Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The 41st Bowl of Soup (Five & Six)

Liuzhu doesn't like Qin Qing touching her. This man is a total hypocrite, and whenever he smiles at her, she always has an indescribable disgust.

That's a memory that belongs to the real Ryuzhu. And the reason why the female ghost drove Fu Dong out of the yard and stopped him from getting close to him was partly because Fu Dong was so careful, and with his love for Liuzhu, he might be able to tell that she was a fake.

Even if they play again, the emotions in their eyes are not real beads, even if no one recognizes them, they can't escape Fu Dong's eyes. Stay away from him, let him understand that "Liuzhu" has really changed his mind, maybe he can give up. From now on, if he finds a good girl and gets married again, and leaves a life, he will naturally be able to live better without the beads.

It's just that she didn't expect that she was so close to Qin Qing, and Fu Dong didn't come to ask for guilt. Anyway, since he doesn't come, she can go in the past.

Fu Dong now lives in the same courtyard with the young master. He can't be with the woman he loves, so he doesn't want to miss the child's growth. Until now, the young master did not have a name, Liuzhu refused to take it, and the castle was called by the young master.

Fu Dong, who was sitting at the table looking at the ledger when I heard that Liu Zhu came to find him, immediately showed a surprised look, stood up and walked two steps before stopping, straightening his clothes and stroking the hem of his robe because The folds of sitting too long, and he walked out with a smile.

In front of Liuzhu, he always smiles.

Thinking about it, he hadn't seen her for over a month. She hated him more and more in recent years, and Fu Dong didn't dare to appear in front of Liuzhu. For fear of making her sad, he ordered the servants in the castle. No matter what the girl asks, she will be satisfied. Now that Liuzhu took the initiative to find him for the first time, what could make Fu Dong more happy than this?

"Aren't you going to invite me in?"

Fu Dong was stunned for a moment before returning to his senses. He quickly stretched out his hand: "Jin, jin, jin." He swallowed, and it was obvious that he was very nervous.

Liuzhu walked to the chair and sat down, but Fu Dong stood there awkwardly. He had lived in this yard for nearly five years, but Liuzhu came here for the first time, and it turned out that she was the yard. like the owner. Liuzhu said: "Don't be nervous, I came here today because I want to tell you something."

Fu Dong asked: "What's the matter?"

Liuzhu didn't answer. The moment she lowered her head, Fu Dong saw several hickeys on the back of her neck, and a sad look crossed her face, but she hid it the moment Liuzhu looked at him.

He seemed to understand what she was trying to say. "My son is sleeping next door, look at him, Liuzhu."

He speaks almost begging.

But Liuzhu didn't want to entangle him too much: "I'm here today to tell you, I-"

"Right! I brought you a gift when I came back." Fu Dong interrupted her again, his voice trembling. The man didn't shed tears easily, but he couldn't shed tears, but his voice trembled uncontrollably. "You will definitely like it, it's a very beautiful jade pendant..."

"I want to leave Fujiabao." As if not hitting Fu Dong enough, Liuzhu added, "Be with Qin Qing."

Fu Dong shook his head, he didn't say a word, just kept shaking his head. He never speaks sweet words, he never speaks Liuzhu, he can only let Liuzhu resent in silence.

"You know, I hate you. If you want me to forgive you, just let me go." Liuzhu looked at him with yearning for a new life, as if he could leave Fujiabao. For her, it is a kind of relief, a hope, a future, a dawn. "I like Qin Qing, and I want to be with him. Didn't you say you would do anything for me? Then let me go. I made an appointment with Qin Qing, and he will pick me up in three days. "

Fu Dong said: "But he already has a wife, and he has several concubines..."

"So what, I like him, I don't care if he has three wives and four concubines." Liuzhu said. "And he promised me that he would never let me be wronged. I believe him."

Fu Dong opened his mouth and opened his mouth again, hating himself for being stupid and unable to speak. "Where's your son, do you care about your son?"

"I don't have a son." Liuzhu's expression suddenly turned extremely cold. "Back then, you used strength to get my body, and I didn't want to have a child myself. I haven't gotten along with him in the past five years, let alone any relationship. Even if I leave, he can still live well."

Fu Dong knew that what he did back then was wrong. It's just that at that time, he really had no way to do such filthy things. Who would have known that Liuzhu was pregnant after a night of spring, and he tried his best to force her to give birth to the child, but she never hugged her. That kid.

Now Liuzhu used what happened back then to stab him, it was his fault, he was speechless. Just begging: "Liuzhu, don't leave me, please, don't leave us father and son behind."

