Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The forty-eighth bowl of soup (5)

He also looked very gentle when he slept.

Really gentle.

Brows, eyes, nose, and even the expression on his face are gentle. It seems that when he sees him, he feels that the whole world has hope. Chi Lu suddenly became confused. It was obviously the same face, but why did it give people a completely different feeling?

She raised the kitchen knife in her hand, originally wanting to cut it at Chi Junyan's neck, but not only why, but suddenly felt that her wrist was heavy and could not fall. She looked at the man, her eyes gradually falling on the photo frame hanging in the room.

Each photo is a group photo of them. The girl smiles innocently. The man is gentle and loving. In various places, the only constant is the warmth between each other. There is no dirty feeling at all, only warmth and happiness.

It shouldn't be like this...it shouldn't be like this! Seeing someone who ruined your life, but you can't do it yourself? ! Chi Lu couldn't believe her soft heart, she tried to chop down again, but just like the previous time, when the kitchen knife fell, it stopped in mid-air.

Her hands are shaking, which seems to be subconscious. Chi Lu couldn't tell whether she was reborn or just dreaming.

When she was very young, she also wished she could have a good father. This father was very kind to her, loved her very much, took her out to play, went to the playground, and bought her a lot of toys and beautiful dresses , especially gentle.

But then she didn't think so. She would only curse this man to death in her heart, curse him to go to **** after death, and hate him to the core.

If it's rebirth, why is everything around me different from what I remember? Chi Lu closed her eyes, lowered her hand, and the kitchen knife in her hand fell to the floor, making a muffled sound. She glanced at the man on the bed again, bent down to pick it up, and walked out slowly.

After she left, Chi Junyan slowly opened his eyes.

Chi Lu, who returned to her room, fell asleep in a daze. In her dream, she cried and begged for mercy, kept calling for her father, and kept screaming in pain, but the other party had no contact at all, and even laughed maliciously and coldly. The next second, she threw herself into someone's arms, who hugged her tenderly, lifted her up, made her sit on his shoulders, and gently told her not to be picky eaters, cook her favorite food... and then she Looking up, two different fathers have the same face.

One is ugly and one is beautiful, but they are clearly the same person.

"Lulu, Lulu?"

Chi Lu woke up suddenly, what caught her eye was a handsome face, she was so frightened that she grabbed the quilt in her hand and hid back, the man was surprised: "Did Lu Lu get scared, why didn't she even have pajamas? Change?" Seeing that Chi Lu was still staring at him, Chi Junyan pointed to the door and explained, "Dad knocked on the door for a long time and you didn't respond, so you came in." Then, let's try Chi Lu's forehead. Chi Lu was startled and stiffened. Chi Junyan touched his forehead with a backhand and said strangely, "I don't have a fever, get up quickly, if you don't get up again, you won't have breakfast."

It was only then that Chi Lu noticed that he was wearing a cute cartoon apron. She looked at him blankly, and Chi Junyan walked towards the door, exhorting as he walked, "change your clothes and have dinner."

Although I don't know what's going on, the "Dad" in front of me is exactly the same as the one I remember, but very different. Chi Lu slowly got up from the bed, walked into the bedroom to wash, and then picked out a skirt to put on.

Chi Junyan saw her when she was in the kitchen and said in surprise, "Wearing a skirt for the morning run?"

"Morning... run?"

"Yes, didn't you say yesterday that it's summer vacation and you want to exercise with Dad?" Chi Junyan said as a matter of course, turning around to serve porridge. "How do you run in such a beautiful dress? Dad bought you sportswear, so I'll change it later."

Putting the porridge in front of Chi Lu, he narrowed his eyes and asked, "Could it be that he didn't want to run away?"

Chi Lu subconsciously retorted: "No!"

"That's good." Chi Junyan smiled with satisfaction. "Then let's eat quickly."

She stared blankly at Chi Junyan, washing her hands and taking off her apron, then sitting at the dining table, serving her vegetables from time to time, and her performance was so natural that Chi Lu was stunned.

After eating, she went back to her room to change into her sportswear. The father and daughter took the keys and locked the door, and went out for a morning run. Along the way, Chi Junyan greeted some grandparents from time to time, and Chi Lu discovered that he was very popular. Well, almost everyone knows him and can say a few words.

When she came home after the morning run, Chi Lu was sitting in the living room in a daze. She saw Chi Junyan returning to his room and didn't know what he was doing. After sitting for a while, she wanted to watch TV. She rarely had this opportunity in her previous life, mainly because she didn't want to watch it after encountering such a thing.

