Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum: The twenty-third bowl of soup (ten)

I don't know if it's Lu Nong's illusion, but she feels that Yun Zhi has suddenly become very considerate these days. In the past, I always liked to pester her to go out to play, but now I can't. Yesterday, I called to take her out to put the paper kite, but today I changed my mind immediately, saying that the paper kite is no fun, and the sun is so big, I don't want to take her out. Tanned skin?

Lu Nong managed to hold back the words that he was not white enough.

But that's fine, otherwise she'll have to come up with a reason to tell him she can't play with him.

As long as there is sunshine, she can't appear. Having been with Yun Zhi for more than ten years, Lu Nong dares to go out only on cloudy or rainy days, but even so, she is used to holding an umbrella.

When she was a ghost, she knew nothing and suffered a lot. I once longed for the sun to stretch out my hand, but in exchange for it was a sharp pain and a burning smell. For three thousand years, she has been deep in Taoism and can change shape, but she still can't appear in the sun.

Actually, she misses the warmth very much, but she chose this path herself, and she doesn't regret it. Fortunately, Yunzhi was doing well. Thinking that Yunzhi could reincarnate and live well, Lu Nong felt that everything he had was rewarded. When she dies in the future, he will probably be sad for three or five years. However, since he wants to be a good emperor, he will not indulge in the love of his sons and daughters, and he will slowly forget her.

Maybe she will still have a place in his heart, and he will eventually fall in love with other women.

It's so good, this is Lu Nong's best hope. She has been looking for three thousand years, just to see if he is doing well now, just to promise him a piece of land, a prosperous generation, and no regrets.

In the beginning, I was also resentful, afraid, afraid that I would not be able to find him, afraid that after finding him, I found that he was living well and was accompanied by a beautiful woman, then what should she do?

But later, as she couldn't find it, Lu Nong slowly realized that she loved him so much that she could watch him happy without disturbing him. She really hoped to be in love with him for a lifetime, but if he fell in love with another woman, she would also sincerely wish him a heartfelt blessing.

Then watch him grow old and die, reincarnate, until he perishes between heaven and earth.

She should be content with being together now.

But I can't bear it, I really can't bear it. Three thousand years has passed her extremely long, but the ten years she and Yun Zhi have passed by as fast as the blink of an eye, why is she so greedy and insufficient?

Lu Nong sighed softly. She could feel that she was really dying. It won't be long. Even if she can live, how long can she live? She should not have existed in this world for a long time, and survived for three thousand years. Now that her wish has been fulfilled, the one she wished was her demise.

From now on, there will be no Lu Nong in the world, Yun Zhi, will you cry for me?

Don't cry, don't cry, you have a good life, I can't watch you in countless reincarnations in the future, and I can't protect you, who will help me take care of you?

She leaned on the bedside and meditated quietly. The moonlight was bright and sprinkled on the ground. Lu Nong shuddered. She was really dying. She never felt hot or cold before, but now she feels very cold.

The warm clothes were lightly draped over her shoulders. Lu Nong was startled at first, and then she was horrified. She didn't even notice that someone came in and stood behind her!

Fortunately, it was Yun Zhi who came. He smiled and hugged her from behind, resting his head on her shoulder in protest: "What about Moon Viewing? Don't call me at Moon Viewing, do you not love me anymore?"

When Lu Nong said this, his sadness softened a bit, so he forced himself to smile and said, "How can it be, I just can't sleep, so look at the moon. What about you, why are you still not sleeping? "

"Long night without any intention to sleep, I can't sleep without Nong Nong's hug, I also want to enjoy the flowers, the moon and Nong Nong." Yun Zhi buried his face in Lu Nong's neck, kissing and licking it from time to time. Lick, tease.

Lu Nong smiled and held the big hand he put on his waist, "That's good, let's watch the sunrise after you finish your business in a few days?"

"Watching the sunrise?"

"Yes, haven't you always wanted to take me to see it? I heard that the sunrise here is very famous. If you stand on the top of the mountain and watch it, it seems that you can touch it as soon as you reach out. I have also been for a long time. I don't have the sun anymore, I want to go with you." Lu Nong's smile was a little pale, but it was extra sweet.

Yunzhi's eyes are sour. He is not a fool. He knows that there is something wrong with Lu Nong, but he would rather be a fool. In that case, he doesn't know anything, how happy he is.

He hummed and said, "Okay, I'll take you there in a few days."

"Just the two of us." Lu Nong said.

"Okay." Just the two of us.

What do you need so many people for? We love each other, and we don't need superfluous people to point and judge.

