I Just Came to Borrow a Light Chapter 19:

When Lin Chengbu said these words, his expression was very... special, Yuan Wu couldn't tell how special it was, just looking at Lin Chengbu's appearance and listening to the tone of his words, he could feel that he was there When I recall this episode, I am very satisfied.

Lin Chengbu is telling the truth. This paragraph is much more true than when he said it was his boyfriend. The joy that comes from the depths of his memory is clear and clear.

Yuan Wu looked at him, and even had the urge to laugh with him.

"Let's drive." Yuan Wu said.

"Well," Lin Chengbu sat still, looking at him fixedly, "Okay."

"Your car's voice control?" Yuan Wu glanced at him.

Lin Chengbu didn't speak, he continued to stare at him for a while, and slowly leaned over.

Yuan Wu watched him approach him a little bit carefully, until his breath came to his face, and then he stopped.

"The first time I saw you," Lin Chengbu whispered in his ear, "I knew love at first sight was real."

Yuan Wu made no sound.

Lin Chengbu's voice usually sounds nothing special, but maybe it was too close now, maybe because the voice was softer, he could hear the small particles in Lin Chengbu's voice, like a small handful of The fine sand slowly fell on his shoulders, with a thin itch and a real sense of reality.

It's a very special feeling, like stepping on the ground in the chaos.

But when Lin Chengbu's lips touched the corner of his mouth, he turned his head slightly: "Let's drive."

"Okay." Lin Chengbu didn't seem too embarrassed, just touched his face along the way, then sat upright and started the car.

As the car drove forward, Yuan Wu glanced at the sign on the road leading to the northern suburbs.

Is it there?

He pulled up his mask, closed his eyes, and recalled carefully.

But what is the memory, what can be recalled... His memory is not blank, but it is intertwined and chaotic like a cobweb that has been crumpled into a ball, and any thread can no longer be picked alone. come out.

Is that in the northern suburbs?

Why does he have such a guess?

No one spoke a word along the way. After the car drove out of the city, Yuan Wu saw a large factory on the side of the road.

"It should be this one," Lin Chengbu looked outside. "There are indeed many factories here, both old and new. Do you have an impression of where it is?"

"No." Yuan Wu replied.

"...Okay, then I'll drive slowly, let's drive in?" Lin Chengbu turned the car right down the main road, "It should be more over there."

"Okay." Yuan Wu nodded.

Lin Chengbu is very nervous. Although he thinks that those stories have nothing to do with Yuan Wu and should not have much impact on Yuan Wu, Yuan Wu has already "suicided" once in a way that overlaps with the story. , he had to be careful.

There are a lot of factories in this piece, even the oldest brick kiln, but it was banned because of pollution, but the factories... There are basically no abandoned factories on the road, and they are not completely as written in the story. Dilapidated abandoned factory building.

Driving along the road for another two kilometers, Lin Chengbu saw a sanitation worker resting on the side of the road. He stopped the car and said, "I'll ask."

He jumped out of the car, stuffed a pack of cigarettes in his pocket, and said hello to the sanitation workers: "Master resting?"

"Well, take a break," replied the worker.

"Master, let me ask you," Lin Chengbu handed a cigarette over and crouched down beside him, "You are quite familiar with this place."

"Come on, it's just the three of us." The worker took the cigarette and lit it.

"Then do you know where there are vacancies in this factory?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"Empty? Are you going to rent or buy?" the worker asked.

"I haven't decided yet, just... the older kind, the kind that no one has used for many years." Lin Chengbu said.

"That's not necessarily cost-effective. You still have to have a part of your initial investment for maintenance." The worker said professionally.

"Then I'll see and compare, do you know this?" Lin Chengbu smiled.

"Yes, but it's at the end, I don't go there much," the worker thought for a while, "Lao Zhang is in charge of that, anyway, the old factory is inside, and the outside was expanded later. ."

"Then help me ask?" Lin Chengbu put the cigarette he took when he got out of the car into the hands of the workers. In fact, it was not difficult for him to inquire about it in the past, but Yuan Wu's state was quite random, and he was afraid that it would take a long time. If there is any accident, if the worker can directly tell him the location, it is more appropriate to go there directly.

