Hidden Assassin: Volume 4, Youth at the Time, Section 165 Yahan, Yahan

The lamp shone sparkling waves on the water. By the quiet little lake, Yahan was wearing a windbreaker and had been sitting for a long time.

It’s past midnight, and the school celebration party is over. Yahan doesn’t know when she came out, or what the outcome of this party will be. After all, she doesn’t have these problems in her heart. When she walked to the deserted park in the back mountain, no one could see it. Even if the street lights were only turned on a few sparsely, she wanted to cry, but she couldn't.

I remember the year when I first became a teacher, she came back from England and was nineteen years old. Others said she was a genius. This title cannot conceal the youthful and immature breath. Because of the family relationship, she entered the Sacred Heart Academy as a teacher. Once she came in, she was an important position. People were very kind to her, but she knew the arguments behind them. The reason why I entered here is nothing more than being a vase. With Zhang's investment, it doesn't matter what work is, and no one cares if she can do well.

So she heated up big wavy curly hair, wore old-fashioned glasses, condensed her previous carelessness, wore mature high heels and stockings, and treated everyone equally and severely. At first, maybe someone thought she was A young girl, but it gradually stopped. The students knew that she was strict with others, and the teachers also knew that she never talked about affection in public affairs. With enough hard background and backstage, no one dared to provoke her. . Every time she heard people calling her "an old and dissatisfied old maiden" in secret, she always felt a little proud.

During that time, of course, there were also moments of depression and disappointment. Every time she came to this pond in the back mountain, the sun poured down and watched the carp foaming in the water and dropping bread foam. Scrambling to rush up, watching the sparkling waves on the water when the moon was like water, listening to the quiet voice of the world, every time she could calm down her emotions, but this time, it seemed that it didn't work.

Now when I think about it, my acquaintance with Jiaming was actually in the summer of the year when I first returned to Jianghai. When I first met, I was suspicious of his grades. As a result, his attitude was very bad, heh, I only learned about that guy later. Actually building a bomb. When he met the robbers on a summer picnic, he was brave but hateful along the way. However, after a lot of accidents, the matter was solved satisfactorily... He was very cowardly in the martial arts hall, but where the martial arts competition was just hiding , But not many people can really take advantage of him.

A lie, from knowing him to now, I think carefully, I have never really seen him clearly, why does a kid seven years younger than himself have such great skills? He can use guns, kill people, computers, compose music, guitar, piano and even dress up perfectly as a woman. Who knows what else he has, from beginning to end, he has never shown a complete picture in front of her. Myself, but I still like him.

It's been a process of illusion entanglement all the way, but the analysis is somewhat ironic, "I never thought about lie to you..." In front of her, he said everything frankly, without a hint Ashamed or guilty. Yes, he doesn't know what he thinks, he doesn't know that he likes him, there has never been a promise between them, there has never been a responsibility, they are just friends. And just when she was addicted to this cognition and waited for him to grow up so as to confess to him, he had already fallen asleep with two good friends, established a family, and was ready to face all challenges from the outside world.

But even if he grows up, she is still seven years older than him. This age interval cannot be changed.

There will be obstacles to three people being together... You should separate... You are bothered... In the final analysis, all these statements are just my jealousy, but one thing is clear. I don't want to be friends with him again... I don't want to It’s just a friend, but all these expectations will never come true. I am seven years older, and it is more than seven years late...

"...Think about it carefully, isn't it obvious? How many high school students have you seen living together like us..." I should have thought of this a long time ago, but I still think stupidly that the three of them are just friends , Is the best friend, will not be together, thinking that now I only have to wait, thinking that I am acting like a baby girl in front of him, thinking that he suddenly understands, and even thinking that he might be able to arouse him* * For this, he even had a spring dream in shame on his bed. In fact, no matter how long you wait, it won't be you who can be with Jia Ming.

"You are the head of Muyu...You are a pig..."

With a low cry of choking resounding by the pond at night, beautifully and tremblingly, Yahan stood up staggeringly and took a few deep breaths.

Maybe many years later, I think of this most precious memory. Long, long ago, when I was just out of the age of a girl, I fell in love with a boy seven years younger than me. Like to stick to him, call him Jia Ming, like a poor cat...

With tears on her face, thinking of this, she chuckled uncontrollably, turned around and walked a few steps, and a figure appeared in front of her.

"Huh?"

"Ah--"

"Hoo——Bang——"

For an instant, it seemed that he subconsciously turned sideways and shot. Yahan grabbed the man’s wrist, kicked with his right foot, and threw the man out with a sharp over-shoulder throw, struggling a few times in the grass. , The man groaned and got up, Yahan slowly put down his defensive posture: "Xu, Teacher Xu..."

The one hiding behind here is surprisingly Xu Mo.

