Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The thirty-third bowl of soup (5 & 6)

Counting the time, five days have passed since entering the manor, but Qing Huan still hasn't seen the owner of the manor, Leng Jue, but can see Her Royal Highness every day.

Her Royal Highness Princess is an extremely beautiful and weak woman. She always waits for Leng Jue's return, waiting by the door every day, but Leng Jue has not come back for five consecutive days. Sad, often sitting there crying secretly.

If you just look at it like this, the princess seems to be a good person, but Qing Huan has seen it with her own eyes. One day, Her Royal Highness the princess sat by the door and cried alone, waiting heartbroken but to no avail. She kept crying and crying, but the housekeeper went back and forth several times but never stepped forward to persuade or comfort her. At first, Qing Huan thought that Her Royal Highness the princess had no status in this family, but after thinking about it carefully, it should not be because the housekeeper had repeatedly warned the princess not to make the princess angry since the day she entered. Still the hostess at the top.

No matter what the admiral's feelings for her, her status as a noble princess cannot be shaken.

Originally, Qing Huan only got information about the princess from Master Mei's mouth and TV news and other channels. The former once said that the reason why Song Xing came to Mei Se was the handwriting of the princess. Thinking of this, the princess could never be a flower. White lotus. And the TV and newspapers praised her and praised her virtues, but Qing Huan was too lazy to read them.

This is a country with a constitutional monarchy. Is there still a mainstream media who dares to say that the princess is not?

That day, she was wiping a vase in the living room at the order of the housekeeper, when she turned her head and saw a maid who was hired with her walking towards the princess.

Qing Huan didn't speak, just watched from a few steps away. The maid was there to comfort the princess, because the princess was crying every day, sadly waiting for her lover to come home. The maid looked about twenty-five or six years old, with an ordinary appearance, but a kind heart. Qing Huan saw it with her own eyes, she just kindly comforted the princess by saying, "The admiral must have something important to do, otherwise the princess will not be left at home alone", but she didn't know where the princess' x point was poked, and she immediately ordered her to die. Someone came in and dragged the maid off!

After a beating, the maid was thrown out of the manor. Even as a princess, you can't waste your life, otherwise the servant's little life will be gone.

To this the princess said rightfully: "What she said made me unhappy." So she punished her.

Qing Huan thought, this kind of naive cruelty makes people shudder. Because she was born a princess, she is nobler than everyone else, and everyone else wants to satisfy her and serve her, so even if she doesn't understand anything, she knows that anyone who makes her unhappy and unhappy can be solved-because she It's the princess, she has this ability and this qualification.

She was born different from ordinary people, which is why she fell in love with cold sleep. The more Leng Jue is detached from her, the more infatuated the princess becomes.

She didn't enter the manor to be a maid. Song Xing still had those memories with Leng Jue in her mind. After careful analysis, Qing Huan thought that Leng Jue didn't necessarily dislike her. They even got married, but the strange thing is that, knowing that his wife disappeared after betrayal, not only did Leng Jue not look for her, but he regarded everything as never happened, and even married the princess to be the concubine.

What does he want? Qing Huan thought, this is already obvious. For an ambitious hero, no matter how attractive a beauty is, it is not as attractive as power. It might be fun to be with Song Xing, but it doesn't help him in the slightest. But if he married the princess, his status would only be better!

Qing Huan knew that the Commonwealth Empire seemed calm, but it was actually in the midst of a civil war. The emperor wanted to abolish the existence of parliament, and progressive-minded people in the parliament proposed the idea of ​​advancing the constitutional monarchy into a democratic republic. In other words, the existence of imperial power is banned, and from now on, this country will no longer be called a federal empire, but a federal republic.

In other words, the two sides are evenly matched, so at this time, whoever wins the support of Admiral Leng Jue will win. But the question is, does Leng Jue want to continue to be an aristocrat, or does he want the people of this country to have a democratic and fair life?

From now on, there will no longer be three, six or nine grades. There will be no distinction between commoners and nobles. Everyone is equal. Everyone can rely on their own abilities to stand out. Hereditary titles will soon cease to exist. It doesn't feel so wonderful.

This also explains why he chose to marry the princess. His Majesty the King has only three daughters, and the little princess is his favorite person. When he married Leng Jue, the Pearl of the Palm, he was making a promise: you stand by my side, and when I die, the throne will be yours.

Leng Jue is of noble birth and has enjoyed all the privileges that aristocrats can have, so it is not surprising that he chose to stand on the side of the imperial power, is it?

