Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The forty-ninth bowl of soup (5)

"I understand now." Cheng Qing said softly, at the same time he looked out the window, it was like the night in this city, even with the neon lights, the night is dark after all, and the day is so short .

cindy didn't understand what he meant by the words without beginning and end, but she was nervous, she felt that the truth of the matter seemed to be coming out, but for some reason, she suddenly dared not admit it.

Come with malice, dressed in a beautiful skin, but in fact, the heart is absurd and unfeeling.

What does Cheng Qing understand? He didn't tell cindy, just pointed to the door: "If you don't go, I can only go."

Cindy wanted to say something else, but Cheng Qing's expression was very serious. She bit her lip and walked out with the insulation box. As soon as she walked out of the door, before she had time to turn around and talk to Cheng Qing, the door behind her uttered A heavy voice, then the lock fell, and cindy stood at the door, feeling like an idiot.

She tried to knock on the door, but the other party didn't respond at all. She was also angry, she kicked the door, walked towards the elevator, and threw the thermal insulation box in when she passed the trash can.

The phone rang when I was in the elevator. It was a call from my little sister who was playing well, "How is it? Should you be free today? Do you have an appointment at the **** bar this afternoon?"

cindy said: "Ask, why not?"

"Would you like to bring your prey this time so that we can see it? It's said to be superb, if we didn't see it, we wouldn't believe it!"

cindy looked blankly at himself reflected in the elevator: "Don't you know my taste?"

"I only want to ask if I know it! You just like to play this kind of game. Every time you look at people, it's weird. This time I heard that it's an executive man with a cold personality. Hehe, he probably doesn't know yet. Your identity, right? I can't wait to see what he'll look like when he finds out the truth! You black-hearted bad woman!"

Cindy casually said see you in the afternoon and hung up the phone. Then she looked at herself in the reflection of the elevator, wondering what was wrong. The clothes are simple and decent, the smile is sweet and sunny, what's wrong? Why did Cheng Qing's attitude change suddenly?

Forget it, she doesn't serve her anymore. Who can stand the temper of this person who refuses people thousands of miles away. If she hadn't made a bet with her little sister, she wouldn't be too lazy to deal with him. Thinking of this, Cindy suddenly became enlightened, and there was a smile on his face. After she hit her home, she kicked off the cheap high-heeled shoes that were uncomfortable on her feet. These were all clothes for work. In order to show that her family was ordinary, she had wronged herself for a long time, and she had to go to eat. Low-level roadside stalls are disgusting to think about now.

But after paying so much but not getting Cheng Qing, this is even more frustrating!

As soon as the eldest lady got angry, she felt that she had fed the dog for so long, and she was disgusted with Cheng Qing's attitude just now.

Cheng Qing closed the door and slowly slid down with her back against the door.

He finally understood what that half of the missing memories were.

He is a ghost, not the real Cheng Qing. The real Cheng Qing is lonely and sensitive. What will he do when he encounters a girl like Cindy who is enthusiastic and active and can figure out his own mind?

He will love her.

Lonely people can't extricate themselves once they give love.

But all this is just a lie. If Cheng Qing learned the truth, what would he do?

He will be in so much pain that he wants to die.

A ray of sunshine suddenly appeared in a lonely person's life, and later this ray of sunshine told him that everything was fake, that this love was a deception, a game, a conquest of his so-called "flower of the high mountain" ——What could make Cheng Qing sad more easily than this?

I have lived alone for so many years, thinking that I have sustenance, but sweet words are false, love is false, and the so-called sincerity is worthless. What can he do? He has already handed over everything he has to the other party. Now, what can he do except bear it alone?

See you later, he can't say anything.

Even if she comes back to him with remorse, he can no longer trust her. Like a shepherd's child, if you tell too many lies, you will no longer be able to win people's trust. But the lonely heart is still shaking because of love, so, forgive? Do not forgive? became the biggest problem.

It's hard to get over the water. If you forgive, can you go back to the past? The real Cheng Qing fell in love with a girl who was warm and kind like the sun, but such a girl was performed by an excellent love liar. This girl has never existed in this world, that is to say, there has never been such a girl in the world. Some people saw the loneliness in his heart, and no one wanted to touch and accompany him. He was lonely and always will be.

And the Specter who can't fall in love with human beings will also feel good because of such people and recognize that there is hope in life.

False.

Everything is empty and non-existent.