"Ah..." at the waist

Kneading vigorously, Xu Mo's teeth were cracking with pain, "That...sorry, I mean...well, anyway...I saw you leaving the background in a very low mood, so... just follow along and have a look. ...I'm sorry..."

While rubbing the sore spots on his body, Xu Mo was busy apologizing. Yahan looked at him for a while and sighed silently.

"That...Although I don't know everything, but...Don't be sad, he doesn't know how to cherish you, he is stupid, his loss, you...Don't be sad..."

"Do you want to hug me?"

"Huh?"

Shocked by Yahan’s sudden words, Xu Mo was stunned. However, Yahan didn’t repeat. He put his hands in the pockets of the windbreaker, and the demure cheeks with classical beauty still had tear marks on his cheeks, but The gaze looking at him was indifferent. Xu Mo hesitated for a moment, and gradually walked over, gently hugging Yahan's shoulder. However, three seconds later, Yahan still stretched out his hand to push him away, his eyes slightly lost.

"Sorry... it’s not like that... If it were him, even if he just patted me on the head, scolded me, or even teased me, I would feel happy. He wanted to hug me, I would definitely feel Very happy, but you hold me, I just feel bored, I just want to push you away earlier, this kind of me...how could I like you, sorry...and, he is not stupid, although he doesn’t want me, but he doesn’t Do something you missed, don't scold him..."

The voice was faint, as faint as the little light falling on the quiet lake, Yahan turned around and walked down the mountain along the road. After a while, Xu Mo shouted: "I won't give up Yes!" However, there was no response, Yahan just walked quietly, walking into the light under the street lamp, and then immersed in the darkness, towards the light in the distance...

Xu Mo slowly followed her, and the two went down the mountain one after another. After the school celebration party was over, the campus became very quiet. Only the office building in the distance had a room with lights on. After leaving the playground, a fat man who seemed to be out for a walk found Yahan and walked over. That was the principal of Sacred Heart Academy. The "achievement" of this school celebration was good. Originally, Yahan had put a lot of effort into it. Although it was early in the morning, Yahan used to have the habit of working hard. At this time, the fat man hadn’t seen Xu Mo behind him. , Smiled and asked her if she wanted to see the ongoing statistics, but when she walked closer, seeing Yahan's expression and the tears on his face, his expression became a little awkward. Smiling, Yahan shook his head.

I am broken in love and want to take a vacation. Yahan said lightly in the headmaster's surprised expression. Sorry.

She is broken in love, and her heart hurts...

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"...When the train drove into this strange city, it was a neon that had never been seen before... Has anyone ever told you that you sing badly? Has anyone ever cried when you sang... …"

"It's hard to hear people cry when you sing, Shasha, help me beat him!"

"Good!"

"Wow... forgive me, Lingjing, you want me to express emotion with a song... Don't deceive people too much, you two **** girls, don't think I can't take care of you..."

Boom boom boom... boom boom boom...

A man and two women were rolling around on the big bed, falling into a fascinating melee, which turned upside down. However, after taking off the two girls and leaving only their underwear, the fight came to an end. Today is the day when Sha Sha came to his aunt, and according to the recent habit of this small family, when a girl is in her menstrual period, another girl often accompanies her to rest, in order to express the virtues of being blessed and enjoying the same difficulty, although Their definition of happiness and hardship made Jiaming a little bit slanderous. Because they defined these days of rest as a day of happiness, to celebrate that the two pure underage girls finally did not have to be toyed with and insulted by Jia Ming. As for other times, they naturally used their bodies to please the tyrant Jia Ming. Good Friday.

"By the way, when Lingjing came on stage, Sister Yahan asked you to say something. I saw that her expression seemed a bit wrong at that time." Jiaming talked to Ling on the bed when she was wearing shoes. Asked rustle, who hugged her arms together.

"Well, it's a bit troublesome, but the problem shouldn't be big." Jia Ming frowned and laughed. "She found the condom by the pillow, so she probably knows our relationship, so I asked me about it. , You are only a teacher, you are more angry about these things."

"Ah..." Lingjing's eyes widened, "Then... Then why did you tell her? Say you follow me or you should follow Shasha?"

"I confessed." Jia Ming shrugged.

"Frank, confess!"

"Well, everyone is so familiar. It's okay to say that it's a buddy. I don't think it's okay to be frank. If other people have questions, she can help us cover it up."

"But but but but but but but..." Sha Sha said incoherently, "She... how did Sister Yahan react, you... how can you confess!"

"Um, the reaction...I'm very angry." Jia Ming smiled, "She thinks it's me who cares, it will hurt you forever. She also said that the three of us will be very troublesome when we are together. It's hard to accept, but when she figured it out, the problem shouldn't be big, it's okay, sleep well, I have to do a program."

