Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The fifty-first bowl of soup (1)

Don't know how to let go, all are trapped beasts.

But if you love someone so much, why would you let her go?

Let her eyes be filled with other people's figures, let her fall into the arms of others, let her marry others, let her have children with others, and grow old.

Why are you willing?

How can you let it go?

You are full of joy and want to hug her and care for her. So things backfired, so she was feared and resented for a lifetime, so she didn't even know after her death that she, in fact, never loved herself, not even the slightest liking, except for hatred, that person has no love for you. She can strangle your mutual child and go back to the other person.

Chi Jing slammed a punch on the table, the lieutenant next to him trembled with fright, and quickly knelt down to apologize: "General! General, calm down!" If you win the battle, you will be able to return to the court immediately. The emperor will definitely reward you greatly at that time. This is a great good thing.

Chi Jing calmed down his anger and said softly, "Go down."

The lieutenant glanced at him and stepped back without daring to say a word. After he left, Chi Jing clutched his chest and slowly knelt down from the chair. He would rather be bitten by hundreds of ghosts than feel heartache.

Tough days... Thousands of years later, he almost turned into mud at the bottom of the river, and finally had such a chance to be reborn.

Chi Jing just knelt on one knee on the ground and rested for a while, and finally recovered, and then staggered to stand up, realizing that he was in the tent, and he didn't know when. At this time, his personal servant came in with water, saw his appearance, and quickly said: "What's wrong with the general, are you overjoyed? Why don't you sit down?"

Chi Jing asked in a low voice, "Why are you happy?"

"The general is about to marry the beautiful girl, so it's natural to be happy." The boy said with a smile. "I've been with the general for so many years, and it's hard to see the general move once, and now I'm going to hold the beauty back. This is a great good thing. As long as the general returns, the emperor will definitely give the general a marriage, and then-- "

"Enough." Chi Jing waved. "I see."

The boy looked at him incomprehensibly, but fortunately he was still smart, he quickly put the basin on the shelf, and turned around to go out.

Chi Jing twisted the cloth and wiped his face in the past. His heart no longer hurt. His desire for survival made him gradually begin to examine his current situation.

Chi Jing, the general of the Qin state, fought countless battles and killed countless enemies in his life. He was the emperor's confidant. Now that he has passed the year and has not yet married, the emperor is worried about him. There is no other reason. Chi Jing's mother is the emperor's My sister, Chi Jing's parents passed away early, and the emperor treated him as a son. If Chi Jing only loved martial arts and did not love learning literature, he was afraid that the emperor spoiled him so much that he was willing to pass the throne to him.

What worries the emperor most is Chi Jing's life-long event. He promised Chi Jing's mother that he would take good care of the child, but after so many years, how many beauties he has stuffed into the general's mansion, all kinds of beautiful women, Huan Fei, Yan Shou and everything, Chi Jing just doesn't care, and doesn't say anything when he asks him what he likes. , like a monk.

Of course Chi Jing is not a monk, nor is he without *, but he always thinks of his parents. His parents can be described as a pair of immortals, but it is a pity that his mother was born with a heart disease. He fell ill and died when he was ten years old. His father lost his beloved wife and couldn't last long. Chi Jing was deeply influenced by her parents, and she never looked at women she didn't like.

Until he met the nemesis in life, Ye Qianlu.

Ye Qianlu is a beautiful woman. She is a dozen years younger than Chi Jing. When Chi Jing met her at the age of thirty-one, Ye Qianlu had just reached her marriage, and she had not yet agreed to marry someone.

He fell in love with the girl, and when he learned that the girl had not yet agreed, he immediately expressed his thoughts to the emperor's uncle. The emperor was overjoyed when he heard this, and hurriedly ordered the marriage. In this way, Chi Jing married his wife.

But on the wedding night, his wife didn't allow him to touch him, and he was even more cold to him. By chance, Chi Jing discovered that his wife had met a man by going to the temple to offer incense, and even had a skin-to-skin relationship! Chi Jing, who found out about this, was furious and made a big mistake, forcibly raped her under Ye Qianlu's struggle. Afterwards, she was locked at home, and she was not allowed to go out for half a step.

