House Dad’s Literary Life Chapter 564: What Yang Yi wants to do (1/4)
Remember [lnmao.org] in one second, fast update, no pop-up window, free to read!
Murphy said that his life is meaningful every day, but Yang Yi does n’t think so, because in his daily life, besides watching Xi Xi grow up day by day to make him feel fulfilled, other things are not meaningful. .
Writing books and writing songs, Murphy feels that he is creating in the study, but Yang Yi knows that these are not his own works. Even sometimes, in order to meet the settings of this world, Yang Yi needs to These works are artistically processed, but according to the copyright logic of this world, these works are still copied by him!
Of course, no one can legally hold Yang Yi accountable. Who knows that these works come from another plane?
But for Yang Yi himself, even if he is cheeky, he doesn't care at all, but it is undeniable that his life value has not been reflected.
Your sense of responsibility for caring for your wife and children has covered up Yang Yi's inner emptiness!
In the past, Yang Yi thought that if he lives again, he can take advantage of the fact that there are no more killer organizations to hunt down, and enjoy the lives of ordinary people. Then there is a beautiful, simple wife in her arms, and a cute, sensible daughter crawling on her back, not envying the mandarin duck or the immortal. Write at most something from the previous life in exchange for the cost of living. It seems that this kind of life is enough. It's just a life indifferent!
However, this is not the case.
Yang Yi ca n’t sleep until she wakes up naturally. He still maintains the habit of getting up early in his previous life, insisting on exercise, and keeping his body at a good level.
He has n’t been able to retreat like the Yang Guo, and he can stay with the beloved little dragon girl in the tomb for decades.
Murphy took him to sing, and Yang Yi went. Although he was forced by the situation, he did not enjoy the stage like Murphy, but he had to say that Yang Yi felt that he sang under the watch of tens of thousands of people. With great satisfaction, it is as if life has reached a milestone achievement.
Yang Yi feels that she does n’t like to show her head. It ’s best to hide behind the scenes, what to do, but Murphy tells him that he likes to make movies, so he went to try.
Of course, Yang Yi later found that he was not as obsessed with making movies as Guo Ziyi, but he did like to play the role of his favorite movie, played "Rudy", and changed the original cold but The kind big man regained it, and even incorporated his own understanding and performed better. Yang Yi felt that his heart could also be satisfied!
The plain and happy life is right. Yang Yi did not dislike it, and will not change from now on, and live a busy life regardless of family life!
But Yang Yi feels that he should also find what he wants to do, so as to fight for it and create his own value.
Otherwise, his inner emptiness will one day erupt.
But what does Yang Yi want to do?
There is no answer to this question directly.
Yang Yi began to dig up the memory of her past life, what did she like to do in her previous life?
Singing is not a big deal. After all, his previous life ’s voice and face have been destroyed. For pop music, he can only appreciate it, not hum.
Writing? Or to write your own novel? This is a bit difficult. Yang Yi likes to read, and his writing style is not bad-the successful adaptation of those novels in this life can be seen. But it really made him write a novel, but Yang Yi lacked the inspiration for creation.
Then what he really likes may be pure music!
Once upon a time, he was sitting in the middle of an empty shelter, wearing super-HIFI headphones, listening to Zongjiro's "Original Scenery of Hometown". In the wonderful sound of the Ocarina, it seemed that the soul floated out, and it seemed that he could feel the author's Nostalgia, the scene was that his soul was riding a high-speed train, traveling through endless fields, passing through mountains and rivers ... When he took off his headphones, he did not know when he had burst into tears.
Yes, although he does not know where his hometown is in mainland China, but in music, this does not prevent him from having emotional resonance with this tune!
Of course, not only the music played with special instruments such as "Original Scenery of Hometown", but also many, like Mr. Hisaishi's "With You" (also known as "the city of the sky"), beautiful and romantic "Cannon", the faint but exciting "Mark of Rain", etc. Of course, there are also "Piano Music at Night" in China, "Liang Zhu" in the violin version and so on.
Too much pure music, played with musical instruments, suffocating beauty!
Yang Yi ’s previous life will also try to perform the works of these masters himself. Although his basic instruments are still playing well, his discerning ears can still hear a little difference, so he has been practicing and knowing that he has arrived this world.
In this world, he has less practice in playing pure music. Perhaps because of Murphy, he put more energy on pop music, of course, he can sing, and he can freely control different Singing in the vocal range is still something that makes Yang Yi more excited.
But if you think about it now, Yang Yi still likes pure music, but he hasn't walked this way, even if Murphy gave him a violin.
However, in this respect, how can Yang Yi reflect his life value? Or copy and write the classic pure music from the previous life as before?
But in this way, what is the difference with what he did before, and how to create value and realize meaning?
Yang Yi thought for a long time in bed that night, and finally, he made a decision.
"I want to compose my own!" Yang Yi told himself.
Composing music is not a simple matter. It is not about being able to become Hisaishi, even if the students come out of the class, it is not always possible to write music that can barely be heard!
And Yang Yi wants to compose music, which is not ordinary music. He wants to create such handed down classics as "The Mark of Rain" and "Liang Zhu"!
This ambition seems a little too big to be boundless, and it seems a little overwhelming.
The genius and the madman are only separated by a wall. He is not a genius. It is estimated that it can only be a madman or a fool.
Of course, Yang Yi will not move the classics of the previous life in order to create his own classics. What a pity, he still wants to play and play by himself!
But Yang Yi feels that no matter how hard this crazy idea is, he should try it out.
Starting with learning basic composition, starting with broken pieces, starting with the simplest piano or violin instrumental music, Yang Yi has already figured out the way to go.
It may not be difficult to create a piece of music, but creating a piece of classic music that is handed down is definitely not a goal that can be achieved by hard work.
Yang Yi even intends to use it as her own life goal. You do n’t need to be too anxious, you do n’t need to separate your life, and you do n’t need to toss yourself like Beethoven.
It does n’t matter, Yang Yi can use his leisure time, such as Xixi to go to school, and then Murphy to work in his leisure time, even in the ordinary life, while studying with his family, slowly learn, Gradually accumulate, listen to the music of this world, absorb nutrients, and embrace the world and life, and get inspiration from it.
In his lifetime, as long as he can create a classic music of his own, this is to realize his dream!
Of course, even if you ca n’t create it in the end, Yang Yi thinks it does n’t matter. This process of creation will definitely allow you to grow and create value, which is also a manifestation of making yourself meaningful.
Yang Yi felt that it was necessary for him to go to school for further study!