Qing Huan felt that even if Leng Jue knew where Song Xing was, who framed Song Xing, and who was tortured and humiliated, he would not save Song Xing. Well explained everything.

Who is Lengjue? He is not a commoner like Song Xing, but a hereditary aristocrat, and an admiral who holds great power! If he made up his mind to protect Song Xing, how could he give others a chance to hurt her?

In any case, Qing Huan felt that Leng Jue's claim that Song Xing "had no knowledge" of what happened to Song Xing was untenable, and could not justify it at all. It was all a lie.

Poor Song Xing can't live anymore, he would rather jump off the Wangchuan River to suffer a hundred years of torture than come back to be a man for five years. A hundred years in the world, how many years is the Wangchuan River? It was an immeasurable amount of time, and for Song Waking up, the pain was a thousand times more painful.

Perhaps, she didn't have the courage to come back to support herself for another five years, because she had a faint premonition that Lengjue was not angry because of her "betrayal", but he chose to give up on her as early as the beginning. She didn't dare to face this reality, so she simply didn't come back, deceiving herself.

Song wakes her up and wants an answer, but she knows what the answer is in her heart.

Just when Qinghuan was in a trance, she suddenly heard Her Royal Highness's soft and joyful voice: "You are back!"

She looked back and saw Her Royal Highness the Princess lifted the hem of her tutu skirt, trotted all the way, rushed to the path and threw herself into the man's arms. Because of the distance, it was difficult to see with the naked eye what kind of face the admiral had, who had fascinated Song Xing, Her Royal Highness, and 90% of the women in the empire.

At this time, the butler hurriedly ordered: "Go and serve tea!"

Qing Huan responded, and when she brought out the tea from the kitchen, she happened to see Her Royal Highness the Princess happily holding Leng Jue's hand and sitting on the sofa.

She put the tea on the table in front of them, then stepped back with a salute, and looked at Lengjue from the corner of her eye without a trace.

Can be popular among thousands of girls in the empire, Lengjue is naturally very good-looking, and his strict military uniform makes him look a little more ascetic. There is almost no emotion in those black eyes, always flashing cold. Leng Guang - this is a man who will never let go of his goal. For his purpose, he will sacrifice everything, even his own life, he will not cherish it.

Compared to the princess's disorientation, Leng Jue, indifferent and alienated, doesn't seem to be facing his wife. But even though he was so indifferent, the princess didn't have the slightest resentment. Instead, she snuggled into his arms with a blushing face, her eyes were obsessed, and it could be seen that she really, really loves cold sleep, and she loves him so much that she can do everything for him and lose him. kind of self. Qing Huan thought that if Leng Jue asked her to kill the king in order to marry him, Her Royal Highness would not hesitate for a moment.

The couple did not care what Qinghuan did next. After finishing work at night, she returned to the servant's room. Because there are many manor houses, the maids live in small single rooms, although the area is not large. , but they all have personal space so they won't disturb each other.

Qing Huan sits in front of the mirror and removes the disguise from her face. She is very confident in her makeup skills. Leng Jue and Song Xing have not seen each other for five years. Five years ago, Song Xing was only twenty years old. Once a woman changes, she can be completely different. In the past two years, she has been conditioning her body, and she has undergone earth-shaking changes from the inside to the outside.

She took off her disguise, wiped away the marks on her face with a soft damp towel, and looked left and right in the mirror. Song Xing is very beautiful, even if compared with the princess, he is not lost. It is a pity that his background is ordinary and his education is not high, but he has a pure heart. Such pure kindness has never appeared in the world of Lengjue. So Qing Huan boldly concluded that he really liked Song Xing. But this kind of love is only a short-lived infatuation. It is good to have Song Xing, but he will not die without Song Xing, not to mention that if he sacrifices Song Xing, he will get more benefits.

Only Song Xing would believe him. How can a politician's love be trusted? They are accustomed to lying and rhetoric incessantly. If they want to live well, protecting themselves is the most important thing.

If you treat others with heart and soul, others will only think you are stupid, and then use you mercilessly, stabbed the heart that you offered with both hands. It's just a momentary thing for him, but it takes you a lifetime to heal, and maybe it won't get better in a lifetime.

Qing Huan avoided the camera and aimed at Leng Jue's study. The study is an important military area, and it is usually heavily guarded. Only when His Highness the Admiral is at home will he relax a little. Maybe they all think that no one will dare to attack at night, but with His Highness the Admiral, what little thief can't be caught?