A kiss on the two foreheads, Jia Ming turned off the light, smiled and opened the door to go out to the balcony, vaguely hearing that the two on the bed had started talking in whispers. Open the door of the side room, Jiaming sits

Before, I started to make a panda burning incense anti-virus or completion program. The virus is only to clear the specific data of the daytime Internet war. It doesn't matter that I did it too hard.

It took more than an hour to compile the program and send it to the Internet under the name "White Snow Boar". Jiaming took a glass of boiling water and walked onto the balcony. There were not many stars in the sky. The street lights on this street had basically been smashed by the troublemakers. Several spontaneously organized patrols could be seen coming in and out in the dark. Prevent the Yongsheng Gang from coming to cut the wires and disconnect the water pipes at night. In the distance is the light in the Sacred Heart Academy, bit by bit converging into a huge outline of the school. After taking a sip of water, he remembered many things about Yahan today and before.

Light footsteps came from behind, and then with a click, a "buzzing" tremor sounded, and the massager pressed on the back of his neck, and then gently hugged him with a quiet and soft body. "Done? Is it comfortable?"

"Um. Shasha fell asleep?"

"Hmm."

Extending a hand back, Jia Ming gently hugged her, and the two fell silent in their cuddling. After a long time, Lingjing asked softly: "Jia Ming, you say... Sister Yahan she Do you like you?"

"Oh, why do you ask?"

"I don't know...but Shasha and I think it's possible. You said, we are so familiar. Sister Yahan is very close to you. She used to bully you, but now you like to bully her, um... …"

"Hehe, stop joking, Sister Yahan is seven years older than me. I think it’s impossible to think about it."

"Of course so, but..."

"Nothing but, think about it, Sister Yahan came back from studying abroad. The family conditions are good, she is beautiful and has temperament. How can she not like a little hairy like me. I like to doze off in class. , I’m not gregarious, many people don’t like me, I am lonely, self-admired, weird and difficult, unlearned, and the most important thing is that I am not handsome, even if I am the same age as her, you will find this combination strange... …Look, if we don’t have the same mess between us, is it possible for you and Shasha to like me now?"

"Haha, it's hard to say..." Lingjing smiled softly, "I think now, even if there is no such thing, sooner or later, Shasha and I will be ruined by you, the big pervert, and we have to wait for the two women willingly. One man."

"That's just the idea that you are the cause of the result. With our current relationship, it is easier to look at people for the good. In fact, in the eyes of others, I am mostly nothing."

After a little silence, Lingjing clasped Jiaming's body firmly, and muttered: "It's not... No matter what, I will think you are good, you are the best..."

"Heh..."

"Also... Am I really bad today?"

"Nothing, I'm kidding, you sing very well."

"Hey, you can talk..."

In the darkness, the voice rang clearly.

"...With a gorgeous appearance and brilliant lights, I am a merry-go-round in this heaven..."

The night breeze is cool, sing lightly...

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First of all, make it clear that this is a YY book. This point will not change. It will not change as if Taiwan is an inalienable part of the territory. Therefore, MM always pushes the protagonist. This is a question.

Then I said that I value the portrayal of human nature, so it will never appear that Yahan likes Jiaming. After introspection, he immediately said to Jiaming: "I can't live without you, so let me serve Lingjing and Shasha together. "At such a stage, Yahan is an independent woman in character, unlike Marilyn, so how to make her ignore the influence of Lingjing and rustling, together with Jiaming, will inevitably form a story, there is shock, there is Impact, struggle, and then change. Every woman in it will inevitably go through various mental journeys if she wants to be overthrown.

Actually speaking~IndoMTL.com~Marilyn is not counted, Lingjing and Shasha are not torn down, they both grow longer, and then there will be better, as an exciting toppling down. So speaking, Yahan is the first female character who has intensified the contradictions in this book. I don't want her to be flat when she is overthrown.

Some people say that urban writing is difficult to write because there are too many rules and regulations in reality, and it is too difficult to break. In short, the rationality of urban harems is quite difficult to achieve, but I will not write "Nowadays capable men are three wives. Fourth concubine, so let us find more sisters.” This kind of phrase for vases, how to reasonably reach this harem, that belongs to my performance, even if the plot of this book is clichéd, I don’t think you guys can guess for the time being. Arrived.

The early stage of the final high school chapter is far from the dark world, and it may seem more like a romantic novel. The name of this volume is called Youth at the time. In fact, everyone will have such a stage. Our life is simple. Similar to the beginning of hidden killing, and then young, like the present of hidden killing, chaos after contact with society, and finally mature and complicated. I am out of the youthful stage, but I still remember the feeling at that time. Maybe you will recall the feeling at the later stage of the hidden killing. We are in a certain school and like a certain girl. I don’t know what to do. Do it. Of course, Hidden Killing is easy and YY from beginning to end, but the feeling will definitely change.

That's it.