I Just Came to Borrow a Light Chapter 29:

Lin Chengbu was going to work today. Although he didn't sleep all night and really wanted to sleep in Yuan Wu's bed, he could only squinted for a while and then took the spare key hanging behind the door and went out.

Yuan Wu's house is quite far from Chunzhi Restaurant, Lin Chengbu went out 20 minutes early, and he still arrived a little when he entered the back kitchen.

"Huh? Brother Lin?" The people in the kitchen were stunned when they saw him, "A change of style?"

"Huh?" Lin Chengbu looked down at Yuan Wu's clothes, "Is it so obvious?"

"It's so obvious," a waiter said while passing by, "It's not your clothes at first glance, did you steal it?"

"It was stolen, keep it a secret for me." Lin Chengbu nodded and entered the locker room. He stood in front of the mirror and looked at himself. He was still wearing an ordinary Yuanwu T-shirt, but the pattern was a little bit printed. I don't know why, and it's not so obvious that it's not my own, right?

Tsk. He turned around and took the uniform, stopped when he was about to put it on, turned his back to the mirror and glanced in.

"Hey, what are you doing..." He looked at a q-version* on the back of his clothes that spanned from left shoulder to right crotch, "I... fuck."

This is indeed very obvious.

I guess I was so tired that I didn't realize it when I put on my upper body. At that time, I glanced at the messy picture on the front and wore it without writing anything...

He hurriedly took a T-shirt from his locker and put it on. He didn't have Yuan Wu's ability to completely ignore his surroundings.

It was quite a busy day today, there were many guests, and there were a lot of requests for the table reservations.

It was almost ten o'clock when he got off work. Lin Chengbu sat in the car and felt that he could barely open his eyes.

In order to refresh himself, he took out the small piece of paper he found in the crevice of the bed from his pocket.

This address is only written with the street name and house number. There is no specific district or the like. Lin Chengbu checked the map on his mobile phone and found that this street is not too far from Yuan Wu's house. It is estimated that it takes 40 minutes to drive there. almost.

What address is this?

Yuan Wu's vacation home? It's not like, this person used to live very casually, and he didn't need the group to take a vacation somewhere.

Yuan Wu hides her boyfriend's home? I **** can't!

That's... Won Shin?

Lin Chengbu frowned, it was Yuan Shen's address, would Yuan Wu be there? What is he doing there? I feel that Yuan Wu should no longer regard himself as Yuan Shen, is that to miss? Masochism?

This is really refreshing, Lin Chengbu feels more energetic.

There is a small supermarket outside Yuan Wu's house. When Lin Cheng walked back, the small supermarket was not closed. He went in and bought some snacks and convenience foods, as well as yogurt.

Downstairs, he looked up at the window of Yuan Wu's house as usual, but there was no light on.

A little disappointed, but also a sense of relief.

To be honest, he wasn't sure how Yuan Wu would react if he found out that he had come to his house.

According to the temperament of Yuan Wu before the photo, it is estimated that he will beat him, according to the Yuan Wu during this time... I don't know.

Lin Chengbu sighed and went upstairs into the house.

After checking all the details, Yuan Wu never returned.

The spoiled and moldy things in the refrigerator were cleaned up by Lin Chengbu yesterday, and he put the snacks, yogurt, etc. he bought just now.

The refrigerator suddenly became warm and lovely.

Not bad.

Lin Chengbu took out a small notebook and put the shopping list in it.

Looking at the bills that were forcibly added to Yuan Wu's head, Lin Chengbu suddenly wanted to laugh.

What is this for?

Prove that everyone in this world doesn't remember Yuan Wu, does he remember?

Everyone doesn't care about Yuan Wu, will he still care?

And then what?

So what?

He sat down on the sofa and sighed softly.

I don't really expect Yuan Wu to make a promise...he really promises, but he may not dare to ask for it. Yuan Wu's temper is like that. A beating.

"Ah..." Lin Chengbu lay down on the sofa and twisted, "Where the **** are you!"

For a week in a row, Yuan Wu looked at the calendar on the wall and made a mark with his pen every day. If he did as Dr. Liang said, he would tick it, and if he failed to do it, he would tick it. cross.

