she sat together. Prince Su didn't know what to say to her, and saw her smile lightly, her eyebrows were light and elegant, not too much The emotions are like a calm spring, clean and without waves.

It seems like such a splendid palace, or these nobles in brocade clothes, can't catch her eyes, and nothing is more important than the Prince Su by her side.

She only looked at him.

Feng Jin and Prince Su have been married for more than two months. She has gained some weight, but she seldom goes out. Basically, if she can't go out, she will never go out. First, she has no interest in this world, and second, she doesn't want to go out. Meet Xiao Rong again.

She felt very tired and didn't have the time to always tell Xiao Rong something to stop being persistent. If this person doesn't listen, what's the point of saying it a hundred times?

As long as you don't see it, it's fine. If you don't meet, Xiao Rong will figure it out one day, not to mention that the only wish of the host is Prince Su, Xiao Rong's life and death are not that important.

Feng Jin doesn't feel that she is not affectionate, she just has a strange feeling, very sad, very sad, but for some reason, this kind of emotion has always filled her soul in Wangchuan, and it has not changed until now.

Because she came to the palace banquet, Feng Jin was unable to bring her pipa. To her, the pipa was more important than her soul. She was reluctant to carry that pipa with her wherever she went. No one could touch it except herself, not even Prince Su.

Almost a morbid love.

She didn't have a pipa when she was in the Wangchuan River. It wasn't until she appeared in the first world that the pipa appeared by her side, which gave Feng Jin a wonderful feeling. She seemed to be able to learn from the pipa. In many stories, Pipa seems to have been talking to her, but her voice is hoarse and cannot be heard clearly.

"Try this, you love fish the most." Prince Su picked a piece of fish, and Feng Jin liked fish, so he asked the cook in the house to find ways to make fish for her in different ways. He was young When I joined the army to fight, I had a very rough and wild way of eating. Although it could not be compared with the fineness in the palace, it also had a different flavor.

Prince Su has always wanted to take Feng Jin out to catch fish and roast them, but recently Feng Jin always feels tired and seldom goes out in the house.

"Thank you lord, lord don't just take care of your concubine, but eat it yourself." After speaking, Feng Jin picked up the fish and put it in her mouth and chewed two bites. Before she could swallow it, she felt a burst of nausea. Covering her mouth, Xiaoxiao retched for a while. It was in the public and it was the palace. She wanted to hold back, but she was so sick that she had to vomit it out.

Prince Su was frightened, and the emperor hurriedly ordered someone to summon the imperial physician. When the imperial doctor came to check the pulse - hey, don't say it, I am really happy. It's more than two months old. If you count the days carefully, it is probably when they were newly married.

Maybe I had a good rest in the past two months, so I didn't react. Today's steamed fish has brought out Feng Jin's morning sickness, which is also a miracle.

Prince Su heard that his wife was pregnant. He was stunned and didn't know how to react. He didn't dare to touch Feng Jin or talk to Feng Jin, for fear that he was too loud to scare her.

Xiao Rong's heart was full of mixed feelings, Mrs. Xiao looked at him quietly, and touched his hand lightly when he was shaking.

It's very sad, how can I not be sad, I married another woman and had children, and now my beloved has become someone else's wife, bearing children for other men.

For the first time, Xiao Rong realized what life was like.

It was something he never believed when he was born in poverty.

But now, in this banquet, watching Prince Su talk to Feng Jin with ecstasy on his face, he seems to suddenly understand what life is.

That's something you're born with and can't resist. Step by step to where he is today, it is fate, so losing is also fate.

Even disobedience is a fate.

How sad Xiao Rong felt in his heart, even he himself couldn't tell. He only knew that something suddenly shattered, and countless tiny fragments stuck in his heart, making him no longer able to distinguish what was true and what was false, what was past and what was present.

If you indulge in the past, you will hurt the present and endanger the future. You must let go, look at it, and work hard.

It is the meaning of human existence.

Feng Jin never went to see Xiao Rong from the beginning to the end, and Prince Su only thought that Feng Jin was pregnant and that he would be a father. I don't remember who Xiao Rong is, it doesn't matter who he loves, now his wife is pregnant, and they are about to usher in a little life. As for Xiao Rong - what's wrong with love, it's none of his business!

It's enough that their family of three will be very happy, nothing else matters. Feng Jin now belongs to him completely, so what else is there to worry about?

She will never leave him again.