Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The thirty-eighth bowl of soup (1)

"Do you believe that there is a loyal and firm love in the world?"

"Even death, sickness, pain, not parting?"

"Even if the whole world is against you, protect her, cherish her, and prevent her from being harmed in the slightest?"

"Even if the whole world is standing across from you?"

Faced with these four questions, Qing Huan didn't answer at first. In fact, even if she answered, it was useless. When many ghosts asked her, they didn't think about asking her to answer. They just say their own questions, but in fact, no one knows the answers to these questions better than them.

I know what the answer is but can't accept it. This is the most embarrassing thing.

But Qing Huan finally answered: "I believe, but I don't expect it."

The female ghost stared at her for a while, then Fang said: "I know that everything is self-indulgent and I am willing to pay for him, but..."

But she really didn't expect him to be so heartless.

He was so unfeeling that he dug out her heart and inner elixir with his own hands and made a pill to save his beloved wife.

"Just because I'm not a mortal, and I'm not the person he once wanted to protect, so he can be so cruel to me?" The female ghost Qingniao asked suspiciously, she really didn't understand, she exhausted all her wisdom He tried to figure this out, but failed. She didn't know why she was dying. "The first time I saw him, I fell in love with him. But I know that he only loves his wife, and I sighed with his deep affection for his wife, so I helped him many times, picking immortal grass for him, stealing immortal pills, Because of his bruises all over his body, he was even expelled from Penglai Immortal Mountain, and he never dared to go back."

"Penglai Xianshan wanted me to be accused, so I hid in the world. He wouldn't let me stay with him, because my existence was a trouble for him. He had already worked hard to take care of his wife. If he is there, it will only attract immortal soldiers to capture. So I have to run around, I will show up every time he calls me, but I don't understand, I gave everything for him! Why did he poach my heart? He also took away my inner alchemy, just because...that would save his wife."

What about her? Just because she is not a human, so she has to be deprived of even the chance to survive? She trusted him with all her heart! Treat him as a friend! So much has been done for him! What did you get in the end? !

The female ghost Qingniao didn't cry, she was just puzzled. She never did anything bad to the couple and even helped them more than once because they truly loved each other!

When they were fleeing, she was the one who helped them. When they were in danger, she was the one who rescued them. Even when they were besieged by the sect, she was the one who resisted so many monks, just to let them leave safely. ! She even stole immortal grass in order to help save people, so she could never return to Penglai Immortal Mountain!

The love that can be paid, why did it end like this in the end? He treats his wife so affectionately, why is he so cruel to her?

The female ghost Qingniao thought about it for a while and couldn't understand it, but thought that it might be because she was not a human being, so she was different from his wife.

She just can't understand, how can a person benefit the world and love his wife deeply, but only refuse to treat her kindly?

No, they are friends, but the more this is, the more confused the female ghost Jade Bird is, why would she hurt her friends? ? She didn't even understand, was this the young man she fell in love with back then?

When she fell in love with him, she was young and ignorant of the world. She just went from the fairy mountain to the lower realm, but who knew that she was coveted by bad people. Although she was a fairy beast, how could she defeat dozens of demon cultivators? She broke through the siege and was seriously injured. She had to transform into her original shape and fell on the back mountain of Tianjimen.

At that time, the person she loved was the eldest disciple of Tianjimen. She was dressed in a white Taoist robe as warm as jade. After saving her, she treated her wounds and applied medicine, and then released her personally.

But after this, is he still the young man in white?

He turned his back on his teacher for a female demon cultivator, because the teacher couldn't accept that he fell in love with a hostile demon woman. As a result, the female demon was seriously injured, and he tried every means to prolong her life, just to stay in the world for decades, and it would be better to die once than not know about human affairs.

Then the blue bird appeared in front of him. Telling him that he was the blue bird he rescued back then, and he came back specially to repay his gratitude. He saved her life, and in the end she put all her heart in it. But until after her death, Jade Bird wanted to know, if the young man in white would choose to cut her heart and dig pills, just because of a legend that might heal human flesh and bones?

Not a friend?

Blue Bird can't figure it out.

Qing Huan stretched out her hand and touched her head, feeling that she was still a child. "People can change." Therefore, in many cases, human beings are often inferior to loyal, simple and steadfast animals.