He didn't dare to let the emperor know about this, for fear that the Heavenly Family would directly chop off Ye Qianlu's head if he knew about it.

But as the truth of the matter was revealed, Ye Qianlu was reluctant to do even superficial efforts. She told him directly that it was her parents who had taken a fancy to his power and forced her to separate from her lover and marry into the general's mansion. She also said that every minute and every second she spent with Chi Jing felt disgusting.

Chi Jing's mother was born extremely beautiful, and his father was also famously handsome, but unfortunately he did not inherit the advantages of his parents, but looked like a very rough and heroic emperor. They all say that my nephew, Uncle Xiao, is true. Because of this, the emperor liked this nephew very much, but it was difficult to please women like this.

Qin State is popular with beautiful men who are weak and romantic. It seems that Chi Jing is a tall man with a strong voice and bronze complexion. In modern times, it may be very masculine and attractive to women, but in Qin State, it is indeed not acceptable. welcome.

What Ye Qianlu likes is her cousin, a man who is the complete opposite of Chi Jing. Chi Jing has to admit that he has a very good appearance.

Of course he refused to let Ye Qianlu go, and even because of Ye Qianlu's various verbal irritations, once there was an *, he would vent on Ye Qianlu. Over time, Ye Qianlu became very afraid of him, and at the same time learned that he had attacked his cousin and blocked his official career, and even hated him.

A good couple, but in the end, they are even worse than enemies.

Until the emperor's death, Ye Qianlu took advantage of Chi Jing's heartbreak, pretended to be gentle, stabbed a knife into his heart, strangled their newly born child, and returned to her cousin.

But the good times don't last long. She and Chi Jing have been married for several years. The cousin has already been married. There are countless beautiful wives and concubines in the family. How can she be alone?

If she goes to her cousin's side, then the general's wife will cease to exist, and Ye Qianlu can't even go home to visit her parents in an open and honest way, and can only survive as a concubine Ye.

She lived for a few more decades before she slowly realized how good Chi Jing was, only then did she realize that there are not many loyal husbands like Chi Jing in this world, the wives and concubines around her cousin all hated her, and she was getting older and lustful Decline, no longer beautiful, cousin is no longer interested in her. When she arrived, she could not give birth to a child and half a daughter, but her life was very hard. After her cousin died, she was still alive and well, but without her cousin, those wives and aunts had no scruples.

In the end, he was actually kicked out of the house, became a beggar begging for food, and died in a dilapidated temple.

I regretted it before I died. If I can do it all over again, I must treat Chi Jing well, and I will not let him down and suffer. I must stay with him and give him a few more children.

But she didn't know that Chi Jing didn't want to meet her from the beginning to the end.

If you don't meet, you won't fall in love, if you don't fall in love, you won't suffer, you won't die tragically, you won't have grievances after death, and you won't be obsessed.

The male ghost entered his body at this moment. The wish to be fulfilled is very simple, no longer entangle Ye Qianlu, I don't know how Ye Qianlu will spend the rest of her life Chi Jing, I just hope that I will not meet this woman again, and I will not force it again.

He didn't dare to come, because he didn't know if he who was madly in love with Ye Qianlu would still be so paranoid and become a demon if he lived again.

The male ghost has no such scruples. It's just that he can still feel Chi Jing's pain, the pain of being stabbed into the heart by the person he loves most, like, like—

Like what?

I can't remember, but I feel strangely familiar. He slowly stroked his chest and closed his eyes.

When he returned to the capital, the emperor called him into the palace as usual, first praised him greatly, and then asked him what he wished and what reward he wanted.

At this time before his death, Chi Jing asked the emperor to give him a marriage without thinking about it, and then looked forward to marrying the woman he loves and giving her a lifetime of happiness. Live happily.

But the result made him understand that there is no result for force.

So he just clenched his fists: "The last commander doesn't have the reward he wants."

The emperor sighed: "Jing'er..."

Once you call him Jing'er, it means that the Tian family is going to think about it as an elder. Chi Jing replied without changing his face: "Yes, uncle."