Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The thirty-ninth bowl of soup (nine)

Even if he's the bad guy, he's her good guy.

Xu Lianyi quietly made a paper and stared at the king intently. She really doesn't remember much of the past, but she can still feel that the king's heart is different from those of those people.

This strange, brutal yet gentle man.

I don't know when she fell asleep. When the king turned to look at her, he saw her little one wrapped in a blanket, obediently closing her eyes and immersing herself in dreamland, gently caressing her calloused fingers Her cheeks were red and her eyes were deep and distant.

Although there was an episode of the assassin, the king didn't care. He didn't follow the advice of other officials and returned to the palace now. He woke up the next morning and continued to hunt. Unlike before, he no longer took Xu Lianyi with him. , may be because Xu Lianyi's shoulder injury is not completely healed.

It wasn't until three days later, when the hunt was over, that the king returned to the palace. From the moment he returned to the palace, Xu Lianyi, who followed him, felt the most clearly. The king was in a bad mood. He was irritable and irritable. If he was unhappy, he would beheaded. The guards were also like the palace people. It's also good, I was always trembling when serving, for fear that if one was not thoughtful, the master's head would fall to the ground, and I couldn't avoid resentment towards the king in my heart.

Xu Lianyi sees everything in his eyes. Since the shoulder injury, she feels that her body is not as good as the day. This feeling is very clear. Yesterday, she felt that the wound was better and no longer so painful. The next day, she immediately felt breathless and even suffocated. pain of.

The scars on her body are slowly getting better, but her soul is at odds with this body. If she doesn't complete the task quickly, she will die. After he died, he returned to his soul body, and his destination was Wangchuan.

Now this intact body is nothing but a blindfold, to hide people's eyes and ears. The fresh body has time to use. The pain she feels from time to time is a warning from Naihe: It is not good for her to drag on like this.

Xu Lianyi wanted to kill the king more and more urgently, but she also clearly realized the gap in strength between herself and the king. She wanted to kill him easily, but how could there be such a simple thing in the world? This man is extremely alert, born with divine power, and has high martial arts skills, like a mighty lion, and now Xu Lianyi is just a rabbit, even if he has sharp teeth and claws, he is still a rabbit.

One morning, as soon as I drank a mouthful of fish porridge, I felt nauseated, turned my head, and vomited with a loud noise. Xu Lianyi was terrified! She felt that she didn't have a long time, but she didn't expect it to deteriorate so quickly, she couldn't even eat!

You must know that although this body is dead, it is completely alive when her soul is filled. That is to say, in addition to the soul, she is now a healthy and normal person. Since she is a normal person, she will naturally Food and water are needed to sustain life. From the moment she was possessed, Xu Lianyi gradually felt that she had become a "human". She felt very happy, so she cherished her body very much and was reluctant to suffer any injury.

If you die now, not only will you lose your physical body, you will even return to the Forgotten River!

No! no!

The king was also drinking porridge. When he saw that she vomited, he immediately frowned and ordered the imperial doctor to be called.

Xu Lianyi thought to herself, what's the use of calling an imperial physician, she has a problem with her soul, can an imperial physician help her repair her soul and stabilize her body? But since the king insisted on doing so, she did not refuse.

However, the final result surprised her.

She is pregnant!

Xu Lianyi stared at the imperial doctor's mouth, unable to move, as if he had lost the ability to think and react. She is pregnant? !

Yes, this body is normal. Although it was inevitable that there were some minor problems at the beginning, but as time progressed, it became more and more normal. Now it is no different from ordinary people. ability. But Xu Lianyi never thought of this possibility, she didn't even think that she would be pregnant too!

Pregnant... She caressed her stomach blankly, unable to believe that there was a little life bred there. She didn't listen carefully to what the king and the imperial physician were saying, but she seemed to recall a certain scene in her mind. The child in her womb... turned into a mass of flesh and blood, and was cut out alive, just because the person needed a drug lead.

She has another child.

Xu Lianyi couldn't speak anymore. She stared at the king stupidly, and she seemed to be a little happy when he saw his blood-red eyes. When he reached out to touch her stomach, she seemed to be taken aback , immediately clapped his hands away, as if he was some kind of beast.

Then Xu Lianyi realized that he had been bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the rope. Even after staying in the Wangchuan River for so many years, she still never forgot the feeling of panic and grief to the extreme. Maybe she didn't love her long ago, she's not afraid anymore, but that kind of pain has been entangling and biting her all the time. Those ghosts who refuse to reincarnate and jump into the Wangchuan River are all the same. They are obsessed with what they will never get, so every minute and every second in Wangchuan, they lose their memory and forget the past, but only pain. never annihilate.

