Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The twenty-ninth bowl of soup (5 & 6)
Little girl really wanted to laugh. She knew that Mr. Shao's two sons didn't like her for a long time, but she never thought that they could find such a reason to prove that she did not really love Mr. Shao, even if it was true love. There must be something else mixed in.
She looked at Shao Zhiyuan lazily, and said maliciously: "Then you can rest assured, since I admire Can, I will definitely love Mr. Shao very, very much, I will try my best to be a good stepmother, why not Let's get to know each other again, and you also ask Mom to come and listen?"
She's a fool to hear that she's playing tricks, Shao Zhiyuan's handsome face is thin and angry: "I'm talking to you seriously!"
"Speak seriously? If you talk to me seriously, I have to take care of you seriously?" Xiao Gao smiled. "Before this, we all lived together for more than half a year, and you have abused me for more than half a year, but now you tell me to speak seriously?"
Actually, the rain scene looks good, but with people who are bothered, no matter how good it looks, it's not that bad. Xiaojiao stood up and walked towards the house, and "accidentally" stepped on Shao Zhiyuan's foot when she passed by.
Shao Zhiyuan hugged his feet and cried out in pain, trying to trouble Xiaojiao, but Xiaojiao fluttered and said sorry, and left, never stopping again.
Mr. Shao has already slept soundly. Even so, his brows are still slightly twisted. The pain in his body is not so easily relieved. Xiaojiao sat on the head of the bed lightly and did not go to bed. Just look at him like that.
After a while, she suddenly laughed, feeling a little bored. After watching it for so long, I can't get tired of it. When is it time to think about something?
There was no fate between her and Mr. Shao, she forced it, so this fate would consume what she had. One day alive, one day past, one less day. Death is getting closer, but Xiaojiao is not afraid at all. She has never thought about what the world will be like after death, will she disappear into the world from now on, or will she become a lonely ghost?
Well, it's the former.
But Mr. Shao was able to reincarnate well, but he no longer remembered himself after drinking Meng Po soup. The beginning of this love is vigorous and the process is full of sweetness, but the ending is life and death.
Time is terrible, so many people who love each other are separated because of this, so deep love will eventually be forgotten. The unforgettable memory will gradually fade away.
At the end, no one remembers.
She touched Mr. Shao's forehead, then put her hand into the quilt and rubbed Mr. Shao's legs. Xiaojiao is sophisticated and gentle, and Mr. Shao's brows stretched out in a deep sleep. He muttered Xiaojiao's name in his mouth. Maybe he was dreaming of some beautiful scene, and he couldn't help laughing.
Xiao Gai also laughed. She felt that Mr. Shao was a bit silly, not like the shrewd and dignified Mr. Shao on weekdays. But she likes it so much, in fact she likes him no matter what he looks like. She was fascinated by his every expression and every movement, and because time was precious, she was more and more reluctant to let go.
I really don't want to leave him.
Little boy thought.
The rain was gurgling outside the window, and the rain gradually increased. Xiaogai also got into the bed and slept with Mr. Shao. As soon as she lay down beside him, he felt it. Although she was still asleep, her hands had habitually reached over and hugged Xiaojiao into her arms. Jun's face was rubbed against her neck, and she continued to sleep.
Little girl patted his head and closed her eyes.
She doesn't actually need sleep. The reason why she sleeps with her eyes closed is to take a form. Most of the time, she stares at Mr. Shao's sleeping face until dawn, and then she knows that when a new day comes, the old day will end. It's gone again.
Nothing left, nothing left.
When Mr. Shao woke up the next morning, Xiaojiao just came out of the bathroom. She wiped her hair and showed her beautiful body in front of him without any scruples. . During this period, Mr. Shao watched with admiration, and this little girl was very enthusiastic. She never deceives herself physically and emotionally. She likes Mr. Shao, so she wants to be close to him. When her relationship comes naturally, she will crave each other's body, isn't it?
Mr. Shao swallowed. In the morning light, the little girl's body was carved like suet and white jade, white and flawless. Even though he had stroked and kissed this body countless times, he was still fascinated by it.
Xiao Gai changed her clothes, pinched Mr. Shao's earlobe teasingly, then kissed him and said, "Wash up quickly, then go downstairs for breakfast."
Mr. Shao's legs are inconvenient, Xiaogai took the prosthesis to help him put on, and by the way helped him put on his clothes, when Mr. Shao walked into the bathroom, he found that the toothpaste was squeezed, mouthwash and razor They were quietly placed on his right hand.
Such a thoughtful little girl makes Mr. Shao feel guilty. It stands to reason that the old people know how to hurt people. Others say that it is a blessing for Xiaojiao to be with him in several lifetimes, but for Mr. Shao, it is a blessing for him to meet Xiaojiao.