Five forks this week.

Dr. Leung said that some things are easy to say, but not easy to do. If you do it, it will help. It depends on whether you can do it or not.

In fact, a lot of what he has to do now is just simple repetition. He also knows the role of these homework, hints and affirms himself, and separates himself from the guilt of Yuan Shen.

But he also knows that, as Dr. Liang said, the problem is not just about Yuan Shen's suicide, but what he wants is to be free from the emotions that are disturbing him all the time. , and then consider something else.

Dr. Liang advised him to go home and not leave himself in an environment full of traces of Yuan Shen.

He followed this advice, and today he plans to go home first.

In fact, it's not that he has to stay here, but... When he thinks of the house that has been vacant for so long, he has a kind of despair, what kind of dirty it must be... When he thinks of the situation of cleaning up the house in a mess, he will I still feel more comfortable wandering outside.

I don't have a reliable housekeeping company on hand. Besides, the house is so dirty that most housekeepers don't want to answer it.

When Yuan Wu drove home with the sling, he wanted to call Lin Chengbu and ask him if his eldest sister would like to take over the job, and it would be okay to give more money.

The keys were always with him, although for a long time he had forgotten where they were and what they were for.

Or know and don't want to think about it.

Like in the chaotic days, he would be irritable every time he saw Lin Chengbu, he didn't hate Lin Chengbu, although he didn't have any other thoughts.

His resistance to Lin Chengbu was only because he subconsciously clearly understood that Lin Chengbu knew who he was, and that Lin Chengbu represented the end of the life of "I am Yuanshen".

Those details that he doesn't want to think about and intentionally ignore will wake him up from his dreams.

And Lin Chengbu, it's like a wake-up call.

DiDiDiDiDiDi, don't stop until you wake people up.

Yuan Wu parked the car downstairs and glanced upstairs. He almost couldn't remember which floor he lived on. It's been two years since he bought the house, and he hasn't lived out his habit.

He sighed, gave himself some mental conditioning, and went upstairs.

As soon as the elevator door opened he saw the clean door of his house and the shiny lock.

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Wrong level? He glanced at the floor number again, that's right, it wasn't that he entered the wrong floor, right?

Standing at the door and staring at the door for a while, Yuan Wu took out the key and tried to twist the lock.

On.

The dirty air and all kinds of musty smells did not come as promised, and the fresh air blowing in his face made him a little confused when he stood at the door.

He froze for a moment before he touched the wall and turned the light on.

Rely on.

The windows are bright and clean, and the air is fresh.

There is no dust in the cracks of the wooden floor, like a deep cleanliness fighting here for a long time.

There are also new, clean slippers next to the shoe cabinet by the door.

Staring at the slippers for at least a minute, he reached out and kicked it.

There is no agency.

This is indeed his home, the house he has lived in for over a year.

Yuan Wu walked around the house a few times. Everything was cleaned up. Even the stove in the kitchen was clean. He stood in front of the refrigerator and took out the yogurt. The shelf life was not over yet.

He is now almost certain that Lin Chengbu has come.

As for when it came, he looked at the production date of the yogurt, it should be no more than last week.

It's a difficult feeling to describe.

Yuan Wu poured himself a cup of yogurt and stood in the middle of the living room with the cup, which is not easy to describe.

The sofa cover was probably washed. He touched it in the past, and the crispy feeling of being exposed to the sun was still left, as well as the curtains, bed sheets and quilt covers.

The curtains... must have been washed, he touched a slit in the bedroom curtain.

It was torn and stitched with another needle. The corners of the needle were very ugly.

He remembered the cross stitch that Lin Chengbu had mentioned, and felt that he could almost imagine what it looked like.

"Do you live with me?" Yuan Wu sat on the edge of the bed and patted the pillow lightly.

The bed was neatly tidied up, and Yuan Wu didn't find any trace of sleeping on the pillow, not even a single strand of hair.

Lin Chengbu probably hadn't slept in his bed for a long time, and the pillowcase still smelled of sunshine.

He stayed in the bedroom for a while, then turned to the balcony.