Empty souls, lifeless memories, dead hearts.

That's all.

The king, who learned that Xu Lianyi was pregnant, was really happy. For the first time, he didn't cut off the head but even rewarded the imperial doctor. He turned around and saw Xu Lianyi, who had been staring at him in a dazed way, and walked over to touch her rudely. Head: "What kind of eyes are you looking at? You don't want to give birth to a widow?"

Xu Lianyi slowly shook her head: "No."

"That's good." The king habitually threatened her. "Otherwise watch your head."

He was so happy, so undisguised, that Xu Lianyi didn't even recognize him. Is this still the king who is often irritable and can't control the killing*? At the same time, she couldn't bear it herself. When she thought of a small seed in her stomach, she felt like she wanted to cry.

Dry eyes can act and cry hypocritically, but they can't cry because of joy or emotion. After a brief absence, Xu Lianyi thought of a question, this child will not be born. She understands her physical condition. She can only live for three or four months at most, but she has a child at this time.

When she kills the king, she will definitely not be able to survive. If you leave a child in this world, helpless, it would be better not to have been born in the first place.

She doesn't remember how many years she died, but in her memory, she only had two children. The first child she wanted to stay but failed, the second child she had to kill with her own hands. Xu Lianyi was a little dazed, is she the evil ghost more cruel, or the cruel master of Nai He?

Even evil spirits have weaknesses.

The king didn't know what Xu Lianyi was thinking, but he was very happy to know that she was pregnant with his child. One is a woman he likes, and the other is his first child. The combination of the two is a rare thing. In the following days, he did not cut anyone again, and even his blood-red eyes were much lighter, and occasionally he would Show some warmth.

Xu Lianyi knew that she couldn't delay any longer.

This is a great opportunity.

On the day the child turned three months old, she fell from the gazebo into the pool and slammed into a large rock. When he was rescued, he was already out of breath, so the child naturally couldn't keep it.

Looking at the basins of blood and water, Xu Lianyi gritted her teeth. She reminded herself over and over again: This is all necessary, this child will not be born anyway, she can no longer hesitate, no more If she dragged it down, she had to cut through the mess quickly. She didn't need any messy emotions. She couldn't be swayed by a tyrant.

She was in severe pain, and in a trance, she seemed to think of her own life. At that time, she was a bright girl in 28 years old, married to the person she loved, and she thought that the love between husband and wife was white from then on. How could she know that she ended up like this Fan end. The child formed in the belly became a medicine lead, and she exposed her corpse to the wilderness, with no bones left. She couldn't forget the pain she hated to the extreme.

After the child died, Xu Lianyi lay weakly on the bed. The king killed many people in his rage, but when he saw her at night, his face was gentle.

What a rare expression. But in the middle of the night, he finally let go of all his defenses, because this injured woman who lost her child was so petite, weak, and lovable. So he put everything down and lay beside her, holding her tightly in his arms.

It doesn't matter if the dagger goes deep into the heart.

Xu Lianyi didn't hesitate or regret when she started, she knew that she only had one chance. This man was the only one who treated her well in all her memories and impressions. But she wants to go back to that world, and she can't destroy herself here.

"...I'm sorry."

The king reached out and pushed her away, looking at the dagger that didn't go into his chest. The hilt of the knife is inlaid with a variety of gems, and it is really a good dagger that is priceless and sharpened like mud. In fact, he inserted these gems one by one, but he didn't say it, he was not used to saying it.

There is no point in living like this. The country that had ruled the world and had no more blood and war was no longer attractive to him. He didn't die on the battlefield, but at the hands of the woman he loved, and it was not bad to fulfill her painstaking efforts.

He didn't even ask Xu Lianyi why. Just staring at her with gradually dilated pupils, no fear of death in his eyes. A man who has dealt with death for so many years, what death is he afraid of?

I'm afraid of living. Living like a walking dead, not accepted by the whole world. He killed countless people, and finally it was his turn to die.

The king's lips moved, and then he closed his eyes.

Xu Lianyi looked at him and put the dagger into his heart.

The moment she closed her eyes, she heard a childish voice: Congratulations, the first world mission was successfully completed.

Xu Lianyi is indifferent.

The king said six words.

I don't like you.