The door is ajar, and there are only two gendarmerie guards around. Qing Huan was wearing a maid outfit with a tray in her hand, and smiled at the two military police: "Two eldest brothers, the butler asked me to bring tea."

It was late at night, and only the housekeeper and the servants on the shift were there, so the military police stepped aside without taking precautions. After Qing Huan entered, he held the tray with one hand and gently closed the door with the other. The sound insulation of the manor is very good, even if there is a bomb inside, you can't feel anything outside.

Leng Jue is looking down at the document. He is a left-handed man, and he is writing thousands of documents with a golden pen at the moment. I didn't care when I heard the footsteps, I thought it was the princess: "Didn't I say I'll go back to my room later, who asked you to come?"

Qing Huan said lightly, "No one asked me to come."

Her voice was different from that of Her Royal Highness, Leng Jue immediately raised her head, but saw a strange yet familiar face. He squinted his eyes and looked at Qing Huan, for a while he didn't dare to confirm who she was.

"Have you forgotten me?" Qing Huan showed a lonely expression, walked to his desk, put the tray on the table, and poured a cup of tea for him: "His Royal Highness is really a noble person who forgets things, anyway, you I have also been married for a period of time, how can I forget the old one when I have a new person, and don't remember me?"

"...Xiaoxing?" Leng Jue's eyes were surprised.

Qing Huanxiao: "It's me, long time no see."

Lengjue is still a little in disbelief. Song Xing in his memory was a little sun, full of energy every day, always facing the world with the most beautiful smile. But in front of this Song Xing, what is she like? Although he also laughed, he became restrained and unpredictable.

"Don't worry, I just wanted to ask you a few things." Qing Huan noticed the change in Leng Jue's micro-expression and felt that the man might like Song Xing more than she had guessed. "Do you love me?"

She wanted to ask something else, but Leng Jue's expression changed her mind.

Leng Jue didn't speak, and was silent for a few seconds before saying, "No."

But in those few seconds, he told Qing Huan that he was duplicitous. It's not that Qing Huan has never seen such a man. He is exactly like Jing Shaoyou, who loves each other, but chooses to sacrifice the person he loves without hesitation for other things, and then lives with pain and regret - it's all nonsense!

Without her, Jing Shaoyou is still a high-ranking official with power and power, still in brocade, jade, silk, silk and satin, and countless beauties throw in their arms. Lengjue lost Song Xing, and he was still a hereditary noble general, His Royal Highness. He was still revered and revered by countless people.

Have they suffered? Yes, in the dead of night, I will probably think of a clean girl who loved him deeply, and my heart is full of him. It is the most complete and sincere love.

But it's dawn, cold, heartless, they're still them, and nothing will change.

"You don't love me? If you don't love me, how can you marry me?" Qing Huan walked behind Leng Jue. In the afternoon, she noticed that when Her Royal Highness plunged into Leng Jue's arms, he was quickly pushed away by him. Now, the two of them were sitting on the sofa, and Lengjue seemed to have a hard time accepting Her Royal Highness's intimate actions. But now, when Song Xing's body was on his back, he was completely relaxed, without the slightest stiffness or rejection.

Sometimes, the body is more honest than the mouth.

"Your body still remembers me." Qing Huan whispered in his ear. "Remember who I am and how close we used to be. Your Highness, after you drive me away, will you think of me in the dead of night? Can Her Royal Highness satisfy you, eh?"

Leng Jue grabbed her hand and said in a low voice, "Xiao wake up."

"Tell me, do you know that the so-called 'betrayal' is that the princess is framing me? You drove me away five years ago, did you already know that the princess was going to attack me? , do you also know this? What kind of life I spent in Meise for three years, you know very well, eh? It was only in the past two years that I escaped from Meise, and you started to send people to look for me. ." When she was in the slum, Qing Huan noticed that there were actually two people looking for her! It must be Lord Mei, but she still has a videotape of Lord Mei in her hand. That man is extremely arrogant, and it is absolutely impossible for him to take such a risk and tell others to come and arrest her together. Not to mention the inextricable connection between Master Mei and the princess, so Qing Huan decided that the other group belonged to Admiral Leng Jue.

He was looking for her too.

But what's even more ridiculous is that Song Xing's life in the past three years is what kind of life he has seen, but he didn't save her.

It was Leng Jue who appeared in Song Xing's life. It was Leng Jue who kept Song Xing by his side. It was Leng Jue who offered to marry Song Xing. All of this was Leng Jue's initiative. Without him, Song Xing might be just a simple and ordinary but peaceful and happy civilian now.