The worker refused to accept the cigarette, took out his mobile phone and called his colleague, asked for the address of the old factory, and talked for a long time.

"Let me tell you, there are three very old ones, all in similar places. You drive your car along this road all the way in." The worker gave him directions. There is a downhill, you go down to the bottom of the **** and you will see a reminder of a reservoir..."

"Reservoir?" Lin Chengbu gets nervous when he hears the water.

"The old reservoir is no longer needed," the worker said. "Just follow the road sign for the reservoir. When you see the reservoir, you see the factory, but I tell you... you'd better not. Rent those factories."

"What's wrong?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"One person has died, and it seems that he committed suicide. I don't know exactly which one." The worker clicked his tongue twice.

When the worker said this, Lin Chengbu immediately felt that Yuan Wu's guess might not be pure guesswork, subconscious? Or the lingering memory?

He went back to the car, Yuan Wuzheng listened to the music with his eyes closed, the plate had been replaced by him, although Lin Chengbu had no special interest in Gejin, but because Yuan Wu liked it, he used to listen.

He thinks the song he's playing is pretty good, and as an illiterate he even went to find out what it meant.

I am the burning comet.

"Can I change a song?" Lin Chengbu asked, he didn't want to be just a comet, he had to be the moon anyway, and follow Yuan Wu.

"Huh?" Yuan Wu opened his eyes.

Lin Chengbu didn't answer him, he just cut other songs.

"Did you ask?" Yuan Wu didn't mind that he just changed the song and lowered the car window a bit.

"Well," Lin Chengbu nodded and drove in the direction the worker said, "there are several, but it's just...what, I don't know if it's true, the worker said...someone died in the factory. people."

"Suicide?" Yuan Wu turned his head.

"...Well." Lin Chengbu glanced at him, Yuan Wu didn't seem to have any special reaction.

"That's right," Yuan Wu said, "I guessed it right?"

"I..." Lin Chengbu suddenly felt a little uneasy, he slowed down, "Can I go back on it?"

At first, he just thought that these places might be the source of Xingtian's inspiration. If he came here, he would make Yuan Wu feel that he had nothing to do with these places, but he never thought that this story would have Might be true.

This is a little scary.

As a ghost in the queue, he suddenly felt a little reluctant to go to reincarnation.

"Let's go." Yuan Wu said calmly.

Lin Chengbu had to step on the accelerator. Yuan Wu wanted to go, so let's go.

No matter what happens, this is the first time Yuan Wu has actively asked to get close to these things. If he goes out of his way, wouldn't he be beaten at most, or Yuan Wu will retreat again.

Anyway, whether to go back or not, Yuan Wu in this state is not much better.

Anyway, he's been with him.

After turning down the slope, I saw the road sign of the reservoir. The reservoir is actually called Qiushuitan.

"The Qiushuitan Reservoir." Yuan Wu also noticed the name.

"It sounds pretty good," Lin Chengbu said, "but I heard that there is no more water, so I don't need it anymore."

"Yeah." Yuan Wu took off his mask, put his arms on the car window, squinted his eyes and looked relaxed.

The road sign is quite old, but it is still very clear. After driving for ten minutes, I saw the rusted gate of the reservoir.

Yuan Wu stuck his head out of the car window: "Over there."

The factory building is also quite obvious. On the side of the reservoir, you can see three very large factory buildings from a distance.

Lin Chengbu drove the car to the first factory and stopped.

Yuan Wu got out of the car, and he quickly got out of the car, walking around and standing beside Yuan Wu.

"Which one is it? The one who died," Yuan Wu said, "Let's go in one by one and take a look."

Lin Chengbu has been accustomed to feel that Yuan Wu will be mentally disabled or convulsed from time to time, but now Yuan Wu's peaceful appearance all the way makes him very worried.

Yuan Wu had already walked over to the factory building, so he had to keep up, thinking about what to do if something went wrong while walking.