He was stunned when he saw the pots of dandelions neatly arranged on the balcony.

Let's go over and take a closer look at the dandelion stem. It's an old stem. It's not a new plant. It should be... the pots I planted before.

At this time, Yuan Wu noticed that his house was fully equipped with water and electricity. He went to turn on the gas stove, and even the gas was still supplied.

The feeling at this moment is more indescribable than when I first opened the door.

He imagined that Lin Cheng walked over, took his water, electricity and gas bill from downstairs, and then paid the bills on time for up to two years...

Suddenly my eyes are a little numb.

He pressed the corner of his eye, maybe he should call Lin Chengbu.

...recommend Dr. Liang.

Without the trouble of tidying up the room, Yuan Wu took back the things he put in Yuan Shen's place. In fact, there was nothing but a few clothes.

His things are all on the boat, no, they should all be with Lin Chengbu now.

This kid should already know that he has come back to live, but Yuan Wu's phone was turned on several times, and there were only greeting text messages from Jiang Chengyu, and Lin Chengbu never contacted him.

What are you thinking?

Is it really the Lord, hello, I'm relieved?

Yuan Wu did not contact Lin Chengbu.

He doesn't want to contact anyone until he doesn't feel like he's back to his normal life, or at least his old rhythm.

He is not used to being questioned with concern.

I also hate comfort and enlightenment without any real meaning.

Dr. Liang's suggestion still works. After returning to his home, Yuan Wu felt that he could at least meet Dr. Liang's seemingly simple but difficult requirements. Like in the middle, thinking about Yuanshen every day is fixed for a certain period of time. At a certain point, he starts thinking, and when the time ends, it stops. No matter whether there is anything to think about, this time can be used to think.

As for the time outside this time, Yuan Wu looked at the cross stitch he bought on the table... Maybe his level is higher than Lin Chengbu.

He opens the first cross stitch.

This is the largest piece of cross stitches in a pile of cross stitches that he carefully selected. He went to many stores to buy it.

After buying Zhang Cross Stitch, he was forced to listen to a half-hour preaching by a sister in her 60s. He felt dizzy and almost wanted to call Dr. Liang.

The name of this cross stitch is...Heavenly Father.

It's kind of complicated with colors.

Yuan Wu feels that his life is becoming more regular day by day. Every other day, he meets and chats with Dr. Liang for an hour, gets up on time, runs, eats, sleeps and embroiders Heavenly Father.

Lin Chengbu bought a brand of yogurt that he had never tasted before, and the taste was quite strong. After drinking it, he went to the small supermarket at the door and walked around, found the same one, and bought two large cans.

The kid still hasn't contacted him, it's like he just disappeared.

But Yuan Wu didn't plan to look for him. In his current state, he couldn't resume his previous contacts with anyone without being awkward. Moreover, if he wanted to find Lin Chengbu, it would be easier for him to find him than Lin Chengbu. many.

As long as you open the curtains a little, take out the binoculars, and glance at the street outside the community, you can see a person wearing a baseball cap and a mask sitting on a bench by the roadside.

Yuan Wu sighed, he could see without thinking that this person was Lin Chengbu, not how familiar he was with Lin Chengbu, but the mask covering Lin Chengbu's face, it was him of.

This IQ.

It's amazing.

Lin Chengbu sits on the bench very regularly. Yuan Wu feels that he can even know the regularity of his weekly work based on the time of his appearance for a month.

Yuan Wu didn't know if he was worried about him or didn't dare to contact him directly. In short, it had been almost a month since Lin Chengbu appeared on the bench so regularly.

However, every time Yuan Wu went out, he would hide from the bench. Yuan Wu paid attention to it several times, but couldn't find where he was hiding.

What about hide-and-seek for kids?

Yuan Wu feels that this kid is so naive that it makes people feel a little distressed for no reason.

He doesn't have to go to Dr. Liang today, and from this week onwards his visits to Dr. Liang have been reduced by one.

He sat on the sofa with the key to Yuan Shen's room in his hand and turned it around for about five minutes. He picked up the phone, turned it on, and called Dr. Liang.