Lu Nong's situation is getting worse and worse. It was only a little at first, but it quickly collapsed. In fact, she should have disappeared long ago. It was her obsession and wish that supported her to stay in the world until now. And she found Yun Zhi and fell in love with him. This time there was no national or family hatred between them. When Lu Nong's wish was fulfilled, his soul was freed.

Yun Zhi didn't want to leave her, but he didn't want Lu Nong to know his mood, so whenever Lu Nong wanted to let him go, he always pretended to ask for a kiss and left. To haunt her to death. Lu Nong didn't notice it because of his body. Every time Yun Zhi held her, there were tears in his eyes.

It was just speculation at first, but Yun ordered the intelligence building to investigate. At first, he trusted Lu Nong, so he thought she was really a concubine who had lived in the cold palace for so many years, but the news from his subordinates was not. Such.

The cold palace has been abandoned for 30 years, and no one has lived in it since the current saint ascended the throne! Where the wild grass grows wildly, it is deserted and quiet, where is there a small kitchen, and where is there a woman named Lu Nong!

But Yun Zhi pretended not to know so that Lu Nong wouldn't worry.

Five days later, Lu Nong offered to watch the sunrise again.

Yun Zhi originally wanted to drag on for a few more days, but when Lu Nong brought it up for the second time, he knew he couldn't escape.

So he screened everyone back, drove the carriage himself, wrapped Lu Nong tightly with a cloak, and held him in his arms. It's dog days, but Lu Nong's face is pale and trembling. She was cold, so Yun Zhi used his body temperature to keep her warm.

The two were camping on the mountain. Yun Zhi caught the hare, pheasant and some mushrooms and roasted them for Lu Nong. This time she tried her best to eat a few more bites. Rou wiped her mouth after she finished eating, and then hugged her and sat on the top of the mountain.

They talked all night, the mountain wind howled, but no one felt cold. Looking down from the top of the mountain, the small figure is as blurry as an ant, the clouds are gradually rendered in the rays of the sun, the fish's belly is white in the east, and at the same time, a warmth is felt on the body.

"...Nong Nong, we will be together forever, right?" Yun Zhi asked softly, bowing his head and kissing Lu Nong's heart.

Lu Nong smiled, and her petite body trembled slightly because of this: "Life is too long, I only need one life."

She is not greedy. She acts against the sky and is deviant, so she does not dare to ask for the next life, and she will not have the next life.

"If someone has a next life, I still want to be with you."

"...I think so too." Lu Nong clenched Yunzhi's hand and stared at the golden light shining through the clouds with wide eyes. "The sun is about to come out."

"It's warm," she said. "I'm leaving, I can't take care of you anymore, Yun Zhi, I wish you a lifetime of joy and peace, and happiness forever."

"Where are you going?" Yun Zhi asked in a trembling voice. "Can you take me with you?"

Lu Nong smiled, she smiled and there were tears in the corners of her eyes. Ghosts can't cry, but she did. At this moment, she felt as if she had returned to three thousand years ago, and she had no regrets.

Yun Zhi hugged the empty cloak and burst into tears.

He has never cried so happily, not in his previous life, not in the three thousand years of waiting by the bridge, and not even in his reunion with Lu Nong. But even if the tears flowed, it was not very relieved, but extremely heavy.

None of them will have an afterlife, they will all disappear completely in this life, but, Nong Nong, I don't want you to know, in fact, I have long remembered, I know everything, I remember everything.

You think that after I die in my previous life, I will be reincarnated in the world, and I will live from generation to generation. Then let you think like this, in this case, you will be better off.

I waited for you for a long time and you didn't come. I thought you were reincarnated early, but I refused to leave, I was reluctant to leave, I crossed that bridge, and I will forget you.

How can I be willing to.

Reluctant, I'll just wait there until one day you show up, and then I want to ask you for an answer, but I've waited for a long, long time and you never come. I watched Naihe Bridge Master change from person to person, I watched countless ghosts jump off the bridge, I watched the dark Huangquan Road that was black with even the light, I watched the bright red flowers on the other side of the bridge open from the bridge to the end, I watched Some people are not reconciled, some people are unwilling to let go, watching the ghosts struggle and cry in the Wangchuan River.

They were all waiting, but they, like me, were not waiting for anyone.

I heard that Mother Meng has a bowl of soup. The ghost who wants to put it down in the next life will forget all the past events after drinking it. The lover doesn't remember, the enemy doesn't remember, the unforgettable memory doesn't remember, and the guts don't remember.

Doesn't remember anything, clean, like a newborn.

But I miss you.