Blue Bird looked at Qing Huan madly: "But Tian Ye is very good, he is kind, strong, and gentle, the head of Tianji Sect respects him, the disciples look up to him, he once stood up He vowed to protect the world and not let the magic cultivator invade. But since he fell in love with the female magic cultivator, everything has changed. Love should persist, I know this, but in order to keep the person he loves deeply, he Why..." Jade Bird looked at Qing Huan with begging eyes. "I don't understand, why even if he fell into the devil's way, he never killed innocent people indiscriminately, and even has a heart of compassion, but he can only be cruel to me, only to me? He treats the world with kindness and peace, why did he choose in the end? Kill me? We're friends!"

"Although..." Having said this, Ao Niao's little face turned a little red. "I liked him, but I never showed it, and neither did he or his wife. I didn't want to disturb their lives, I just wanted to help, but why was it me who was sacrificed in the end? Why?"

"Why are so many requests made to me for granted? I went to Penglai Immortal Mountain to steal immortal grass for him. Did he ever think for me that I am a Penglai immortal beast. , what will be the consequences? He is only worried about his wife, why can't he think about it for me? Just because we are friends, we should be considerate of each other, right?"

She gave everything she could, but the end result left her heartbroken and bewildered.

Qing Huan asked: "So, what do you want?"

"I... don't know." Jade Bird looked at Qing Huan blankly. "What do I think? Actually, I am afraid. When he begged me to steal the immortal grass elixir for him, I was really scared and scared. Empress Yaochi treated me very well, I was her messenger, and I have been there since I was a child. Empress Yaochi grew up by her side. But immortal grass elixir cannot be given to mortals, even if they are cultivators. I... stole the immortal grass because he begged me. He saved me , is my benefactor and my friend. You should go through fire and water for your friends, shouldn't you?"

She asked Qinghuan like a child, as if she wanted to get a positive answer from Qinghuan. But Qing Huan just looked at her softly, didn't speak, just smiled lightly.

But, if she really does, why does she always have doubts in her heart?

"Is there any other reason for you to help him besides you like him and he saved you?" Qing Huan asked.

Blue Bird thought for a while before saying, "Maybe...because there will be no one to help him except me."

Tian Ye fell in love with Mo Xiu, betrayed his teacher, and was spurned by others. The people of Tianjimen never stopped looking for him, and they all hoped to bring him back on the right track. Many of them wanted to put him in the right place. Deadly, but in any case, Tian Ye couldn't ask anyone for help in an open and honest way.

As Blue Bird said, no one can help him except Blue Bird.

She can only help him. Even sometimes she would ask herself in her heart, even if she would feel sad - no matter how much she paid, there was only one person Tian Ye cared about.

He turned a blind eye to her efforts, never even worried or thanked her. Of course, Qingniao didn't want his worries or gratitude. She gave all of it voluntarily. The only thing she was heartbroken about was the dagger that went into her heart. And Tian Ye's eyes.

He seemed to say sorry to her for the first time, but Jade Bird wanted to ask him, why did he say sorry? Why do you look so sorry and hurt? If you're sorry, why -- kill her anyway?

Picking hearts and taking pills, all in order to extend his wife's life.

And what about her?

Is she not human, so she can kill at will? Because she is an immortal beast, after all, she is not the same as him, so she deserves to die?

Blue Bird is at a loss.

Qing Huan looked at her for a long time, lightly tapped the blue bird's forehead, shook her head, and asked Xie Bi'an to send her to Li Wangtai.

Jiguang rubbed out at some point, obviously because of its level, it doesn't despise the fairy beast Blue Bird. It rubbed against Qinghuan's leg, and its small paws hooked Qinghuan's skirt and climbed up neatly. Qing Huan put it on his lap and rubbed Ji Guang's chin with one hand, and the little guy suddenly purred comfortably.

"I don't need you to follow me this time."

Jiguang's eyes showed disappointment. Qing Huan squeezed its small meat ball and rubbed its small ears, her eyes were distant, and she didn't know what she was thinking. The pit she dug in the previous world really gave her a lingering fear, so if it was not necessary, she needed to be more careful.

So in the end she still came alone.

When she appeared in the Jade Bird World, Qing Huan saw sharp pains under her ribs before she even opened her eyes. She first took a breath, and then carefully climbed up from where she was lying, only to find that she was in a cave, with straw branches spread messily under her body, even in the form of a fairy beast, obviously seriously injured. There is no way to transform into a human form.

To have suffered such a serious injury... It must not be hurt by the mortal world. No matter how bad the blue bird is, it is still a fairy beast. How can mortals hurt her at will.