I Became a God in a Horror Game: 298, border of dense forest
Bai Liu repeated softly: "Fifty years since the war ended?"
Elena lowered her head and looked at Bai Liu with drooping eyelids full of wrinkles: "Maybe longer, I'm too old to remember these dates."
"I just remember a long, long time ago, when Alex was still alive, he and that guy named Guy wrote me many, many letters." Take out a stack of old letters, "Whenever I come to visit the grave, I will read the letter they sent me in front of their grave, lest I forget it."
Elena sighed wearily: "If you know these things are now only remembered by me, the old woman, if I forget them too, there will really be no trace of them."
Bai Liu looked at the stack of letters and asked politely: "Shall I take a look?"
Irina looked at Bai Liu in surprise: "Are you interested? There are no young people who want to hear these old stories."
Bai Liu smiled: "I am Alex and Guy's comrades-in-arms, and I have an obligation to help remember them."
Elena stared quietly at Bai Liu for a long time, then she suddenly smiled: "Young man, even if you are a liar full of lies, you really use your lies to please me Already."
She kindly handed the pile of letters to Bai Liu, with tears in her eyes: "Welcome to remember these two people with me."
Bai Liu raised the letter: "Perhaps you don't suggest that I open it and read it in person?"
Elena smiled, and waved her hand tremblingly: "Of course not, I can recite all the above things backwards."
Bai Liu lowered her head and arranged the letters in chronological order, and then opened them one by one. Yi Lianna was chattering:
"...Do you know, young man, if a person has a bad life when he is very old and is alone, he will recall his past over and over again, wondering what he did wrong? will be reduced to this end..."
Elena's old voice paused: "Do you know what is the scariest thing in this process?"
Bai Liu looked up at her: "What is it?"
Elena forced a smile, but tears flowed from the corners of her eyes: "You did a lot of things wrong."
Bai Liu lowered her eyes and looked at the first letter in her hand. It was Jelena who sent it to Alex.
【To my dear fiance:
Your dirty, shameless, vile male lover wrote to me two days ago, asking me to forgive him for his despicable behavior with you, and shamelessly asking me to bless you love and marriage.
What a disgusting idea!
Is there any **** in this world who allows two males to marry in front of him?
I even suspect that enemy shells will be dropped at the place where your wedding is held, as punishment for your violation of ethics!
Alex, as a doctor who studies the mechanism of human life, you are the greatest profession on earth, why would you allow yourself to hang out with such a ridiculous psycho? , wasting time saving people?
When you're with him, don't you feel that your future and ideals are tainted by shit?
By the time I got the letter he sent, I felt my dignity was stained by shit. 】
Bai Liu flipped through the next letter, and the sender was Alex.
[To Elena:
First, allow me to vehemently refute what you call me. I have never met you, and I have never agreed to allow you to make an unauthorized decision to become my fiancee. Your previous letter is all about me. The title is completely wrong.
First, my lover, my wife, there will only be one person who will be with me forever, and that is Guy, not you who suddenly appeared after I fell in love with Guy.
I don't know where your inexplicable love for me came from, whether it came from my parents' unrealistic expectations and descriptions of me, or from the only one in that narrow town The pursuit of young people with higher education, or the complacency and complacency of their own beauty, it is ridiculous to think that the most beautiful girl in the town does not win the best young people.
Allow me to solemnly explain to you, Elena, I am not something you can use to win and flaunt, I am a person with feelings.
After I gave Guy my love, before I don't love him, I absolutely can't fall in love with anyone else.
Elena, you are also an independent person, your value does not need to be flaunted by me, you can do more valuable things to prove it.
Gay and I have two qualifications to go to higher education, and I have to use it myself. Guy said that you still don’t understand little girl, it’s better than not knowing. He who does not come back alive has more qualifications to enjoy the beauty and knowledge in the world.
If you have any ideas about going to an advanced university, Guy says he can give you his qualifications.
Although you said all kinds of things to Guy that made me feel **** when I said them, Guy forgave you and said noblely that he could give you this opportunity to study further.
Although I strongly object to this, Guy is very insistent.
Guy said he couldn't tell you were an ambitious little girl.
He said that you like me because I am a doctor. You think that I am curing diseases and saving people, which is great, so you put a kind of feminine yearning on me.
Guy asked me to pass it on to you, if you like saving people, why don't you try it yourself?