"In the past seven years, I have never left in Wujiabao, but do you feel close to me?" Liuzhu looked at him meaningfully. "Let go, Fu Dong, let's get together and leave."

After she finished speaking, she turned and left. Fu Dong stood behind her and stared blankly at her, unable to say a word for a while. The young master next door, who was not asleep, saw Liuzhu from the window, jumped out, rushed out of the line of defense of the maid, hugged Liuzhu's thigh, raised his head, and completely forgot that he had suffered one before. foot. "Mother!"

He has big watery eyes and is extremely cute.

He was actually mad at his mother, but Ah Niu said that his mother was also very annoying sometimes, and he had also seen Ah Niu beaten for being naughty, maybe the mother beat him because he was too naughty. After all, he drilled the dog hole first, and he was wrong first.

The female ghost can feel that even if the beads no longer exist, the tenderness and love in this body still flow from the bottom of my heart. At this moment, she is Liuzhu, and Liuzhu is staring at her missed child through these eyes. But in the end she just ripped the child off her body and walked away quickly.

The young master stared blankly at Liuzhu's back. After a while, he suddenly burst into tears as if he understood something.

Liuzhu walked quickly, only to realize that her cheeks were full of tears.

There is no future.

Fu Dong didn't say anything about her strong desire to leave, but just sent someone to surround her yard. Qin Qing wanted to come in, I'm afraid it won't be easy.

But it's not difficult for Liuzhu to sneak out of the yard.

In the middle of the night, she changed her clothes and only took a small package, carrying her own gem dagger, avoiding Jiading's eyeliner, and quietly left Fujiabao.

Outside the castle, Qin Qing was waiting for her in front of the carriage, but the first thing he saw when he saw Liuzhu was: "How is it? Did you find it?"

"Don't worry." Liu Zhu smiled at him and shook the small package in her hand. "Successful."

"That's great!" Qin Qing smiled happily, hugged Liuzhu and kissed her lips heavily. "In this case, I have the conditions to join forces with the imperial court!" He maliciously looked back at Fujiabao, who was drifting away, and said to Liuzhu, "I will definitely avenge you, Fu Dong. He's dead!"

Liuzhu returned with a happy smile. But his heart is full of ridicule, is it for Liuzhu's revenge, or for his own selfishness? The Qin family is no longer the big business it used to be. The business of Fujiabao is getting bigger and bigger. Qin Qing has long been jealous. If the Qin family wants to rise and no longer depend on Fudong to survive, they must first eradicate Fujiabao. , to obliterate the existence of Fujiabao.

So he took the initiative to report to the imperial court that the grounds of Fujiabao are paved with gold, and the wealth can be rivaled by the country.

The emperor was very afraid of Fujiabao. The treasury had always been empty. He really needed to find a reason to enrich it, and by the way, he built a palace for himself. It just so happened that Qin Qing did what he liked, and it happened that he had already seen Fujiabao not pleasing to the eye for a long time. In the past, how many officers and soldiers he sent were buried there. Fu Dong only brought the guards of Fujiabao to take the prisoner. Killing them all, this ability makes the emperor shudder.

If Fu Dong is not removed, the dragon chair under his **** may not be able to sit firmly.

Liuzhu gave Qin Qing the seal of Fu Dong. There are countless business ways up and down Fujiabao, all of which have to rely on this small seal to mark it.

Qin Qing did not bring Liuzhu home, but hid her in a village outside the capital.

It's just that Fu Dong lost his head in one day.

In the past, his hair was only gray, but after the beads disappeared, only one day later, the blue silk on his head turned into snow. The young master cried and refused to approach him, calling him a monster.

If it's a monster, that's fine. A monster can keep her and never let her go.

Fu Dong mobilized all forces to find Liuzhu, but Liuzhu seemed to disappear into the world, and there was no news of her. He has been looking for someone with great fanfare and has long been watched by the court, but Fu Dong doesn't care anymore, he doesn't care about anything, if he can't get Liuzhu back, he doesn't know what the meaning of his life is.

She has long lived as his flesh and blood over time, as the heartbeat and breath that are indispensable in his life. It's just that the world is so big, how easy is it to find Liuzhu?

Until three months later, he received a letter from Qin Qing. The letter asked him to go to a certain place to meet him alone. Although he was stopped by his subordinates, Fu Dong went alone.

Qin Qing had prepared a trap for a long time. He was reduced to a prisoner and put in a water prison in the villa. He wore a pipa bone, chained his limbs and nailed it to the wall, and his hair was messy.

Qin Qing couldn't believe it when he saw it, and said in amazement, "Why is Dong Ge's hair all white?" Then he chuckled lightly. "I think Liuzhu left you, and was hit hard. I'm at a loss."