Cheng Qing put one hand on his knee and looked out the window slowly. His heart was extremely calm at the moment, and he finally understood what it meant to be like a withered heart.

Even if I meet a nice person again, it's not going to get better.

It never gets better.

Even if he returns to his own world, even if he sees his former lover, even if he takes back everything he lost, he won't get better.

He understood everything and remembered everything.

But so what? Cheng Qing couldn't even understand why he had been ups and downs in the Wangchuan River for so many years. He has been insisting so hard, and now he is completely unable to make waves in his heart. In the end... why did he insist on it?

What's wrong with turning it into river sediment?

cindy changed into a low-cut skirt and let down her curled hair. She had a beautiful chestnut curly hair and her skin was as white as snow. Taking off her usual clothes, she is as beautiful as a fire, burning herself and others at the same time.

The little sister asked her with a smile: "Didn't you say it's coming soon? Why, it's about to give up?"

"Give up? I'm just too lazy to play with him any more." She flipped her curls dashingly. "Love is not a necessity in life. I really liked him when I saw him at first, but now I don't like him anymore, why should I feel wronged? This kind of ice-like man is really boring, I feel like vomiting after watching it for a long time."

While saying this, Cheng Qing's smile on the corners of his eyes and his ubiquitous tenderness appeared in front of him.

She shook her head, and the little sister smiled and put her arms around her shoulders: "Yes, yes, we cindy have never been in a handsome man before. This Cheng Qingshuai is handsome, but he is not the prettiest, either. The character is not likable, if you don't like it, you don't like it, and it's over if you break up with him!"

"I can't swallow this breath! How wronged I am to please her these days! I'm still learning how to cook." Although the food made is not edible at all, in the end it was all made by the chef at home, But at least she also paid for it, didn't she? "He is so cold to me, I will never let him go!"

"What else do you want to do? Didn't you just say that?" said the little sister. "He is an executive here. He is in charge of the operation of the entire group. Don't be impulsive."

"Since I can't get on him, I have to find something to do to comfort myself, who has been tortured by him for so long, right?" Cindy said as a matter of course, grabbing the bottle on the table and taking a sip. "Don't worry, I won't overdo it."

The little sister looked at her worriedly: "Are you alright?" She always felt that something wasn't right.

"Of course I'm fine! Why are you asking this?" Cindy asked curiously.

The little sister shook her head: "I read it wrong."

Yes, she must have misunderstood, playing the world, only interested in men who have challenges, will do whatever it takes to disguise to approach them, get their hearts and then discard cindy, how can it be lost? She has seen Cheng Qing's man. He is cold and taciturn and doesn't know how to please women. He is handsome, but he is not a beautiful man that is rare to see in a century, not to mention his family background. He is not on the same level as Cindy. Maybe you can see Cheng Qing?

I think too much.

So cindy and the little sister had a good night of high, and woke up in the hotel the next morning with a little headache. She took care of herself first before she could find the phone. At first glance, there were more than a dozen missed calls, all of whom were colleagues from the company. Cindy threw the phone away, since she gave up Cheng Qing, who would go to work? That bit of dead wages every month is not enough to buy her a pair of shoes.

Of course, I can't wear yesterday's clothes. I'm full of alcohol. Cindy makes a random call and asks someone to bring new clothes. After changing, I have a meal at the hotel, and then I sit in the front. Come and pick up your driver's car and say, "Go to work."

An hour later, the driver respectfully came over and opened the door, "Miss."

Cindy snorted and flipped her curly hair. She was wearing sunglasses and her bright red lips were gorgeous and charming. This is the real her. After pretending to be a little white flower for a long time, her whole person will be wrong. If she hadn't thought that Xiaobaihua's character was the easiest to get involved with Cheng Qing, she would not have wronged herself.

Walking to the lobby on the first floor, took off her sunglasses, and some colleagues who recognized her looked at each other, wondering what was going on. The female colleague who has a good relationship with Cindy on weekdays hurried up and said, "How do you wear this today! It's not that you don't know the company's dress code. If you don't wear a uniform, at least wear a suit. How do you wear a—"

She can't go on, because Cindy has always liked this kind of **** make-up. She has a good figure, big breasts, thin waist and long legs, and her skin is as thin as sebum. At first glance, she is used to being pampered. At this moment, she glanced at her female colleague with a half-smile and said, "It's my freedom to wear what I want."

The female colleague was stunned for a moment. Cindy usually doesn't talk like this... Before she could recover, Cindy had already walked past her, not even giving her a look.