Hidden Assassin: Section 458 thunderstorm afternoon (part 2)
(Xue was tired and wanted to rest, but in fact, Yahan didn’t fall asleep on the whole road. She sat lazily and watched Jia Ming driving. She didn’t know what she was thinking, so she occasionally looked back with Xiao Tao Tao spoke softly, mother and daughter whispered, only the little girl’s laughter appeared crisp in the carriage.
The rain was heavy, and the sky outside was gloomy, but it also washed the world thoroughly, making everything clear in this heavy rain, and some neighborhoods were lit up with street lights, shining brightly It was shining, and the car lights came on, and the flowerbed trees on the roadside were all verdant. After a while, the familiar scenery came into view.
Sacred Heart College is in the summer vacation. Everything is deserted in the heavy rain. Roads and residential areas surround the whole school. It is separated on the two sides at the main entrance square of Sacred Heart College, while going to Jiaming, Lingjing, and Shashatong. In the small building, one side went to the villa where she lived when she was in the Sacred Heart, and the two sides were not far apart. At Jiaming High School, the four of them often walked around. Later, Jiaming had a relationship with her, and then Lingjing and Shasha both left. They lived in the villa, and Jiaming went back to do the final cleaning of the small building. , She also helped in the past, and the scenery now looks the same as it was that year.
When we arrived at the Sacred Heart, there was not much left. When we arrived at the villa, the exterior of the house looked the same, and the exterior walls were washed clean by rain. When opening the door, the key in Yahan's hand was not aligned with the keyhole several times. After the door was opened, everything covered with white cloth came into view.
"Mom said this is the place where Taotao was born." The little girl looked at everything in the room curiously, and then jumped ahead. She didn’t come here much, if time Earlier, I have forgotten about the past. Although there is no one living, there is not much dust accumulated, and all the furnishings are still the same as they were a few years ago.
"I will come and clean every six months..."
Yahan pulled away the white cloth covering the sofa and spoke softly. Jia Ming went to talk about these things and opened them again. Taotao occasionally came to help, occasionally sitting on the sofa, rolling a few times, upstairs and downstairs, asking questions like: "Mom, in which room I was born."
"...I was pregnant with Taotao that year. I fell out with my family and invited an aunt to take care of me... The months I was pregnant with Taotao were fine, and I didn't feel bad vomiting... Always kicking me..." Speaking of what happened when she was pregnant, Yahan showed a gentle smile on her face, "I didn't cause anything to get pregnant in October, but he was born half a month earlier than the expected date of delivery. This child... That afternoon, I suddenly felt that I was going to give birth. I called the doctor. When the doctor came, I just delivered the baby in the clean room prepared here, because the birth is fast, two hours. Taotao came out and cried so loudly. ……"
While tidying up, Yahan said this, Taotao opened her eyes and followed while listening. This kind of thing is fast. In more than ten minutes, the ups and downs have been restored to their original appearance. Yahan took a Pillows, go to the living room sofa and put pillowcases on. Taotao sat on the pile of soft pillows and whispered to the big white bear. She naturally had no shortage of dolls, but she wanted to come to Yahan or others would not give her a toy two or three times larger than her body. Time is quite novel. Jiaming went to a small shop outside to buy a few packs so that he could come back, boil boiling water in an electric kettle and eat it, and put two sticks of ham inside.
"I didn't eat at noon, please make do."
Taotao looked at him with bright eyes from the other side.
Instant noodles are not precious things. But under the care of Yahan. Taotao grows so big. Naturally, there is no chance to eat this kind of junk food. Yahan couldn't help but smile when she looked at her daughter. Then he also brewed a bowl for Taotao. Steaming. The little girl is holding a big bowl. Sucking on the noodles for the first time.
I ate a small bowl of instant noodles. Taotao spoke with the white bear on the sofa for a while. Slept deeply. She was bored for a long time this morning to accommodate her mother. Although at this time to a new place. After all, there is no place to play. After eating. He would sleep with the white bear as a pastime. Yahan hugged the sleeping little girl when she went to the room inside. Jiaming finished eating and scouring the noodles. Go to the kitchen and wash the dishes. The room was quiet. You Yahan coaxed her daughter to sleep and sings into pieces. The steps are light. After a while. The familiar woman touched his back with thoughtfulness. Put your hands around your chest. Hugged him. The atmosphere tends to be peaceful. Neither person spoke. Jia Ming slowly put the porcelain bowl back into the cupboard. Yahan held his hands and moved back. Let him hug her.
"The hands are still wet..."
"I don't care..." Yahan's voice sounded like a mutter in a dream.
"Huh."
Jia Ming smiled. Dry the water stains on the hands with a new towel. Just turned around. Hands reached down on their knees and picked her up. Although later go to the sofa. Let her lie on her lap. That winter four years ago. Every night. They are often like this. Ya covered the blanket. Talk to him while holding a pillow. I don't want to go to bed early. Jia Ming put his arms around her. It took a moment. Just now he said: "These past few years... have you had a hard time?"
"It won't be bitter if you have Taotao." Yahan put a pillow in his arms, and gently curled his body around his legs.
"Slimer than before..."
"I often go to exercise." Yahan looked up at him, "Remember how heavy I am?"
"Remember that you are very strong here."
The fingers passed through the hem of the shirt, and gently pressed the skin of her upper abdomen. The first skin touch four years ago, the palms of the fingers seemed to be burning, and Yahan's body trembled and closed. I closed my eyes, then opened, and a hand was lightly attached to the back of Jiaming's hand: "I have already given birth to a child, where is the same as before."
"Taotao was taught very well by you."