So far Chi Lu thought she was dreaming. She never did a single bad thing in her previous life, so... she can go to heaven after death, right? So is this your own paradise? A normal, loving and respectful good dad?

What happened to the traffickers last night? Are there bad people in heaven? Chi Lu couldn't figure it out, she rummaged in the drawer under the TV, and found some video tapes along with the remote control.

Then she sat on the sofa and watched the entire tape.

In fact, it's some very boring daily life. It's nothing more than a father and a daughter barbecue together, outings, or competitions, cooking, sports, etc., but Chi Lu takes it very seriously, she doesn't understand what this world is What's the matter, why is it completely different from what she had imagined.

At noon, Chi Junyan came out to make lunch. Seeing her watching the video, he smiled and said, "Dad will take you out to play in a few days, where do you want to go?"

Hearing this, Chi Lu looked at him: "Can I go anywhere?"

"Of course."

"...I don't want to go anywhere."

Chi Junyan was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Alright, it's so hot now, you'll get tanned when you go out to play. When the first day of school starts, everyone's children are white and tender, and my Lulu looks like a piece of black charcoal. , it doesn't look good."

Chi Lu has a feeling called coquettish in her heart: "No one else!"

She was stunned when she said that - did she say it? Without any control, she said it? Why is she talking like that? She has never spoken like that!

Chi Junyan treats her so badly, she has never acted coquettishly with him, and Chi Junyan doesn't care, but now...she is talking like this uncontrollably, as if she had said it countless times.

The other party is also used to it: "Okay, no, no, my Lulu is the cutest little girl. When I go to school, others will envy me for having such a well-behaved daughter."

When he was pressed on the bed, he also heard the daughter sentence after sentence, but now he still calls her daughter, but it feels completely different. Chi Lu shook her head violently, "I'm going out!"

After she finished speaking, she rushed out without saying a word. Chi Junyan called her from behind as if she couldn't hear her. At this moment, Chi Lu has only one idea, find Guan Zong! If she sees Guan Zong, she will know what all this is about! If this is all fake, then at least Guan Zong is real!

If I reborn myself, is Guan Zong still alive? Thinking of this possibility, Chi Lu finally felt that the world was a little better.

She found Guan Zong's home based on her own memory, standing outside for a long time and didn't dare to go in. She is only twelve years old now, Guan Zong is five years older than himself, can he remember himself? Guan Zong was still alive when she jumped off the building to commit suicide, even if she was reborn, Guan Zong would not necessarily come back!

Thinking that she is the only one left in this world, Chi Lu squatted down, hugged her knees, buried her face in the middle of her knees, and her tears fell uncontrollably.

She cried so sadly, until someone patted her shoulder, the boy's slightly childish voice sounded from her ear: "Little sister, why are you crying?"

Chi Lu raised her head when she heard the sound, and saw a familiar face that could no longer be familiar.

She never knew that Guan Zong could be so good-looking when she was a teenager. Standing up, he rushed towards Guan Zong, who was sweating just after the ball, startling the basketball in his hands, hugging Guan Zong's waist and refusing to let go.

Guan Zong is stunned, wait what's the situation? What happened? Does he not know this little sister at all? Several classmates around booed, and some said, "Guan Zong! It's fine if you pick flowers and weeds at school, even the little loli won't let go, you beast!"

Several others said in unison: "You beast!"

For some reason, Guan Zong was especially afraid that the little girl in his arms would misunderstand him, so he quickly explained: "Little sister, don't listen to their nonsense, big brother is a good person."

Chi Lu raised her head, her big eyes filled with tears, she whimpered and said, "Well, I, I know."

Guan Zong was afraid to pat her on the head and asked, "Can you let me go first? I'm covered in sweat." Is it really good for the little girl to be so ladylike in her clothes?

But Chi Lu refused to let go. She was afraid that once she let go, Guan Zong would disappear. Guan Zong was extremely helpless and couldn't push her away, so he was followed by Chi Lu back home. Guan's father and Guan's mother were all confused, and Guan's father asked, "Guan Zong, what are you doing? You kidnapped you. Little girl?"

Guan Zong smiled bitterly. Before he could explain, he heard Guan's mother screaming: "Yeah! Such a cute little girl!"

She has always wanted a daughter, and when she was pregnant with Guan Zong, she wanted to have a daughter, but as soon as Guan Zong was born, Guan's mother was utterly disappointed! Seeing such a lovely Chi Lu now, she can't wait to send Guan Zong away immediately!