You ask Song Xing, what kind of life does she want to live?

Qing Huan thinks it's the latter. "There are men in this world who only cause harm to women, and you are such a man."

"Xiaoxing..." Leng Jue held Qing Huan's hand, "When my plan is successful, I will go to Meise to bring you back, but I can't do that at the moment, because the king and the council are both against each other. I'm staring at me, can you understand? Be considerate of me."

Qing Huan suddenly felt amused: "I don't understand, and I don't understand. Don't think I don't know what kind of wishful thinking you are playing. From the beginning, you just wanted to marry a commoner wife, so as to To reduce the suspicions and suspicions of the parliament and the king about you. What does it mean for a nobleman to marry a commoner regardless of his status? They will treat you as a fool who does not love the country but only the beauty, but who knows the power in your heart The most important thing? I am a cover, a shield, when you feel that the heat is almost over, you will not protect me in front of the princess. So, bang!" Qing Huan shrugged. "This is the end of my role, it's over, and your career is about to start. You showed a man whose heart was ashes after being betrayed by his lover. Even the princess was deceived by you. On the one hand, she was married to you. Feeling happy, on the other hand, because of your indifference, you think you are obsessed with me, and five years ago, the drama of my betrayal was created by her. You used her guilty conscience and love to achieve your goal step by step. And I, I'm going to take all the princess' wrath. Every time she gives in to you, I'm going to suffer a bit, and life gets worse, you know that. Even if you don't know, you can guess. But you let it happen ."

So, don't say whether you like it or not, and don't say anything about going to save Song Xing. Even if all memories are erased and start all over again, how to choose, the man will still choose.

Qing Huan spoke slowly, she knew she was right when she saw Leng Jue's tightly pursed lips and flashing eyes. She should really be glad that Song Xing jumped off the Wangchuan River, otherwise if she knew the truth of the matter was like this, what kind of blow would it be?

Qing Huan had forgotten how she felt when she was alive, but she knew it would not be very happy.

People only live for decades, why waste it for people who say they love you but can't cherish you? Time is precious.

Leng Jue couldn't deny it, because what Qing Huan said was the truth. He didn't think about how Song Xing would be treated. What is the charm, what kind of people are in the charm, the class difference between the commoners and the nobles, he knows all these too!

Of course, he is reluctant to Song Xing, likes Song Xing, and is willing to keep Song Xing by his side forever if possible. But the problem is, when love and power can't have both, he chooses the latter, and he can't regret it!

Even regret is useless! Because everything was going in the direction he expected, he could only go on, but Lengjue thought that when he succeeded, he would naturally bring Song Xinghui by his side, and at that time, he would still love her , and even love more deeply because there is no concern and purpose.

Song Xing knew how much he loved him. He felt that there was still time, and he felt that it would not be too late.

But Qing Huan knew it was too late. If Song Xing did not come to Naihe Bridge, but continued to live in this world, then five years later, she would die in endless gang **** hell. When the Lengjue event has been completed, and when I look back to Song Xing, she has already become a wolf dog's belly Chinese food!

And then what? Lengjue will probably be sad for a few days, and then he can become the emperor of the empire, then marry a beautiful and gentle queen, have some children, and be famous for the ages.

Song Xing will only turn into a puddle of mud, at most can be used as flower fertilizer, that's all.

How long can a cold sleep be sad? He and Song Xing have been separated for so many years. Even without Song Xing, he will not die. When he becomes a king, what else can he get? There are women who are more beautiful than Song Xing, and there are more innocent and innocent women than Song Xing. He can find countless "Song Xing", and he can even play an affectionate game to those who look similar to Song Xing. people reminisce about the past.

And every year on the anniversary of Song Xing's death, he can go to the grave -- if Song Xing still has some flesh left, he can sit on the grave and drink a glass of wine, squeeze a few tears, and say something to miss and regret... When he is old, He can also say to his children and grandchildren, ah, I once loved a woman, she was so good, but I am sorry for her, if there is an afterlife, I hope to be with her for a lifetime...

Bullshit.

It's all bullshit.

Song Xing died a long time ago, no matter how good you are, you are the king, and you dominate the world, so what? If you miss her, will she be able to climb out of the ground and hug you? Or to say, this ridiculous so-called "love", she should be grateful, and she should remember it when she dies, her love for you will never change, you enjoy riches, honors, and grandchildren. ?

Why don't you eat|shit?