Who can believe that when the two of them are together, it's actually the little girl who takes him as a child to take care of?
It made him feel a little guilty. Originally, there was no chance for Xiaojiao's grand wedding, and their seclusion life is still a long way off. He is old and disabled... Mr. Shao is beginning to wonder what kind of charm he has to attract Xiaojiao to stay by his side. .
Actually, if he thinks about it carefully, if he is two sons, he certainly doesn't believe that Xiaojiao really loves him. But Mr. Shao could feel that Xiaojiao really loved him, and he loved him to the core. Mr. Shao even felt that even if Xiaojiao died for him, that little fool would not hesitate.
Why are you so good and sensible? Whenever Mr. Shao thinks of this, his heart is warm and sweet. He only started to act coquettishly when he was very old. If others saw it, they would definitely not believe that he was Mr. Shao who was decisive in the shopping mall.
Because I found that Mr. Shao hadn't come out after a while, Xiaojiao knocked on the bathroom door curiously, then stuck his head in and asked, "What are you doing? It's been a while, and the food is cold. La!"
Mr. Shao has finished washing up, but he just stares at himself in the mirror. He pays great attention to maintenance now, he has to make a face mask every day, and he still wants to pull a skin and get hyaluronic acid or something. Anyway, he has to make himself younger. Uncle, right?
Mr. Shao was heartbroken.
Xiao Guai saw Mr. Shao's loss, walked in and asked, "What's wrong with you? You don't look very happy, are you thinking about something again?" What's wrong? use.
Mr. Shao looked at her sadly, pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, saying, "People say that the reason why most little girls find men who are much older than them is because the older ones will hurt others. , is that so?"
Little girl: "..."
She understood what Mr. Shao was feeling. She patted Mr. Shao's back like she was patting a child, and said with a smile, "That's a good word."
"Then do you think I will hurt people?" Mr. Shao's black eyes were shining, and he was looking forward to hearing praise and love for himself from Xiaobao's mouth.
Little girl: "Old age does hurt people, you see how much I love you."
Mr. Shao let out a sigh of relief instantly. Seeing this, Xiao Gu hurriedly hugged him and comforted him: "Don't worry, I'm over 1,900 years old, so much older than you~ You're only sixty—" Mr. Shao glared at him and quickly changed his words, "Okay. Okay, fifty-eight..."
Mr. Shao emphasized: "I am fifty-eight years old."
"Yes, yes." The little chick nodded like a pecking of rice, and said with a smile, "Whatever others say, how can you take care of me now that you are like this? Or I am more reliable in taking care of you, and I am also very good at it. I love taking care of you."
After hearing this, Mr. Shao felt very sweet, but still a little regretful: "I want to take care of you too."
"You already take good care of me! Feed me, clothe me, cover my clothing, food, housing, and transportation, what else do you want?"
After she finished speaking, she urged him to hurry to have breakfast. When the two of them arrived at the restaurant, Shao Zhiyuan and Shao Mingzhi had already started. Xiaojiao first took off Mr. Shao's cane and put it aside, then carefully helped him cut the fried egg on the plate into pieces that were the right size for the mouth, and then smiled at him.
Basically, where there is little girl, Mr. Shao does not need any company to take care of him.
Little girl doesn't like fried eggs anymore. The Shao family is more westernized, so they usually eat omelettes that are only half-cooked, with soft and dense egg yolks. They like them very much. She doesn't like Westernized things, especially when it comes to food.
The atmosphere of this breakfast was not bad, at least the Shao brothers didn't say something strangely. You must know that as long as they eat at the same table, their mouths will not stop. They have quarreled with Mr. Shao for more than half a year.
Shao Mingzhi looks very silent today. Xiaojiao looked back while he was looking at her, her beautiful big eyes blinked, as if she was winking, Shao Mingzhi stopped immediately, but accidentally choked on the coffee and coughed violently. The housekeeper hurriedly handed over the handkerchief on the side, Shao Mingzhi cleaned it up hastily, and couldn't help but want to stare at Xiaoguo again.
But this time he didn't say anything as soon as he saw Xiaojiao, but looked away in embarrassment, um... Xiaojiao really scared him last night.
Little girl didn't think about it that much. She was just teasing Shao Mingzhi last night. Even if she lacked a man, and no matter how coquettish she was, she wouldn't be able to do anything to her lover's son. She wasn't so thirsty.
And she has already discussed with Mr. Shao that they won't be here for long. Always someone disturbing and questioning their love has made Xiaoguo very unhappy. She doesn't have a lot of time, and every second is extremely precious. She doesn't want to associate with irrelevant people at all.