In the end, it was decided that as long as Yuan Wu had any reaction, he would go up and carry it without saying a word. When he got to the car, he would tie it up first, then strip off his clothes... No, then drive back.

The factory building is indeed a few years old. Although the iron fences are still there, they are all rusted and can't see the original color. Except for the steel frame and cement part of the factory building, the other parts of the wood and color steel tiles are still in good condition. Seven or eighty-eight can directly see the inside from the outside.

When walking through the surrounding weeds, Lin Chengbu felt that such a rotten factory was safer. At least the sun could shine in, and there was not much ghostly atmosphere. Maybe it would not be easy to hook Yuanwu into the wind. .

After approaching the factory building, Yuan Wu stopped and stared at the cement wall next to him.

Lin Chengbu followed and looked over, and found that the wall he thought was moss or the remnants of the fire, so the things he didn't pay attention to were actually graffiti. For a moment, he thought he was standing on Qinghe Street, and then walked a few more You can see number 18 in the next step.

But it is not the same as the graffiti on Qinghe Street. After Yuan Wu walked into the factory, Lin Chengbu saw the graffiti, the blood, the rope around his neck, the severed Hands, sluggish eyes that fell to the ground...

He quickly followed Yuan Wu into the factory building.

"It's here." Yuan Wu said.

Yes, that's right, it's here.

The first teenager who finally chose to hang himself because of the suicide club was the one who ended his life here. The graffiti and scenes that appeared in the story were almost written down according to what was in front of him.

"You..." Lin Chengbu reached out and grabbed Yuan Wu's arm. Yuan Wu reflexively wanted to shake him off, but he didn't succeed. He held on tightly.

"What am I?" Yuan Wu looked at him.

"Is there anything..." Lin Chengbu looked at the huge factory building that had almost been emptied. There were only some wooden strips and rotten cardboard shells left around. According to the story, after entering, the left-hand side was The lathe and four shoelaces are the final destination of the boy.

"No," Yuan Wu said, "How can I send the first person in front of you away?"

"This has been... sent away." Lin Chengbu glanced to the left, but he didn't see the lathe except for a few broken steel frames.

Maybe the lathe was moved, maybe it wasn't written in the exact same detail, there was an artistic finish...but now Lin Chengbu is almost certain that these stories are not fictional.

The protagonists of these ghost stories are all the people who really died in the suicide website that has been shut down, and may have written their final words on that message board.

Lin Chengbu suddenly felt a little creepy.

So...that sentence when you smile and drink wine, is it really a last word?

Yuan Wu had already turned around and walked out of the factory building. He didn't seem to have any feeling for the scene inside. He walked very cleanly and peacefully.

But Lin Chengbu still felt that he was a little too calm.

Lin Chengbu took a few steps and walked side by side with him: "Let's go to dinner later."

"Yeah." Yuan Wu responded.

"Do you have any restaurants you want to eat? Or should I arrange it?" Lin Chengbu asked while staring at Yuan Wu's profile.

"You arrange." Yuan Wu replied simply.

"Okay, then we'll..." Lin Chengbu had to stare at Yuan Wu while looking for nonsense to distract him. He also had to find a place to eat in his mind. For the brain to run on a single thread It was very difficult for Lin Cheng.

But Yuan Wu didn't seem to care about his answer either, just buried his head and walked towards the car.

"Let's go eat small hot pot..." Lin Chengbu thought of a place for a while, although it was a little too hot to eat small hot pot today.

After he finished speaking, he suddenly found that the corners of Yuan Wu's eyes were wet.

Lin Chengbu saw a tear on his left face when Yuan Wu, who had been holding the light behind his back, greeted the sun after turning out of the factory building's wall.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Chengbu grabbed his arm and stared at his face, "what's the matter with you?"

Yuan Wu looked at him, his expression still very calm, his eyes did not lose focus as Lin Chengbu was afraid, but looked at him fixedly.

"Tell me, what's wrong with you?" Lin Chengbu wanted to hug him, but he didn't dare to move, so he could only hold Yuan Wu's arm tightly.

"Did you," Yuan Wu said, his voice still calm, "never called me by my name?"

