I Am Your Little Sunshine Chapter 18: I won’t forgive him
I haven't seen Li Xueping for more than a month. Her spirit seems to be better than last time. Although she looks thinner, her complexion is better than before.
The two sat face to face for a long time, but no one spoke.
In the end, Li Xueping asked, "Are you still used to it in the new school?"
Xie Tian nodded, and Li Xueping asked, "How is your body?"
"Good."
There was another silence, Li Xueping rubbed the corners of her clothes under the table, "Is grandma okay?"
"Good."
Li Xueping sniffed, lowered her head and said, "grandmother is good-natured, but she has a temper. Don't take it to heart if she wants to say anything."
Xie Tian paused, nodded, and added after Li Xueping thought he would not speak: "I know."
Li Xueping's eyes turned red when she heard this, she choked and said, "It's my mother who's sorry for you."
Xie Tian then looked at her, and saw a tired self in her eyes, she couldn't stand it with just one glance and then turned her eyes away, "I'm doing fine now, my uncle comes to the house every week, and the living expenses are from No less, and I can keep up with my studies.”
Li Xueping knew that Xie Tian was trying to comfort her, and her heart was sour, but she didn't want to let him down, so she wiped away her tears and asked, "Are the classmates still getting along?"
Xie Tian frowned. He was not familiar with everyone except Ma Yangyang. He knew that some people in the school did not like him, and he knew that most of them were not malicious. Do you get along well? Xie Tian remembered Ma Yangyang's curved eyebrows, and his dignified expression relaxed, "It's good."
After asking so many questions, Xie Tian's answer to this question only made Li Xueping relax. She knew that this answer was the only one that was sincere.
It didn't take long for the time to visit the prison. Just now I felt that I had nothing to say, but when it was time to leave, I felt that I still had a thousand words to say. Li Xueping reached out and touched Xie Tian's face, "You have to take good care of it. myself."
In this situation, Xie Tian couldn't help but red-eyed, and nodded again and again: "I know, you also take care of yourself."
The prison guards have seen this kind of parting scene a lot, and they urged Li Xueping when the time was up. When she was about to reach the door, Li Xueping suddenly turned around and asked, "Have you been to see your father?"
Xie Tian's whole body was shocked, and he said word by word: "I won't forgive him."
Li Xueping looked at the hatred in his eyes and couldn't say anything more, not to mention that the resentment and hatred in her heart were no less than Xie Tian.
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In addition to visiting Li Xueping, Xie Tian also participated in the author meeting of one of the magazines he contributed to in City A.
The author meeting was held on the 3rd. Xie Tian slept in the hotel for 2 days. He didn't go to the hotel that the magazine gave him. He just said that he arrived on the same day.
Nowadays magazines are not easy to do. Many traditional magazines are looking for innovation. This magazine is a petty bourgeois life and emotional reading magazine. Now, in addition to shifting its focus to online, offline magazines also often do some promoting event.
Xie Tian was an illustration contributor for this magazine. Before the family accident, he often contributed to some juvenile reading books. After the family accident, he could not draw for a long time, but at that time his parents went to prison , the family's property was also frozen, he could only grit his teeth and continue to paint, but he could no longer draw a sketch that satisfied the teenager's reading book.
The editors said his drawings were very hollow, emotionless, and looked particularly hurtful.
During that time, the more he couldn't draw the manuscript, the more he had to do it, the colder he became. Later, by chance, the deputy editor of this magazine saw the sketch he submitted to the previous youth magazine and contacted him. Although the draft was still returned, he signed the draft with this petty bourgeoisie magazine in the following months, and his income was a little more than before.
He didn't want to participate in this kind of event, but for him, this magazine is a kind of help, and he has to come.
When Xie Tian arrived at the venue, the whole venue was stunned. Several authors were asking who this handsome young man was. Although the editor in charge and the deputy editor knew that he was only a high school student, they didn't expect him to look good. , There was an ice-like melancholy in the clearness, and the two suddenly had the same idea of wrapping him.
But Xie Tian is just here to show his face. If he would have thought it was an opportunity a year ago, he is not suitable for such an occasion now.
After reluctantly staying until the necessary link, the editor in charge had not had time to talk to him about the packaging, so he said that he had already booked the return ticket and had to rush to D city immediately.
The editor in charge had to tell him roughly his intention to pack him and let him pay attention to communication at any time. Xie Tian was surprised, but there was only one thought in his mind, that is to escape quickly.
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On the 4th when I got back to City D. When I got home, my grandmother was cooking dinner. When she saw him coming in, she said, "I didn't know you came back. I didn't cook your meal."
Xie Tian had to say: "I ate it on the train."
Grandma nodded and ignored him. Xie Tian dragged his backpack into the room and slammed himself onto the bed and onto the bed.
Afterwards, he slept directly. He didn't sleep well, and he didn't sleep for long, but when he woke up, it was still completely dark. And lights, they all said that this time should be the lights of thousands of homes, but Xie Tian felt that those lights were colder than moonlight.
Get up and put the luggage away, then take the dirty clothes to wash, and the phone just flashes when I go back to the room.
Xie Tian picked it up and saw that it was a QQ message. Nuan Yangyang said, "Are you in City A? The road went well, right? I went to the nursing home today, and there was a puppy in the courtyard that looked like Pupu. I suspect it must be Pupu's brother, do you look alike?" He also posted a photo of a puppy in a nursing home and a photo of Pupu and Ma Yangyang's cat Moon.
Pupu is now clean, lying on a bed with the moon, the sheets and quilt cover are blue, and there is a super large yellow crescent on it, Xie Tian guessed that this is Ma Yangyang's bed , This kind of bed looks very warm, very warm bed, with white flutters, light brown moon and warm sheep with big eyes that bend into crescents with a smile.
Xie Tian stood beside the bed and replied, "Well, it's quite similar."
After posting, he added: "What is Pupu doing?"
Ma Yangyang didn't expect Xie Tian to come back so fast, and replied in seconds: "It and the moon are occupying my bed!!! I dropped one and the other jumped up, and then dropped this and the other climbed up again. , but I'm exhausted, they're all little rascals."
Xie Tian could imagine Ma Yangyang's dancing movements and expressions, but he didn't even notice it himself. When he saw Ma Yangyang's reply, he just felt cold and laughed.
"What are you going to do then?"
"Can they beat me no matter how bad they are? I'm a human with a high IQ!"
Xie Tian looked at the message he sent and thought that he was more lively online than in reality, or just more lively than when he faced himself in reality.
It's very easy to chat with him like this, but there is an inexplicable loss in my heart.
Seeing that Xie Tian didn't reply, Ma Yangyang sent another message: "Why don't you keep asking?"
Xie Tian replied: "Ask what."
Ma Yangyang threw an emoji that said "It's so sad to die" and typed again: "I'll fall asleep after a while, and then put it on top of them, I don't believe they don't run away, hahaha, I Isn't he very smart."
Xie Tian couldn't help laughing, and he thought it was very funny to make up for Ma Yangyang's expression, so he said: "Well, very smart."