I'm sorry for the blind promises my parents made to you, but if you say anything inappropriate about Guy again, I'll still slam you. 】
Bai Liu continued to turn, and the next letter was from Irina again, but this time it was not addressed to Alex, but to Guy.
[Salute to Guy:
I apologize for the inappropriate, insulting and emotive wording.
I put all the money I saved from working in the past three years from the age of eleven to now in this envelope as compensation for my improper export.
I don't want the qualifications you gave me, I still think you are wasting Alex's time, he doesn't have more, he invented a potion that doesn't delay the death of human beings, this How many soldiers/people who died in the war were saved?
Everyone in town says Alex is the next war hero!
But after he met you, now his mind is full of love!
I still want you to stay away from him, maybe you will find another true love male lover, but that person should not be Alex. 】
The next letter is from Guy to Elena.
[To the lovely little girl Elena:
Hey girl, guess what? I think you are right.
Alex will indeed have a very bright future. He is a very talented guy. The experimental progress of the medicine is advancing very quickly. The superior has approved him to experiment on wounded soldiers, and the effect is remarkable.
I don't deserve him, Alex is fine, so I still want to selfishly possess him for a while and have the best memories with him.
Elena, I have seen your photos, you are very beautiful, but you are too young, at the age of fourteen, you still can't tell the difference between love and longing.
I have to admit that Alex is a good guy, but when you talk about love with him, it will be four years later-trust me, with your good looks, determination and perseverance, At that time, you have probably met another good guy who makes you more excited.
Of course, it is also possible that she is a good girl, I don't stick to that.
After the war, enjoying a romantic and slow-paced love in a peaceful age is what you and Alex deserve, not under the hostage of the small town residents’ war fanaticism and Alex’s parents. , Hastily sacrificed his youth to marry a bunch of war heroes they imagined.
It's not fair for you or Alex.
I want you to be happy, because you deserve happiness, and I want me to be happy too.
Unfortunately, God is not willing to bless the happiness I want.
Hey, Alex told me you're good at making wedding dresses, can you make me one? Just what I want to wear to marry Alex? 】
The last letter Irina wrote to Guy was very messy, and there were many traces of teardrops on it, just like the fourteen-year-old Irina was writing a letter while crying of.
But her tone in the letter is completely different and cold:
[To Guy:
I don't know where you heard those rumors that I was forced to marry Alex, but not this time, I did it voluntarily.
I don't know how to make wedding dresses. I don't allow anyone to marry Alex before me. Give up! 】
Bai Liu looked at the wedding dress that Yi Lianna put on Guy's tombstone, raised her eyebrows and asked, "I wonder, why did you make a wedding dress for Guy in the end?"
Irina smiled with nostalgia in her eyes, but the smile seemed to be happy, but there was a lot of unspeakable sadness hidden, and the corners of her mouth could not stop downward:
"... At that time, I was too young and didn't understand anything. The town said that a group of beautiful girls would be selected to marry the town's war heroes. The winner would get Alec I got a sum of money from my parents, so my parents let me go."
"I am the prettiest of all the girls." Irina's eyes became farther and farther away, "I was chosen easily. I was still very young at that time, and the law did not allow me to marry, so Alex's parents told me to guard Alex and not allow anyone to contact or fall in love with before Alex returns."
"At that time, all my life was to marry a hero like Alex. Someone snatched him away, and I was completely panicked. I hated Guy to death." Elena's eyes flooded Red, with a bitter tone, "Guy is a very smooth-talking guy, and he likes to write letters to tease me. I just don't understand how some people who fought in the war are not so leisurely, and they are still smiling every day."
"Guy was different from all the men I met. He respected me, encouraged me, and said that sooner or later I would do as well as Alex. I will read it directly when the time comes."
Elena's tears overflowed from her wrinkles: "On the night I wrote this letter to Guy while crying, I secretly made a wedding dress overnight and rushed to the post office to send it to him."
As she said, she turned her head to look at Bai Liu in a daze: "But when I arrived at the post office, the post office informed me that a new letter had arrived and asked me to pick it up. I called, and it was from Guy. Letter."
Elena burst into tears: "——It's Guy's obituary and a suicide note."
"Guy was shot dead on the spot after the early morning sneak attack and rebellion. He knew all this would happen a long time ago. He left me a suicide note in advance, asking me to take good care of myself and help him take care of it. Alex."
"I want to give him the wedding dress, apology, and thanks..." Irina choked up, her mouth trembling, "He didn't have time to hear all of it."