Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The 50th bowl of soup (5)

Chen Xinghuo didn't see Gu Feng coming to work the next day. Of course he didn't care what happened between Gu Feng and Qing Dong, but when he heard Minister Zhao asking about Gu Feng's whereabouts, he couldn't help but smile.

Those people in the Qing family regard Qingdong as a treasure, holding them in the palm of their hands for fear of falling. What Qingdong likes is a man. The Qing family doesn't care, but that doesn't mean they can tolerate it. Qingdong's lover. Gu Feng can exist because Qing Dong likes it. Gu Feng has never understood this truth.

He thought he would have a safe future after getting Qingdong, but in fact, although Qingdong is loved by thousands of people, he has no real power.

Then, when the Qing family, who were used to Qing Dong, knew about Gu Feng's hypocrisy, what means would they use to deal with him? Chen Xinghuo does not think that the family that has been established in the Galaxy for many years is really as bright as the newspapers and magazines say.

And Qing Dong, a spoiled person like that, doesn't know what love is.

Chen Xinghuo himself has forgotten what love is, but this does not prevent him from seeing through others. Qing Dong, who was exposed, would be angry and angry, and what would Gu Feng, who caused all this, face, that was not what Chen Xinghuo had to worry about.

Originally, if these two people didn't appear in front of him, he wouldn't care, but who called them, they were always stubborn.

Why do you want to delusionally think that what you have lost can be brought back, it is simply impossible. Like spilled water, like unreachable yesterday, like love.

After this, Chen Xinghuo was finally clean for a few days. Gu Feng did not appear again, nor did Qing Dong. It was really good for him. He didn't want to see either of them.

There is no such thing as lingering feelings, and there is no such thing as repaying grievances with virtue, he just doesn't want to see them, and doesn't want to upset himself. He has lost confidence in life. If he is depressed again because of this, what is the point of living?

A week later, Minister Zhao said that Gu Feng was temporarily suspended because he had "a close personal relationship" with some foreigners.

What kind of personal relationship is too close, but it's just a statement. People who don't know the truth think it's true. They think that the diplomat with a promising future at a young age really did such a stupid thing to cut off his future. But Chen Xinghuo knew that this was definitely fake. Gu Feng cherished his feathers so much that he could one day be able to flourish, how could he ruin his career?

In this way, the Qing family is trying to destroy what Gu Feng values ​​most.

Vicious eyes, old-fashioned tactics, hits with one hit, powerful.

But in all fairness, without such a back that often finds fault, Chen Xinghuo's life is much more comfortable. When Gu Feng was there, he always tried to trouble him. Now that there are not so many things, Chen Xinghuo's work efficiency has improved a lot.

He doesn't have that much sympathy, and he won't help to explain. Those heartless words are not for him to force Gu Feng to say. Gu Feng wants to be quick with his own words. Does he want to rush over and cover other people's mouths? Can't do it?

However, Chen Xinghuo's good days didn't last long. It was only half a month after Gu Feng was suspended for investigation. When he got home from get off work that day, he saw Qing who was squatting at the door waiting for him. He looked very delicate and thin. winter.

He wore a white sweater and jeans, like a high school student. Even Chen Xinghuo had to admit that Qingdong had a good skin. This face used to make him feel happy and happy, but now there is nothing left. Flat and indifferent.

Qing Dong grabbed the hem of Chen Xinghuo's suit and pleaded, "Xinghuo, let's talk, okay?"

Chen Xinghuo said, "We don't have anything to talk about." Nor is he the central air conditioner that warms the winter when it's empty, lonely and cold.

His heart was broken and he never got it back.

Qing Dong refused to give up: "The one I love is you—"

"I don't care." Chen Xinghuo interrupted him slowly. "You can love anyone, it doesn't matter to me."

Qingdong refused to let go of his estranged eyes. He gritted his teeth: "I've thought about it for a long time. I did something wrong in the past, but I don't know, I don't know..."

"Don't know what kind of person Gu Feng is?" Chen Xinghuo looked at him with pity. "It's okay, you will soon forget him, and of course you will forget me. There are countless men in the world waiting for you, so why bother with me?" He ruthlessly and firmly took away Qingdong's hand, refused him to come close to him, and even took a step back.

This is the gentlest and most sincere person ever to him, but also the hardest-hearted person to reject at this moment. Qingdong is a spoiled child, he doesn't even know how to say a sincere apology, he just repeats it blindly, asking Chen Xinghuo to come back to him.

As if a broken mirror can be stitched together, as if a broken heart can be healed.

But Chen Xinghuo just politely pulled the distance between them to tell Qingdong that he would never look back.