"Dr. Liang, do you think I should give my brother's keys to my grandparents?" He looked at the keys, "The house is rented. I renewed the group once before, and the time is almost up."

He will not continue renting the house.

But if the house is returned, all the things in the house have to be moved out. What should I do with Yuanshen's things?

Dr. Liang didn't tell him what to do, just let him decide.

Is there anything he wants to keep, what to keep, why, what to do with the things that he doesn't keep, whether to throw it away for grandparents or grandparents, if he gives it to grandparents, he is bound to meet two old people, how will the meeting be?

All of these, he has to consider whether he can face and bear it.

Such decisions are not easy to make.

Yuan Wu is very clear, but such a decision can only be made by himself.

He holds the notebook and lays down on the sofa, sketching.

The book contains records of various treatments and counseling during this period of time, and he slowly turned it over.

The characters are really ugly. In fact, there is no need for cross-stitch embroidery. It is true that he should practice calligraphy when he has nothing to do.

He didn't want to always look forward to Yuan Shen's notepad before, because his words were too far from Yuan Shen's, so he could recognize them at a glance.

Tsk.

"I think he's been doing pretty well recently. He has recovered his habit of running, but he didn't go to the gym." Lin Chengbu sat on the bench and called Jiang Chengyu, "Has he contacted you?"

"No," Jiang Chengyu yawned, "but he should turn on the phone every day, and he has read the text messages."

"It will definitely be turned on, he will contact Dr. Liang," Lin Chengbu said, "I don't think I need to stare at it every day. He will probably be fine after a while, and he should return. 18?"

"I will beg him to come back if he doesn't answer," Jiang Chengyu said. "My signature bartender, besides, I'm really used to his appearance at the bar."

"Yes." Lin Chengbu responded.

"You sound very melancholy?" Jiang Chengyu smiled.

"No," Lin Chengbu also smiled, "Isn't it the same as before, what's melancholy about."

"It's too fake," Jiang Chengyu said. "Tell me the truth, you don't think it's good if he never gets better, at least he has a close relationship with you in the past two years."

"It's not bad, I'll go to Shenqiao to find him later, he doesn't remember the past, I've known him from the beginning several times," Lin Chengbu tutted, "I'm not a complete person. Pervert, I can't stand to introduce myself every few months."

Jiang Chengyu laughed over there for a long time: "Hey, he should be able to remember it now, what does it feel like to have a chance to interview him."

"I think so," Lin Chengbu whispered, "I think, I thought about it myself, if I met a person like me, I would think this person is sick."

Jiang Chengyu laughed even harder: "Hurry up, I think Dr. Liang is reliable. You and Yuan Wu go with you to have a look, to increase the degree of favorability associated with the disease."

"You got it, I..." Lin Chengbu raised his eyes, suddenly stunned, and said incoherently for a long time, "I...

"What's wrong?" Jiang Chengyu asked.

"Yuan Wu... I'm here." Lin Chengbu hung up the phone and stared across the street.

Yuan Wu didn't know when he came out. He usually doesn't go out at this time, so Lin Chengbu was so relieved that he didn't even look at the gate of the community when he made a phone call.

It was too late for him to hide, Yuan Wu was standing across the street.

This is a small street, and now Yuan Wu is at most 20 meters away from him.

If he wants to stand up and walk away now, Yuan Wu will be able to see him right away, although he covers himself tightly, but... Yuan Wu just stood like that, and his eyes stayed on him.

He estimates that Yuan Wu has recognized him.

After driving the fourth car on the road, Yuan Wu walked over here, the speed was quite slow, like his usual style, he always dragged his steps and was a little lazy.

Lin Chengbu didn't know what attitude he should use to meet this unexpected meeting at this time, so he could only sit still, with his arms on his knees and watched Yuan Wu slowly sway from across the street to him .

Already face to face, one more step forward would have to collide, Yuan Wu stopped, and before Lin Chengbu stood up, his hand stretched out, his fingers hooked on the mask and dragged down.

"That... I am... I am here..." Lin Chengbu had to pull down the mask, "I am here..."

"Borrow a fire, sir." Yuan Wu took a lighter from his pocket and handed it over.