Fu Dong asked: "Where is Liuzhu?"

"Liuzhu is doing very well. I am the most pity for Xiangxiyu. Brother Dong, you know it." Qin Qing smiled slightly. "You are the only one who likes such a beautiful, moving and intelligent woman like Liuzhu? Is it yours if you like it?"

As soon as he saw Liuzhu, he fell in love at first sight, but Fu Dong clearly knew that Liuzhu didn't love him, but he insisted on imprisoning Liuzhu by his side and not giving her a chance to find happiness. "But then again, you see, isn't the person Liuzhu likes now me? She likes me, but hates you, brother, don't you think it's ironic?"

He got his wish and got the woman he wanted. As long as he destroys this man again, all his wishes in this life will be fulfilled.

Fu Dong said solemnly: "I want to see Liuzhu."

"I will let her come to see you, but it may not be what you imagined." Qin Qing stroked his chin and pondered, "Liuzhu hates you so much, if I give her the opportunity to kill the enemy, she will Will definitely love me more. That's right, just do it."

He stepped forward and kicked Fu Dong's chest. This kick was so hard that blood oozes from the corner of Fu Dong's mouth. Qin Qing was violent for one second, and then returned to the appearance of a gentleman the next: "Okay, my anger is finished."

After he finished speaking, he turned to leave, but stopped again and asked Fu Dong, "Do you know why I hate you so much?"

Fu Dong looked at him without speaking or shaking his head.

"I have lived under your aura since I was a child. Fu Dong, the master of Fujiabao, is known for his decisiveness, both civil and military, and is well known in the world. And me? I am a little worse than you, just that. "Qin Qing squeezed his thumb and forefinger to express his embarrassment. "If it's much worse, it's fine, but it's just a little bit worse, and it's like this every time."

"You're always better luck than me, and even Liuzhu was the first to meet you. From then on, I realized that one of you and me is superfluous in this world, and only when you are not there can There is a meaning to my existence."

"Liuzhu is already mine, and Fujiabao will be mine in the future. Fu Dong, if you want to complain, you can only complain about your life."

Fu Dong listened to him quietly, not too excited. He just lowered his head. The physical pain was nothing at all. What really hurt him was Liuzhu's departure and his brother's betrayal.

Qin Qing did what he said. At night, Liuzhu appeared.

Fu Dong stared at her almost greedily. She is more rounded, her face is white and red, and her complexion is very good. It seems that she has lived a good life in the past few months. Qin Qing is really good to her as he said.

That way he can rest assured.

Liuzhu walked down the steps step by step, looking at the man who was nailed to the wall, chained tightly, and even the pipa bone was penetrated. You can imagine how painful it was.

"The beads..."

A hoarse voice, almost inaudible.

Liuzhu stood still, Qin Qing hugged her slender waist intimately: "This is my gift to you. Kill him, and you can avenge your family."

Liuzhu took the dagger given by Qin Qing and slowly approached Fu Dong. At this moment, she seemed to have left the body, calmly watching the woman with the dagger shorten the distance between him and Fu Dong step by step.

That's still her, but not her. The real Liuzhu's emotion was released at this moment, taking over the body instead of the female ghost.

Not everyone is like Qinghuan, strong enough to reject all turbulent feelings.

Fu Dong only felt that he had never seen such a bead before. She was always cold and unfeeling when she looked at herself, but now there were tears in her eyes. He didn't understand a little, but he seemed to understand.

"Don't... cry..." I didn't want to see her cry, every tear she shed was like gouging out his heart with a knife.

Qin Qing also followed behind her, always smiling, when he heard that Fu Dong asked Liuzhu not to cry, he looked at Liuzhu's face in surprise. But in the next second, there was a sharp pain in his heart, as if a sharp weapon had penetrated his heart. He lowered his head in a daze, and saw the dagger that he personally handed over to Liu Zhu, which was inserted into his heart at this moment.

"For...what...what..." He didn't understand.

Liuzhu's eyes were cold, she took out the dagger again, wiped the blood on her sleeve, and said to Qin Qing, "You don't know, but I still remember."

I remember that after Fujiabao was burned down by a fire, hundreds of lives disappeared; I remember that I woke up in a faraway place, and there were servants waiting around me with endless silver notes; I remember that it was only a few years ago Qin Qing found the stable days and learned all the truth. He took refuge in the imperial court first, but he took a step ahead of the imperial court and colluded with people from all corners of the world to **** Fujiabao. Borrowing Fu Dong's trust in him, he poisoned the well water, and then killed people who were powerless to resist, and finally burned.

