I Am Your Little Sunshine Chapter 86: Exposure (top)

More than a month after the relationship between Ma Yangyang and Xie Tian was exposed, the school has relaxed a lot about catching puppy love. Basically, it only occasionally sends a security guard to make a symbolic inspection. The topic of gossip in the school has also changed. One crop after another, but Ma Yangyang and Xie Tian were secretly thinking about it and couldn't get out.

Ma Yangyang dropped a few places during the midterm exam. The teachers and parents were not in a hurry, but he himself was too anxious. From the beginning of the school's strict enforcement of puppy love, every time he thinks of the two classmates who broke up because of the difference in grades, he gets chills in his heart. As a result, the more nervous he is, the more mistakes he makes.

The questions of this mid-term exam are not difficult, so most people did well on the exam, only Ma Yangyang was always shaking his head, and he actually cried immediately after the results came out.

It's not good for him to Xie Tian like this. He kept reminding Ma Yangyang that he promised him to go to college together, but he didn't expect to push him to this level. Ma Yangyang has always remembered the matter of "going to college together". There may not be such a big gap between his and Xie Tian's grades in school, but it is not at the same level if they are considered nationally.

Xie Tian wants to go to the best school with his own ability, and even has the idea of ​​winning the title, so he has been dragging Ma Yangyang to run. Other people's dating is like watching movies and shopping, and their dating is He kept doing the questions, but if Ma Yangyang's grades were really far behind, he would choose the same school as Ma Yangyang without hesitation.

Xie Tian's thoughts Ma Yangyang can also guess a little bit, but because of this, he can't accept that he is holding him back. Although his character has always been exposed, he has not learned to completely hide his emotions. .

I have always heard that many people will be depressed in the third year of high school, and the school also arranges senior high school students to conduct psychological counseling on a regular basis, but Ma Yangyang is cheerful and optimistic by nature, and no one would have thought that he would be troubled by emotions.

These are all my faults, Xie Tian thought, if he didn't like me, he wouldn't need to bear the pressure; if I didn't press him, he wouldn't be so depressed.

It was his little sun, the light of the sky that took him out of the cold world. He only thought that he couldn't lose him, and he only wanted to tie him by his side, but he forgot that liking someone was not just about possession.

Ma Yangyang just couldn't hold back the tears at first. Xie Tian felt uncomfortable and couldn't care about what others thought. He stretched out his hand and patted his back carefully. Yang Yang started to sob.

Although it was a soft sob, it still attracted the attention of the students around him. Ma Yangyang has a good personality and gets along well with the classmates in the class. He is smiling all day on weekdays. , even the people in the first few rows ran over to comfort him.

He didn't expect that he would not be able to control his emotions at all. When there were too many people, he was also frightened, and hurriedly explained: "It's okay, it's just a little sad that I didn't do well in the exam."

Although it's not a matter of the sky falling in a row, it is quite understandable for those who have studied well, and they comfort him.

In the end, someone said, "Don't worry, isn't there Xie Tian!" Everyone nodded and looked at Xie Tian, ​​who was sitting on the side without saying a word.

Almost everyone knows that Xie Tian and Ma Yangyang have a good relationship. Xie Tian may not teach others to learn, but if that person is Ma Yangyang, there must be no problem. This is the consensus of everyone.

Xie Tian has been looking at Ma Yangyang, Ma Yangyang followed everyone's line of sight, Xie Tian nodded and said, "Well, and me, don't worry."

Ma Yangyang felt inexplicably sad when he heard what he said. If there were not so many people around, he really wanted to rush into Xie Tian's arms and cry. Seeing his tears filled his eyes again, Xie Tian raised his head to care for him. The classmate said: "It's okay, I'll teach him to solve the problem."

Everyone could hear the meaning of his words, so they comforted Ma Yangyang and dispersed.

Xie Tian opened the test paper and took the scratch paper, wrote a few words on it and pushed it over. Ma Yangyang took a closer look, and it said "I love you" upright on it.

Ma Yangyang picked up the pen, traced it carefully according to his words, and whispered: "Xie Tian, ​​I will definitely not be separated from you."

Xie Tian stared at the words written by the two people, turned his head to look at the misty Mengma Yangyang in his eyes and said seriously: "Let's talk?"

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Xie Tian was originally reluctant to talk openly and honestly. Even if there was only a 1 in 10,000 chance of losing him, he would not be willing to gamble, nor would he want to see him embarrassed, but now he would rather put all these aside, I just want to restore Ma Yangyang to his former splendor.

Xie Tian said seriously that he wanted to talk, but Ma Yangyang was timid. It was already very cold in the early winter evening. He put on a scarf early, buried his face in the scarf and was on the playground with Xie Tian After walking round and round, the sentence "What do you want to talk about?" can't be asked.

The sky was getting darker, the lights in the distance were gradually lighting up, a gust of wind blew, and the dead leaves were falling. He put his hand to his lips and breathed. The two of them hadn't been so close for a long time. Ma Yangyang really wanted to throw himself into his arms regardless of anything, but he couldn't do it, he just let Xie Tian take care of it. warmed his hands.

Xie Tian is nearly ten centimeters taller than him. Usually, he has to raise his head slightly to see his face clearly, but at this moment, he lowered his head and only needs to be able to see him clearly at ordinary times.

"I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. At that time, I always thought that if I could accompany you through high school as a friend, it would be enough. Later, I became friends with you. It's good to be by your side as a brother. Later, you became better and better to me. I thought it would be great if you could like me too. I never thought I would be so lucky. Luck can make people greedy. As long as I think of the possibility of being separated from you, I can't stand it, even if it's just for one day." Ma Yangyang clenched Xie Tian's hand tightly and whispered: "Xie Tian, ​​no matter what. Let's not be separated, okay? Even if it is found out, even if the family disagrees, even if the whole world disagrees, let's not give up, okay?"

Xie Tian was shocked. He always thought that Ma Yangyang was worried that he would not be able to get into the same school as him because of his poor grades, and that he would face the choice of his family and him after being discovered, but he did not expect that what he was most worried about was separate from yourself.

Xie Tian's heart hurts, how lucky he is to be liked by such a good boy. The boy's bright eyes were full of tears, and Xie Tian burst into tears when he felt sour. Ma Yangyang couldn't hold back any longer and cried out.

Xie Tian couldn't take it anymore, he took him into his arms, patted his back with one hand, and rubbed the other in his hair, Ma Yangyang's voice became louder and louder, Xie Tian was also there The ear choked up: "Cry, cry, just cry."

"At that time, I really hated this world and didn't know what it meant to be alive, but there was a boy who was as warm and bright as the sun. He always thought of me unconditionally and stood firm no matter what happened. On my side, he is so good, kind and enthusiastic, full of kindness to everyone. Even if he suffers losses and has hidden wounds in his heart, he will never resent the injustice of God. He is loved by men, women and children. He is so good, he actually likes me This kind of person, I think he is my salvation, I can't lose him, I want to tightly imprison him by my side, but I found that I put too much pressure on him, I am very afraid, afraid that he will leave me, even more afraid He became an unhappy person because of me. I don't know what to do, I don't want to lose him, and I don't want to lose his smile."

"Xie Tian, ​​don't be afraid, I understand, I'm not afraid anymore." Ma Yangyang tiptoed around Xie Tian's neck distressedly, stretched out his hand and stroked his back soothingly, "You won't Losing me, I'll try to keep myself up to you."

Xie Tian hugged him tightly, his warm lips rubbed against his forehead, and the two hugged each other tightly on the deserted playground in the early winter. Each other, the ears can only hear each other's heartbeat and breathing, just want to hold each other until the end of the world.