He had truly loved this young man with all his courage, and he had also been so scarred that he could not forget his heartache. Only when he jumped off Wangchuan and was tortured, could his empty heart be comforted for a moment. He has seen countless good things, but he can't cure his terminal illness.

What else can he do?

I don't know why, Qing Dong, who originally wanted to be arrogant and willful, looked at Chen Xinghuo who was standing a few steps away, and suddenly burst into tears.

I can't describe the heartache at the moment. He seems to see the cruel self drive away the person who holds his heart again, but this time, regret is useless.

"I don't like Gu Feng anymore, really." Qingdong, like a stubborn child, repeated to Chen Xinghuo over and over again: "I don't like Gu Feng anymore, I don't like him anymore, I really I don't like him anymore-"

Like a subject eager to show loyalty.

Chen Xinghuo was unmoved, he suddenly smiled, and it was shallow enough to not see the bottom of his eyes. "I really don't like you anymore."

Qing Dong was stunned on the spot, Chen Xinghuo slowly put away his smile, no one could understand his mood at the moment, and no one knew that for him, any beauty in this world was no longer attractive. His heart was broken and it couldn't be better.

He completely lost his desire and pursuit of life and love. Every minute and every second of his life was torture. He thought he would climb out of the Forgotten River to welcome a new life, but it was actually just another hell.

Many people say that the gates of **** are closed so that no one can easily enter, and that the demons inside cannot easily escape. For countless hours, there has never been anyone guarding the banks of the Forgotten River, but no one has ever been able to climb up.

Chen Xinghuo finally understands what **** on earth is.

"You can't dislike me!" Qing Dong said anxiously, he tried to catch Chen Xinghuo again, but Chen Xinghuo not only avoided him, but also retreated further, as if the more he caught, the more The more you can't catch it. "Xinghuo! Give me one more chance! Please, give me another chance!"

It was his ignorance, his disobedience, and his disobedience that made Xinghuo so disappointed, but if he did it again, he would never do the same thing again!

"When will you grow up?" Chen Xinghuo asked. "Leaving the wings of your family and truly thinking and living as yourself?"

Qing Dong looked at him stupidly.

"I think I'm boring and yearn for exciting love, so I choose Gu Feng. If I feel cheated by Gu Feng, I turn back to me." Chen Xinghuo said lightly. "In fact, you are not to the point where everyone likes it. When did love become something that can be recycled?"

People can forgive too much, but the rift of betrayal cannot be healed by no amount of love.

Qingdong doesn't understand, of course he doesn't understand. He has been loved, loved and pampered since he was a child. He doesn't know what loneliness is, what heartache is, and what it means to be hard to die. , I don't know how ridiculous my wholeheartedness is.

I don't know how Chen Xinghuo spent the thousand years in the Wangchuan River.

The two stood face to face, but there was an immeasurable distance between them. The love that Qingdong thought he could recapture has long since changed beyond recognition.

Chen Xinghuo opened the door and did not welcome Qingdong to come in. He had already changed the lock, and he was not even interested in seeing what Qingdong was doing when he got home.

The next morning, when Chen Xinghuo went to work, he saw Qingdong huddled in a group at the door, and he still walked away indifferently.

Everyone thinks that old love can be rekindled, but love is dead and will never be rekindled.

Qing Dong has been guarding at the door of Chen Xinghuo's house, just like a girl in the previous world. Chen Xinghuo didn't feel the slightest throbbing, he didn't even bother to feel the trouble now.

In order to avoid meeting with Qingdong, and not wanting to waste any more words, Chen Xinghuo went to live in a hotel, which was very convenient except that he couldn't cook, and it was not that he had never stayed before. I believe that Qing Dong will know each other and leave after waiting for him for a long time, so why not get together and leave.

Chen Xinghuo didn't want to take revenge, why did the other party stick to it and refuse to let go? He just wanted to relive the memory of his life, it would be even better if he could take it out to see how Qing Dong had drugged him cruelly, recorded a video, and then released everything to the public with the intention of destroying him. .

How did he die, how could he not be able to extricate himself, how only by jumping off Naihe could restrain the despair in his heart, how to survive those thousand years.

After all this, how can Chen Xinghuo love someone again.

He felt quite exhausted, especially because Qing Dong broke into his office and demanded to see his Qing family, and Chen Xinghuo didn't even know the meaning. As the most favored young master of the Qing family, Qing Dong's every move is under the protection of his family. They also know what happened to Chen Xinghuo before his death, but no one pulls Chen Xinghuo.

He is like a toy for the young master. When he likes it, he has fun. If he doesn't like it, he wants to throw it away or burn it. It is the freedom of the young master.