"Yes." Lin Chengbu's heart trembled, wondering if Yuan Wu's question was a progress or another new way of convulsing.

"Why?" Yuan Wu asked.

"I told you to beat me." Lin Chengbu said.

"Fart," Yuan Wu said, "Don't open your mouth and talk nonsense."

"Would you like to try?" Lin Chengbu bit his lip.

"Okay." Yuan Wu nodded.

Lin Cheng's heart skipped a beat, he didn't give himself a chance to hesitate, and said, "Yuan Wu."

The expression on Yuan Wu's face froze for a moment.

Lin Chengbu glared at him.

Yuan Wu didn't do anything, and his expression became a little strange, like doubt, but also like confusion. After a long time, he said softly: "Yuan Wu?"

"Yes." Lin Chengbu responded.

"I'm Yuan Wu?" Yuan Wu looked at him, struggling to say the word Yuan Wu.

"Yes." Lin Chengbu replied.

"Really," Yuan Wu lightly blew the hair on his forehead and smiled, "Do you think so?"

"Otherwise," Lin Chengbu said, "I have known you for many years. You were called Yuan Wu at the beginning, then you were called Yuan Wu, and of course you are still called Yuan Wu now."

Yuan Wu didn't say anything, just turned and walked to the side of the car, opened the door: "Do you know the name on my ID card?"

Lin Chengbu didn't speak, his ID card?

Yuan Wu closed the car door and leaned on the seat: "My name is Yuan Shen."

What the hell! It's back again!

Lin Cheng walked over and lay down on the window, and said in as plain a tone as possible, "Yuan Shen is your brother."

Yuan Wu's body froze for a moment, then turned his head: "My brother?"

"Yeah." Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"Then who am I?" Yuan Wu smiled.

"You are Yuan Wu." Lin Chengbu said.

"What about Yuan Shen?" Yuan Wu asked again.

"Your brother!" Lin Chengbu replied again.

"Okay...my brother," Yuan Wu approached him, "what about my brother? Where is he?"

Lin Chengbu was unable to speak.

Yeah, where is your brother?

"Get in the car, go back," Yuan Wu sighed softly, "I'm hungry, what did you just say to eat?"

"Small hot pot." Lin Chengbu walked around the front of the car and opened the car door to get into the car. He felt a little inexplicable. He seemed to see some hope, but he couldn't find the correct route and suitable pose close.

"Do you," Yuan Wu looked at him, "like to eat small hot pot?"

"Well," Lin Chengbu felt that he might have caught a cold from the wind, and his nose was itchy, "We can eat seafood, no peppers."

"Okay." Yuan Wu nodded.

"If you want to eat something else," Lin Chengbu turned his face to look at him. When Yuan Wu didn't choke or even was obedient, he would somehow feel distressed, just like seeing a fierce horse being beheaded Like a hoof, "We'll eat something else."

Yuan Wu looked at him and said nothing.

He didn't know what else to say for a while, so he looked at Yuan Wu.

To be honest, I have never had such an opportunity before, such a close distance, such a long time... It sometimes takes only three seconds for Yuan Wu to go from being indifferent to turning his face and leaving.

Lin Chengbu looked into Yuan Wu's eyes.

Yuan Wu's eyes are very deep, and sometimes he feels that he can't see through what Yuan Wu is thinking. Maybe it's because his eyes are too deep to see to the end.

But it's beautiful.

"You..." Yuan Wu looked at him, "What are you thinking about?"

"Huh?" Lin Cheng paused, "I didn't think about anything, I just saw that you have beautiful eyes."

"This sentence should be true," Yuan Wu took a tissue from the side and handed it to him, "You have a nosebleed, sir."

"...Fuck," Lin Chengbu took the tissue and pressed it under his nose, all red, "I...Fuck."

I just said that I felt a little itchy just now, but I thought it was because of the snot and I was too embarrassed to **** it all the time.

This is just like a gust of embarrassment after Lin Chengbu came back to his senses. He didn't know how to describe this feeling. He actually saw a nosebleed when he saw Yuan Wu?

Are you so thirsty?