"I used to think, this life is to live for her..." She was silent for a moment, "Just like the song you sang to me before, I hope I can grow up with her and watch her finally get married. Happiness, I want to live longer, give her the best things, maybe... I can still see your appearance in her. If the disease is still not healed, I will take care of it more regularly than before, and I can’t be willful. I can’t cry in front of Taotao. Sometimes I go to your grave and cry for an afternoon..."
She closed her eyes tightly and pressed Jia Ming's hand on her belly. It took a long time before he spoke softly: "The night you left... I know... I was crying on the balcony watching you go..."
"I understand..."
"The past four years have been so tired, Jia Ming..."
"I understand... it's okay..."
Muttered softly and comforted softly, Yahan recalled all these things, speaking in Jiaming's arms, as if she was going to say everything about the past four years.
"...After you left. I dare not tell others about pregnancy. I quit my job at the Sacred Heart Academy and can only live here. I dare not go back home..."
"...After my father knew about the pregnancy, he forced me to get rid of Taotao, but I still thought about it. I almost died to show him..."
"...I was naughty and struggling. After seeing her, my father had nothing to say. Later, he let me go back and forced me to say your identity..."
"Taotao Qizhi early..."
"Later, I went to work in the company..."
"Tao Tao is always my shield..."
"Wake up every morning and sing to her. Taotao learns to speak, that would..."
"A lot of messy things, but every time I see Taotao, I think everything is worth it..."
The time was approaching five o'clock, and Yahan finally fell asleep in a faint murmur. Jiaming watched the sky dark outside, and hugged Yahan for a long time before finally holding her to the room next to the master bedroom. , Let her lie down on the bed. Cover with a thin blanket. He sat by the bed and watched the woman's sleeping position, then got up and left.
When I came to the master bedroom, Taotao also took a hand of the white bear to sleep soundly. The little girl's sleeping posture was very quiet, which looked like a mother. This is his daughter, the daughter of Yahan and him. Thinking of this, there is a rather strange emotion in his heart, and he feels a little unrealistic.
In any case. He never thought about what happened after he became a father. The reunion with Yahan was what he expected. Only this daughter—even though he knew her existence before—he felt it when they met. Somewhat at a loss.
What a small person, children are a little troublesome. It's not that he is a caring person. Jiaming thought about it and pulled the quilt for his daughter. This is a brand new person, like a blank piece of paper, you are responsible for her future, there is no rule to follow. There is no chance to come back. All previous experiences are useless in front of you, and you. But to ensure that she can be happy-he doesn't like this feeling. It is foreseeable that the future will become extremely troublesome. He is not the material of being a teacher. The last student who made him responsible is Kaoru. It can be said that it was a semi-finished product, and it was a far cry from the prospect he had envisioned.
"No way, this kind of thing..." He thought, finally sighed and muttered to himself, "If there are difficulties, I have to go up, if there are no difficulties... If you make difficulties, you must go up..." Sowing the result That's it...
I don’t want to disturb Taotao. I don’t want to worry about it anymore. Jiaming walks out of the room and starts to organize some daily things. Although sofas, beds, cabinets, electrical appliances and other things can be used by turning off the white cloth. , But many things are still unusable at this time after all. Toilets, bathrooms, garages...all around, about half an hour later, when he brought a few things to the storage room on the second floor, he suddenly noticed that Yahan was resting at this time. There seems to be some slight movement in the room.
Pushing open the door gently, I saw that on the big bed, Yahan's body was moving restlessly, her eyebrows were frowning, and she didn't know what nightmare she had. Her neat hair was already here. The pillow was messy. He glanced twice, ready to put the things in his hands back into the storage room and then come down to take a look. Just put things away, I suddenly heard Yahan yell from below: "Jia Ming!"
Walking quickly to the top of the stairs, what I saw in my eyes was the scene of Yahan suddenly rushing out of the room. The door opened with a loud sound. She looked anxious, her face was sweaty, and she glanced left and right, clearly. I scanned the top of the stairs, but didn't seem to see Jia Ming who was standing there at all. After standing short of breath for a few seconds, she opened the doors of the rooms downstairs, glanced out the window with some dazed eyes, and then ran. To the door of the villa.
Jia Ming was stunned. He could almost clearly hear the murmur and low shouts in Yahan's mouth. They were all his own names. She stood in front of her, but she couldn't see herself, just like that. While crying, while searching in the room, she opened the door and ran out a few steps. She was about to enter the rain screen before stopping. She cried and looked for the figure she wanted to see in the rain~IndoMTL.com~ After a while, she ran back and went to When the stairs ran, she was about to go upstairs. She stood there abruptly after reaching two steps, looking at him above the stairs.
Jia Ming suddenly understood that on the snowy night she left four years ago, when she left with a headache to the dreadful state, what happened in the room, perhaps everything in front of her, went to the balcony. , Seeing that he was leaving in the heavy snow, I could only cry, but couldn't catch up. From the meeting today to the subsequent narration, she was forcibly calming down and suppressing her mood. By this time, in her dream, everything finally broke out.
After four years, she stood at the top of the stairs, her eyes finally separated from the past and reality. She saw the figure above clearly, with tears and sweat from the nightmare on her face, and she reached out and grabbed her chest. For a moment, the tearful face struggling to make a smile, this relieved smile finally collapsed in deepening grievances and heart palpitations. She knelt down on the stairs, crying "Ha...", this time, she couldn't restrain it anymore.
Slowly, Jia Ming hugged her.
"It's okay, I'm back, it's okay, it's okay..."
"Don't leave me again..."
The mournful cry went straight to the soul.