Mr. Shao too, he just wanted to hide the little girl in a place that only the two of them knew.
So it was unexpected to kill the Shao brothers. This breakfast was the last time the two of them saw Mr. Shao and Xiaojiao. After breakfast, the two went to work separately, and when they came back, they were never found again.
The property of the Shao family has been transferred to the two brothers. Mr. Shao has signed the signature long ago. He finally realized that Xiaojiao doesn't want to appear in front of the world at all. Those envious, jealous or malicious eyes, She doesn't like it. She doesn't care whether others know her or not. She is so happy that she doesn't dare to publicize it, because God will always give you a fatal blow when you are happiest.
Mr. Shao had already bought the island, where they would be together forever and ever.
There are residents on the island, and there are servants who take care of them. What they do every day is to be together, not apart, day after day, year after year. The Shao brothers only knew that their father bought a small island but didn't know the coordinates. They disappeared so completely that they didn't even leave a clue.
It wasn't until thirty years later that they received a letter from a faraway place.
The letter said nothing but an address. They followed the address to find the island, only to know that the owner of the island had passed away half a month ago, and the whereabouts of the wife was unknown.
Shao Zhiyuan and Shao Mingzhi went to Mr. Shao's tomb. There were only a few words written on the tombstone: Shao Zhi's tomb. There was nothing on the inscription of the tomb-maker, but a small cute fox was drawn.
No one knows where Xiaojiao has gone, her appearance and disappearance are so wonderful. As if she came to this world to meet and fall in love with Mr. Shao, and after Mr. Shao died, she disappeared too.
Live for love and die for love.
That's it.
They've been together for 30 years, which is not a long, or even terrifyingly short, time for most long-term couples.
Probably corresponds to that poem.
You gave birth to me before I was born, but I am old when I gave birth to you; you hate me for being born late, and I hate you for being born early.
You have not given birth to me, but I am old when I have given birth to you.
I was born before you, but I am old when you were born; I am far away from you, and you are separated from my cape.
I was born before you were born, but when you were born, I was old; turned into butterflies to find flowers, and perched on fragrant grass at night.
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But the truth has to start from the Naihe Bridge in nothingness.
That day, Qing Huan saw a female ghost.
She is no different from other female ghosts. She has one nose, two eyes and one mouth. She is very beautiful and charming, and she can feel her amorous feelings from a distance.
There are many beautiful women, but there are always some women whose beauty on the outside can no longer describe their moving.
That's the case with female ghosts.
Qing Huan asked her what her name was. She was at a loss for a long time before she said that her name was Xiaojiao. Qing Huan was stunned for a moment, what kind of name is this, everyone who came to Naihe Bridge has a name and a surname, but she could see that the female ghost Xiaojiao didn't forget her name, but she didn't.
Qing Huan asked: "Why are you called Xiaojiao, and where did the name come from?"
The little girl, the ghost girl, smiled, a little nostalgic, a little panicked, and a little regretful. Instead of answering Qinghuan's question directly, she asked her, "Can I go back? Can I still live?"
Qing Huan didn't understand the meaning of her question. She doesn't like to look through the book of life and death to find out what a person did in life, and she doesn't like to count their life experiences. Most of the ghosts who arrived at Naihe Bridge were a little uneasy, and Qinghuan sat here quietly, listening to them tell the unwillingness, forget it, let it go... Tell them one by one, then have a dream, drink After eating Meng Po soup and walking to the end of Naihe Bridge, it is the real letting go.
But the first sentence of the female ghost Xiaojiao was to ask her if she could go back, as if she knew who she was. Qing Huan asked: "You know me?"
"I don't know." The female ghost Xiaogai shook her head. "But I know that even if the girl is not a god, she is beyond my imagination. Girl, I have an unfulfilled wish and an unfulfilled promise. I must go back."
Qing Huan carefully looked at her for a few seconds before saying with certainty, "You were not a human being during your lifetime."
The female ghost Xiaojiao smiled at her: "I'm a fox."
Ten-tailed fox.
Qing Huan couldn't help but think of the nine-tailed fox she saw a long time ago. Most of the people who came here were humans. She almost forgot that there were some non-human beings. So she asked, "Where are you going back?"
"I want to go back wherever I came from." The female ghost Xiaojiao asked very seriously. "I have lived for more than 1,900 years. Although I sometimes play tricks on human beings, I have never done bad things, nor have I killed innocent people indiscriminately. I have even accumulated virtue and done good deeds. I have only one wish, that is, Let me go back, please, can you?"
Her eyes are big and moving, flashing with the innocence and cleanliness unique to animals, Qing Huan looked at her for a while, and said, "Why do you want to go back?"