Including Liuzhu and Fudong's children.

Before that, Fu Dong had a hunch that the court would find trouble for him, so he rushed to send Liuzhu away before that. He thought of sending his son away in a few days, but who would have thought that Qin Qing would act in advance.

After Liuzhu was found, Qin Qing imprisoned her in this villa, not allowing her to see anyone or reject him. When he was a little unhappy, he yelled at her, and even questioned that she had been thinking about Fu Dong all the time, and even took her to find Fu Dong's bones, avenge her, and whip the corpse.

Like a lunatic.

Later Liuzhu became pregnant. This time, she refused to give birth to a child, but Qin Qing saw that she was very concerned, so she pretended to be a coward and flattered her. dead him.

"Fu Dong."

She stood on tiptoe and looked at his face tenderly, showing a moving smile, and she could vaguely see the innocence in the sea of ​​flowers that covered the mountains and plains. That was the smile that Fu Dong always wanted to see again.

She seldom called him by his name, and even if he did, it was with hatred, disgust and alienation, but this time she called him very tenderly. Liu Zhu reached out and held Fu Dong's face, and the female ghost stood in the corner and watched silently. She found that she had no way to return to that body, Liuzhu's consciousness was too strong before her death, and she was forced out.

He's full of white hair, and weeping. She slowly reached out and stroked Fu Dong's white hair, seeing the pain and sadness in the corners of his eyes and brows. "Let's call our son Xiaohai."

Fu Dong looked at her blankly.

This moment seems to travel through time and space. There is no predetermined destiny, no entanglement of love and hate, only that spring day, when apricot blossoms were all over her head, she fluttered in the sea of ​​flowers and found a seriously injured young man, and then rescued him without hesitation. The young man struggled to open his eyes, she smiled at him, softly comforted him and told him not to be afraid, and then went to fetch water for him to drink.

If there is an afterlife, don't meet like this. I just want no hatred, no past, no need to bear any sad and sad love, simple, the first time I saw you, I fell in love with you and decided to treat you well for the rest of my life.

Have children with you and grow old.

Only this time, in the end, it was his white head.

Liuzhu held Fu Dong's face and opened her red lips slightly as if she wanted to kiss him, but in the end it only turned into a soft smile. At this moment, she put down all hatred and resentment, and the dagger fell to the ground with a clang.

Without even leaving a word, he fell backwards to the ground. The body that was alive a second ago rotted away in an instant, revealing the white bones wrapped in splendid clothes.

The female ghost can't go back because this mission has been completed.

She just watched Fu Dong quietly, and quietly watched Fujiabao's guards rush in to rescue Fu Dong, but Fu Dong insisted on holding the bones into his arms with his broken hands.

The seal she gave Qin Qing was a fake. The emperor would not be able to tell it apart for a while after he got it, but after using it, it would be discovered, and he couldn't hide it for a long time. At that time, whether he will punish the Qin family or not will depend on the fortune of the Qin family. Hundreds of people in Fujiabao died. If the emperor insisted on committing crimes, he could only blame the Qin family for their bad life. And once Qin Qing is dead, no one will be a threat to Fu Dong in the future, and Fu Dong no longer has to worry about someone who is good friends stabbed in the back in the future. Most importantly, the emperor still needs Fu Dong to keep the country running, and his empty treasury also needs Fu Dong's donation.

So he would keep it a secret, pretending that none of this happened, although he and Fu Dong knew very well what agreement he had reached with the Qin family in order to bring down Fujiabao.

Fu Dong took Liu Zhu's body away. He didn't know why, nor was he curious to know. He only knew that Liu Zhu would love him in the end, even though she didn't say anything.

The young master has since had a name, Fu Hai. And Fujiabao finally had a mistress, and Fu Dong was finally able to marry a wife.

The guests who came to the wedding banquet were all pale, and no one had ever seen one of the overlord marry the deputy Bai Gudu so affectionately.

Fu Dong did not bury Liuzhu, but put her on his bed. This time, he could hug and kiss her to the fullest, and no longer had to worry that she would refuse, turn around, and leave.

Day after day, year after year, it is time to understand Liuzhu's unspoken words.

If I don't hate you, I will love you.

That can't be spoken, it's considered a secret language. It contains the tears and love of her life, the struggle between love and not love, the pain and torture of seeing each other every day but only pushing each other away.

As much hate, as much love. Fu Dong finally understood this truth, he was happy for it, and never felt depressed and despairing again, even if it was his own old age.

There will be no more beads in the world, and no more hatred. But love will always be passed down, descendants and grandchildren, from generation to generation.