"I promised Shao to go back to accompany him." The female ghost Xiaojiao smiled shyly. "We made an appointment to be together for ten lives and ten lives. This is only the ninth life, and there is still one life."
Qing Huan looked at her.
The female ghost Xiaoguo continued: "I have to go back, please, girl, I just found him and died. I can't die, at least not now!"
"Do you know that one of your ten tails will die for every lifetime with him, and now you only have one left, and you have the qualification to be reincarnated. If you insist on going back, you will disappear. ."
"It doesn't matter! I like him, I don't care, I'm not afraid." The little girl smiled sweetly. "That was a long, long time ago. At that time, I was still a little fox in the world who wanted to cultivate into an immortal. When I cultivated for five hundred years, I encountered a thunder calamity. It was Shao who saved me, and he healed me. , take care of me, and when I am healed, he will release me, I quietly observed him, and knowing that he is good and kind, I fell in love with him. You know? It's good to be a human being!"
Qing Huan looked at her with a smile.
"It's a pity that I can't transform into a human form yet. That's it, I've been alive and I've always been alive. When I transform, it's always imperfect, either with ears or a tail. I went down the mountain and stole a woman's clothes to wear. It's a pity that it doesn't look good. I just thought to myself, I have to practice hard. But Shao will be reincarnated when he dies, and I always want to find him. So I'm always wandering around, although there is a wonderful connection between us, but this The search is still very difficult. I am not perfect, so I dare not meet him. When I was a thousand years old, I finally succeeded in transforming! I went to him, and he liked me very much, and we were together."
Speaking of this, she had a sweet smile on her face, thinking that those days were extremely beautiful.
But soon, her laughter turned into a haze. "But I'm a fox, and I can't give him a child. He always says that he wants to be with me forever, but there are always people who have to pay the price. I can't hurt him, so I do it with my own cultivation and life. Compensation, every time I stay with him for a lifetime, it consumes a hundred years of cultivation and one life. So I can only make an agreement with him for ten lifetimes. He has been a blacksmith, soldier, son of an aristocratic family, a knight in the arena, and once an emperor, um... ...and once he was a woman, but I don't care, I just want to be with him, I can become a man when he is a woman! But in the tenth life, I met a great man before I found him, With only a hundred years left in cultivation, he is not his opponent at all. He died in a daze. I, I haven't found Shao yet! We made an appointment! Ten lifetimes and ten lifetimes, fulfilling this promise, he will be reincarnated after his death, I will never be remembered again, and our former kindness will be wiped out!"
Hearing this, Qing Huan sighed with pity, but said again: "You know, if you insist on going back, it's not impossible, but after that, there will be no more of you in the world. Originally, you and him were married for ten generations. At the end, you will break away from the demon path and become a human being. Although you have no fate since then, you will be able to live well. But now if you choose to go back, you will have to give up this right. In other words, after completing the tenth life agreement, you After Shao's death, it will be destroyed at the same time, aren't you afraid?"
"I'm not afraid." The female ghost Xiaojiao was firm, "I'm not afraid of anything, as long as I can be with him."
Qing smiled, "I can help you fulfill this wish."
"Help me? How?"
Qing Huan immediately took the appearance of a female ghost Xiaojiao. The two stood face to face, and they couldn't tell which was Xiaojiao and which was Qinghuan. "I used your appearance to find him for you and complete the tenth life. Of course, this is actually just a pretense, you will start to fall asleep, in your sleep, you are me, I am you, you can feel everything with him, Do you understand?"
"No." The little girl, the ghost girl, refused without thinking. "We made an appointment, I can't break my promise, I must find him personally."
Qing Huan said: "If you insist on this, the final outcome..."
"The reason why I want to be immortal is because it is a beautiful fantasy. I have never seen immortals, but I have seen people. In fact, I want to be human the most, someone to love, to be able to love people, human beings are so beautiful , I have always liked them very much and wanted to be their kind. But the way of heaven has divided us too clearly. If the demons want to be human, they will have to pay a huge price. I am willing, I do not regret it."
"Girl, haven't you ever loved someone?"
Qing Huan couldn't answer her question, but asked again: "Do you really regret it?"
"No regrets." She answered firmly.
"In this case, I'll let you do as you wish. It's just that you died in the middle of the Naihe Bridge, and then you return to the Yang World, and it is impossible to find the young him. Time is a very wonderful thing, maybe he has gray hair, Maybe he's not yet born, or even he's dead...but not at the best of times anyway, good luck to you."
The little girl, the ghost girl, faced Qinghuan and bowed down with human etiquette, pious and grateful: "Thank you girl."
It has no regrets.
It never regrets.